Hogsmeade Hangs With Jalex, And A Lonely Daniel Howell
Three weeks left till the end of the school year, and the end of my last year at Hogwarts, and I honestly don't know how to feel about that really, Kellin's still got a year left to go here, and honestly, I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to cope being away from him for so long while he finishes his last year, while I'm at home, and hopefully have my own job.
I suppose I'm being a little too dramatic when I say that I don't know how I'll cope without him, as I'll probably be fine, but still, I just want him with me so I can hug and kiss the shit out of him, and I can't do that while he's away from me at Hogwarts, and I'm stuck at home by myself. I honestly just hope that I will be fine in the end.
"Hey, Vic!" I look up at the sound of Alex calling my name, as he ran over to me, followed by Jack and Dan. "Do you and Kellin want to go out to Hogsmeade with us?" He asks.
Looking over at Kellin, he simply shrugs his shoulders, not seemingly to really care whether or not we join them or not. Honestly, I wouldn't mind going out to Hogsmeade right now actually, I haven't really been going there that much lately, so i guess Kellin and I should tag along with them for the hell of it.
"Okay, we'll come." I say, standing up from my spot on the steps, with Kellin getting up straight away after me.
Kellin sticks close to my side as we follow Alex, Jack, and Dan as we leave to head off to Hogsmeade, Alex and Jack walking off a bit more ahead of Kellin and I, and Dan pretty much walking a little more in front of Kellin and I, he's pretty much a fifth wheel right now, but that's only cause his boyfriend, Phil Lester, no longer goes to Hogwarts anymore, as last year was his last year. But honestly though, I don't think that Dan seems to mind right now that he's pretty much a fifth wheel.
Honestly, I don't know how Dan does it, still being here without Phil, sure they send each other letters by owl almost everyday, but being away from each other for long periods of times must be hard on them. I mean, let's face it, both Dan and Phil are two of the closest guys I've ever met, and them being away from each other just doesn't seem right at all.
The first thing that we all do once we get to Hogsmeade, is go into the Honeydukes - on Jack's literal puppy dog eyes - and let's just say that both Alex and Jack buy so much candy like always. It's probably not a good thing that the both of them buy so much candy, but it's their choice whether they want to get loaded up on sugar I guess, it's not Kellin, Dan, and I's problem. Actually, since Dan and I share a dorm with Alex, it may be a bit of an issue for us, but whoever shares a dorm with Jack, man do I feel sorry for them, because they'll have pretty much a bigger problem than Dan and I, since Jack gets so much more hyper than Alex does.
"Vic." Kellin starts, after a while, as the five of us are just walking through the small village and over to the pub for a couple Butterbeers. "What are we going to do once I start my last year?" He asks, lifting his head from my shoulder to look at me.
I shrug, not having much of an idea on what the hell we're going to do once that happens. "I honestly don't know." I admit. "Of course, we'll still be able to send each other letters, but other than that, I don't really know."
Sighing, he rests his head back on my shoulder as we follow Alex, Jack, and Dan into Hog's Head. "If only there were an easier way to keep in contact." I only just hear him mutter to himself.
Sitting down at one of the tables once we're inside Hog's Head, Alex, Jack and Dan go off to buy us all our drinks, while Kellin and I just sit and wait for them to return.
Kellin moves the chair he's sitting on closer to me, and rests his head back on my shoulder, while I wrap an arm round his waist as we wait for the others to get back, and once they finally do, Dan sets Kellin and I's drinks down in front of us both, before Alex hands him his drink, after setting his down on the table next to Jack's.
The five of us pretty much just sit around talking about random and pointless stuff while we sip away at our drinks, and I can't help but feel as though I'm going to miss this once this year is over, and I no longer have to come back to Hogwarts. Well, I'll still be able to drink and hang out with Alex and Dan at some pub when the three of us don't have to return to Hogwarts, but both Kellin and Jack won't be there, and that just doesn't really settle well with me, and I'm sure it doesn't with Alex either, though Dan gets to be back with Phil, so I guess he's not too terribly worried about it, but still, Alex and I will be without our boyfriends, and that's not really a good thing.
But I try not to worry about that too much right now, and it seems like Kellin's trying not to worry about it too much either, as we just try and have a good time with our friends, before we have to head back to the school grounds.
Though for now, we just hang out with each other at Hog's Head drinking Butterbeers and having a good time.