Something good
Sirius pulled out a cigarette he took from Moonyd truck and lit it. He leaned against the building and sighed. "Why am I such a idiot." He mumbled to himself.
"Hi sirius." Reg said nervously aproching him it had been months since they had a real conversation. "Oh Reg what are you doing here?" Sirius asked offering him a fag whitch Reg declined as per usual.
"Sirius Mother will kill you if you found out you got into her stash and took one please give it back!" He pleaded one christmas when they were 12 and 13. Of course sirius shrugged that off with a "she wants to kill me anyway im haveing some fun with it" of course this was true just a hour before she had crucioed Sirius to hell and back, his hands were still shaking. "Well it destoys your health please sirius just give the thing back!" He pleaded. This just lead to sirius stealing more and more but promised to not get caught.
"Im just walking around,needed something to do." Regukus shrugged. "What Rosier and Crouch off shagging or something." Sirius laughed. Reg rolled his eyes. "Probably."
There was a moment of akward silence. "So...how are things with Walburga and Orion?" Sirius asked nervously. Regulus instictivly started to twist his rings nervously, the same way Sirius use to do after being Hexed to calm himslef. "Reg are they." Sirius asked his throat dry. "Crucioing you." He wispered fearing the worst. He knew far to well that Walburga and Orion were willing to do that but had never done it to Reg before...or if they did he never told Sirius.
"I have to go." Reg said coldly. "No reggie please I can help." Sirius begged reaching out for his brother. "No you cant Sirius, we cant all just run off to the pitters when things get bad." He choaked out tears in his eyes, truthfully he wished he could run off to the potterss he wished he could cry i to James's warm strong arms and tell him everything, James would fix it somehow but there was no way in hell that he would ever tell James this family secret.
"See you around Sirius...tell your freinds I said hi." He said breaking from his older brothers grip and walking off.
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Sirius went up to the castle he needed to lay down he needed a rest.
"Woah mate whats wrong?!" James asked entering there roomt that the night. "Iv bairly seen you all day."
James than noticed how red sirius's face was and paired with the blood shot eyes james could tell."you've been cryjng." He said softly. Sirius just nodded. "Yeah its just Reg." He wispered.
James's heart dropped was Reg okay. "What happened?" He asked sitting on Sirius's bed. Sirius paused for a moment. "Well remember how my parents Crucioed me?" He asked. Of course James remebered he could not just forget how much rage that caused him the fury and violent thoughts he had, the plans on what he wpuld do to walburga if he ever got the chance. "Are they..." james asked nervously.
"Doinging it to him now." Sirius said in a barley audible voice but James cought every word. "Shit shit shit I never tought they would! And why him what did he do to deserve this!" James exclaimed angery. "He did nothing wrong hes never done anything wrong!" He answered his own question. "And I cant do anything he wont let me he said... " sirius said annoyed. "We cant all run off to the potters when things go badly." He wispered.
James's heart broke is that how Reggie felt, that he could not talk to James that James would not be there that James would not try! Of course he would Reg could come to the potters anytime he could talk to sirius and tell him about Reg and himself anything to get Regulus away from those people.
James was about to cry now. “He can he can run off to my house I don't care! I would rather him be there safe with us than at your house with your parents.” James said shaking. Sirius had a sad smile on his face. “James he would never agree to it, he barley knows you besides he is to stubborn anyway he will do anything for our parents.” He said softly.
“Fuck!” James exclaimed standing up and pacing around. He wanted to tell sirius everything he wanted Sirius to know about the other side of reg the side he daw but he promised Reg he would not until Reg was ready until he was sure they would be safe. But this was not safe for reg being in the house with those people it was evil!
And reg was too good he shun like a star bright and dazzling but in that house he was burning out a faded star to be turned into stardust crushed by the cold nature of his parents.
“What can we do?” James asked his voice cracking. “I don’t know mate I just want him safe I don’t care that he's a snobbish pure blood prick he id my brother and I want him to be safe” Sirius sighed wiping his tears. “I know,I know so do I.” James said quietly. “Hes not as snobby as you think you know…iv been talking to him a bit we have become some sort of friends.”( That was partially true true. )“And he is really neat and a good person.” James confessed.
“You have?” Sirius asked confused. “Yeah.” James mumbled in return. “Well thats good prongs, Reg needs something good in his life and well your something good.”