I like a boy
Sirius is madly in love with a boy. Not just any boy, one of his best friends. Remus Lupin. Earlier this summer Remus had admitted to all his friends that he is gay. Sirius had figured about himself that he’s gay around a year ago, but he thought that he was the only one. Sirius has liked Remus for a while, but he isn’t sure if Remus likes him back. Now at least he knows he might have a chance.
Sirius really, really likes Remus. Remus is tall, strong and very clever. Remus is stubborn and very caring. He could be very hot-headed and he has once punched Sirius when they were arguing when they were twelve. They don’t argue as much anymore now that they’re sixteen. Sirius is really crazy in love, so crazy that he even likes it when Remus yells at him. His crush has gotten out of hand so much that James found out about it. So now he has to listen to Sirius’s endless rambling about how he would literally let Remus do anything to him.
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Lately Sirius did notice something about Remus. Of course he could just be delusional. He thinks that Remus might like him back. He has caught Remus staring at him quite a few times. Once when they were doing a prank, they were standing quite close to each other while they were hiding from Filch. Remus kept glancing at Sirius’s lips. Sirius had hoped that Remus just kissed him or that he had the courage to just kiss Remus himself.
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At night Sirius would crawl into bed next to James and he would often talk about Remus. James is going crazy from hearing about Remus for an hour every night. He hopes that Sirius asks Remus out soon.