The scene had been painted by our hushed whispers turning into a screaming match in the courtyard.
“Jasmine! It’s not a big fucking deal!” I scoff and roll my eyes, flinging my bag off my arm and onto the floor.
“Of course it’s a big deal Harry! You know I don’t like you hanging out with her!” I angrily point in the direction of a guilty looking Cho Chang.
“And I’ve told you Before there’s nothing there!” I laugh again bitterly and shove his chest.
“Yeah? Why don’t you ask her about the Amortentia laced chocolates that she made for you 6 months ago? Or the love notes I’ve found between the two of you? yeah I know about those too.” His eyes widen and he whips his head to see Hermione refusing to make eye contact with him.
“How could you!” He shouts at her and then sudden anger that flashes on her face shocks me as she steps forward to yell in his face.
“She’s my friend too Harry! She deserved to know!” She turns around to stop the tears in her eyes from being shown to the slowly gathering crowd.
“Green! What’s going on!” Two strong presences behind me appear suddenly and I turn to face them.
“What does it look like? He cheated, let me handle it.” He scoffs from behind me and speaks arrogantly.
“Yeah jasmine? What are you gonna do about it? Hex me? Gonna run and tell mommy and daddy so they can take care of it?” I turn around and laugh in his face.
“No Harry. You’re not worth it, let’s just go.” I turn back around to speak to Draco and Blaise who are seemingly ready to fight.
“Yeah go ahead, run off like you always have. You ran away from your parents and Ran away from responsibilities. You drown yourself in weed and whiskey because it’s the only way you can escape your pathetic depression! You moan and groan about how you have to keep up with your grades and appearance but so do we!” I can’t help but let another bitter laugh slip past my lips.
“Anything else you wanna say Harry?” He snarls at my attitude and gets in my face once more, Pushing a single finger into my chest aggressively.
“Yeah I do. You’re a slut. You’ve slept with every single one of your friends at one point or another. A bitter slut who seeks attention where she can because her parents can’t force themselves to care about her!”
Before he can say anything else my fist collides with his jaw and he’s on the ground.
“Harry James potter. You are the most idiotic man I’ve ever dated. You walk around with that damn lion sewn into your robe’s thinking that it gives you a right to be a prick. You’re toxic and controlling, not to mention you can’t shag to save your life! You’ve fucked me around for 2 goddamn years and I refuse to waste a second more. The only thing worse than all of this is the fact you let me sit here and think that I meant anything to you.”
He’s gawking on the floor looking up at me as I’m heaving angry breaths. I feel a gentle hand on my shoulder, his rings touching the exposed part of my skin as he pulls me back. I turn around and throw myself into his chest, a shuddering breath being taken in as I try not to sob.
His arms are quickly wrapped around me and I can hear Blaise say something to him bitterly as Draco attempts to calm me down by rubbing my back and speaking softly to me as I sniffle into his shirt. I pull back from him and he simply kisses the top of my head as Blaise continues to rip into him on the floor.
“Z that’s enough.” He continues to berate him until I reach a gentle hand out to touch his arm. The second we make contact he stops and looks at me.
“Z, I said that’s enough. Let’s get going before a professor gets curious.”
He simply nods and I turn back to Harry, cautiously taking off the small silver bracelet he had gifted me and bending down to place it at his feet.
“Don’t speak to me again Harry, it’ll only cause problems. Gin, Mione? I’m sorry if you don’t want to be friends any more, I completely understand.” I stand back up and brush my hands off looking at them with a sad smile.
“We’ll see you Thursday for the planned study in the library mate.” Ginny leans over and gives me a small kiss on my cheek and then looks to Draco over my shoulder.
“Let us know if you need anything okay? We’ll be there in an instant.” He doesn’t say anything in response so I assume he nods and she steps back from me. I smile at them one last time, not bothering to look at Harry again as I turn to smile painfully at both boys. They motion for me to come along and I do, them both immediately standing behind me in a protective manner.
The crowd that has gathered parts down the center so we can get through.
It's a quiet walk to the dungeons, the collective decision to skip transfigurations was a good one. I could catch everyone else up during our free period when they saw we were missing. We walk into the common room, a few kids piddling about doing whatever they please.
Instead of going to my dorm like normal they guide me over to the boys side and up the stairs till we arrive at their dorms. Draco produces a key from his pocket and unlocks the door, ushering me inside. Out of habit I slide off my shoes before walking any further.
“Let’s get you changed okay?” I numbly nod, sitting on the edge of his bed as he walks over to his wardrobe to pull out a jumper and sweats.
“C’mon. Go get changed and I’ll see if I can get you a cuppa. Chamomile?” I nod again, taking the clothes and walking over to the bathroom a few feet away. When I get inside I tear off the jumper that was once my favorite, his quidditch number facing up at me as it lays lifelessly on the floor.
I kick it across the floor over near the trash bin and slide on Malfoys jumper instead. The smell is incredibly comforting as it always has been, he’s always smelled nicer than Harry has. I had even bought him a similar cologne and he didn’t like it so he never wore it.
I shake my head and unbutton the pair of slacks I had been wearing, the cold winds had picked up within the past few weeks. Summer slowly fading into Autumn has always been my favorite time of year, but when the weather starts to get colder I always wear pants instead of skirts.
My slacks touch the floor and I pick them up, mindlessly folding them and placing them on the counter before sliding on the sweats. They were larger than normal, his long legs needing more length than my own. I walk out of the room to see him and Blaise in a heated conversation that ceases when they notice my presence.
“What’s wrong?” They both give me fake smiles and Draco walks over to me.
“Don’t worry about it darling, Blaise is gonna go get your tea and we can stay here and listen to the radio for a bit.” Choosing to ignore the fact they were discussing my actions I waddle over to Draco’s bed and heave myself onto it.
Blaise grumbles to himself as he slides back on his shoes so he can leave. When he leaves Draco walks over to where I am, sitting down next to me as I sprawl out and get comfortable.
“Dray? Am I a bad person?” He looks at me with pity before lying down next to me, enveloping me in his arms like a child.
“Of course not jasmine. Potter is a bloody idiot and I’ve never thought any different. I’m sorry he said those awful things to you.” I shrug and stare lifelessly at the crook of his neck.
“He’s not wrong, y'know. About me sleeping with all of you, being a slut and what not.” He scoffs angrily and sits up, my body dropping off his and flopping to the bed in the process.
“Jasmine I’m not going to sit here and listen to you say things about yourself that are not true! He cheated on you and that’s that. You guys only became official 8 months ago after over a year of him dicking you around!“ I shrug, still lifelessly lying in the position he had dropped me in.
“He was wrong about one thing.” I hear him hum in inquiry.
“I haven’t slept with all of you guys.” He lets out a surprised laugh and lays back down next to me.
“No you have not, certainly not me.” I shove him playfully, finally getting a small amount of energy back.
“Of course not that’s disgusting, we’re practically siblings. Same goes for Enzo.” He snickers and pokes my side teasingly.
“What about Blaise then huh?” I smack his hand away, covering my face after to hide the blush.
“You know that’s different.” He rolls his eyes and attempts to poke me again.
“It’s because you loveeeee him.'' We both laugh and start to joking shove each other.
“I Do not!” He laughs and manages to poke my side again, causing me to shrivel up in response.
“I know you do. You wouldn’t have lied to Potter about it to get under his skin if you didn’t.” I stop and look at him in shock.
“Oh yeah, I know allllll about it. When the weaslette isn’t being snarky she’s actually quite nice company.” This catches my interest and I sit up to question him.
“Yeah Malfoy? Ginny Weasley tickling your fancy recently?” He lets out a snort, nonchalantly shaking his head.
“You know better than anyone else that I’ve fancied her older brother for a while.” I roll my eyes and lay back down, the room becoming calm once more.
“And I’ve told you many times that George Weasley and Lee Jordan have been looking for another mate in their relationship and you won’t even put an attempt in.” He groans and throws himself down on the bed once more.
“You think my parents are going to let me be in a poly relationship? Let alone with two men?” I scoff and turn to lay on my side, this catches his attention and he does the same so we’re face to face.
“Dray, We’ve long accepted that you don’t like girls and you know we’re over the moon that you’re happy in your own skin. If anything they’re going to be more upset that you plan on joining the auror program.” He laughs, his body easing at my gentle words.
“You’re right, but that doesn’t mean I want to jump into their relationship, I would hate to impose or make them uncomfortable.” I roll my eyes again and smile.
“We’ll figure it out ok? We always do.” He nods and flops onto his back once more. We continue to chat quietly, the atmosphere no longer tense or sad as we do so. When Blaise comes back Pansy is with him, quickly followed by the rest of our group as they shove past him as he desperately is trying not to spill the cup in his hand.
“Guys! You’re gonna knock the poor kid over!” I hop up off the bed and am quick to stand in front of him, carefully taking the cup from his hands with a smile.
“Thanks Z. I’m sorry to be such a pain.” He laughs, his single dimple showing on the right side of his face.
“It’s okay jasmine, truly no pain at all.” We stand there for a second, simple eye contact being enough for the both of us until Pansy interrupts.
“Jasmine! Blaise told us what happened! Are you okay!” She places her hands on my shoulders to spin me around, spilling the entire cup of tea in the process.
“Merlin’s tits Pansy! You literally saw me with the cup. Why would you jostle her around like that.” He’s quick to pull out his wand, casting a quick cleaning spell to dissolve the tea off the floor.
“Oh Eat me Zabini! I need to make sure she’s alright!” She frantically looks me over as if I was physically harmed and then grabs my face, smushing it like a grandmother would.
“Are you okay? Do I need to harm someone? I’ll go to prison, I don't care.” I laugh and open my arms to her. She engulfs me in a hug, her perfume over powering the smell off the spilt tea in an instant.
“Yes Pansy, I'm okay now. I talked it out with Draco and I don’t feel terrible anymore.” She lets go of me but keeps her hands on my shoulders, her firm grip keeping me from moving.
“I still will go to prison if I need to.” I mimic her position mockingly, grinning in amusement. Before I can say anything Blaise pipes up from behind me with a laugh.
“She already gave him a solid right hook. Sent the bastard to the ground with a single hit. I think she’ll be fine pans.” She gasps and her worried look turns into a grin.
“That’s my girl!” She grabs me again, hugging me tightly once more and it makes Theo pipe up.
“Jesus Pansy, give the girl her space.” She scoffs and goes to pout on Draco’s bed.
“But seriously Jaz, we’ll beat the kid if you want.” I laugh and break through the worried group, sitting on the edge of Blaise’s bed.
“If anything I get first dibs. I just find it amusing he’s slinging dick around like he can finish off anyone but himself.” The entire group laughs and I wave my hands off as they start to crowd around me again.
“Guys seriously. I’m okay. Obviously upset I wasted 2 fucking years of my time but that’s going to be a given. It’ll just take a bit to get back up to full speed okay?” Blaise comes to sit on his bed next to me, wrapping his arm around me and he places a kiss on the top of my head.
“We’ll be here when you’re back in tip top shape Jaz.” I can feel my face blush but I just nod.
“So he gets to touch you but I can’t-“ Draco shushes Pansy and smiles at me in return.
“Notice how He gently touches me. You shook me like a rag doll.” She scoffs again and crosses her arms.
“Well you like to be thrown around like one so god forbid-“ he shushes her again and I laugh.
“Yes Pansy, but there is a difference between the two.” She rolls her eyes and I blow her a kiss.
“Now is it possible to lie down for a while? Until dinner anyways, I’m starting to get a headache.” Everyone murmurs in agreement and starts to head out.
“Z? Can you stay back for a second?” He nods from his spot by the door and sets his bag back down. Draco slides on his shoes and sends me a look over his shoulder that’s filled with curiosity. I squint my eyes slightly and flick them towards the door and he squints back. When he leaves the door finally closes and Blaise approaches me cautiously. He squats at my feet and places a gentle hand on my knee.
“What’s goin on kid?” I roll my eyes at the nickname trying to ignore the feeling of disappointment at the thought of him only seeing me as a sibling. I stand up and his hand falls but he stays in his spot, his face now nearly flush with my abdomen. I step back immediately and motion for him to stand back up. He stands and awkwardly rubs his arms.
“What exactly did you say to him when I was turned into Draco? I didn’t quite hear and I really don’t want you to get backlash for anything.” His awkwardness dissipates and he rather laughs at my question before sitting down.
“I told him he was a douche bag, that he never deserved you, and the fact that he even got to have sex with you was a blessing on its own. Let alone the fact that he continuously got to when you both weren’t even officially together was special because if anyone knows you aren’t a slag it’s us.” I laugh and sit down next to him.
“Okay promise me you won’t be mad.” He looks curious but turns to face me anyway.
“Okay, promise.” I turn to face him as well, our knees touching when I tuck my legs underneath one another.
“Well I’m sure you’re aware we’ve never slept together.” He snorts with the shake of his head.
“Well yes, I’m sure that’s something I’d remember.” I smile at his sarcasm and continue.
“Well, he never liked me hanging around you especially. Like the days we would chill while Draco was at practice or our library study sessions to name a few instances.” He seems even more curious and nods.
“Yes I’m aware of the bodily harm I was threatened with if we continued.” I widen my eyes and smack his leg.
“You never said anything about that!” He rolls his eyes and smiles.
“I never said anything because I didn’t take the threat seriously. I mean c’mon Jaz, do you really think I’d be scared of the twat?” I smile and move to lay down, my headache finally starting.
“No I know you’re not, but one day he really got on my nerves before we actually were official. That day I had canceled plans with him because I had a terrible headache after classes and we were supposed to go study. Instead of going to my dorm, which is the Normal hang out for our group, I went to Your dorm and ended up crashing on Draco’s bed.” His eyes light up and he nods.
“Yeah I remember that! I came in to check on you because Draco said he tried to wake you and couldn’t. Nearly gave the boy a damn heart attack!” I smile and roll my eyes, feeling the bed shift as he crawls to lay next to me.
“Anyways when he came to check on me in the dorms. Pansy let him up here and he found us all cuddled up together. He kinda assumed the worst and I just let him think that because he started calling me all these really mean names. So that’s why he thinks I’ve shagged all of you. He won’t believe that Malfoy is gay and he doesn’t care about Enzo and Astoria.” He lets out another laugh and when I turn to look at him he’s already looking at me, amusement clearly written on his features. I smile and turn to Lay on my side and he immediately matches my position.
“Well even though we haven’t if you didn’t deny it I won’t, it’s an honor either way.” He gives me a joke salute and I shove his shoulder in response.
“Oh shut up.” He laughs and shoves my shoulder in return.
“Oh that’s it!” I spring forward to push him again, immediately digging my fingers into his stomach to start tickling him. He lets out a startled noise and immediately starts laughing after, his hands going for the weak spot on my neck. I shriek and immediately pull back, falling back onto my ass as a reflex.
“Z! Truce! Truce!” He laughs and climbs on top of me, continuing his attack on my neck and without mercy.
“You started it! Take your loss!” His hands move down to my stomach, digging into my sides as he doesn’t let up. I use all the strength left in my body to shove him off me. He lands with a huff and doesn’t have time to do anything before I climb on top of him and start to attack his neck.
The entire time we’re laughing hysterically. Tears start to form in the corners of my eyes as I fight against him. He takes my tickling for a second but easily overpowers me for the last time. Gripping my wrist and throwing me off him, as he easily climbs on top of me. My legs falling open as a reflex as he fits in the space like it was meant to be.
My wrists are pinned beside my head and he’s breathing heavily on top of me. Both of us are severely out of breath from the small battle for power but me more so because of the position we’re in.
“Jesus Blaise. Didn’t know it was that serious.” His features are serious, all jokes lost as he stares at me, squinting his eyes in question.
“Shut up green.” Not even a hint of joke in his voice makes my body shiver, he seems taken aback by my body’s betrayal but nonetheless smiles.
“You and I both know potter doesn’t deserve you right?” I don’t reply right away, still shaken up from the sudden change in atmosphere.
“Right?” He says a little more aggressively. I nod sheepishly and he shakes his head with a smile.
“I wanna hear you say it jasmine. He doesn’t deserve you.” I can feel my body tense again, hopefully going unnoticed by him.
“He doesn’t deserve me.” The smile on his face softens as he leans closer to me, leaving a few inches between us.
“Good, now you know you’re never going back to him, correct?” I frown slightly but his face never changes as I watch his eyes flick from my own to my lips and back.
“Who’s gonna stop me?” The words slip from my mouth before I can stop them, a small grin forming on my features at his shock.
“Is that a challenge?” I shrug to the best of my ability and squint my eyes challengingly.
“Do you want it to be?” He smiles and smoothly transitions both of my wrists into one hand and uses the other to push my hair off my collar bones. Although there was not a chance in hell I was going to move now, even a slight interruption would ruin the vibe that’s hanging in the air.
“Jasmine, you have no idea all the filthy things I want to do to you.” His hands ghost down my chest, grazing over my abdomen and landing on the band of the sweats I had on. I shiver at the delicate touch and when his eyes meet mine I melt into the mattress.
“Tell me.” He raises an eyebrow as a challenge and gently slips his fingers below the band of the sweats, leaving them at the hem of my knickers.
“Yeah? Wanna hear about how I’d ruin you? Make you do things you’d be ashamed to tell him? Make you beg for me till you’re screaming out in frustration?” With every word he speaks I can feel my knickers get more damp. I nod my head feverishly and he laughs.
“I’m afraid I’ll have to finish this another time. I think we have visitors.” He crawls off me and within five seconds of him walking into the bathroom, the door flings open.
“What the hell is taking so long?” I sit up and clench a pillow, startled at the blunt intrusion.
“What!” The group looks at me strangely and then looks around the room.
“He’s in the bathroom, just had a conversation.” They eye me suspiciously but take my excuse and start to get comfortable around the room again. Draco eyes me immediately and it clicks in his head instantly. His eyes widen almost cartoonishly and he slaps a hand over his mouth. The bathroom door swings open and Blaise walks out in a plain t-shirt instead of his normal white button up.
“Didn’t the pretty lady say she wants a nap? Get lost.” My cheeks heat up at the nickname and I snicker quietly.
“It’s okay Blaise. I’ll just take some pain meds for the headache. Just no loud noises please.” Everyone murmurs in agreement, the quiet hum of the radio still filling the atmosphere. Blaise slips away for another minute to change into sweats. When he gets back he slips onto the bed next to me and Throws an arm around me, smushing us together as we prop ourselves up on his pillows.
We get a few curious looks, mostly from draco whose eyes seem to be bulging out of his head. I give him a discreet look meaning shut the ever loving fuck up and we’ll talk about it later, And he seems to get the hint.
We all chat softly, a small bit of tension still hanging in the air. The lingering question of if I was alright is still very prominent in everyone’s minds. They seem to communicate with each other by giving subtle nods and hushed whispers. I feel the need to ignore it, knowing that they’re only chatting about one of two things. Either what they’re going to do to Harry behind my back, or what to do in an attempt to comfort me about the breakup.
Somehow the time passes by without anyone mentioning a sore subject.
“It's a bit into dinner time, wanna head down?” He quietly mutters into my ear while we watch Theo and Mattheo dramatically recite Romeo and Juliet in an attempt to cheer me up. I look up at him and he smiles down at me with ease. I nod once and he nods in return before interrupting the boys,
“Alright let's head down.” without question everyone starts to collectively get ready between fixing attire and robes along with smudged makeup and messy hair. I slide on my shoes and robes before linking my arm into Draco's. He leans down to whisper to me so no one else can hear.
“So what's up with you and him being all buddy buddy, you used to blush when you made eye contact with him let alone you being all cuddled up under him.” I roll my eyes and smile at him before tugging his arm towards the door.
“Let's just say the feelings are mutual.” His eyes widen and I can tell he wants to say something but he quickly surveys our surroundings and who we were around before squinting his eyes at me with a smirk on his lips.
“We will very much be having a conversation about this later.” I simply nod, knowing that
There was no way I would be able to get out of his questioning.
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“Hey thing 1!” I wave my arm at him the second we step into the great hall. The entire group minus Harry and Ron were there, chatting happily without the looming presences.
Draco hisses beside me and retracts his arm from mine, scowling at me before hastily retreating to our normal table. I smile at Blaise and nod towards the table to tell him to go ahead and he smiles back before ushering the group along. The Weasley twins are quick by my side, both giving me solid hugs in sympathy.
“We heard about what happened. I’m sorry he’s such a dick.” I smile and reach up to give them both a kiss on the cheek.
“Don’t worry about it. I’ll get over it soon enough. I appreciate you being concerned though. And as much as I enjoy our mischief together I was really hoping to talk to George?” He fake pouts but quickly smiles and hip checks me.
“Of course. You know where you can find us if your friends get too boring.” He winks at me and heads off back to sit down at the table. George taps my arm and gently pulls me closer towards the door.
“What’s goin on Green?” I smile and step slightly to the side so his figure completely blocks mine.
“Are you and Jordan still open to looking for a third partner?” He quirks his eyebrow in question and jokingly shakes his head.
“With all due respect Jasmine I am most certainly into men.” I laugh loud enough for a few kids to turn and look at us in question.
“Yes George I am aware, you are fully homosexual.” He smiles.
“Alright go on then.” I roll my eyes and shove his shoulder slightly.
“So let’s say I have a mate, a best mate actually. Who’s fancied a specific Weasley for a while now but is too concerned about being made fun of to come forward? How would said mate approach the subject?” He casually looks over his shoulder to my friend group where the only person who is avidly watching us is Draco. He quickly looks down at his plate, pretending he wasn’t interested in what was going on.
“Well go ahead and tell your mate to be at the astronomy tower at midnight and we can talk. If you can convince them of course.” I smile at him and he places a kiss on the top of my head.
“Thank you jasmine.” I smile up at him and jokingly poke his stomach.
“People are going to think I’m weak! I gotta pretend to be tough.” I put on a fake scowl and cross my arms. He laughs and holds his hands up in defense.
“Okay okay! I’m sorry!” I smile again and brush by him, heading back to my table where I can see Draco nervously tracking my moments.
“What did you say!” I nonchalantly shrug.
“Nothing too important. But you’re going to the astronomy tower at midnight tonight.” His eyes widen comically once more and he smacks the shit out of my arm.
“What the fuck!” It attracts the attention of our group and when I look up I can see George smiling at us both.
“I did what you wouldn’t. You’re welcome.” The entire table is now in on what’s going on and they all light up.
“NO WAY! Is what happening what I think is actually happening.” He huffs and places his head in his hands, his cheeks tinted pink with embarrassment. Pansy lets out a squeal and high fives me across the table.
“Fuck yeah! Go jasmine! Now we don’t have to watch the way he literally drools over him everyday at breakfast!” His head shoots up and he whines.
“I do not!” The entire group laughs and Theo places a gentle hand on his shoulder.
“You definitely do mate. Not to mention the things we hear after quidditch matches-“ He shoots up from his spot with a pout.
“I’m leaving! Goodbye forever! I hate all of you!” He grabs the untouched half of his sandwich and starts towards the entrance of the dining hall.
“Oh c‘mon mate it was a joke!” He flips us off over his shoulder and Theo is about to climb out of the table and go find him but I stop him.
“Hey. Just- let someone else handle it.” We all turn to see Both Lee and George start towards the open doors and a smirk covers my face and Blaise pokes my side.
“Look at you go Green. What is that today? Three home runs?” I roll my eyes and shove his shoulder.
“More like 2 and a foul ball.” Pansy tilts her head.
“Wouldn’t it be one and a foul ball? A Malfoy win and then potter?” The group looks at me curiously and I have to think about it before I process what Blaise had said. He looks smug as I put two and two together but I fake a smile.
“Yes Pansy, I mean one. My brain is still a mess from this afternoon.” Blaise snickers and scoots slightly closer, touching his knee to mine. A tiny gesture, one that normally would go unnoticed or get brushed off but now that I know the feelings were reciprocated it made us both happy.
We continue to eat dinner happily, Draco and his future partners never returning. Everything was continuing to go smoothly until I hear a slight commotion from the end of our table.
Ron and Harry were trying to get by a few younger kids, some boys I had tutored in my free time last year. They had grown very fond of me, not having any role model esk figure Could do some damage in the long run so I figured I would do what I could.
I roll my eyes and climb out of the bench, Pansy behind me immediately since Draco isn’t here for back up like normal. When I arrive I place a gentle hand on each boy's shoulder and when they see me their harsh demeanor fade.
“Boys? What’s going on?” I don’t bother acknowledging the two older boys and they both huff.
“We heard about what happened and then he tried to come over here and to bother you.” I take a deep breath and put on a tight lipped smile.
“It’s okay boys, thank you. Go sit down and finish your dinner.” They both smile at me and hesitantly retreat to their table.
“What Do you want potter.” I cross my arms defensively and he rolls his eyes.
“I would like to speak with you please. Alone.” He looks over my shoulder and looks at Pansy disapprovingly.
“Why? I think you’ve said plenty already.” He rubs his face in frustration and shakes his head.
“Jasmine I was upset, I said some things I didn’t mean and I would like to clear the air between us.” I laugh in disbelief and shake my head.
“Harry, I don't want to speak with you. You said some really fucked up stuff that you know for a fact isn’t true.” Ron huffs and speaks before Harry gets to.
“You also said shit jasmine. Don’t pretend you’re innocent.” I roll my eyes and look at him,
Clearly not wanting to speak to him.
“When did I ever say I was? I know I was a dick but at least I can admit that.” He rolls his eyes and huffs.
“Whatever. Can I speak to you? Please?” I roll my eyes and turn to Pansy. She shrugs and leans closer to whisper.
“Up to you kid. I’ll support you either way.” I nod and roll my shoulders back to relax them.
“You have 10 minutes. I would like to eat a slice of pie before they’re all gone.” He has the reminisce of a smile across his face and nods. Pansy pats my back and says she’s going to sit back down and Ron just stays in his spot.
“Ron you know you’re not coming outside with us right?” He seems shocked but when he looks at Harry he agrees.
“Fine, I'll be at the table with Mione.” He huffs and walks back over to the table. I brush past Harry and start to walk towards the entrance to the main hall. He attempts to grab my hand and I snatch it away.
“We are not in a relationship, do not try to do relationship things.” He huffs but keeps his distance as we walk outside of the hall and down the closet corridor for more privacy.
“Okay Harry. What would you like to talk about.” He rolls his eyes but seems to put on a genuine act.
“Jasmine, I wanted to apologize for what happened. Those notes you found were from before we even got together. I promise I would never purposely hurt you like that.” I roll my eyes and push the hair out of my face.
“Harry. Even if we weren’t together you were still telling another girl you loved her. I may have slept with Theo but never did I tell another boy I loved him.” He rolls his eyes and I can see him start to get angry.
“Jasmine can we get past the stupid notes! I love you for you! Not her!” An upset scoff leaves my mouth.
“You love me for me? What the fuck does that mean?” My voice rises slightly as I start to get more upset.
“You know what I mean jasmine.” His arrogance is clearly starting to show.
“No I really don't, Harry. Please explain to me what loving “me for me” means.” He runs his hands through his hair and speaks aggressively.
“Do I really need to spell it out for you Jasmine? you’re a snake! Whether that be your house or your personality you only do things that benefit you!” I can feel my face heat up with anger.
“Really Harry? This is because I’m a Slytherin? Are you fucking kidding me? Please for the love of Merlin tell me you’re joking. You embarrass me in front of the entire court yard because you’re upset you fell for the opposite house? Grow the fuck up!” I turn around to leave but get shoved against a wall.
“I embarrassed you!? Are you fucking joking! You had the audacity to punch me in front of the entire court yard! If anything you should be apologizing to me!” His breath is hot on my face and although I’m slightly nervous at the fact he has my hands trapped I don’t let it show.
“Harry, you called me a slut in front of everyone! Do you understand how bad that hurt?!” He scoffs and the grip on my wrists tighten and my stomach churns.
“If you didn’t act like a slut I wouldn’t treat you like one!” I can feel my eyes start to water, the harsh words and panic building off each other.
“Harry let me go-“ He presses his body against mine to further cage me in.
“No actually. Since you want to act like a slut and parade around in another man’s clothes I’m going to treat you like one.” Before I can do anything I feel the magic of binds wrap around my hands.
“Harry stop- you’re scaring me-“ the tears fully flowing now he places a hand over my mouth to stop me from talking.
“Jasmine shut up. I’m going to make you mine once and for all. If anyone has a problem with that they can suck it up. You’re mine. And that’s final.” The scream I let out isn’t nearly as loud as it needs to be and it results in his hand pushing over my mouth harder.
“Careful now. If you don’t quiet down I’ll just cast a silencing spell.” I continue to squirm and shout regardless of his threat. I feel his hand slide under my shirt and over my abdomen before sliding back down and toying with the pair of sweats.
“You know how well I treat you? And you have the audacity to treat me like this? I'm gonna take you just how you deserve, then we can go back to my dorm and you’ll help me with that potions assignment from this morning. Got it?” I push against him but my scared efforts are not any match for his sheer tenacity. His hand dips below the sweats and starts to toy with the pair of knickers I had chosen that morning.
“Oh darling. Are these the pink lace ones? You’re practically begging for it.” I shake my head no rapidly but before he can do anything else I’m dropped from my spot on the wall and landing on my ass with a thud.
I hit my head on the wall when I land, the pain almost Starting to throb immediately. I can feel the magic on my wrists fade away and when I look up I see Blaise on top of Harry, both throwing hard punches at each other.
I can’t do anything but sob as a pair of arms wrap around me, her perfume comforting as we start to scootch away from where the boys are fighting. She gently pats my hair and coos reassuring words as I sob and shake into her embrace.
The noise around us increases but I can barely pay any attention to it due to the throbbing in the back of my head. I can start to see spots before the ringing in my ears starts. I let go of the figure holding me and place my hands on my head to keep it straight.
I’m swept up off my feet before I can do anything else and I would know the smell of his cologne anywhere. The citrusy scent of him fills my nostrils as he picks me up bridal style. “Theo-“ he shushes me with a kiss on my forehead and I simply don’t have the energy to respond.
I snuggle into his chest as he effortlessly Carries me to the location he has in mind. When we get there he gently sets me on a bed before sitting down next to me.
“Jasmine Darling, what happened?” He opens his arms and I lean into them, needing emotional support.
“He tried to assault me.” It was barely above a whisper but the feeling of him tensing under me tells me he heard exactly what I said.
“When we’re done here, Potter is a dead man.” I nod silently as his hand rubs comfortingly on my back.
When Pomfrey comes over she immediately starts to check my head for any gashes and starts asking cognitive questions to make sure I’m okay. This goes on for a little bit before she shakes her head.
“Well there’s no need for stitches or anything but it’s safe to say you definitely have a mild concussion. As long as you promise to get some good sleep I can write you off for your classes tomorrow. I’ll give you some pain medication for the headaches it’ll cause but you need to make sure you eat before you take them otherwise you’ll end up nauseous.”
I nod my head and lean back into Theo. He lets me rest, getting all of the information I need to treat the concussion properly. When he’s done with her he stands up again and brushes my hair out of my face.
“Do you want to walk or do you want me to carry you?”
The smile that crosses my face is surely childish Because the smile he gives in return is knowing. He squats down and turns so I can hop on his back. I get up off the bed and hop Onto him, giggling quietly at how stupid we probably look.
He continues to crack jokes, trying to distract me from the whispers and looks we’re receiving. We get down into the dungeons, the whispers starting to die down as the other houses Students start to thin out and more Slytherins are appearing.
We get a few feet outside of the common room and the clearing of a throat has him stop dead in his tracks.
“Mr nott. Please put down Miss Green and head into your common room. She is being summoned to the Headmasters office immediately.” He gently sets me down and we both turn to face him.
“Professor- respectfully I think-“ He clears his throat again and sternly raises an eyebrow.
“Mr nott. I would advise you to do as I say.” He shakes his head and turns to leave but my grip on his arm prevents it.
“Severus- please-“ I have to take a second and breathe a few deep breaths to stop myself from crying again.
“Please. Draco is MIA and I can’t go sit in that office with Harry by myself. I don’t ask a lot from you, I just need him there ok?” He looks at Theo disapprovingly but ultimately nods.
Snape and my father had always been close. I guess being former Death Eaters will do that to you. He is protective of me like he is Draco, we’re similar in that way. Both being attracted to a potter who was an asshole seemed to be a common trait as well.
I give him a thankful smile and link my fingers with Theo’s. He gives me a sympathetic smile as we start to walk back out of the dungeons and towards the west side of the castle.
When we arrive at the office Theo gestures for me to walk first but stays very close behind me. I walk in and sit down on the furthest chair, Blaise sitting in the middle and Harry on the right. Theo’s presence behind me is comforting as Dumbledore greets us all.
“Is there a reason Mr. Nott is here with us?” I nod and look at Snape. His huffs with displeasure before speaking slowly.
“Miss Green felt like she could not face this situation by herself. I told him to go to the common room but she insisted.” He looks at me and glances up to Theo behind me.
“And you think your presence is necessary Mr. Nott?” His hands squeeze my shoulders which causes me to look up at him. He smiles down at me, his nose scrunching which makes a smile break out on my lips.
“Yes professor I do. If anything I can provide moral support. She’s still really shaken up and she has a mild concussion-“ Dumbledore raises his hand and he stops speaking.
“Very well. But you will not interrupt understood?” I don’t hear a verbal response so I assume he nods.
“Now I’m going to have each of you recount your story. Harry, you will go first.” Blaise grunts beside me but I don’t bother looking at him, simply staring ahead at the desk in front of me.
“I asked to speak to her in the hall outside during dinner. I wanted to speak about the scene that happened in the court yard today.” All three teachers nod.
“And what is this scene you speak of Mr potter?” McGonagall questions.
“She punched me in the jaw.” I snort in disbelief and it catches her attention.
“Is Something amusing to you miss green?” I look at her and roll my eyes.
“He called me many names, some of those being slut, attention seeker and disappointment to name a few. So when he suggested a conversation I thought he was going to apologize. But please Harry go on.” I motion to him without looking at him and he clears his throat.
“As I was saying. I wanted to talk to her about everything that had happened, and try to explain my side of the story.” Snape clears his throat and his gaze wanders to me before looking back at Harry.
“I feel like we need a bit more context to this story. Do you agree albus?” He looks to Dumbledore who simply nods. I can hear the nervousness start to creep into Harry’s voice as he talks.
“She had brought up a few things that had occurred before or in the early stages of us dating. It turned into a yelling match before she hit me and left.” They all nod again so he continues.
“Now in the corridor I was trying to talk but she kept interrupting me. We got into an argument and it’s not unusual for us to get uh- physical if you will.” All three teachers' faces shrivel in displeasure and I feel my cheeks flush at the admittance.
“Her fighting back was also nothing new-“ McGonagall clears her throat and looks at him with an indecipherable look.
“That’s enough of that Mr potter, please continue on.” He nods and motions grandly with his hands.
“I was about to kiss her when he-“ he gestures angrily towards Blaise. “- came up and jumped on top of me. He started wailing on me until someone came and broke it up.” Blaise scoffs but it seems to be disregarded.
“Okay. Mr Zabini, care to share your side of the story?” He clears his throat, something that seems to be common right now.
“Potter came up to the table to ask Jasmine to have a conversation. She said no at first but relented, to get peace of mind I assume. She said he had 10 minutes to explain but I figured it would be quicker than that. I told Both Mattheo and Enzo that I was going to check on her after it had been a little bit.” I can see him shift in his seat out of the corner of my eye.
“I heard her crying from a bit away but I couldn’t make out what she was saying. I figured she was crying like she had today in the courtyard-“ I tense in my seat slightly but Theo’s hand on my shoulder is calming.
“-when I turned the corner he had her pressed against the wall with her hands above her head. I thought maybe I had interrupted something private but when I heard her begging him to let her go and the way she was fighting against him on the wall I just kinda ran at him. I didn’t even process anything until Snape pulled me off him.” Harry makes a noise of protest before speaking.
“Professor with All due respect-“ he raises a hand and Harry stops talking.
“Jasmine. Would you please recount your side of the story?” I shrug and stand up from my chair, not looking at either boy.
“He said he wanted to talk. 10 minutes. I said okay and we went into the corridor. It was okay at first, he said he was sorry for what he did. He said something that was a backhanded remark and I got upset. We got on the topic of embarrassment considering what happened in the courtyard and he told me that I didn’t get to be embarrassed because I made him look worse. That he had tarnished his reputation over a snake.” I feel Theo step up behind me and his hand touches the small of my back in support.
“It’s okay Jaz.” He whispers quietly to me as his hand starts to move comfortingly up and down my back. I take a few seconds to gather myself before starting the actual important piece of the story.
“I turned to leave and that’s when he shoved me against the wall. I tried to get away and when I tried to scream he placed a hand over my mouth. He realized he wasn’t strong enough to hold me with one hand on my wrists so he binded them together. He said if I screamed it would only make it worse. That if I wanted to parade around in another man’s clothes then he would claim me the only way that would stick. He called me awful names and then he slid his hands under the band of the sweats I was wearing. I still don’t know what happened after or who was cradling me until Theo came and picked me up but I hit my head damn hard on that wall when I was dropped.”
McGonagall looks like she’s nearly in tears and Snape looks like he’s ready to cast an unforgivable. Theo fully engulfs me in a hug, facing me away from the professors and into his chest. We hug for a second before I sit back down and he stands behind me like before.
“Okay. Please give us a few moments and we will be back with your punishment. Miss Green, you are free to leave now.” I shake my head no and it causes surprise to cover Dumbledore's features.
“I would like to wait until Blaise is done so I can speak with him.” He nods his head and they retreat to a small area behind his desk to speak about the incident. The second they’re out of ear shot from us Theo whispers harshly.
“You’re lucky I have a single ounce of respect for Jasmine and her wishes otherwise you wouldn’t be the only dead potter Snape hates.” Blaise chuckles and I have to pretend that his comment didn’t make me smile so instead I turn my face to the other side and bite my tongue to stop it from appearing on my face.
A few more minutes of silence goes by before the 3 professors return.
“We’ve decided that Mr Zabini since you initiated the fight you will have two weeks worth of detention. Mr Potter you will get a week for fighting back and improper use of magic.” The grin on Harry’s face sends shivers down my spine.
“You’re joking right?” I sound slightly frantic and Dumbledore attempts to calm me.
“Miss Green-“ I cut him off quickly and shoot up out of my seat.
“There’s no way. That has to be a complete joke-“ he cuts me off again as he tries to calm me down.
“Miss green. Listen it’s not that simple-“ I let out a scoff and move towards the three adults.
“Not that simple? Not that simple?! That bastard tied me up and tried to rape me! Please for the love of Merlin tell me what’s not simple? He should be suspended from quidditch! A letter to Sirius! Publicly shamed for his actions! and you want to sit here and tell me he only deserves a week of detention in equivalence to a life’s long worth of trauma for me?!”
By the time I’m done, tears are pouring down my face again and my finger is pressed firmly into The headmaster's chest. Mcgonagall gently pulls me to her side and away from the man and shields me as I sob into her robes.
“She’s right Albus. Mr Zabini was only trying to help her and while he may have gone a bit too far I still feel like we are glancing over what caused the physical altercation in the first place.” I nod into her chest as she continues to shield me from the others.
“I suppose you’re right Minerva. Alright then. Mr potter a month of quidditch suspension and 2 weeks detention. Mr Zabini you will get a week's worth of detention.” Harry scoffs and is about to complain but Snape speaks up.
“You’re lucky that is the only punishment you’ll be getting potter. If you complain I’ll personally oversee your detention, I could use the help cleaning my classroom floors.” He shuts his mouth and I peer up from the tight hold McGonagall has on me to wipe my face.
“Thank you.” My voice is incredibly hoarse but she smiles down at me anyways.
“You go back to your dorm and get some rest alright?” I nod and she lets go of me. I don’t dare spare a glance at Potter but walk over straight to Theo and link our fingers together.
I look over to Blaise and when he sees me shift to look at him he turns. I finally get to see the damage that was inflicted. His lip was split open, a forming bruise directly under his left eye, another bruise on his jaw, his hands now caked in dry blood and by the way he was sitting, presumably a few cracked ribs.
“C’mon let's go back to the dorms. I’ll fix you up and yell at you there.” He cracks a smile and then winces at the presumed pain in his lip. He gets up slowly, trying to not let the professors see the pain he’s feeling.
“Mr Zabini. Are you sure you don’t want to see Madam pomfrey?” He shakes his head no and smiles falsely.
“I’m alright, professor. Nothing, some pain meds and bandages won’t fix.” Her smile is tight lipped but she nods. Theo and I start towards the door with Blaise right behind us while I can hear Harry talking to McGonagall with distaste.
“We can write a letter to Sirius tomorrow mk? I’ll help you write it during free period. Will you be okay tomorrow? I’ll skip classes if you want me to.” I laugh quietly and shake my head.
“Like you can afford to miss classes.” He laughs back and shrugs.
“You’re right, I would get a definite detention but I don’t care. If you need support you know any of us would drop everything in an instant to come help.” I smile at him and lean into his side.
“I know, maybe you guys can take shifts? You obviously can’t miss any classes and neither can Blaise. And none of you can miss potions I refuse to take any blame Snape will put on me. But we can figure it out when we get back. Does anyone know where Draco is?” I look at Blaise who is dragging his feet behind us as he walks.
“No idea. He ran off with Jordan and Weasley and hasn’t been seen since. I’m not sure if he’ll turn up tonight or not.” I shrug and motion for him to come up with Theo and I. Theo has his arm slung around my shoulder but I still reach my hand out and link my fingers with Blaise.
“I’m still mad at you just so you know.” He chuckles and nods, leaving the silence comfortable for the rest of the walk back to the dungeons. When we get back to the common room we walk in to see everyone anxiously sitting on the couch.
“Merlin and Morgana what fucking happened?!” Astoria jumps off the couch and rushes to me. Theo steps in front of me and stops her from touching me.
“All will be explained in due time. I think her and Blaise need to have a conversation and I’m sure they’ll be going up to his dorm to do so. She’s still very fragile right now and I don’t think she’s ready to talk about it mk?” He explains it to her like a child, and it makes my heart melt. I wrap my arms around his waist and stretch up to plant a kiss on his cheek.
“Love you nott. I’ll come get you soon ok?” He nods and I give a meek smile to the very worried group and tug on Blaise’s hand to motion towards the dorms.
We head up in silence, our hands still linked when he unlocks the door to his dorm. We both get inside and shrug off our robes, shoes being discarded by the
beside. He lays down on his back and I mindlessly start to heal him, focusing on his face first.
“You’ll either have to get some skel-a-grow from pomfrey or I can bandage your chest so your ribs heal properly.” He snorts and nods.
“I’ll just bandage and I’ll sit out of quidditch practice this week.” I smile at him and lean down, giving him a small peck on the lips before I can sike myself out. He seems surprised but pulls me back down to him, giving me a gentle but firm kiss. When we break apart he grins at me childishly.
“I’ve wanted to do that for about 3 years now.” I roll my eyes and walk over to the wardrobe.
“Can I change again? These clothes make me feel icky.” He hums in agreement but doesn’t move.
“Right side is mine, left is Draco’s. Get whatever you want.” I take a pair of sweats from him and an old t-shirt from Draco.
“Question. Can I borrow a pair of boxers? Harry kinda mentioned my knickers earlier and now they feel suffocating.” He looks at me and I can see a clear Distinction of anger but he takes a deep breath and nods.
“Of course. First drawer on the right.” He points to his dresser and I smile. I open the drawer and pick out the pair off the top and hold them up.
“These okay?” He nods and I nod in response.
“K, I’m gonna change. I’m kinda hungry. Do you think we could sneak outta here and go get a snack? I didn’t exactly get to eat.” He nods again and I leave it at that, heading into the bathroom without another word.
I quickly shed all of the clothes, tossing them into the bin without a second thought. When I exit the bathroom he’s in the process of sliding on a pair of joggers.
“You need to wash the blood off your hands. And probably shower if I’m honest.” He groans and Throws the shirt in his hand on the bed.
“Give me 10 minutes and I’ll be out. Put on a record would you?” He gives me a tired smile and gives me a chaste kiss as he walks by. The bathroom door closes and the shower starts quickly, I lay on the bed for a few minutes in contemplation before sliding off the bed.
I open the bathroom door quietly and speak softly.
“Z?” He opens the shower door and peeks his head out.
“Yeah?” I reach for the hem of my shirt and easily slide it over my head, my bare torso exposed in mere seconds.
“Have room for one more?” His eyes drop to my chest instinctively before looking back up to my face.
“Jasmine are you sure?” I smile softly and pull down the joggers and boxers in one swoop. I carefully step out of them and step towards the shower.
“Positive.” He shrugs and motions for me to come to him. I walk over and step inside the shower. His back is against the wall in an attempt to give me space.
“Honey, if I wanted a space I would ask for it. C’mere.” He shuffles over to me, still leaving about 6 inches of space between us. He tentatively places his hands on my waist and it makes me laugh.
“Jaz- I know we talked earlier about this but I don’t want you to think you have to do anyth-“ I cut him off with a soft kiss.
“Z. I know you’re worried and you have every right to be. But for now the best way you can help me is just make me forget about it, yeah?” He smiles softly and scoots forward the couple of inches to kiss me. We kiss gently for a few seconds when I feel his chest press to mine. One of his hands travels from where it is on my waist to hike my leg up on his hip. I easily flow with the movement, using his hip to pull us flush together. He groans out when he feels my bare cunt touch him.
“I couldn't tell you how many times I've dreamed of this jaz.” He breaks away from my lips and kisses down the column of my neck, nipping as he goes along. I giggle at his words, knowing that I have felt the same way for just as long if not longer.
His hand drops off my leg and my foot touches the floor with a quiet thud. I smile as he continues down the path of my neck and towards my collar bone, leaving a small bruise behind in his wake. He bends down slightly and reaches for my chest with both hands.
He grabs both, taking one nipple into his mouth and teething over it ever so gently as his other hand gropes me with a different level of intent. The moan that leaves my lip is louder than it was intended to and it causes me to cup my hand over my mouth.
He continues his ministrations for a second before he realizes that the noises coming out of my mouth are muffled. He breaks away and moves my hand away from my mouth, kissing me as he lets it drop to my side.
“There is absolutely no one here, I've been dying to hear you like this for years and I'll be damned if I have you like this and can't hear you.” I nod as we kiss again for a second before we break apart again. He kisses his way down to my chest again, this time going for the other nipple. He gives it the same attention before dropping to his knees in front of me.
“Z, you don't have to-” He shushes me with an almost Cheshire like grin.
“You are so incredibly wrong if you think I'm gonna pass up the chance to taste this sweet cunt of yours. Been dying to taste you for ages, wanna see if it's better than I imagined it would be.” I moan out at his words, doubling down with the noises as he dives in like a man starved. He brings my thigh up to rest on his shoulder as an attempt to pull my hips closer to his face.
His nose nudges my clit as he tilts my hips slightly to lick into me. His hand that is clutching my thigh drops down and his fingers start to prod at my entrance. He easily slips one in, going extremely slow until his final knuckle is inside. He gently retracts it and pushes it back in a few times before slowly increasing his pace. He pulls out his finger causing me to whine, but it is soon interrupted by him sinking in two. He makes a come hither motion a few times causing my hips to buck at the sudden motion.
“Gods, this cunt is gripping me like a vice. Like she was made for me hm?” The sultry tone of his voice makes my knees buckle which results in a chuckle from him. He uses his spare hand and presses my hips firmly against the wall as an attempt to aid me but he was too focused on skillfully curling his fingers to focus on much.
The sloppy noises from him sucking on my clit are barely audible over the noise from the shower but they only help my slowly building high. When he prods a third finger into me, curling them just like he had before, and I'm easily brought over the edge.
I feel nearly lightheaded as he continues to work me through it, never once breaking away from me as he mumbles encouragement into my core. He only stops when I attempt to push his face away from me due to sensitivity.
He kisses back up my body before landing on my lips, when his tongue prods mine I can taste myself easily. I moan into his mouth as I reach down and gently grip him.
He groans into my mouth as I pump him a few times. I sink to my knees in front of him and his fingers grip my chin.
“Darling, as much as I’d love to see my cock down that pretty throat of yours I’m never going to last long enough to fuck you. So let’s postpone that for another night yeah?” I grin at the mention of another time and rise back into my feet.
I turn around and place my hands against the wall, bending over half way and looking at him over my shoulder. He eyes me over before giving my ass a solid smack.
“Remind me to get a photo of this later.” I laugh but quickly gasp as I feel his tip nudge my clit.
When he slides in we simultaneously moan, his grip on my hips is surely bruising. Once he fully sinks in and his hips are pressed fully against mine He rests his head against my back.
“I swear on everything holy, if I died tomorrow I would die with my life complete.” I laugh at his admittance and push my hips back against him. We both moan as he somehow presses deeper into me. He uses his grip on my hips to pull out leaving only the tip in before he sinks back in incredibly slowly.
The pace starts slow, pulling out only a few inches before he pushes back in.
“Gods this cunt is gripping me like a vice, like she was made for me hm?” I’m unable to respond coherently, mumbling a slur of yeses and please. He slaps my ass, the sting only adding fuel to my fire.
“That was a question I expect an answer to baby. You’re mine now, never going to let Potter touch you again.” I moan out at the claim and make a move to turn around. He slips out in the process but when I spin around our teeth clash as he kisses me with fervor.
I moan at the taste of myself and quickly hike my leg up around his hip and grab him. I pump him a few times before lining him back up. He pushes in again, his grip on my hip deadly as we moan in unison.
“Fuck z, you’re so big.” He whimpers at my claim, his free hand slides up around my neck and squeezes lightly. My eyes involuntarily roll back as I moan out.
“Gods i’ve dreamed about this, all whored out for me, absolutely begging for my cock. God look at the way you take me, greedy little cunt sucking me in like shes starving.” His words only spur me on further as he picks up his pace. His hand dips down and starts to rub circles on my clit slowly as his words slip into encouragement.
“C’mon baby, I know you wanna cum for me. Wanna feel you cum around my cock. C’mon show me how good you’re feeling.” He increases the pressure of his circling and his thrusts pick up in pace. It only takes a few more thrusts and I'm coming undone. My knee buckles and I lean forward on him in order to support myself but his ministrations don’t stop.
“C’mon give me one more, I know you can.” I let out a strangled noise, similar to a scream and he laughs darkly.
“That’s right sweetheart let them know what we're doing in here, let everyone know who's making you feel like this.” I moan out again, gripping his arms with the little strength I had left. I feel my nails dig into his skin but I can’t help it as I feel my high hurdling towards me at full speed.
I let out a garbled scream as I cum again, my ears starting to ring as my vision whites out. I come back only a few seconds later when he leans me back against the wall, his body holding mine up as we both catch our breath. I feel the warmth of his cum on my stomach between us two and giggle.
“Woulda let you cum inside.” I slur slightly and he laughs, letting his forehead rest on mine.
“I didn’t get the chance to ask before you spaced and I didn’t wanna assume. Next time yeah?” I nod feverishly as I feel my head slowly starting to clear. I feel the sleepiness wash over me like a tidal wave. I lean into him as he lets my leg drop, I place a few small kisses against his neck as we stand there pressed against the wall.
We somehow make it under the spray of the water, still swaying as I slowly regain some strength in my legs.
We separate eventually, both attending to washing off our bodies. I watch as the blood that was caked on his knuckles slowly washing down the drain, I feel his chest press against my back as I stare down at the evidence slowly fading away.
“I promise you, he will not get away with this. Even if he’s already been officially dealt with, He is not getting off that easy.'' I turn around in his arms, letting my arms drape around his neck.
“Z, you gotta promise me that you and the boys won’t do anything. I don’t want to stir up more trouble than there already is.” I can see his eyes flicker with anger before he nods a single time. I smile at his promise and turn to start shampooing my hair. He takes over easily, rubbing my scalp incredibly gently as he does so.
I revel in the feeling of being pampered and let out a happy sigh. He laughs at my reaction but continues to shampoo my hair, letting the water rinse it out right after.
I apply my conditioner and step out of the spray so he can wash his face. When he’s done I wash my face as well before rinsing out my conditioner. I lean on him once more, my head resting on his shoulder as he turns off the shower.
He gently helps me out of the shower, practically holding my upper torso as he helps dry us both off.
“Z, wanna go to bed please.” He chuckles and nods.
“Here c’mere.” He flips me around the front of him and scoops me up by my thighs. I lazily throw my arms around him and giggle.
“We took too long. I bet they know.” He laughs again and walks us out of the bathroom. He sets me on the bed and grabs the clothes we had on before the shower bringing me the boxers and shirt. He throws on the joggers he had before and a new shirt.
“I’m gonna go tell them what happened alright? I’ll send nott up here while I’m gone and I’ll figure out a schedule for tomorrow mk?” I nod and crawl under the covers of his bed.
“Bring me a sandwich?” He chuckles again and nods.
“I’ll see what I can do. There’s a chocolate frog in the top drawer of Draco’s night stand. Eat that for now ok?” I nod and scoot to the edge of the bed and stretch out to rifle through the drawer before finding it. I cheer in victory as he’s sliding on his shoes.
“I’ll be right back.” He grabs the jumper by the door and slides it on before heading out. I happily eat my frog as a David Bowie song softly plays in the background.
A quick knock sounds on the door before it opens to reveal Theo in much more casual clothing. He toes his shoes off before looking at me properly.
“I can recognize those eyes anywhere.” I roll my eyes with a grin and pop a piece of chocolate in my mouth.
“Oi. Shut it and come cuddle me.” He rolls his eyes at me in response but quickly comes and slides under the covers with me.
“Do you think Blaise would share me with you?” He looks down at me in question.
“Is that something you would be interested in?” I nod and mindlessly feed him a piece of Chocolate.
“Course’ you both treat me so nicely.” I nuzzle into his neck and he chuckles.
“We’ll talk about it later, yeah?” I hum in agreement.
“Is everyone alright? No one else is gonna try and fight Harry right?” He laughs again and kisses the top of my head.
“I’ll keep an eye on mattheo and Draco tomorrow. I think the schedule the girls made for you Is good. I’ll be here during free period tomorrow and Blaise isn’t going to practice tomorrow night. The girls will swap in and out of classes tomorrow. Are you gonna eat lunch with us?” I nod into his chest, slowly feeling the achy tiredness take over my body.
“He got you good huh?” I giggle and smack his chest lightheartedly.
“Shut up.” He chuckles again quietly. He starts to hum along with the new song that starts. It easily lulls me to sleep, along with his hand gently rubbing against my back.
When I wake up there’s a flurry of hushed whispers going on around the room.
“Blaise you can’t possibly think that-“ the voice is cut off by him speaking in an eerily calm voice.
“She said we are not allowed to harm him in any way. If you want to discreetly hex him by all means go for it. But if she finds out that any of you did something after she said no she’s going to lose her shit. And that’s the last thing she needs right now.” A few more hushed whispers occur and he speaks again.
“Enough. Either you respect her wishes or you deal with Theo and I, and right now I don’t think that’s what any of you want. Now get out. She will see you all tomorrow. If one of you somehow manages to track down Malfoy, catch him up and then send him up here.” A few more harsh whispers echo through the room and then sudden quietness takes over.
“Are they gone?” I speak quietly, Theo murmurs a yes and I open my eyes finally. He gives me a sad smile.
“How was your nap?” I snuggle into him more, enjoying the warmth he provides.
“It was good. You keep me warm.” He chuckles quietly. I feel the bed dip on the other side of me which causes me to turn to look at who it was. Blaise smiles down and me and I sit up a tiny bit and give him a quick kiss.
“Thank you.” He looks down at me with confusion in his eyes.
“For what love?” I smile at him softly and tug on his arm, he falls into me with a huff. He quickly adjusts to cuddling half of me while Theo is on the other side.
“For sticking up for me, And beating him up, and keeping the others at bay, and fucking me nicely.” Theo chortles besides me and I turn to find Blaise blushing.
“Oh c’mon now Z, don’t get all bashful on me. You’ll find out real soon what it’s like when I’m not all sad and mopey.”
I can see his demeanor change slightly but he looks over my head to Theo and I can see him recede into a shy personality again. Theo chuckles from behind me again. His hand quickly slithers around my neck, gripping just barely. Blaise’s eyes dart down to his hand, then to my eyes, Then to presumably Theo’s behind me.
“It’s true Blaise. Jasmine is one hell of a girl. In and out of bed. Isn’t that right bunny.” He uses a few fingers from his grip to turn my chin to look at him. I nod dumbly, my mouth feeling extremely dry all of a sudden.
“She said she wants to have us share her. Just a greedy girl dying to get her hands on two cocks at once, right bunny?” I nod again and he laughs darkly.
“So dumb and I haven’t even gotten my hands on you yet. Did you forget your manners all of a sudden sweet thing?” I begin to shake my head no but catch myself.
“No sir.” His grin is nearly sadistic and I hear Blaise’s breath catch behind me. Theo does too because he looks over my head and at Blaise. They seem to have a silent conversation before Theo looks back down at me.
“I think we’re okay with the idea of sharing. But I do think we should wait until you’re in a bit of a better mindset okay bunny?” I feel a small whine slip past my lips and he lets out a quiet tut.
“Now I’ll let that go because you’ve been through a lot today. But you don’t get to be greedy without consequences and you know that. One more slip up and I’ll have to punish you bunny. Is that what you want?” I shake my head no rapidly, spewing out a few words at a time.
“No, no, no, I’m gonna be a good girl I promise.” He gives me a gentle smile before leaning down to kiss me. I melt into it easily, and pout when he pulls away too quickly.
“C’mon pup, you know you need to sleep. Madam Pomfrey said so. I’m gonna stay till you fall asleep and then Blaise is gonna be with you overnight okay? I promise that once you’re back in better shape we will give you what you deserve.” His gentle smile is comforting as he gives me another small kiss.
“I can’t lie. I missed kissing your pretty face.” He proceeds to plant quick kisses all over my face which makes me giggle.
“Missed you too nott. And don’t even get me started on you.” I turn around to quickly attack Blaise who had been temporarily forgotten. He makes a noise when I kiss him. He kisses me back earnestly but breaks apart with a sigh.
“He’s right, love, you need to go to bed. But I do have a surprise before that.” I feel my eyebrows raise in confusion before he leans over to the nightstand next to him and produces a small sandwich wrapped in clingfilm.
“Fuck yeah!” I snatch it out of his hands and quickly scarf it down. Both boys watch me in awe as the sandwich is gone in only a few bites. I look at them sheepishly afterwards but Theo only laughs.
“I started keeping a snack stash in my dorm because she was always starving after we did anything.” He pokes my side and it makes me giggle again.
“Shut up. Not my fault you had me workin hard.” He laughs again, this time Blaise joins him. Blaise eventually clears his throat from beside me and turns to look at me with a serious face.
“Jasmine. I think it might be a good idea to wait on letting us go public.” I let out a noise of confusion at his words.
“What? Why? Do you not want to be with me?” I can see his eyes flood with sadness as I scoot back slightly and closer to Theo.
“Jaz of course I want to be with you. I just think it’d be better to let all of this potter shite blow over before we come out as a couple, or throuple. Whatever.” He motions to Theo who quietly snickers behind me.
“Do you honestly care about what he thinks or says? He tried to assault me not even 6 hours ago. His morals are obviously a little sideways.” He pinches the bridge of his nose and exhales deeply.
“I know you don’t care jasmine. I’m just worried about what people will say. It’s just so fast after everything with Harry. I don’t want people to spread rumors.” I roll my eyes and move completely to cuddle Theo.
“You didn’t have any problems when they were calling me a slag. Or saying I cheated. Or when people thought you were shagging Millicent.” He scoffs.
“I’m not having this conversation with you Jasmine. You have absolutely no idea what I’ve done behind the scenes just to make your life better. I sat on the sidelines for actual YEARS watching you throw yourself at a man who couldn’t care less about you.” I let out an upset laugh before climbing over Theo and out of the bed.
“You’re a twat you know that? You encouraged me to go after him, when I only started talking to him to make YOU jealous. After a while I started actually developing feelings because at least he would give me an ounce of attention compared to the literal months you ignored me.” He scoffs again and stands up too.
By this point I’ve pulled on a pair of joggers and have my bag slung on my shoulder. I’m out the door before he can say anything. I’m halfway down the common room stairs when he yells out.
“Had I had even the slightest clue that you were even remotely interested in me things would have turned out very differently. But Instead you wanted to slag off And shag Theo. Oh Yeah! And Mattheo! All The while you would cry and complain about how Harry would hang out with Cho Chang and he refused to make it official.” I stop in my tracks on the stairs, I send a silent singing hex his way.
He winces and grabs at his stomach. His eyes widen as I smirk at him.
“What’s wrong Z? Cat got your tongue? You were so verbal just a second ago.” He groans but the smirk on his face makes my stomach uneasy.
“He’s right. Look at you running away. Running from confrontation.” When I hit the bottom step all heads turn to me. Immediately Pansy is off the couch and she’s to me in a flash.
“Jasmine what the fuck is happening right now.” I point to Blaise behind me who is still wincing in pain.
“He’s being an absolute arse that’s what.” He chuckles something sinister before snarling at me.
“I see what Harry meant when he said you were too much to deal with.” The amount of gasps that sound through the room is immeasurable.
“You need to watch yourself mate.” Mattheo is quick to my defense. He steps in front of me as Pansy and the girls are quick to circle around me. Blaise laughs again and pokes him in his chest.
“Of course you’re jumping to her defense. One shag was enough to have you all wrapped around her finger. Do you think she gives a shite about you? She was just up in bed with Theo and I Begging to give it to her. A common whore if you ask me.” At this point I’m freely crying.
“Blaise, why are you saying these things? A few hours ago you were obliterating potter because he was saying these exact things!” Pansy screeches from beside me.
“You need to leave.” Theo is now coming down the stairs with a dark look in his eyes, his wand drawn but at his side.
“Yeah Nott? What are you gonna do about it? Gonna run and help the poor princess?” Theo flicks his wand easily as Blaise crumples to the floor. He’s groaning in pain but is still able to speak.
“You twats and your stinging hexes. Pathetic really.” He reaches for his wand in his pocket but is slowed down by the hex.
Mattheo has enough time to draw his wand and cast his own spell, quickly landing Blaise’s wand in his own hand.
“This isn’t like him. Something is wrong.” Blaise laughs on the floor for a second before wincing again.
“This is me. Just the me I keep deep down because I know you lot can’t handle what I really think.” Theo crouches down to look at Blaise with malice written across his features.
“Yeah Zabini? Wanna dig your grave some more?” Blaise sits up slowly, still clutching his stomach as he does so.
“Yeah Nott. I do. Daphne, you’ll never find a husband if you keep secretly shagging Neville Longbottom. Enzo and Astoria can give up the whole act because They’ve both been cheating on each other but just won’t admit it to themselves. Draco isn’t even here but it’s a shame out of all the men he could have chosen he loves a piss poor Weasley. And you Theo. Don’t pretend to actually care for jasmine. I’ve heard the way you talk about her when she’s not around to hear. How she’s just a place filler till mommy and daddy marry you off. Just someone to shag and cuddle until you can’t anymore.”
If I thought my heart was broken before? It was shattered now. The billions of tiny pieces scattered so far away from one another, thrown into the depths of the black lake, now guarded by the grindylows who reside there. I look at him as I sob but the look on his face gives me no comfort. The expression of regret on his face is known to everyone as he tries to form a sentence to cover his tracks.
“Jasmine- I- listen it’s not like that- you know that-“ I sob again, Pansy finally stepping in front of me to fully shield me from the disaster happening a few feet in front of us.
The sound of the common room painting swinging open scares all of us.
“What in the name of Merlin is going on here.” I peek out to see Snape, his face covered in concern and confusion.
“Blaise flew off the handle and started saying a bunch of shit to Jasmine, she ran down here to get away from him and he followed her. Now he’s attempting to get his teeth knocked in by spewing random shit about us that isn’t true.” He pushes both Theo and Mattheo harshly, causing them to stumble away from Blaise who is still on the floor.
It takes one quick scan over him for Snape to pull out his wand.
“Theo, go summon the headmaster immediately. Mattheo, Enzo, help me transport him to The infirmary. The rest of you to your dormitory. Now.” We all stand there, semi-confused at his sudden urgency. He looks at us with anger and snaps.
“Do I need to repeat myself? Go.” We all look at each other and decide to listen, the girls quickly usher me up the stairs towards my dorm while the boys huff because they have to help Blaise.
“Jasmine. I promise I will be back soon.” We’re halfway up the stairs when Theo yells out. I don’t even bother turning around to acknowledge him, rather running up
the stairs instead. By the time we get to the dorms I’m nearly inconsolable, swatting away anyone who tries to come near me.
“Just- go! Everyone out!” I screech as loud as possible, I pull out my wand and flick it towards the door which swings open with a slam. Everyone jumps and is quick to scramble out of the room, leaving me alone. I use a tiny bit of the energy I have left to slam the door closed again, locking it silently. I let out a sharp sob as I start to throw things around the room. The first to go is the record player, the queen album that was resting on it snaps in half as it hits the ground.
The next target is a picture frame holding a photo of all of us from 4th year, and we’re all dressed up for the Yule ball. I scream as I flick my wand towards it. It shatters under the spell while glass flies everywhere. The noise it makes when it hits the floor starts the sound of ringing in my ear.
I place my hands over my ears as the noise starts to louden. The ringing increases slowly, the sound becoming too much to handle. My vision starts to go spotty which increases my emotions tenfold. With the very little energy I have left I crawl to my wand a few feet away from me. I think of a few memories before I get to one that is powerful enough, the images of the sorting ceremony flash through my head.
Laughs and cheers as I get sorted into Slytherin, followed by even more laughter and love as my friends get sorted one by one with me.
I use the positive energy from the memory to cast a patronus, a single word message attached as it was all I could mumble out.
“Help..”