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Clarkes POV
Clarke leaned against the bathroom door trying to catch her breathe. She really just climbed in the shower after Lexa. She opened her eyes to see Anya sitting at the kitchen table grinning at her. Clarke felt herself flush, she turned and stepped into Lexas room closing the door behind herself.
She face palmed when she realized she left her clothes in the bathroom, she was just standing there in her towel. She turned towards the door to go get them she couldn’t go back in there without going back to Lexa. Shit.
She made sure she was dried off before sitting on the bed with the towel still wrapped around herself. She heard the shower turn off and her heart began beating a million times a minute. She turned so her back was facing the door. She heard the bedroom door open but closed her eyes and didn’t turn.
She felt the bed shift next to her and then felt Lexas hands on her face. “Clarke look at me.” She took a deep breath in and opened her eyes to see Lexa searching her face for something. Clarke doesn’t know what she found but suddenly Lexa stood up and started going through her drawers pulling out clothing and handing them to Clarke. “You can wear these.”
Clarke got up to go get dressed in the bathroom when Lexa grabbed her arm. When she went to turn and look at her Lexa held her in place. “Play fair Griffin.” With that Lexa tugged lightly on the towel, telling Clarke what she wanted.
Clarke breathed in deeply, “Lexa I..” She felt Lexas arms drop from holding her.
“I’m just teasing you don’t have to do anything.” Clarke nodded but she didn’t move. She took a deep breathe in and dropped her towel. She heard Lexa gasp which brought a smile to her lips. Her nerves left her again and she felt confident. She felt behind herself until she had Lexas arm and pulled her closer, placing the hand on her shoulder. Clarke then moved her hair to one side making sure to cover the side that held the marks from last night, before covering her breasts with her arms.
Lexa got the cue because next thing Clarke felt was Lexas lips on her neck, she sighed in relief as Lexa bit and soothed her bite marks with licks and kisses. She ran her hands up and down Clarkes back causing her to shiver each time.
Clarke whined when Lexa stopped her actions on her neck but moaned when she felt that they were just moving to her back. She could feel herself growing wetter and wetter with every touch Lexa gave to her. She heard herself moan embarrassingly loud and tensed with embarrassment.
Lexa dropped her hands and moved back a step. Clarke could hear Lexa was breathing harder just like her. “You should get dressed.” Clarke nodded and put the tshirt over her head before putting on the shorts Lexa had given her. She took a deep breathe before turning around to see Lexa sitting on the bed rubbing her head.
She moved closer to her and gripped Lexas chin making her look at her. “You okay?” Lexa nodded.
“Clarke, I don’t think I can do this.” Her heart dropped she felt tears spring to her eyes and her heart she swore to anything just cracked a bit. She stood up automatically looking around for her actual clothes. All she heard was a buzzing in her head, she needed to get out of there.
She walked to the living room looking to see if her jacket was there. She noted Anya still sitting at the table with a confused face but she kept searching.
“Clarke, what are you doing?” Come back to the room. Clarke. Clarke!!” She felt Lexa grab her arm and pull her towards the room, she saw Anya rushing past them on her way to her room too.
She actually really was trying to pull away from Lexa, but the girl was freakishly strong. Lexa got her into the room and locked the door behind them when she saw Clarke wasn’t going to give up and was already going for the door. “Will you stop being so damn stupid and listen to me?”
Her heart was still beating ridiculously fast, and Lexa was pushing her to sit on the bed but she wasn’t going to make this easy. She couldn’t fall apart in front of her, she refused to. She felt her knees hit the edge of the bed making her fall back, before she could get up though Lexa was on top of her, straddling her. Clarke pushed at Lexas chest trying to get her off, but she just grabbed both of her wrists in one hand and pinned them above her head.
She stopped moving knowing she had lost the flight. “Please just listen to me Clarke, it’s not what you think, can I let go without you running off?” Clarke glared at her but nodded.
Lexa got off of her and she sat up pulling her knees in to her chest, “Just get on with it Lexa so I can leave.”
“I know you’re smart so stop being dense.” She sat facing her with one leg on either side of her. Clarke refused to look at her, she felt a tear sliding down her face. Lexa grabbed her face and wiped the tear making her look at her face.
“I want you. Like I want you as more than a friend Clarke, I can’t just be you’re friend.”
Clarkes eyes widened, she thought she had pushed her too far with everything and that Lexa was shutting her down not only sexually but as a friend to. “You do?”
Lexa smiled at her and pulled her in by her chin, Clarke could feel Lexas breathe on her lips. “Can I kiss you?” Clarke didn’t answer, she tackled Lexa back and climbed on top of her straddling her. Lexa laughed at her. Clarke just smiled placing one hand on either side of Lexas head. She felt Lexa grab her by the hips. Clarke stared at Lexas lips licking and biting her own. She was nervous all of sudden.
“Are you going to just stare or are you going to make.” Clarke didn’t let her finish, she bent her head and captured Lexas lips with her own. And oh god she never felt anything softer in her life. They moved their lips against each other for a little but then Lexa licked Clarkes bottom lip and Clarke needed more, she captured Lexas tongue and moaned. No one had ever tasted so good before, Lexa was minty and sweet at the same time. They battled for dominance, Clarke felt this kiss in her entire body, she never wanted it to end.
Lexa moved back for a moment and Clarke tried to chase her not wanting to separate which earned her a giggle from Lexa. She pulled back and gasped for air not knowing how long it had been since she breathed.
She looked down to see Lexa smiling at her. “I’m guessing that means you feel the same?”
Clarke bent her head and began kissing along Lexas jaw and her neck, she moved towards Lexas ear and whispered “Yes.” She felt Lexa shiver beneath her. She sat up, looking at the beautiful girl beneath her. “I want you Lexa.” She saw the green eyes darken.
“Clarke?”
She ignored her and began kissing her once again, she could kiss her forever and never stop. She had wanted this what felt like so long. She knew now she would have never been satisfied kissing anyone else, guy or girl, no, she never felt this in a kiss before. She pulled away to catch her breath. “Lexa I want you.” She ground down on to Lexa moaning.
But Lexa grabbed her waist stopping her movements. She smiled at how Lexa was breathing hard obviously trying to catch her breathe. Her eyebrows were furrowed in concentration. She was so fucking sexy.
“Clarke, we don’t have to. You have never done this before. There’s no need to rush.”
Clarke stopped and thought for a moment, it didn’t feel rushed to her, she wanted Lexa, had wanted her since she met her, it wasn’t even a want anymore, it was a need. She ground down on Lexa again enjoying the pressure she felt but needing more.
“I need you.” She pressed down again leaning her head down onto Lexas neck panting at her own movements. “Please.” She felt Lexa nod, she lifted her head and smiled down.
Clarke shifted so that she had one leg in between Lexas. She felt Lexa thrust up onto her leg and smiled at her. She bent down and kissed Lexas neck enjoying the reaction she got for it, she could feel the heat from Lexa on her leg. She herself was pretty sure she would be dripping down her leg at any moment. She moved to Lexas ear, “Take me Commander.”
Lexas POV
“Take me Commander”
Those words sent another shiver through her body, but Lexa didn’t hesitate, she flipped Clarke over so that she was now on top and had a leg pressed between Clarkes. She ground her leg where she knew Clarke needed it most. Hearing Clarke beg was the sexiest thing in the world, she couldn’t say no if she wanted to and she definitely didn’t. She pressed a little harder.
She got exactly what she wanted, Clarke began moaning into her ear. Lexa needed more she captured Clarkes lips into another deep kiss swallowing the girls moans as if they were what was keeping her alive. She could feel that Clarke was close with the way she began to tense under her.
She wanted to feel her come though, she would give anything. “Tell me to stop if you need me too.”
Lexa removed her leg from between Clarkes and kissed the pout on her lips away at the loss of friction.
“Lexa please.” Clarke grabbed her hips trying to move back into her previous position. Lexa grabbed her wrists and pinned them above her head.
“Patience or you will get nothing. Do you understand?” She looked down to see that Clarkes eyes showed almost no blue anymore, she was biting her lip so hard Lexa was surprised she hadn’t broken skin. She waited for a response, Clarke nodded her head. She knew Clarke would want to be dominated.
Lexa pushed Clarkes shirt slightly up revealing the girls hip bones, she traced her hand over the exposed skin while pressing kisses to Clarkes neck, She paused when she saw the mark Niylah had previously left and frowned. She didn’t want to think of anyone else feeling Clarke this way. She shook her head suddenly pushing her hand into the shorts Clarke was wearing.
She heard the blonde gasp making her smile, she could feel her trembling beneath her and she hadn’t even touched her yet. Lexa began rubbing Clarkes upper thighs moving slowly higher and higher. Clarkes upper thighs were slick with want making Lexa groan. She could tell Clarke was doing her best to be patient and decided to reward her for it.
“Take it off.” She released Clarkes hands and it would have been comical how fast Clarke threw the T-shirt over her head along with the shorts down her legs. Lexa would have laughed if she wasn’t busy taking in the body before her. It was perfect, ever curve and dip, every freckle.
Lexa placed both her legs between Clarkes as she began to kiss her slowly grinding down into her. She pulled away from the kiss even though Clarkes lips tried to stop her. If she kept going she was going to make herself cum. Every time she ground into the blonde a shock was sent through her entire body. She began making her way down kissing Clarkes neck and collar bones. She stopped and pulled back to take in the view of Clarkes breast. She reached a hand out and began to tweak one of her nipples while capturing the other in her mouth.
Clarkes moans increased tenfold. She felt it make her throb between her legs. Lexa began to roll it with her tongue, switching between sucking and nibbling. Clarke began to full out thrust into her but she let her knowing she needed it. She could have spent forever on Clarkes breasts but she knew she was needed elsewhere. She rose back up placing her lips onto Clarkes shoulder and began to kiss it while she moved her right hand down between Clarkes legs.
She ran her fingers through Clarkes folds, her mouthwatering with how wet the girl was. She turned her head towards Clarkes ear, “Shit Clarke you’re so fucking wet.”
She didn’t think Clarke could hear her over the noises she was making. Lexa found Clarkes clit and began rubbing circles around it and Clarke slapped her hand down over her own mouth trying to cover the noises she was making. Lexa sat up not stopping her movements but laying her body next to Clarkes instead of on top of her. She grabbed the blondes hand that was covering her mouth and placed it above her head. “I want to hear everything.” Clarke nodded in consent.
Lexa moved her fingers down, away from Clarkes clit making the girl whimper in displeasure. Lexa smiled to herself, she loved how impatient Clarke was, it would be fun to tease her. She began circling Clarkes entrance not actually going in. Clarke tried to thrust her hips up to force Lexa inside of her, Lexa shook her head and placed an arm over Clarkes waist to hold her in place. She let one finger continue to circle her entrance and her thumb to graze over her clit.
She knew she was driving her crazy from all the moaning, “Lexa I can’t please.” That’s what she had been waiting for, she thrust a finger into Clarke and began thrusting slowly trying to find the spot that would push Clarke over the edge. She knew she found it when Clarke gasped and began panting into her ear.
“Oh fuck Lex, please don’t stop.”
Lexa went to put another finger in but she had to do it slowly so as not to hurt the other girl. “You’re so tight Clarke.” Clarke answered with a whimper. Once she knew Clarke was comfortable she began thrusting harder and faster, she wanted to give Clarke the best Orgasm of her life. She knew she was close, she was thrusting into her hand harder and faster than before. Lexa felt Clarke bite into her shoulder and she found the strength to move even faster enjoying the sounds of her fingers slamming into Clarkes wetness.
“Shit baby I’m going to cum” She kissed Clarkes temple.
“Then cum for me.”
She felt Clarke clamping down on her fingers and she began to shake, Lexa didn’t slow down, even as she felt Clarke begin to relax. She pulled out of her grasp and dove down taking Clarkes clit into her mouth and began flicking her tongue across it not slowing her fingers down.
“What are you doing? Oh god, oh god. Shit Lexa again.”
She felt Clarkes walls clamp down on her finger harder before they had even stopped from the first orgasm. Clarke grabbed her head and began grinding into her face riding it out. Lexa released her clit and began slowing down her movements letting Clarke feel this one out. She began kissing up her body, but hadn’t removed her fingers just yet.
When Lexa made it back to Clarkes face she kissed her lips lightly a couple of times while Clarke tried to catch her breath, she smiled and removed her fingers. She turned her head to make sure Clare was watching her and stuck her fingers that had just been inside of Clarke into her mouth.
She closed her eyes trying to enjoy the flavor that was Clarke. Her eyes popped open, it was really good. Lexa sucked her fingers clean but she wanted more. She looked at Clarke who was watching her with her mouth open. She went to kiss her letting her taste herself.
“You taste good, don’t you think?”
“Fucking christ Lexa you're better in bed than I ever imagined.”
Lexa smirked, “How long have you been thinking about me fucking you?”
Clarke blushed, “Basically since I met you?”
Her eyes widened, “We fought that whole first week.”
“What can I say? I find you being angry very sexy.” Lexa rolled her eyes and pushed at Clarkes shoulder.
“You’re annoying.”
Clarke sat up and began running her hands under her shirt Lexa grabbed her hands stopping her from moving any higher, “Clarke you don’t have to.”
Clarke released her hands from her grasp. “Lexa I want to, I want you, I want to make you feel what you made me feel.” Clarke looked away for a moment biting her lip. Lexa turned her face back so she was looking at her.
“Talk.”
“I have never done this, and you are obviously amazing at it, I don’t… What if I’m not any good?”
“Don’t do anything you aren’t ready for, this is new to you I get that. Don’t worry. Ok?” Clarke nodded and removed Lexas hands right before she took off her shirt.
Lexa stilled watching as Clarke took her in, she felt another throb at seeing Clarke lick her lips.
“I want to do everything, just if I do something wrong tell me how to fix it.” Lexa nodded.
Clarke kissed her on the lips quickly sucking her bottom lip as she pulled away.
She began kissing down her body, every kiss sent a shiver straight to her center. Clarke stopped her kissing when she reached Lexas breasts, she cupped one and squeezed lightly rolling her nipple between her fingers. Lexa knew Clarke was looking for a reaction so she nodded her head at her as she bit her own lip.
Clarke smiled shyly and bent her head to take the nipple into her mouth, Lexa let out a moan a she felt Clarke suck lightly on her. She pushed her chest out more and Clarke got the clue and began sucking harder making Lexa squirm. She felt Clarke smile around her.
Lexa was throbbing and so damn wet, she needed more but she wouldn’t ask for it, she wanted Clarke to do what made her comfortable. Clarke chose that moment to climb on top of her and place her thigh between Lexas legs and press down. Lexa let out a groan that was literally impossible to hold in. “Fuck Clarke” Her eyes rolled to the back of her head when Clarke began grinding down into her. Lexa felt how wet Clarke still was by the moisture on her leg and it only turned her on more.
Lexa couldn’t stop herself from grabbing Clarke by the ass and pushing and pulling her in harder, she was close to reaching an orgasm it was driving her crazy, she began panting, pulling Clarke down to kiss her while trying not to stop their movements. She just about lost her mind when Clarke stopped.
She opened her eyes ready to complain when she felt her underwear and shorts being tugged down, she knew she should ask Clarke if she was sure damn it she needed something more and if Clarke was willing to give it who was she to question it. When a beautiful girl wants you, you don’t say no.
Clarke crawled between her legs and spread them a bit, she was just looking which was driving her mad.
“What are you doing?”
Clarke looked up and blushed, “I wanted to see what you looked like, I have never seen any but my own, I was curious.” Lexa nodded understanding, she felt how wet she was now with the air hitting her, she even felt it on her thighs. She tried to close her legs to get some kind of pressure but Clarke held them open.
She closed her eyes again trying to calm herself but the ache wouldn’t go away. She was five seconds away from touching herself. Her eyes snapped open when she felt fingers touching her, she moaned and tried to push down towards them for more. But Clarke had pulled her hand away and was examining her fingers, she looked up and smirked at her. “You’re dripping onto the bed Lexa.”
Lexa rolled her eyes, how was Clarke still able to be annoying in this situation? “I am horny Clarke.”
“What do you want me to do?”
She could see how nervous the girl was. “What do you want to do?”
Clarke closed her eyes and Lexa could see the blush rising to her cheeks. She waited for her to look at her again before raising an eyebrow. “I want to taste you.” Lexa couldn’t help it her eyes bulged and she moaned throwing her head back on the bed. She couldn’t wait anymore. She lowered her hand and began rubbing circles around her clit. “Fuck Clarke.”
“No baby, I want to, please.” She felt Clarke moving her hand away and sighed. But it turned into a gasp when Clarke began repeating the movement she had just stopped. Lexa began gasping for air, if Clarke kept this up she was going to cum. She couldn’t understand why this felt better than any other time she had sex. Clarke made her feel everything like it was new.
Lexa threw an arm over her eyes trying to hold off her orgasm, she was enjoying this too much to have it end so soon. She felt Clarke moving around but made no effort to move, but then she felt something warm at her entrance and Clarkes hair on her thighs. She threw her arms to the side and began shaking uncontrollably at the sight before her. Clarke was fucking her with her tongue.
Clarkes POV
She had never done this before, she was nervous, she wanted to please Lexa, she wanted to make her feel as good as she had made her feel. “I want to taste you.”
“Fuck Clarke.”
Before Clarke could do anything Lexa began touching herself, and while it was the sexiest thing she had ever seen, she wanted to make Lexa cum her herself.
“No baby, I want to, please.” Clarke moved Lexas hand away and started to copy the movements she had seen her doing. Lexa began gasping for air, Clarke smirked to herself, she wanted Lexa to make more noises and she thought she knew how.
She began adjusting her body so that she would be able to have a better angle. She looked up before she delved in and smiled seeing that Lexa looked like she was trying to hold herself together. She stuck out her tongue and dipped it into Lexas entrance. She paused for a moment trying to enjoy the taste that was Lexa for the first time. She wasted no time diving back in to get more, she knew in that instant she would never tire of this, of tasting her.
When Lexa began shaking uncontrollably she smiled, she began thrusting her tongue in as far as she could, one of those times Lexa gasped and moaned so loud Clarkes eyes rolled back in pleasure. She tried to replicate what she had done and she knew automatically when she did because Lexa began thrusting herself onto her tongue.
“Oh, God don’t stop!”
Clarke thought about holding her down but she enjoyed having her face be fucked like this. She took her tongue out and heard Lexa whimper at the loss. But Clarke just wanted to suck on and nibble on her clit so she did. She replaced her tongue with two fingers and wasted no time finding the spot she had been hitting earlier. Except now she was able to hit it harder and faster. She was trying to repeat what it felt like Lexa had done to her.
She popped her mouth off for a moment to catch her breathe. “Is this good Lex? Am I doing it right?”
Lexa raised her head to look at her, breathing fast, sweat visible on her forehead. She was still moaning but managed to nod her head in approval.
“I’m… going to cum… just keep going please.” Clarke nodded, Lexa grabbed her head and moved it back to her clit where she wanted it. Clarke got back to work doing what she had done before but with a fervor, knowing Lexa was close to coming undone. She wanted to know what that looked like more than anything in this world. After a few more deep thrusts of her fingers she found out.
She began to feel Lexa tightening on her finger, she lifted her eyes not stopping her movements and saw the most beautiful sight before her. Lexa was arching her back off of the bed. Her hand in her mouth, she was biting her own fingers to quiet herself down. Clarke couldn’t help but moan at the site, she wanted to see this every day, to do this every day. Lexa laid back once her orgasm was done, shaking off the hand she had bitten into. Clarke took her fingers out and made her way back up to Lexa. She sucked one of her fingers into her mouth enjoying the taste.
Lexa was watching her, she smiled at the girl next to her as she sucked that finger clean. Clarke went to put the other finger in her mouth but Lexa stopped her and brought it to her own mouth. Clarkes eyes widened, Lexa sucked her finger dry moaning as she did so and released it with a pop. Holy shit this girl was the sexiest thing she had ever seen, smelled, tasted or heard.
She laid back and covered her eyes trying to calm herself down. She was breathing deeply trying to wrap her head around everything that had just happened. It was better than she could have ever imagined. She felt a poke on her shoulder, she uncovered her eyes and turned to see Lexa watching her with a worried face.
“Are you okay?”
Clarke smiled and turned her body so she was facing her completely, she studied Lexas face, she used her hand to trace her jaw. “I’m definitely more than okay.”
Lexa was still studying her but nodded.
“So more than friends Lex?” Lexa was still watching her.
Lexa began tracing patterns onto her stomach making her shiver, she looked up and smiled softly at Clarkes reaction.
“Yeah definitely more.”