first day part two james pov
James had know that this class might be weird. having to have class with the year below him, the people he often thought looked like small kids.
But this is was…….Fucking weird.
Sirius was sitting glaring a whole in the back of his brother’s head. if looks could kill, regulus would be long dead and in the ground.
James had never had a sibling, only sirius, so he was not sure but he didnt think you where meant to hate them, so much to look at them like that. but then again sirius and regulus probably weren't normal brothers, in anyway shape or form.
They had grown up in a house of cold faces and parents who did not hide how much they hated there kids, and only viewed them as things to show of to other fullblood parents.
But now he finally got to see what that kind of upbringing did to the relationships between the brothers. it destroyed it. crushed it up, set fire on it, and watched it burn. and this was what it ended in, two brothers who hated each other. fucking hated each other.
“Look at him” sirius whispered to him under his breath “the little pretentious brat”
Remus whispered in his seat behind them “i don't think that quite right”
And no matter how much james loved sirius, he had to silently agree with remus. regulus was not walking like the heirs of the fullblood houses he had seen around hogwarts. his shoulders where slumped slightly, and his posture thigh. not like how many of the slytherins walked, with there shoulders high and like they owned everything.
But he could never say that to sirius.
“Mr. black and Mr.lupin if you would kindly stop whispering back there” mcgonagall said as she handed regulus a stack of papers “now everyone please hand in your summer homework. Mr.black if you would be so kind to collect everyone's papers”
Before sirius could get fully out his seat the replay from mcgonagall came '
“Other mr.black please”
Regulus placed the papers on his desk and began walking around the room collecting papers.
He reached there desk and james swore he felt the air dip by at least 100 degrees. the look that regulus sent james and sirius was cold as ice. but james swore that it soften just a little when it looked on sirius.
james however got a look to sharp he could stap himself on it. the gray eyes where filled with none concealed hate. ice cold hate. like james was somethin he had just scraped of the bottom of his shoe.
and some sick deep down part of him liked it. maybe he should see someone about that. because he didn't really think that was normal. weren't you meant to only like people who atleast kinda liked you?
then again james other crush had been a girl who every time he had asked her out had cursed him or atleast called him something very very mean, so maybe he was just fucked like that
he should maybe talk to someone about why that was. maybe lily would be abel to help. maybe it was because he had only had love growing up. and now he wanted so hate. who fucking knows
but with sirius is seemed as if he could not get himself to hate sirius in that deep way he hated james. like there was still a little warmth left in his eyes.
“Homework?” he asked sticking out his hand, toward them.
Where as james just placed his homework in regulus hand, who then add it to the pile, in his arms. but sirius, sirius could not just do that, he had to make fun of his brother just a little bit.
“Little teachers pet now, reggie? just like with mother” he said not handing over his homework. or maybe he just had not done it.
“Just hand it over, dear brother of mine” regulus said his tone dripping in sarcasm.
“Just like always, a little follower of everyone”
“Oh just hand it over sirius”
“Always following what people tell you to do”
“Just fucking hand it over”
“Oh does mommy know you talk like that?”
“Fuck of sirius, i dont just do that”
“Oh yeah wanna prove me wrong punch me bet you wont?”
“That is the stupids thing i have ever heard you say”
“Scared little baby reggie”
“Just shut the fuck up sirius”
“Punch me do it i dare you”
And that was regulus breaking point. but unlike what james would have done he just snatched the paper from sirius hand, and walk to remus and peters desk.
“Oh that is just like regulus always walking away little baby, still in mommy dearest pocket. tell me is your life great as the new heir?”
“OH FOR FUCK SHAKE SIRIUS!!!” regulus yelled at his brother “no it has not been fucking easy!! what you think everything was just going to be perfect after you left!!? that mother and father where just going to turn into parents of the fucking year of something??!!. well newsflash sirius, they still suck!!” he yelled now in his brothers face
“Well if you had just come with me, but no you had to be a scared little bitch!” sirius stood up the two boys, who where basically the same height where right in eachothers faces.
“Oh fuck you sirius!”
“Shut the fuck up regu-”
“MR.BLACK AND MR.BLACK, BOTH OF YOU, SIT DOWN!!!!” mcgonagall voice sounded over the screaming match happening between the two brothers. “now both of you, sit down”
The two began moving back to there seats
“Oh no no no, you two can sit right here in the front together”. mcgonagall pointed at the seat that two ravenclaw boys had taken right in the front “If the two of you would be so kind to move, because mr.black and mr.black can not just be in the same room”
The two ravenclaw boys got up moving toward other seats, and regulus and sirius both walked to the seats and grabbed there things then sat in that seat together.
The seat was right in front of the one james and sirius had sat in. they did not like sitting there but after way to much talking he and sirius had been made to sit so mcgonagall could hear them. and tell them to be quiet.
When the two boys sat down james heard what they whispered to each other
“Fuck you” sirius whispered
“Oh Fuck you to”
Then the two turn away from eachother and ignored eachother. it looked like they where trying to turn the backs on eachother, but it was not really possible as they where sitting in one desk.
Well how fucking fun.
The rest of the lesson the two brothers spent ignoring one and other, very much trying to pretend that the other one did not even exist. at the end of the class mcgonagall walked to the two boys desk
“Now seeing as you two cant seem to just be brothers, i think you two can serve detention on saturday, 4 hours”
Sirius smirked at her “sorry no can do i already have detention with slughorn, for that whole potions blowing up thing”
“Well then regulus can serve detention with you and mr.potter, mr.lupin and mr.pettigrew, if im not wrong with who you will be having this detention with?”
“You would be right” sirius stood up “see you saturday little baby brother” sirius reached over and ruffled his hair, regulus slapped his hand away
“Stop doing that” regulus grabbed his bag and hurried out the room.
This saturday is gonna be fun, right?
right?