It’s okay Sirius, It’s okay

He never told anyone but he hoped that in that moment the lake would be cold enough to trap him there, shivering and freezing until he passed out from the cold and drowned in the water. Letting the water fill up his lungs. If he wanted to go anyway this is how he'd want to die. But the lake didn't freeze up. Instead, the moonlight reflected onto the surface of the water and reminded him to look up at it. In the sky, he saw stars. He saw the moon. The moon said.We need you, JamesThe brightest star saidI need you, JamesThat's right. Moony needed James. Sirius needed James.He’ll drown another night.-Or James dies

TW: suicideI wrote this in half an hour…