Alex's Soliloquy
hamil.lion: heyhey
hamil.lion: yo
hamil.lion: is any1 awake
hamil.lion: ???????
@hamil.lion has added @a.burr to the chat
hamil.lion: burr are you awake
hamil.lion: GUYS I HAVE A QUESTION
hamil.lion: all by myself
hamil.lion: HELLO
hamil.lion: i stg
hamil.lion: ok this isnt the question but like
hamil.lion: idk are you guys really asleep or are u just ignoring me
hamil.lion: its silly i just
hamil.lion: i mean
hamil.lion: i know i talk too much
hamil.lion: im abrasive
hamil.lion: youre incredible in court
hamil.lion: …
hamil.lion: what
hamil.lion: anyways i talk a lot more than i probably should and like
hamil.lion: i know thats annoying
hamil.lion: im not gonna stop talking but like idk maybe just
hamil.lion: dont pretend to support me
hamil.lion: if u dont wanna listen to me, dont
hamil.lion: im here to make a difference and as much as i really really love you guys if i have to do it by myself then i can
hamil.lion: you are not obligated to spend time with me if you dont want to
hamil.lion: and frankly if you dont want to spend time with me then i dont want to spend time with you either
hamil.lion: i do not want to waste my words on deaf ears
hamil.lion: my words are important and genuine always
hamil.lion: do not lie to either of us about whether or not you want to be in my life
hamil.lion: anyways that being said its late
hamil.lion: youre all either asleep or not listening so theres no use in spamming you guys anymore
a.burr: alex
hamil.lion: burr
hamil.lion: youre awake
a.burr: yeah my phone woke me up go to sleep
hamil.lion: im busy
a.burr: evidently, i mean theres so much to do that you resorted to spamming your friends and datemates who LOVE you telling them to stop pretending to care about you
a.burr: you think too much and sleep too little, rest
hamil.lion: is this another one of your talk less smile more bullshit things
a.burr: no
a.burr: im telling you to stop overthinking and overanalyzing everything bc it will be the death of you
hamil.lion: is that really it? its not. youre not worried about me aaron youre annoyed that i woke you up
a.burr: im both
hamil.lion: ugh
hamil.lion: leave
a.burr: w h a t
hamil.lion: i cant promise i wont spam the chat again so leave if you dont wanna deal with it then get out and i wont add you again. youre free.
a.burr: alex i want to be a part of your life im not asking you to free me i just want you to relax
hamil.lion: oh i get it
hamil.lion: you dont want to leave and look bad
hamil.lion: fucking fine then ill do it
a.burr: alex no please dont do you want me to come over so you can calm down
hamil.lion: dont you dare
a.burr: please just take a few breaths ok? calm down for a sec
hamil.lion: fuck you
a.burr: alex dont
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a.burr: alex i LOVE you dont
a.burr: FUCK
a.burr: if any of you read that dont you dare fucking tell him
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