Chapter 3
Things progressed relatively normal during the last two weeks of their seventh year at Hogwarts. Lily had managed to quench her desperation to use Narcissa's spell… well, she used it once just for testing, she ran medical spells on herself for the duration of the whole day she'd had it active and everything went well. A fertility test was also casted, and it showed that her eggs turned to swimmers… very healthy swimmers. That day had been torture. Severus had made her promise that they wouldn't engage in any more sexual activities until Lily told her parents about them, and every time their bodies touched, Lily could feel a distinct tingling in her loins. After she walked Severus to her makeshift room, she literally ran to the nearest bathroom and warded it heavily, she took her new cock in hand and wanked to images of Severus, scenes from their previous lovemaking and scenes that her mind imagined that she'd like to do to Sev with her new… tool.
Graduation day went exactly as expected, with her mother acting up when Lily told her that she was in a serious relationship with Severus and that they'd be living together, her father congratulated them and reassured them that they'd always be welcome in his home. Lily was ecstatic, Severus not so much… she felt bad because she thought she was the cause of Lily's fight with her mother.
"My mum and I have never seen eye to eye, Sev, it's not your fault she's a bigoted person." said Lily, softly kissing Severus to calm her down.
After the families left, only the students remained in the castle that last day, with the exception of Malfoy, of course. Lily noticed how Narcissa hadn't allowed him to come close to Severus, and Lily did her part, keeping Severus occupied. She knew that Severus didn't like him that way, but sometimes Severus didn't know how to say no, and Lily worried that, despite their relationship, Severus would feel pressured to accept the blond man's offer. She even managed to kiss Severus in front of Malfoy, and the face he made when he saw the blush on Severus' face was one of heartbreak. Just for the briefest moments she felt pity for him.
He managed to approach them, though. Lily was defensive, but Severus kept her from drawing her wand and Lucius kept his away too.
"Miss Evans… Severus." the blond nodded in greeting. When he saw that Lily would not leave Severus alone with him, he sighed in resignation. "Have you thought about my offer, Severus?" he asked, looking intensely into the dark eyes of her girlfriend. Severus managed to stop the squirming when Lily placed a reassuring hand on the small of her back.
"I…" she cleared her throat. "I thought about it, but I must reject your kind offer, Lucius." Severus turned to look at Lily and she smiled encouragingly in return. "Lily and I…" Severus fidgeted with her hands under Lucius' intense gaze, but Lily kept her arm around her, silently giving her strenght. Severus sighed, "Lily and I are in a relationship, I will be going to live with her and she will support me until I can get on my feet…"
"So, it's final, then…" he affirmed more than asked, then nodded to himself and his icy blue eyes turned soft towards Severus. "Then I must congratulate you on your new… relationship… I do wish you the best, Severus." he nodded at them and turned to leave with clear heartbreak written all over her face, but Severus placed a gentle hand on his arm before he could turn around completely.
"I…" Severus swallowed, not knowing how to react then. "I hope we can still be friends…?" the tension left her body when Lucius, after a few seconds of consideration, nodded and smiled warmly at her, then left to go back to Narcissa.
Sometime after curfew, Lily heard a noise in the window of her dorm. A school own was trying to get in, so she opened the window and let the small owl perch itself on a chair. It extended his leg towards her and Lily took the piece of parchment, then the owl flew away.
'Meet me at the courtyard. L. M.'
She frowned, but took her cloak and her wand and, after casting a notice-me-not spell on herself, she left the bedroom and quietly slipped from Gryffindor tower.
Lily made herself visible once she found the blond. He was looking at the sky with a troubled expression on his face. "Here I am, Malfoy. What do you want from me?" she asked with all the security she wasn't feeling at the moment. He turned to look at her and his eyes immediately fell to her hand holding her wand. He raised his hands in a non-threatening manner.
"I'm not going to hurt you, if that's what you think." Lily only raised a skeptical eyebrow at his words. "I just want to know… How much money do you want? I'm willing to pay you any amount as long as you leave Severus alone." he said, and Lily's other brow joined the other.
"Why would I want to leave Severus?" she asked, incredulous of what she had just heard.
"Well, you've abandoned her before, I'm sure doing it a second time won't be a hardship for you." the blond replied with his signature arrogance. "Besides, Severus will have a much better life by my side."
Lily couldn't help but laugh. "Do you honestly believe that? Can't you see beyond your nose? You serve a madman that wants people like her - mudbloods- dead, how exactly will she be better by your side?" She felt her temper start to rise, but managed to keep herself under control.
Lucius turned around to see… to make sure that no one had heard her, then he took out his wand - she took out hers too - but he only casted a privacy ward around them.
"I know you love Severus, and trust me, I know that at least financially she could be better off by your side, but let's be honest… You love her, but your love is not enough to put her as your top priotity. You serve a man that wants to exterminate people like her and like me, and your duty to him will always come before Severus." He tried to interrupt her, but Lily didn't allow him. "Let's say that you get Severus to accept you. Will your beliefs in blood purity allow you to marry her and get your heirs through her? Will her mixed blood be enough for the House of Malfoy? We both know the answer to that." Lucius was clenching his jaw so strongly that Lily feared he might break a tooth. Regardless, she carried on. "Either by your duty to your family, or to that madman, Severus will never be your priority, Malfoy, and Severus has always been the second, or the third option, or even not an option at all… She deserves to be a priority in someone's life, the one and only option, she deserves someone that can love her and take care of her… And we both know that only I can give her that." Lily was feeling pity for the man in front of her. Despite his strength, he closed his eyes in an attempt to stave of the tears that were threatening to fall. "If you really love her, let her go… Let her live the life you wish you could give her…" Lucius startled when she raised her wand, but Lily, after giving it some thought, decided that the only way to keep him away from Severus and herself was to make an oath. "I swear on my magic that I will love and care for Severus Snape until the day she no longer wants me around, or until the day death do us part. I swear on my magic that I will strive to make her happiness my priority, and I will endeavour to help her, to the best of my abilities, to overcome any trouble or obstacle she may encounter." Lucius only stared at her. When she finished and her oath was sealed, she noticed he took a deep breath and also raised his wand.
"I swear on my magic that I will help Lily Evans keep Severus Snape safe from harm to the best of my ability, and that I will strive to contribute to her happiness in any way I can, even if that means to stay away from her…" His oath was sealed, and Lily found that, despite not liking him, she couldn't hate him either. He had been kind to Severus when even she wasn't, he had always cared for her in his own unique way, and it broke her heart a little seeing him break his own heart by swearing to stay away from the woman he loved. One stray tear managed to fall from his icy blue eyes, now darkened with sorrow, but he quickly wiped it away. Lily could only admire his strenght, and silently swore to him that she would treasure Severus for the both of them.
Maybe, in another universe, he and Severus could be happy, or Lily not so jealous that she would be willing to share her with him… but not in this one. Severus was hers and hers alone.
Their first days living together were, in Severus' opinion, utter chaos. Lily begged to differ.
As they rode the Hogwarts Express for the last time, Lily found herself sitting Severus on her lap and kissing her for dear life. She had wanted to slip her hand under her girlfriend's skirt, but Severus had slapped it away several times and even threatened to go find another compartment alone. Lily had just wanted to make her feel good, what was the problem?
Once they arrived to Lily's flat, Severus had been a bit embarrassed. Lily later found out that her embarrassment came from Severus' assumption that she was too dirty for such a fancy place, that she didn't belong there and she should just go back to Cokeworth until she could afford to help Lily pay the rent… Lily had resorted to kissing Severus into silence when she got into one of her self-deprecating moods. It wasn't Severus' fault, or that she did it to garner people's pity, really. It's just that growing up, Severus had heard all her life that she was dirty, useless, worthless… unwanted… She had been made to believe that she would never amount to nothing and that she was just a waste of space. Lily hated Severus' parents and Potter and his stupid friends and the rest of their stupid schoolmates and everybody that had always had anything negative to say about Sev. She didn't deserve all that bullshit, and Lily knew that it would be hard work to break Severus of those toxic, unwarranted beliefs, but she was willing to step up to the task.
One thing that Severus was proud of, was her intelligence. It was the only thing that everybody envied her for and the only thing Severus believed was of worth… It was one of life's small mercies that Severus was so fucking intelligent that even people that would usually never look at her twice, paid attention to her. Maybe Lily was going about helping Severus the wrong way, but she planned to use Severus' intelligence to, first, get her apprenticed at the apothecary Lily worked. Narcissa Black had given her a reccomendation letter, Malfoy had given her another. Two purebloods of important pedigree backed up Severus' capability and fully denied the accusations that she was problematic, placing the blame directly on James Potter, Sirius Black, Peter Pettigrew and Remus Lupin. They had also mentioned Dumbledore's blatant favoritism towards the four aforementioned and his partiality while handing out punishment. Lily knew that the owner of the apothecary was a Ravenclaw from a Slytherin family, she also knew that Dumbledore had sometimes singled him out because of this, so Lily was betting on his sympathy for Severus' situation, as well as his interest in Severus' genius brain, to accept her.
After that, Lily could start working on Severus' self esteem.
It got them nearly two weeks to finally settle into their new living arrangement, and almost a month to develop a routine that would work for them. While Lily was at work, Severus busied herself with cleaning and cooking for when Lily got home, she also started checking the notes Lily lent her, going so far as to correcting them and developing her own theories, then experimenting on them. Lily's plan was going according to plan, and it was during the sixth month of Lily's apprenticeship that she managed to sneak one of Severus' experiments to her job and show it to the apothecary owner. She had been sweetening his ear during that time, so when Lily explained Sev's situation and showed him the potion, he readily accepted.
"Sev, I'm home!" called Lily. She dumped her things on the sofa and practically skipped through the flat until she found Severus in their makeshift office/potions lab. "Love?" She was reading a letter and there were tears in her eyes. "Sev, what's wrong?" she asked, hurrying to Severus' side and reading the letter too.
"He died…" whispered Severus, her hands shaking. The letter was from Lily's father, telling Severus that her father had been found dead at his home. He had passed at least two months ago but the neighbors only noticed because of the putrid smell coming out of the house. The Evans had been contacted by Tobias' neighbour, remembering that Lily and Sev were childhood friends maybe they could reach his daughter…
He had been buried next to Eileen in the municipality cemetery. It was a depressing little plot of land that no one cared for. It was untidy and infested with vermin and homeless people and drug addicts that were known for sacking the graves and stealing anything of value to exchange it for their drugs. Severus had made sure that Eileen had been buried in the simplest of her clothes, no expensive jewels from the Prince family on her.
In the letter, Lily's father wrote that everything belonging to Eileen and Tobias was now Severus', even the old, dirtly, ramshackle little house she had lived as a child. It had passed down the Snapes for four generations now. Severine didn't want it, but she still couldn't understand why she was crying for Tobias or why he had left his meagre possesions to her.
"He was always a bastard to my mother and me, he always made sure to tell me that I was just a mistake… that he should have made sure that my mother got rid of me the moment she found out she was pregnant…" Lily's heart was breaking for Severus. Maybe Severus couldn't understand, but Lily was sure she did… Severus had always looked longingly at other families, either in the platform 9 3/4, or back at home. Severus may not realise it herself, but Lily knew that, despite whatever she said, and how much she denied and tried to be strong, all Severus had ever wanted was a loving family.
Eileen had never cared much for Severus, the only good thing the witch had done for her daughter was let her read all her books from Hogwarts and teach Severus whatever she knew from potions, even if reluctantly. Tobias had never been kind to her. Neither of her parents had returned the love Severus had ever had for them, and now, it pained Severus to know that the unwanted daughter was now an unwanted orphan.
Lily carried her to their bed after a long conversation. Severus had fallen asleep even with tears running down her soft cheeks, now reddened by the sour taste of her sorrow. Lily took off that week to help Severus sort out Tobias' belongings, which were all donated to the local church or burned. The house was worth nothing, but a construction company was interested in buying the land the house was built into, and those around in the neighborhood, to demolish and build a green spaces for the new residential zone. Severus sold it. She managed to save things that belonged to Eileen, those things she hadn't been able to take with her after her death. Most of the things Severus found around the house were things that she didn't know belonged to Eileen or that were too magical for even Tobias to dare touch.
After that, things were… normal. Severus avoided as much as possible to talk about her parents, and Lily would have allowed her to avoid the topic if it weren't for the fact that Severus had become dettached. Lily hated Severus's parents as much, if not more than Severus. They had never cared for Sev the way parents should care for their children. Lily had seen how careless parents could be, but even those careless parents were better to their kids that Sev's ever were to her. She knew that Sev used to go hungry when Tobias spent all his money on the bar, and Eileen couldn't be bothered to feed her child, whatever money she managed to make or to sneak from Tobias always ended back in his hands, usually bloodied after beating the woman for hiding the money from him. Severus hadn't known a decent meal until they both went to Hogwarts, so Lily couldn't understand why she was so affected by that monster's passing.
But enough was enough. Lily couldn't stand one more day that look on Severus' face. Not even the news that the apothecary owner wanted to hire her and help her get her mastery could cheer her. Lily had been putting off showing Sev the spell due to a number of reasons, and she really couldn't wait longer. A month later, Lily managed to drag Severus to a muggle psychologist. Sev was really pissed, it was the first real emotion Sev had shown for some time, and that was enough to convince her that she needed the therapy.
Time went on, Sev continued going to therapy and accepted the job at the apothecary, and by the time their first anniversary rolled around, Lily finally found the perfect opportunity to show Sev the spell.
Lily had been testing and retesting it on herself, the spell was crafted by the Blacks, so she didn't want any disgusting surprise by the time she showed Sev. She had kept it on longer than a day, sometimes, a week, sometimes two… until she managed to keep it for three months straight. Those three months had been bittersweet for Lily. Sev had been busy with her mastery and her job that there was little to no room for sex. Lily didn't mind, she still got to eat Severus out and by the time Sev tiredly fell asleep, Lily wanked her new cock until the skin became raw.
Lily asked for a week off for her and Sev during their anniversay, their boss agreed. She had managed to save enough money to take Sev on a muggle trip to the english countryside. She had rented a small, cozy cottage in the Costwolds. Lily could easily picture her and Sev in one of these cottages, setting their own apothecary here, raising their future kids… It was a recurring fantasy of hers: a little girl with bright red hair and eyes as dark as obsidian, a little boy, with Sev's looks and Lily's green eyes, both the perfect mix of their mothers.
After they settled, both went for a walk, admiring the beautiful scenery until they felt hungry. They ate, walked some more, looked around, and went back to the cottage.
"Sev?" called Lily when she couldn't spot her in the bedroom. The redhead dressed in what she hoped was an enticing nightgown that she hoped would bring Severus immediately to bed with her. She found her girlfriend hidden between the wall and a courtain, peering through one of the small windows of the cottage's sitting room. Severus had kept the lights off, so Lily kept them that way but walked softly, soundlessly towards Sev. She leaned closer to her, pressing her upper body to Sev's back and peered through the window. "What are we looking at?" she whispered in Sev's ear. The girl only pointed one of her delicate, long fingers towards a figure walking down the street.
"I already placed some wards that can hide us…" Severus whispered back, "But if she decides to attack at random, I'm not sure I'll be able to hold them." Lily kept looking at the figure. It was tall and slender, the black cloak surrounding it didn't really do much to hide that mane of wild curls that she remembers from her first year at Hogwarts, but a silver mask covered that face she loathed. Lily Evans could recognize Bellatrix Black anywhere.
The clicking of her high-heeled boots against the stone path was accentuated by the silence of the night, and with each step the woman took, Lily felt her blood boil like molten lava with anger. She still remembers how during her first year she was wandering the dungeons, just trying to find where the Slytherin common room was, when she found Bellatrix torturing a house elf. As a true Gryffindor, or maybe, as a true idiot, she stepped in. Brave, beautiful, mudblood Lily Evans stood up to Bellatrix Black. The elf went free, sure, but Lily took his place under Bella's wand. That was Lily's first clash with the reality of the wizarding society, and also her first clash with an unforgivable. Fortunately, a teacher was patrolling the corridors that night and Bella stopped before she could get caught. The professor knew what the older girl had been doing, but only warned her about the use of forbidden magic in the school. Black got away free, while the teacher took Lily to the medical wing. Lily would never forget how that teacher looked at her as if she was vermin stuck on the sole of his shoe, but that experience taught her a very important lesson: everyone was always willing to look the other way. Lily then started learning dark magic, but it made her ashamed. Everyone had expected great things from her, she was Gryffindor princess and all that rot. She felt ashamed and at the same time envied Severus because she learnt without caring for what others thought, and that shame in Lily became a snowball that soon squashed her under its weight.
The shame and hypocrisy of telling Severus to stop reading books of dark magic, to stop inventing dangerous spells or experimenting with dark potions when she herself was doing the same but hidden from view? How could she tell Severus to not use dark spells when confronting Potter and his gang when Lily herself had been teaching herself to cast the unforgivables in vermin and innocent animals in the forbiden forest whenever she had her alone time?
Lily knew that, out of the two of them, probably Severus would be the one with the better skills to duel Bellatrix. She had singlehandedly wiped the floor with Sirius, James, Remus and Peter back in Hogwarts, but Bella was ruthless. Severus, despite her strong demeanor and hard disposition, didn't have the heart, yet, to cast an unforgivable, and Lily was not sure she wanted Severus to tarnish her soul like that, or to even know that Lily could kill with the ease she could cast a leviosa.
Bellatrix passed their cottage without looking, Lily felt Sev hold her breath and until now she noticed that she had her wand in a tight grip. Lily was wandless, if things went south, they could both die for that stupid mistake. She wandlessly summoned her wand while Bellatrix stopped three cottages down from theirs, across the street. She blasted the door and went inside. Severus tensed and let the courtain fall in place, then turned around and dragged Lily towards the bedroom. Lily saw Severus cast ward after ward after spell around the room. Lily held a pensive Severus in her arms, waiting.
Sometime around three in the morning Lily and Severus were abruptly woken by the sound of an ambulance. Both got dressed and ran towards their window. Muggle police and Aurors were trying to keep the muggles away, there was some green light illuminating the scene, but when they stepped out of their cottage, they both could clearly see the Dark Mark above the one Bellatrix entered last night. Severus cast disillusionment charms around them and approached the scene. Potter and Black were there, interviewing some muggles. Lily took Severus' hand and went inside. Black and white pictures of a man and a woman adorned the walls, pictures of children and of the woman caressing her pregnant belly or hugging one of her boys… they kept walking until they reached the bedroom, where police officers and paramedics and Aurors were coming and going. Lily casted a silencing spell around them, just in case.
The scene looked like the set of a horror movie, but what peeved Lily the most was not the blood splattered on the walls, ot the bits of flesh she almost stepped on, or that the bowels of the man had been used to strangle his wife… what peeved Lily and made her want to go looking for Bellatrix and kill her in the slowest, most painful way possible was that the man looked almost like Lily, with his whitening red hair, freckled face and lifeless green eyes, while the woman looked almost like Severus.
"I found a note." said one of the paramedics, taking a piece of parchment from the man's mouth. Severus was in the corner, just looking at the corpses, so Lily left her there and carefully approached the man.
'You can't hide forever.'
It wasn't signed, and the writing seemed to have been made with a standard calligraphy charm. Potter and Black entered the room, Lily took Severus out of there.
"I can't believe I almost became a murderer..." We're Severus' first words after they went back to the cottage. Lily only nodded, both women lost in their own thoughts.
The rest of the week they spent going to small cafes and visiting bookstores, and finally... Finally, Lily could show Severus the spell.
As Severus was taking a shower, Lily cast the spell on herself and produced a pack of condoms from one of the nightstands by the bed. She had snuck one from a drugstore early in the day without Sev knowing. Lily could hear the water run, and her mind went wild with pictures of Sev's smooth skin under her hands, the way she could just make Severus sit on her face without effort if only Sev wasn't so against it, or the way she could pin her against the wall with the only thing keeping her from falling being her stiff cock buried deep within her. Lily knew that there was something weird going on in her head. She sometimes felt like keeping the cock on her body as a permanent modification, she often imagined herself a little bit broader, stronger, to be able to protect Severus physically and magically. But she didn't want to become a man. At least not the concept of man society conceived. Lily would be fine just being Lily, with her masculinity unchallenged by societal rules, and be able to call Sev her woman.
She had already gotten naked and on top of the covers, stroking herself to her very vivid imagination when she heard a strangled yelp. Severus was right there, next to the bed, one hand clutching at the towel around her body and the other in her wet hair, eyes as wide as saucers and mouth slightly parted in surprise.
"Like what you see, love?" Lily purred, flexing one leg open while her hand kept tugging on the pinkish flesh of her penis. "I managed to give myself one of these." She winked at her lover. Lily felt heat build in her lower belly when she noticed Severus swallow with difficulty, her usually pale cheeks now tinted with red, and that red spreading all the way to her perky, small breasts. Oh how Lily wanted to suck on them…
Lily extended a hand towards Severus and was pleased when the girl, not quite sure of what she was doing, climbed onto the bed and knelt near her. Lily rearranged herself with her back to the headboard and positioned a still towel-clad Severus on top of her, straddling her. She knew that Severus was new to this and would probably not like it… what with her past bad experiences with penises, but Lily had been hinting at this for quite some time, she just hoped that Sev would be open to trying it.
"How…" Sev started, and for a moment Lily thought that she was the cutest looking all confused and shy and curious. "How did you manage?" she finally asked, clearing her throat when her voice broke in a high pitch. Lily only smiled at her and pulled her closer, positioning her folds over her erection. Both girls gasped at the sensation.
"I found a very interesting book some time ago…" Lily lied through her teeth, "At first I wasn't sure what it did, but it seemed… interesting, to say the least. I wasn't sure you would agree to experiment with me so I hand't brought up the topic, but the more I experimented on myself, the more I just wanted to show you and try making love to you with this…" Lily took one of Severus' hands and guided it under her towel, making her grab her erection. She hissed when she felt Severus' warm hand on her skin while Severus' eyes grew impossibly bigger. Lily felt powerful when she saw in Severus' eyes the way her brain shortcircuited, nodding dumbly at her request.
She smiled what she hoped was a tender smile, not her usual shit-eating grin whenever she got what she wanted. If everything went right tonight, Lily could be expecting to become a father? Mother? In nine months from today. All those tests she did regarding her fertility were always positive, she had also performed tests on Severus and she was healthy and fertile. Lily knew that, if she got Sev pregnant, she would be putting her mastery on hold until the baby was born, but Lily wasn't worried about it. Lily had only one more year to go before she obtained her mastery, she could very well ask for her maternity leave once she got her degree and take care of their baby while Sev went back to finish hers. She had it all so carefully planned…
Lily made Sev lean forward until their foreheads were touching and inhaled the sweet perfume of her pale skin. She closed her eyes and dived to kiss Severus' lips, while the hand she had underneath her girlfriend let go of the smaller hand and guided it to Severus' folds. Severus' hand remained on her cock. Lily wasn't too worried that Sev didn't know what to do, or let the way Sev's hand flew away from her bother her as soon as both delicate hands braced on her shoulders and a moan left those pink lips. Lily loved to have her fingers shoved inside Severus, and honestly, she didn't think that Sev needed much preparation, but her cock was… big… if she could say so. She had seen boys' cocks in the past, not on purpose, mind you, and she still remembered what Narcissa's looked like. Lily's was 8 inches long stiff, and it was rather on the fat side. That somehow made her proud of her anatomy.
She kept massaging Severus and kissing her lips, then her cheek, then following the long line of her neck to her collarbone, trying to keep herself from coming at the pictures her mind conjured: Severus finding out of her 'accidental' pregnancy, Severus swollen with their child, Severus showing that bitch Aster her engagement ring that Lily had already bought but hadn't worked the courage as of yet to ask her to marry her… what a Gryffindor she was… Severus walking, or rather, waddling down the aisle dressed in a white tunic that complimented her so very well that would make Lily want to strip her naked and claim her again and again on the altar in front of all their guests… show them how beautiful Sev was and show them that they would never have her…
With her free hand she got rid of the towel covering Severus' modesty. Her heart skipped a beat when Severu's small, perky breasts made contact with her fuller ones. Oh how she wanted to suck on those big, brown nipples, play with them until they were sore and swollen, just like they would be once she started to produce milk for their child…
"Sev, love… I think you're ready." said Lily. In truth, she knew that she should keep the foreplay until Severus was begging for her to possess her, but she was ready to burst. She managed to grab the box of condoms and took one, placing it on her cock. Sev's eyes were misty from the pleasure and barely recognized what she was doing. Lily only smiled and kissed her cheek.
Once it was in place, Sev, hesitantly, reached out a hand to touch her, making Lily hiss at the contact. Without words, Sev's eyes fixed on Lily's cock while her hand guided it towards her entrance. Lily, with one hand on Sev's hip and the other over Severu's hand, helped her guide herself towards that coveted treasure. Slowly, inch by uncomfortable inch, Severus managed to accomodate her lenght with a bit of effort. Lily almost goes wild at Severus' expresion of relief when she managed to fit it all in, but barely held on her impulsen of just flipping Severus under her and pound away to her heart's content. A few seconds went by while Lily accustomed herself to the tight heat surrounding her, and Severus got used to the sensation of something so big inside her, then, Severus gave an experimental roll of her hips and her eyes snapped open.
"Oh god!" she said. Lily felt her brain melt in her skull. How had she let so much time go to waste when she could have been enjoying this sensation all this time? Severus moved her hips again and bit her lips, clenching her eyes shut again from the pleasure-pain she was giving herself. Lily was speechless, but she was fairly certain she had started to drool. How could she not when Severus was giving her the most perfect view of herself? Her perfect small mounds were bouncing at the rithm of the ondulation of her hips, her eyes shut, concentrating in her own pleasure. Lily loved to see Severus so open, using her as a tool to alleviate her needs… Lily loved feeling used, but only Severus had that privilege.
Lily latched her mouth to Severus' nipple and resumed loving it, while Sev kept a steady pace, and soon, Lily felt a hand thread on her red hair and tangle in it, keeping her mouth on Severus while the dark-haired girl increased the tempo, moaning and sobbing from the pleasure.
Lily couldn't help it, she wrapped one arm around Sev and fipped her over, her cock still buried deep within her. Severus opened her eyes and the image she presented made Lily go wild. Severus' hair was sprawled around her head like a dark halo, eyes hooded in ecstasy, small breasts still bouncing up and down from Lily's thrusts… her legs were open at each side, allowing for Lily to see how her cock, now wet from her lover's juices, slid in and out of that place she loved so much.
"Oh, my love!" whined Lily, increasing the force of her thrusts. Lily loved the way Severus' brain stopped working, her mouth only letting out irrecognizable blabber and sobs and moans that went directly to Lily's cock, fueling the pool of lava about to explode in her lower belly.
Severus' breath became ragged, Lily felt the fluttering of Sev's walls start to imprison her cock and she worked faster, harder between her legs. Soon, that fluttering became clenching and Lily knew Sev was cumming. Lily was close, so close… The clenching stopped but a few seconds later it came back with a vengance. Lily witnessed Severus almost convulse with the force of her orgasms and Lily came right after her, enjoying the imprisonment of her prick inside the tightening heat of the woman she loved.
Maybe Severus would feel disappointed of becoming pregnant, scared, even, but Lily would be there for her. Lily had seen how that idiot Aster looked at her Sev, with a want to possess what was not his… Lily would make sure no one ever took Severus away, and if she had to force a pregnancy on Sev to tie her forever, she would do it. The innocent looking condom box sat on the nightstand. When Lily and Severus came from their high, Lily disposed of the used condom and reached for the next, using Severus' momentary distraction to pinch a hole in it.
No one would take Severus away from her. Ever.