Letters from a lost love
To say that I was surprised was an understatement. Since yesterday I have been distant with Petra according to what she says.
After I got home from my long ass walk, Petra was on my like white on rice. Talking about I was acting weird and she was worried about me. I laughed harshly when those words came out her mouth, with her looking at me like I was crazy I told her that I knew what she was hiding. That I knew she was planing something up her sleeve, I told her that I knew her schemes and that she wasn't fooling anyone but herself. This confession left her frozen in shock and pale as paper. She had stood there wide eyed, looking at me while I internally imagined myself ripping her to pieces. What I had said left her the room to panic and jump to conclusions which was exactly what I wanted. With this, she would panic and soon she may even confess to me what she had been doing behind my back for so long with that bastard even though I already knew what she was doing.
Anyway, after that little trick I played I had left to my bedroom and locked the door. There was no way in hell I was letting her sleep next to me in MY bed. Now I was sitting on my bed, staring at the floor with earnest while my mind was flooded with shit I don't even know. So many memories and shit that made my heart ache with guilt and sadness... with a touch of loneliness in there too.
Deciding that sitting there helpless won't get me anywhere I took a shower, got dressed in some fresh clothes and headed out the bedroom door. I passed the living room, where the kitchen was at and grabbed my keys before walking out the apartment. I heard Petra say something along the lines of Levi... Break feast but I wasn't to sure nor did I care.
Walking with no destination in mind I went to the cafe down the block from my building. Though it was where Hanji worked, it may help me keep my mind off of.... things.
I entered the Cafe, walking to my favorite booth and sitting down. A few minutes later a waitress came to my table.
"May I take your order Sir." To me, it sounded as if this waitress hated me. Her piercing blue eyes boring into mine with pure hatred.
"Just a cup of Black Tea with no sugar." The waitress wrote down my order and before leaving she asked me...
"Is there anything else? Perhaps a few treats to go along with your Tea?" For some reason I had a feeling that if I accepted her offer, I would be found on the curb dead from poison... if the way she was looking at me was anything to go by.
"No i'm fine thank you." The waitress nodded before flipping her blond bangs out the way of her eye sight a walking away.
I tried to get that tingle of uneasiness out my spine but the way that lady looked at me was very unnerving. Something told me not to get on her bad side.
While I was sitting there a fleeting thought entered my mind. Her voice seemed familiar... as in very familiar but I couldn't put a finger as to where I had heard it from. Then it hit me.... This voice belonged to the lady of the ally way a few days ago. This lady knew Eren.
The lady came back with my Tea. When she placed my Tea in front of me she took out an envelope. She then placed the envelope next to my cup along with my bill for the Tea.
"Enjoy your Tea Sir." Again with that same harsh tone. I shook it off as she left decided to let it be. Maybe I was just going crazy. As I lift my cup by the ridge of it, my sight falls onto the letter that the lady had gave me. It had no name on the envelope. What if it's blackmail? A prank? I ignored all my instincts and opened the envelope. The first thing I noticed was that it was Eren's hand writing.
Eren had sent me a letter?
Even though my sight was getting blurry with all the tears flooding them, I kept reading not noticing that a certain Blond lady was watching me. Smirking as she watched me silently cry.