Promises that break you right back

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Promises that break you right back
Summary
my pinterest fic visuels = https://pin.it/2C21LriRegulus didn't know who he was ? It wasn't a question before "Sirius littel brother". But when Sirius left to love freely. That question was answered for Regulus.On his forehead was stamped : the heir of the Noble House of Black.The one of them that will never love freely.Because one out of two, one can fail, let's one be gay, one out of two "it can happened"But not two out of two. "that can't happend"This is the unspoken rule Regulus live by... one of them must stay. That is the only solution it seems, but what if one more was added to the equation ? a girl. Sirius and Regulus little sisterRegina Black.Just as messed up as the black brother.two turn into three. And the story begins again.
Note
jegulus setting :It starts in 4 years ! Mister James has dyslexia and his grades dropped to a point where his parents are concerned. To fix his academic situation he must remain in 4 years, without Sirius, Remus and Peter.As if it wasn’t enough ! Professor Mcgongal assigned him a tutor. A slytherin tutor. none other than Regulus Arcturus Black. James has no idea why Sirius’s little brother, the same boy that hated him from day one, would possibly accept to tutor his best friend's brother.Regulus refused to be James Potter's tutor ! But no argument could stand a chance when Professor Mcgonagal, head of Gryffondor put on the table Regulus Black little secret :Mister Black ? I believe the sorting hat…sorted you in the hybrid house of Slytherin-d'or, not Slytherin. But I see no red on your tie, Why is that ?”I can’t be in Griffon d’or. “Sirius must never know”Ho I see, pregudices goes both ways, it's sad to hear. Listen, here is what is going to happen : you will tutor James Potter. And I will keep your secret just between us. And after some time maybe you're view on Griffon d’or may evolve in a more positive light ” regulus is translot’s of mental health talk, queer utopia too.POVS : regina, regulus, sirius & maybe more not sure yet.every opening of chapters in therapy session with Pandora and Evans mom as the thrapist.PS : the only trauma free character in Pandora Rosier. Setting :at Hogwarts but no magic, it's a boarding school with hybrid houses.No quidditch, it's Ice Hockey, james is a player, regulus is a figure skater.James potter with HDHD and meds to take. It's a struggle !The maraudeurs and the skittles are rival bands ( lead singer : Sirius vs Barty)everyone needs therapy.Remus lupin isn’t a werewolf but i wanted to stay true to his burden,so instead it’s epileptic seizures approximately every months.the Potter job is to welcome lost & broken souls, let make it official(Monty and Effie are both qualified to do it) the foster family trop is my favorite.There is a second foster house at hogsmeade. I was like if we are blessed with wonderful parents why not put them… close to the kids, why not. I just know James would be happy about it.The black brother dynamic is so majestic but I saw a potential to add a feminine side to my boys with mommy issues. That’s why I gave them a sister (Regulus's twin) with her fair share of trauma obviously, you're welcome.
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You belong with me

“I'm in my room it’s a typical thursday night
I’m listening to the kind of music, she doesn’t like

It's indeed on a Thursday that it happened
10PM at the Potter’s house.
Monty's voice covers the lyrics “You belong with me” by Taylor Swift.

and she’ll never know your story like, i doooooo”
- James !
“The best part of the song hasn't hit yet.”
James uncovered one ear out of his headphone.
He was about to answer when his dad called again :

- James come downstairs !
- yeah why ?
James press pause, about to stand up.
- It’s serious, her mom mention

- What is… ? Sirius, he says it to himself. A silly smile takes over his face.
“The mediocre joke was too easy to make to resist it.”
Not thinking twice about what could possibly be a serious matter ?
not today a lovely day like this. He was in a fantastic mood all day.
No class, no trouble, no worry.
on the stairs he take a wild guess :

- Did my grades came in the mail ? Come on it’s not so bad, he tries to argue with his charming “it’s not worth fighting” type of intonation.

The scene progressively appeared before him, the ceiling was keeping him from seeing much from up stairs. But not for long, James is a clumsy guy, he will skip one or two steps if he don’t conscientiously watch where his foots goes. But James is also curious so he looked up, the first floors reveal his parents and a third one. He looked down then look up again,” Merlin ! It's Sirius.” James tripped over a couple of stairs in confusion. finding his balance again with the familiar handrail.

His best friend is here.
“What in the world ?”

- Sirius ??? why are you soaking wet
His best friend so slowly turns to meet James' eyes, not a word comes out of him.
Regardless, James can tell in one glimpse of him that Sirius black is about to lose it. James' heart shrink. Sirius's eyes are full of so many things and a watery filter covers it all, his eye lashes are glued together by earlier tears. He looks away when he wip the stream of tears that run down his cheek when James says his name again.

Sirius hand are shaking, but Sirius has never been ashamed of feeling deeply,
has never been afraid of laughing loudly. But this side of him, James don’t know…

- what happened ?

a swallowed sob cut through the silence of unanswered questions.
Effie Potter takes the wheel :

- Monty I think Sirius is going to need a warm blanket and a good soup, what do you think ?
Let's go to the living room. Monty follow his wife commands and disappear upstairs
- I can start a fire mom ?
- let me take care of it honey. And just like that she is already at work.

The boys are left alone. Sirius isn’t moving, still, he is looking back. James pass him by to quietly to shut the front door, it stop the cold night from coming in. The noise snapped Sirius back in his body. He takes in his surrendering and starts breathing heavily. To this shift, james can take the initiative of reaching out to touch Sirius shoulder :

- hey ?
- James…I left them there
The rest of Sirius’s sentence is lost in James' chest. Sirius skin is so cold. It doesn’t matter because james knows who “them” is and james knows what “left” means

they will figure out the rest...
By they he means : mom; dad; sirius and him.

“ …to my house in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re about to cryyyy”

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