
chapter 2 - you are beautiful no matter what they say
The room was messy with a lot of clothes scattered around it.
A bunch of shirts on the ground , a pants on his bed and a jacket on his sister stuffed animals.
It’s happening again to him .. it’s another morning and Dipper can’t seem to find something to wear at all.
It wasn’t because he had some many things to choose from , or that he got bored of his clothes .. It was because he was fat.
Fat , ugly and an offending sight to the eye.
Standing in front of the mirror wearing his boxers only and holding his shirt in his hand with tears forming in his eyes Dipper sighed a loud.
He can’t pull it off .. he just can’t , not today at least ..
he is seriously not in the mood to go to school and face the judging eyes of other teens in his school or the teasings of older students.
His sister always told him he is not as fat as he thinks he is, a little exercising and he would be as good as new.
But she doesn’t GET it !! How could she any way ??!!? She is pretty and skinny and charming and and ..
And his just fat , awkward , sweaty and a weirdo to everyone.. He loves his sister to bits but he can’t help feel jealous , She is just so perfect and he is so ugly!
Who would want to be with him anyway ? Nobody in school wants to be witnessed around him or be his friend ..
A knock on the door startled him out of his thoughts as he heard his sisters voice saying :”DIPPEER ~ BREAKFAST IS READY , YOU COME’N OR WHAT ??”.
No no no no no no he can’t deal with her now not now while he is huddled in front of the mirror broken , So he clears his throat .. Takes a breath and says :”Emmm I am not feeling too well today Mabes … Can you like wrap it for me to eat it later?”.
“Not feeling well ??? OMG DIPPER ARE YOU SICK ??!! Just unlock the door so I can come tend to you n…”.
“NO I *clears throat* I mean I am fine , I locked the door cause I was changing but felt a little dizzy that’s all”.
“Oh .. aa okay .. at least text me when you feel better when I am at school , okay ?”.
“Eh ? oh yeah okay Mabes”.
Dipper heard Mabel’s footsteps as she stepped away from the door and the down stairs she went ..
At that moment rivers started to spill from Dippers eyes as he held himself closer , Feeling as the world was against him.. Why couldn’t the world be nicer to him? The world could’ve at least make him and Mabel identical twins maybe then he would be as mesmerizing as her!
But nope .. here he is .. blotted as a whale he thought , with freckles all around his body that makes him look weird and epically the worst part in him was that ugly birthmark he had in his fore head that seals the whole weirdo factor in him.
Yeah he is a real charmer isn’t he? He thought bitterly to himself.
Yeah .. he certainly feels cold almost not wearing anything like this , he also knows he might get sick at this rate with the chilly weather the small city is entering now .. But at least if he does get sick he would have a real excuse to stay home and not go to school, He thought bitterly to himself.
*time jump to what mabel is doing in school*
Her heart is aching today as usual .. it might not show in her bright smile and charming looks but she is aching a lot .. And why? It’s because her other half is suffering and she can’t seem to do a thing to solve what is annoying him.
Her brother is sinking down in some dark void and not matter how hard she trys he would refuse to say what bothers him Even though its clear what it is she needs him to open up to her more ..
They used to be so open with each other when they were 12, what changed now from back then now they are 15? What changed so she can make it back to what it used to be?
She sighs and closed her locker to be surprised with a wide grin and a shinny blond haired guy smiling at her and says :”Good morning Shooting star ~ Why the long face ?”.
“It’s nothing Bill , Something’s I need to finish when I get back home that’s all”.
“Oh well then , I was wondering hav..” he was cut of short with Pacifica Coming to Mabel and kissing her straight in the mouth and says after they broke it off :”Good morning Mabes , Is this pesky yellow thing annoying or anything?”.
“No hahah his not” she laughs at Pacifica’s remark at Bills appearance.
“Hey I am right here you too! And now as I was saying before I was rudely interrupted” He glares at Pacifica who sticks her tongue at him and continues saying :”Have you seen your brother today? I have been looking for him in the first period but haven’t seen him..”.
“Oh he didn’t come today , he was tired”.
Pacifica interrupts Bill again and says :”Again?! Your brother seems to have a bad immune system .. you should let him go to a doctor or something”.
Bill says fast before he gets interrupted again :”Why isn’t he at least answering my texts then ?”.
“Maybe he is a sleep , he did text me saying he will”.
“Oh well .. Okay” Bill says quietly and thinks to himself silently.
Pacifica in the other hand changed the whole subject by talking to Mabel about their date today and where they are heading.
*back home in the pines house*
Dipper was still in that same position he was in a couple of hours ago .. Broken and alone , his phone kept buzzing every now and then but he was too tired to even look at it .. He texted Mabel as he promised her , but only a one text to tell her he was going to sleep to make her stop texting in whole.
He looked at the clock , it was 11:00 pm in the afternoon and he still haves time to stay like this a little more .. But then their bedroom was knocked!
“Pine tree it’s me Bill Are you awake or something?”.
“BILL!! WHAT IS HE DOING HERE ??! SCHOOL TIME ISN’T OVER YET , SO WHAT IS HE DOING HERE ??!” He thought panicking in his brain, He then decided not to answer and just stay silent.
“Your uncle Sixer let me in .. I told him I was worried for you so I left school early to check on you ..
*tries to open door but its locked* Doesn’t mean that you locked the door that I can’t open it Pine tree hehe”.
“OH SHIT!!” Dipper thought to himself “BILL KNOWS HOW TO PICK LOCKS!!” He doesn’t even know how did he figure how to do that but he does know how to.
He jumped to his feet fast and felt his head dizzy a bit since he didn’t eat any breakfast , He then grabbed a big sweater his sister made for him , wearied it and jumped straight to the bed to pretend he was a sleep.
At that moment the door opened and Bill entered the place and whistled saying :”Wow what a mess! Shooting star sure loves her fashion look to make this much of a big mess to achieve it ~”.
Standing next to Dippers bed he gently touched the cocooned figure under the blankets :”Wakie wakie Pine tree , it’s me Bill”.
Dipper tried to even his breath to stop the tension that was forming in him.
He really liked Bill .. He was an amazing guy but now he doesn’t want to deal with him , not now of all time!
Suddenly he felt a shiver run through his spine as he felt a gentle cold hand enter under the blanket to touch his shoulder :” Are you okay Mason ?”.
When he called him but that name .. He hates to admit it but it always makes his heart skip a beat when he does!
He turned around to look Bill in the eyes.
Bill was silent , his Little Pine tree was a mess .. A cute mess in his eyes .. Okay maybe an ADORABLE CUTE CINNAMON ROLL MESS BUT THAT’S SOMETHING HE’LL KEEP TO HIM SELF.
He smiled gently to Dipper and said :”What’s bothering you Mason?”.
Dipper answers bitterly :” … Everything …”.
“Everything ?!” Bill says surprised by the outcome “But why so? If I were I would be happy ~”.
“Happy ? .. Why would I ?”.
“Well because today is a very important day for you”.
“Is it ?” Dipper looks confused to the calendar and says :”I didn’t mark it as anything important ..”.
“ADORABEL!!” Bill thinks to himself.
He gently caresses Dippers face and says :”I heard somebody wants to date you ~”.
“ww WAH ?!”
“AHA and they are cute the charmer too amd they think you are totally cute”.
“HE MUST BE JOKING” Dipper thought in himself amd said :”who would want to date me ?! .. I am not that handsome .. or good looking ..”.
Bill fake gasps and laughs a little saying :”NOT HANDSOME ?? MASON YOU ARE THE HANDSOMEST GUY I KNOW!!! Even though it pains me to admit this but I even think you are handsomer than ME !!”.
Dipper laughs and says :”Really ?”.
“REALLY REALLY MEAN IT MASON!!”.
“Then can you tell me who this person is ?”.
Bill grins a little and sits next to Dipper in the bed and says :”Me Pine tree”.
Dippers face turns to a pink shade as he stutters :”Yyyou?”.
“yes me Silly !! god aren’t usually more smarter than this ? hmmm” His hand now shifts down to Dippers waist and stomach , still Caressing gently as he smiles.
“You .. Omg” Dipper hides his face in both his hands out of embarrassment.
“Hey I didn’t hear a no ~ “ Bill playfully says as he other hand plays in Dippers hair.
Dipper with tearful eyes smiles and says :”Ssss sure www wny not ?”.