Anything for my Moony
Sirius p.o.v
I didn’t even notice my brother leaving the room until I heard the door close. My attention was entirely focused on the tall scarred male surrounded by the remains of his meal. “Moon of my life.” I whisper raising my hand out to reach him. Remus finally unfroze and stumbled into my arms, he cries in my shoulder as my arms hold him “it’s okay Moony, I am here.”
“I thought I lost you.” He hiccups through his tears
“I am not gone, I am still here.” I whisper in his ear, trying not to burst out in tears myself.
“Sirius, My star I was so scared.”
“I know, I am sorry I scared you that was never my attention.”
“I am still a bit mad at you.” Remus sniffs “You promised not to sacrifice yourself for anyone.”
“I did promise you that.” I grab his head making him look at me “I wasn’t planning on getting stabbed, I only thought of getting James out of my uncle’s clutches. I didn’t realize the knife made its way into my body when it had already happened. I wasn’t putting my life above anyone elses, I saw an opportunity to save James and miscalculated how cunning my uncle could be. Nothing was intentional or with the idea of sacrificing myself in order to save someone but even if I did, you can’t fault me for wanting to save my loved ones even if it cost me my life. I would jump infront of you too and you can’t sit there and tell me you wouldn’t use yourself as a shield in order to protect me. This promise was stupid. Let’s me make you a better promise.” I softly wipe his tears with my fingers “I will do anything I can to get back to you no matter what.”
“The moon needs its star.” Remus nodded “I am so glad you are save and alive my love.”
“As am I Moons, as am I.” I kiss his forehead “I love you.”
“I love you.” Remus trembles “And I am sorry for everything I said and did when we arrived at Kyoshi island. I was worried about my hometown and acted like a dick. I fought with you when you tried to reason with me. I was just so scared of losing you of losing my friends here that I couldn’t think clearly.”
“I understand, no need to apologize anymore.” I tell him “It’s in the past, we learned for our actions and will communicate more in the future, cause that is what we need to do. We have to tell each other how we feel so we can act accordingly, together, no more shutting the other out because one of us is angry, sad or feeling a different kind of emotion”
“I promise.” Remus finally raises his head so our eyes could me “I love you, I was so scared of losing you.”
“I know but you haven’t lost me, I am here and feeling better. I am still a bit woozy and tired but maybe I should eat something. Apparently I have been unconscious for a few days.”
“Can I hold you just a little while longer before I go to get you food.”
“Anything for my moony.” I answer scooting over in bed so he could lay down next to me. Remus wrapped his arms around me and pulled me against his chest, like he was scared of letting me go.
“Never scare me like that again.” He mumbles kissing the crown of my head.
“I won’t Remus.” I snuggle closer to him “But you need to continue taking care of yourself even when I can’t remind you to.”
Remus snorts “I can take care of myself.”
“Then don’t let yourself starve next time when you keep watch on my sickbed.” I swat his chest “not that there is going to be a next time but I will be cross with you when I find out you neglected your health because of me.”
“Regulus told you didn’t he.”
“yes, but I would have noticed it either way.”
“I did take a shower.”
“Not on your own account.” I chuckle.
Remus rolls his eyes before pecking my lips “Come on, let’s get some food in your stomach.”