I like him
Remus is in love with a boy. Not just any boy, one of his best friends. Sirius Black. Remus is very sure that Sirius isn’t gay. He has had way too many girlfriends for that, right?
Remus has already liked Sirius for a while. He is sure that Sirius doesn’t like him back. Besides Sirius is straight so he can’t even have a chance with him. Remus likes everything about Sirius. Sirius has perfect black hair and beautiful grey eyes. Sirius is bold and protective. Whenever Sirius is playing quidditch or just flying in general he looks so perfect, so beautiful. Sirius can be hot headed and often acts before thinking. Remus over thinks a lot, he admires that Sirius doesn’t have that problem at all. Sirius often makes jokes, but he sometimes goes too far. Remus kinda likes it when Sirius makes stupid comments even when it embarrasses Remus.
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Remus has been able to hide his crush pretty well, but of course Lily noticed. Remus doesn’t often talk about Sirius, but Lily insisted he’d tell her everything. She loves hearing Remus talk about how in love he is.
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Lately Remus did notice that Sirius has been acting different around him. He knows he’s just being delusional. But maybe Sirius likes him back. Sometimes when Remus is unconsciously staring at Sirius, he starts unconsciously staring at him too.
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Once when they were doing a prank, they were hiding from Filch. They were standing quite close to each other. Remus could barely stop looking at Sirius’s lips. He also saw Sirius looking at his lips a few times. Remus wished that he would’ve just kissed Sirius, that he would’ve just had the courage to do it. Or that Sirius would’ve kissed him.
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When Remus had late night study sessions in the library with Lily, he would sometimes talk about how much he likes Sirius. Lily loves listening to him. She hopes that Remus will ask Sirius out soon.