HOOO BOY 2.0
loafayette: hEy guys did i tell you
loafayette: im gonna move to america next month !!
loafayette: i still have to go back to france overmorrow for family related stuff but then ill get to come back and stay here with all of you!!!
corsetz28: !!!!!! OH MY GOD !!!!!!
jefferoni.macaroni: why would you ever want to leave france
jefferoni.macaroni: and wtf is overmorrow
loafayette: america has people i love more
jefferoni.macaroni: aw yeah ik i live here and all
james.madisin: thomas i really love you but shut up
loafayette: overmorrow means the day after tomorrow
margaritasallaround: wow and i thought ravenclaws were smart
jefferoni.macaroni: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEACHER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
intothenarrative: ahhhh laf im so happy!! i cant wait to spend the summer w/ you !! it sucks that youre leaving overmorrow tho
hamil.lion: should we tell johm theyre leaving
corsetz28: what
hamil.lion: they came home from france and then kinda never interacted with him i just think maybe we should talk to him
hamil.lion: its been like a week since any of us talked to him and he hasnt been going to his classes since i asked him to leave the chat again idk maybe its time to talk to him
hamil.lion: of course if its ok with the rest of you i just dont want laf to leave on bad terms with anyone idk
loafayette: alex he hurt you more than anyone are you sure youre okay
hamil.lion: no yeah, im fine, but i want to make sure that you guys are on good terms
loafayette: no you dont
loafayette: you miss him
hamil.lion: so much
hamil.lion: and i hate feeling like this
hamil.lion: i understand if you arent ready to talk to him and i wont do anything until i know you all are but i miss him so goddamn much
loafayette: i think im ready to hear him
loafayette: i miss him too
intothenarrative: me too
corsetz28: are you sure you guys are okay with it?
hamil.lion: probably
loafayette: yeah
intothenarrative: yes
corsetz28: lets do it then
@hamil.lion has added @turt13.10v3r to the chat
hamil.lion: you havent been going to your classes
turt13.10v3r: i didnt want to make anyone more uncomfortable than i already have
hamil.lion: thats only partially true
turt13.10v3r: #caught
turt13.10v3r: i feel too ashamed about all the shit i said to be able to look at any of you
intothenarrative: does that mean youve just been in your dorm since the argument?
turt13.10v3r: yeah
turt13.10v3r: i dont want to leave on the chance that i might run into you guys and have to face you
hamil.lion: i can email you notes for the classes we have together
turt13.10v3r: you didnt add me back into this chat to offer me your notes
hamil.lion: is your favorite movie still high school musical
turt13.10v3r: is that your way of asking me if i still love you
hamil.lion: yes
turt13.10v3r: of course yes yes yes i love you i never said i didnt
loafayette: hey john
turt13.10v3r: laf im so so sorry
turt13.10v3r: i !! should !! never !! have !! misgendered !! you !! like !! that !!
turt13.10v3r: your identity as genderfluid is 100% totally valid and im so sorry i ever made you feel like it wasnt
loafayette: okay.
turt13.10v3r: how can you make it up to you ?
loafayette: apologize
turt13.10v3r: ?? i just did
loafayette: no dont apologize for misgendering me god everyone makes mistakes i understand you goofing up
loafayette: apologize for what you did wrong
loafayette: please
turt13.10v3r: yeah it was a mistake the first time ok
turt13.10v3r: but after alex corrected me i shouldntve kept doing it i was just so angry
turt13.10v3r: i made you feel unsafe because it was inconvenient for me to correct my mistake and that was so horrible
loafayette: it sure was
turt13.10v3r: more than that i just ignored how shitty i was making you feel in order to make someone else i love feel shitty
loafayette: you sure did
turt13.10v3r: and im so so sorry for that
loafayette: its not okay
loafayette: but i accept your apology
loafayette: and i love you so much
turt13.10v3r: !! i love you too !!!
turt13.10v3r: i love you i love you i love you
hamil.lion: hercules you know you can talk too right
corsetz28: ok, i will: he hasnt apologized to eliza
intothenarrative: herc its fine what he said wasnt a big deal
turt13.10v3r: yes it was
turt13.10v3r: actually no lizas right what i said didnt matter
turt13.10v3r: but i said it bc i wanted her to feel like she was wrong
turt13.10v3r: like she was damaged for forgiving alex
turt13.10v3r: what i said to her was no big deal but my intentions sure as hell were and i understand if you cant forgive me eliza but im so sorry
intothenarrative: hey its ok
turt13.10v3r: !! no its not
turt13.10v3r: liza i wanted to hurt you
turt13.10v3r: not physically but still
turt13.10v3r: its not okay and im sorry
intothenarrative: john i forgive you
turt13.10v3r: eliza?
intothenarrative: yeah?
turt13.10v3r: i love you
intothenarrative: i love you too!!
hamil.lion: john are you still mad at me
turt13.10v3r: no no
turt13.10v3r: no i was never really mad at you i was just jealous idk
hamil.lion: why were you jealous
hamil.lion: john why dont you trust me
turt13.10v3r: i do i just
turt13.10v3r: alex can we talk about this in person or in private please i dont want to create more drama
hamil.lion: god im not looking for a fight john i just
hamil.lion: i cant see you and trust myself not to start crying immediately
hamil.lion: and i dont want to trust you with my heart again if im not sure youre not gonna try to tear me apart again
hamil.lion: and god i want to trust you again john
hamil.lion: and anyways its not fair for me to expect you to love me again if you dont trust me
turt13.10v3r: love you “again”? hey i never said i didnt love you please dont think that i dont bc i love you more than anything in the world and i have never stopped or ever will stop loving you
turt13.10v3r: i trust you
turt13.10v3r: and dear lord alex if we didnt basically give you permission before hand i dont think for a second that you wouldve even thought about asking him but i just
turt13.10v3r: sometimes i get so scared that eventually youll love someone who will make you realize that you deserve so much better than me
hamil.lion: john im above the anger blinded asshole who called me a whore and intentionally misgendered my datemate and who called my girlfriend desperate
hamil.lion: im above the guy who used words with the sole purpose of hurting the people he cares about
hamil.lion: but that was one mistake you made john its not who you are
hamil.lion: god if you do it again i wont forgive you this easily because i deserve better than an angry alcoholic asshole but john youre my best goddamn friend even if you arent my boyfriend anymore and i love you and i miss you
turt13.10v3r: alex can i please just
turt13.10v3r: i understand if you dont want me to and i will respect whatever you say but can i come to your dorm i miss you so much
hamil.lion: im kind of a mess right now yikes there are tears everywhere
turt13.10v3r: do you not want to see me?
hamil.lion: no i do !! can you
hamil.lion: can you just come over and hold me while i cry for a little i miss you so much
hamil.lion: is that asking too much?
turt13.10v3r: nono ill be there in a few
hamil.lion: wait herc is it ok if he comes over its ur dorm too
corsetz28: yeah i guess if you want him to i cant stop you
corsetz28: i just want you to be happy alex
corsetz28: but he hasnt apologized to everyone yet
turt13.10v3r: herc oh my god im sorry
corsetz28: thank you but i wasnt talking about me
turt13.10v3r: ??
@corsetz28 has added @a.burr to the chat
turt13.10v3r: oh
a.burr: what
a.burr: why is he back in this chat
hamil.lion: because i miss him
a.burr: yeah but are you sure youre okay?
a.burr: im with theo rn but if you need a friend i can be to your dorm in five minutes
hamil.lion: no im ok its ok
a.burr: hercules are you with him is he crying
hamil.lion: herc dont
corsetz28: yeah he is
a.burr: five minutes
hamil.lion: aaron stay with theo
a.burr: youre more important
hamil.lion: shes your best friend
a.burr: youre crying
hamil.lion: i dont want you to come over
a.burr: too bad
turt13.10v3r: im almost there alex
a.burr: oh
a.burr: i see
turt13.10v3r: yeah aaron you should stay with theo
a.burr: alexander is that really a good idea
turt13.10v3r: i think i have every right to comfort my boyfriend
a.burr: sure you do
a.burr: but that only applies if you werent the one making him miserable
a.burr: also, last time i checked you werent his boyfriend anymore?
hamil.lion: i dont want you to fight please dont fight
a.burr: alexander he hurt you worse than ive ever seen you hurt
hamil.lion: aaron hes my best friend i cant stay mad at him forever
a.burr: but are you really gonna trust him again so quickly? after he did that to you and eliza and lafayette?
hamil.lion: he didnt kill our parents he used a couple bad words
a.burr: and yet youre still a fucking mess
hamil.lion: please dont get angry at me i love him
a.burr: okay
a.burr: im staying here
a.burr: but text me if you want me to talk
a.burr: im gonna go though
hamil.lion: no wait please dont leave the chat
hamil.lion: john hercules is right you need to apologize
a.burr: he hasnt even fucking apologized to you what the FUCK
a.burr: thats not okay
hamil.lion: no shhh please calm down he has apologized to me
hamil.lion: and laf and eliza and hercules
a.burr: what are you talking about
turt13.10v3r: he wants me to apologize to you
a.burr: for what
turt13.10v3r: alex im here do you still want me to come in
hamil.lion: im too tired for this i dont want more fighting
hamil.lion: herc can you let him in once he apologizes i want to see him but im tired
corsetz28: yeah of course alex
corsetz28: bc i care about your happiness
corsetz28: and i realize that refusing to apologize for being an asshole might stress you out while rn youre extremely fragile
turt13.10v3r: ok i deserve that
a.burr: you do
turt13.10v3r: wow
turt13.10v3r: oh burr im so sorry will you ever forgive me for saying things that had NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU
intothenarrative: johm
intothenarrative: johm no
a.burr: oh so you were accusing alexander of cheating on you with someone who wasnt me?
a.burr: you were also probably the one comforting him while he cried himself to sleep, right?
a.burr: you know damn well this has something to do with me
a.burr: and even if i wasnt directly involved in this, its my business because alexander is my friend and you hurt him
turt13.10v3r: oh do you do that with all your friends, then? wait for them to get mad at their boyfriend and then hold their hand and almost kiss them?
a.burr: if you dont fucking recall, we didnt kiss. we never even almost kissed. i dont kiss guys who have boyfriends that arent me
a.burr: and i held his hand because that was the most comfort i could offer after you shattered his heart, thats on you
a.burr: like hercules literally asked me to do it
hamil.lion: aaron im sorry to take you away from theo but can you please come over
a.burr: dont be sorry
a.burr: youre more important
turt13.10v3r: so you want me to go?
hamil.lion: no herc is unlocking the door rn dont go
hamil.lion: you stay here and aaron comes and youre gonna sort this all out without yelling bc this chat is accomplishing nothing
hamil.lion: okay?
turt13.10v3r: fine
a.burr: ill be there in five minutes
hamil.lion: hey burr
a.burr: yeah?
hamil.lion: thank you for helping me
a.burr: of course, i care about you
a.burr: five minutes
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