Chapter 2
Sirius Black
It's been several WEEKS and I still can't possibly imagine why the hell you would do something like this. Why would you betray EVERYONE who loved you!?
I trusted you!
I loved you!
I married you!
I lived with you. Lived with you Sirius.
James even made you the godfather of his child.
And then you do this.
For the first couple of days I was so angry I couldn't even see straight, but since then it's become more like a dull pain. Always there, but a bit more manageable.
And the worse part of it is?
I miss you.
I have to remind myself of what you did every morning when I wake up and wonder why I'm alone.
I have to remind myself of what you did, and feel all those horrible emotions crash over me again.
Part of me still can't believe it was you, and I wish it wasn't. I wish it wasn't with all of my heart, but here we are.
I think the barista was tired of me moping at her coffee shop, and told me to try writing letters to you. I'm not angry anymore, just sad, hurt, and lonely.
Why would you do this Sirius
Please just tell me.
-Remus Lupin