
Chapter 15
Remus' mood got worse, as he knew it would.
He was angry all the time and mad at anyone and anything.
He didn't want to study, to go out with his friends, to have a normal, nice day with his fiance.
He didn't even know if Sirius wanted to get married to him, anymore.
They had time to figure it out, of course, but Remus was even more worried about that.
The full moon was only two weeks ahead, but the previous one felt like ages.
He didn't know how to live with himself anymore. He was crying all the time, he was anxious all the time, he was needy all the time.
He needed Sirius, but didn't at the same time. He wanted his space, but when Sirius left him alone, he was crying harder than before.
"What's going on with you lately?", Sirius asked him with a burning face.
" Nothing's going on, just leave me alone. Please."
"I WILL BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE."
"OH YOU CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE?LIKE YOU'RE THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN A WEREWOLF HIS WHOLE LIFE.", Remus didn't mean anything, but couldn't help it. He was saying it, anyway.
Sirius stared at him, with his big, blue, angry eyes. Like really angry.
"You know what? I'm not gonna bother with you anymore. Do what you want because you're alone now."
"Alone?", Remus blinked.
"Yes, Remus. You obviously don't need me anymore, so WHY DON'T YOU GO TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE?"
Remus wasn't able to answer, as Sirius had got out of the room and had left Remus behind. Alone with his anger and his issues.
The happiness and the joy he had found didn't seem to last for long.