Leaving Home (My Heart Never Left You)

The 100 (TV)
F/F
F/M
G
Leaving Home (My Heart Never Left You)
Summary
Clarke and Lexa were high school sweethearts. The summer after Lexa's senior year, she leaves without saying goodbye. 7 years later, she comes home. What does she expect to find? Well definitely not the love of her life and a 6 year old daughter she had no idea existed.
Note
I've had this idea floating around in my drafts for awhile. Figured I might as well post it and see what you guys think. Apologies if for any mistakes you may find. Also, if I switch from present and past tense, my bad.Hope you like this one!
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Paradise By the Dashboard Light

“Mama! Mommy! Wakes ups!” Alex screams out excitedly before jumping on her two mommies who somehow cuddled up last night in their sleep. Lexa groans and peeks her eyes open to find little Alex covered in flour and Clarke cuddled into her side. Clarke just mumbles something about five more minutes and hugs Lexa tighter. Clarke starts lightly snoring and it melts Lexa’s heart a little bit more. Lexa smiles at the overload of cuteness her little family is right now.

“Peanut, why are you covered in snow?” Lexa teases and Alex giggles.

“Mommy! This isn’t snow!” Alex laughs hysterically and Lexa smiles. “This is flour. Me and Aunt Ravens is makings some pancakes for yous two.” Alex tugs on Lexa’s hand to get up and come into the kitchen.

“Get Mama too! Mama! Mama!” Alex starts shouting in Clarke’s ear and Lexas’ eyes widen. Her poor girlfriend’s eardrum is probably shattered by their daughter’s yelling. Wait, is that what Clarke is? Her girlfriend? They didn’t really label things but Lexa’s assuming that the title of girlfriend is acceptable. She supposes she should talk to Clarke about it.

“Jesus, Alex! You can’t scream in Mama’s ear like that! You’re going to make me deaf.” Clarke yells as she clutches at her ear. Alex’s little lip juts out and Lexa’s can see the tears welling in her eyes. “I was just tryna make yous bweakfast!” Alex screams before she runs off to her and slams the door.

Clarke sleepily sits up and looks a tad guilty. “She is just so excited you’re here. She got too excited and I embarrassed her by yelling at her in front of you. I’ll go talk to her.” Clarke mumbles as she stretches and makes her way to Alex’s bedroom where she heard the girl crying.

“Can I come with you?” Lexa asks sweetly and Clarke smiles.

“Of course you can.” Clarke whispers, looking over to see if Raven can see them from the kitchen, before diving in for a quick goodmorning kiss. “Come on, let’s go cheer our baby girl up.”

They open the door and Alex is crying in her beanbag chair, hugging the soccer ball Lexa bought her all those months ago on one of their first meetups.

“I justs wanteds to show Mommy how big I am.” Alex cries and tries to wipe away her eyes.

“Baby, I’m sorry I yelled. You woke me up by screaming in my ear though. You know you can’t do that.” Clarke softly says, sitting down on the bed. She moves the girl’s blonde hair out of her face and takes away the soccer ball. Alex whines for a second but when Clarke opens her arms for a hug, Alex readily embraces her Mama.

“Now I maded you deaf!” Alex cries into Clarke’s pajama shirt. Both parents wince at their daughter’s grammar. Clarke makes a mental notes to work on literature some more with Alex. Now is now the time though.

“Baby girl, your Mama isn’t deaf.” Lexa says sweetly, trying not to laugh at how kind their little baby girl is. She’s always so empathetic of others’ feelings.

“Pwomise?” Alex’s little lip trembles as she looks at Lexa with her big green eyes. The firefighter melts. Her daughter is so adorable.

“I promise. She can hear you can’t she?” Lexa lightly says and Alex nods furiously.

“Okay so then everything is good. And now you know not to yell in anyone’s ear. How about we say sorry to Mama and then go and try those yummy pancakes you and Aunt Raven made. How does that sound?” Lexa smiles and ruffles Alex’s hair.

“Good!” Alex chirps out, her tears long forgotten. “Mama, I’m sorry for hurting your ear. I pwomise I won’t yell in your ears again.”

“Apologies accepted honey. Now let’s go.” Clarke kisses the top of her flour covered head and Alex excitedly jumps up screaming the word ‘pancake’ over and over again all the way to the kitchen. Clarke and Lexa sit on their daughter’s bed for another moment.

“You got a little flour right..here.” Lexa slowly wipes the flour off Clarke’s bottom lip with the pad of her thumb. Clarke is staring at Lexa with such awe that it makes Lexa blush and all the more curious.

“Why are you staring at me like that?” Lexa cutely laughs and Clarke bites her lip.

“You’re so good with her.” Clarke says and Lexa’s heart flutters at the compliment.

“It’s not that hard. Alex loves everyone. She’s a sweet girl.” Lexa says with a smile on her face.

“Alex is just like you, Lex. It takes her awhile to warm up to people. She’s never warmed up to someone as fast as she warmed up to you.” Clarke states honestly and Lexa feels herself overwhelmed with emotion.

“I..really?” Lexa is at a loss for words. She knows her daughter loves her but hearing this makes her heart smile.

“Yes. If you didn’t know already, you’re pretty great, Lexa Woods.” Clarke wraps her arms around Lexa’s neck and kisses her soundly. Lexa kisses back until Clarke pulls away a moment later.

“I already knew that. But thanks for the validation.” Lexa teases and pokes her tongue out at Clarke. Lexa gets up and walks into the kitchen and Clarke follows into the kitchen. Before they reach Alex and Raven, Clarke lightly slaps Lexa’s ass and playfully calls her a sarcastic ass. Lexa’s cheeks flush when Clarke’s slaps her butt and Clarke laugh at how easy it is to make Lexa blush.

The four of them eat the pancakes while they listen to Alex animatedly talk about Jasper and her’s upcoming play date. Lexa mumbles about how it better just be a ‘play’ date and Clarke laughs at Lexa’s overprotective side.

“Relax Lex, she’s only 6.” Clarke teases and Lexa huffs.

“Six or sixty, I’m ready to scare any boys or girls trying to put the moves on our baby girl.” Lexa grumbles and Clarke just shakes her head and smiles.

“You plan on living a long time.” Clarke teases back and Lexa smiles at her.

“As long as you’re by my side.” Lexa whispers to Clarke and the blonde bites her lip and looks away. Alex is so engrossed in her pancakes and story that she isn’t paying attention to the heart eyes her mommies are throwing at each other. But of course Raven pays attention. These two girls are so blatantly obvious.

“Mommy, wanna come to the park today?” Alex asks happily.

“I wish I could, but unfortunately I have work.” Lexa replies regretfully. “Speaking of which, I should get going. My shift starts in a few hours.” Lexa moves to get up, but Clarke’s arm stops her.

“Let me drive you.” Clarke says sweetly and Lexa smiles and nods.

“Mama, can I watch Sunday cartoons while you’re taking Mommy home?” Alex sneakily asks. She knows her Mama doesn’t let her watch a lot of TV on weekends. She likes Alex to be active and not in front of a screen.

“Okay, but when I get back, let’s practice some reading and writing before the park.” Clarke says in her ‘mom means business tone’ and Alex enthusiastically agrees. She actually really enjoys writing, especially creative stories where she can make up the characters and funny things for them to do.

“I love you peanut.” Lexa says as she envelops her daughter in a hug.

“I love you Mommy.” Alex says excitedly. “I’ll see you soon. I’m gonnas go watch my cartoons now!” And with that, Alex runs off to turn on the TV. Lexa chuckles and says goodbye to Raven. Clarke promises Raven that she will be right back. She feels bad for how much she’s depended on Raven lately but she knows her best friend doesn’t mind. Raven loves spending time with Alex. Clarke misses one on one time with her little Alexbug though.

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Clarke drives Lexa home and Lexa invites her up for a cup of coffee. Clarke laughs because she knows exactly what Lexa means, and it’s not a cup of coffee.

“Lex, didn’t you say you have work?” Clarke flirts and Lexa smirks.

“I do...in a few hours.” Lexa smiles and unbuckles her seatbelt, leaning over to kiss Clarke. Clarke responds to the kiss feverishly. “I’ll be at the firehouse for three whole days.” Lexa fake pouts and Clarke chuckles against the girl’s lips.

“Three days is an awfully long time.” Clarke rasps out, her voice already trembling in anticipation.

“My thoughts exactly.” Lexa whispers before taking Clarke’s bottom lip in between her teeth and lightly nibbling. Clarke sighs out and pulls Lexa closer. The angle is weird and uncomfortable and before Lexa can ask Clarke if she wants to move this upstairs to her apartment, Clarke moves to straddle her in the seat.

“Oh my god.” Lexa’s eyes widen and Clarke smiles. They are in the parking deck for Lexa’s apartment. Clarke parked on the highest floor because she wanted to be in Lexa’s company five minutes more and Lexa certainly wasn’t complaining. But now, Clarke realizes that parking all the way up here was a great idea. There are no cars to be seen. The last car they saw was two floors down.

“When was the last time you had car sex?” Clarke murmurs against Lexa’s lips. “Because I remember my last time. It was with you. We were stuck in that storm. The weather was so bad and you didn’t want to drive in it so we waited it out in that abandoned parking lot.”

“I remember.” Lexa rasps out. “That was the last time for me too. You were so scared of the storm. You thought a serial killer was going to pop out and kill us.” The firefighter lightly chuckles at the memory.

“The sex was so good, Lex. You were so sexy that night. I can still remember how hard you made me orgasm that night.” Clarke whispers seductively in her lover’s ear. Lexa sucks in a shaky breath. Clarke’s being so dirty and it’s really doing something for her.

“Get in the back seat.” Lexa is barely able to form words. She watches as Clarke’s eyes become dark with lust at the soft demand.

“Yes Commander.” Clarke purrs into her ear, biting her shoulder before getting into the back seat. Lexa follows her. Luckily, Clarke’s truck has a spacious back seat that folds down, giving them even more space. Her truck windows are also tinted, thank the lords. Clarke takes out the blanket she has hidden in the trunk compartment and lays it down as Lexa sheds her clothes.

“You know we could have just gone upstairs to my apartment.” Lexa says as she excitedly rids herself of everything but her boxers.

“Yeah, but what’s the fun in that? Live a little spontaneously Woods.” Clarke smirks before Lexa pushes her down, kissing her intensely.

Lexa rips off Clarke’s pajama shirt and sweats, as she didn’t change thinking she was only dropping Lexa off and going back home. Clarke isn’t wearing a bra and Lexa moans at the sight of her hard pink nipples.

“You’re not wearing a bra.” Lexa whimpers out, her hands lightly pinching and rubbing Clarke’s nipples. Clarke gasps and just arches her back in response. Lexa starts sucking love marks on top of the ones just from yesterday into Clarke’s soft skin. Clarke wraps her legs around Lexa’s ass and pushes her wet core onto Lexa’s ever growing bulge.

“I want to taste you.” Clarke moans out and Lexa’s dick twitches in excitement. Lexa looks out her with wide lustful eyes, speechless. Clarke just laughs at Lexa’s reaction. Clarke loves how Lexa’s brain seems to stop working whenever she talks dirty. “Get on your back babe.” Clarke seductively says and Lexa dumbly nods, too excited.

Clarke sucks on Lexa’s nipples first as she starts a steady grind on Lexa’s bulge. Lexa whimpers and whines before squeezing Clarke’s ass and speeding up the movements. Lexa pushes Clarke’s ass impossibly closer and Clarke screams out in pleasure. Her clit is rubbing against Lexa’s pulsing erection through the fabric of her panties.

“Fuck.” Clarke’s eyes roll into the back of her head. Only Lexa could make her on the brink of orgasm just from some grinding. “Stop. Not yet.” Clarke moans out and Lexa immediately obliges. Clarke goes back to kisses Lexa’s breasts. She licks her way down her stomach and to the waistband of Lexa’s boxers. Lexa’s chest is heaving as she looks down at Clarke who looks up at her with a scandalous smile.

Clarke goes torturously slow when pulling Lexa’s last shred of clothing off of her. Lexa’s member stands tall and proud. Clarke kisses the tip and Lexa’s hips buck. Clarke smirks at how eager her girlfriend is. Is Lexa her girlfriend? They haven’t really talked about titles but Clarke supposes right now isn’t the time for that discussion. She makes a mental note to discuss it with Lexa later.

Clarke uses one of her hands to set a steady pace up and down Lexa’s shaft. Lexa moans out as Clarke’s mouth slowly moves up and down her penis. Clarke’s tongue licks the underside of her member and Lexa swears she’s in heaven. After a few minutes, Lexa is tense and on the edge. Her hands are clutching the blanket and her hips are moving in sync with Clarke’s delicious movements. Lexa is moaning loud, louder than she usually is. Her head is thrown back with her brown soft curls acting as almost a halo surrounding her. One of Clarke’s hands start fondling her balls and that’s when Lexa is done for.

“YES!” Lexa half screams half moans out. Her body feeling like jelly as she rides out her climax. Clarke swallows her whole load and lighlty sucks Lexa until she’s too sensitive. Clarke lays down and cuddles into Lexa. The brunette has a lazy smile on her face and her eyes are half closed.

“Looks like you liked that quite a bit?” Clarke teases and Lexa just keeps smiling, still in her post orgasm bliss. Her mind is all fuzzy. That was one of the best orgasms she has had since high school when her and Clarke were still teenagers. Clarke’s mouth has always been so fucking good.

“Mmm.” Lexa mumbles and Clarke just chuckles, pressing a light kiss to Lexa’s collarbone before closing her eyes and enjoying the physical closeness. Lexa rubs Clarke’s back as she slowly comes back to Earth. The cuddle like this for a long while, neither in a rush to do anything but hold each other.

“Lex?” Clarke sweetly asks.

“Yeah love?” Lexa crinkles her nose and yawns and Clarke swears it’s the cutest thing ever.

“I just...I love you.” Clarke says quietly with a smile on her face. Lexa looks at her and laughs.

“I love you too.” Lexa smiles, a little confused. It sounded like Clarke had more to say. “What’s on your mind?”

“Are you my...are we girlfriends? I know that sounds so high school but it popped into my head that we never really discussed what we are and I just wanted to know -” Clarke’s nervous yet oh so cute ramble is cut off by Lexa kissing her sweetly. Lexa eventually pulls away from the kiss and softly caresses the blonde’s cheek.

“It would be an honor if you would be my girlfriend, Clarke Griffin.” Lexa whispers against her lips. Clarke smiles and pulls Lexa in for another kiss. Lexa moves on top of Clarke and their kisses start getting heated. Lexa can feel herself growing harder again as she rubs herself against Clarke. The firefighter moves lower and removes Clarke’s panties. She spreads Clarke’s folds with her fingers and licks in an upward motion. Clarke loudly gasps and the unexpected sensation. Lexa smirks and moves on top of the blonde again, kissing her and rubbing her fingers on Clarke’s clit.

After working up Clarke a bit more, Lexa goes to grab a condom from her wallet. She is careful not to rub her penis through Clarke’s folds since she already came once. Lexa puts the condom on and only then does she rub her penis against Clarke’s folds, specifically her clit. Clarke moans and moves her hips for more pressure. Lexa kisses her one last time before grabbing Clarke’s legs and swinging them over her shoulders. Lexa situates herself at Clarke’s entrance and looks to Clarke for confirmation to enter.

“Do it now Lex...please.” Clarke whimpers out and Lexa starts pushing her length in. Clarke’s hips are lifted just right and Lexa is penetrating her so deep and so good. Clarke moans loudly with each jerk of Lexa’s hips. Lexa is panting and grunting as they work up a sweat building each other's orgasms up to great heights. Heavy panting and wet skin slapping against each other can be heard throughout the car. Clarke and Lexa are so grateful that nobody has decided to drive all the way to the top floor of this parking lot. Soon they both come, bodies tense and moans loud.

Lexa pulls out and wraps the condom in tissues and ties it away in a plastic bag Clarke randomly had in her car. Clarke and Lexa cuddles a little bit more until the catch their breaths. Once their heartbeats are back to normal, they get dressed and Clarke follows Lexa upstairs for a quick shower so she doesn’t come home reeking of hot car sex.

They don’t have sex in the shower, both of them very tired out from the sex they just had and all the sex they had yesterday. Lexa softly massages Clarke’s scalp as she washes her hair with pomegranate scented shampoo. Clarke does the same for Lexa and the firefighter mewls at the contact. They wash each other's bodies with soap and exchange a few chaste kisses. They wrap each other in towels and Clarke gives Lexa some clothes to borrow. Clarke is about to leave. She wraps her arms around Lexa and gives her a gentle goodbye kiss.

“Set up a dinner with Anya for sometime next week.” Clarke lightly says before kissing Lexa’s lips again. Lexa is so shocked at the random sentence she doesn’t even kiss back.

“Wait what? Really?” Lexa asks hopeful. Clarke said yesterday that she would have to have dinner with Anya before she could ever meet Alex. This could be the first step to Anya maybe coming back into her life fully. If Lexa’s being honest, she deeply misses her sister and her weekly cordial visits with her aren’t enough anymore.

“I know you miss her. Deep down, I’ve always know Anya has a good heart. We can all go to dinner and see how it goes. I won’t make any promises, but I love you. I love you and I love Anya. She was always like an older sister to me. It’s time Lex. You deserve all your family.” Clarke cups Lexa’s cheeks and kisses her.

“I don’t know how I ever got so lucky. You’re the best thing to ever happen to me. You’ve changed my life. Thank you so much.” Lexa says emotionally, resting her forehead against Clarke’s.

“You’ve changed my life too Lex. Now go put out some fires. Be safe. I’ll see you soon.” Clarke pecks her lips again and leaves to go see their baby.

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Clarke gets home and Alex is watching cartoons with Raven. Alex is so into her cartoons she barely mumbles out a ‘Hi Mama.’ Raven, on the other hand, smirks and gets up from the couch. Clarke is in the kitchen grabbing a water bottle from the fridge.

“Thirsty huh?” Raven teases and Clarke playfully rolls her eyes. Raven chuckles and Clarke knows she’s not going to get off the hook so easy. “You know, if I remember correctly, you weren’t wearing a Polis Firehouse t shirt and sweats when you left this morning. Also, I’m pretty sure Lexa’s house is five minutes away by car not two hours. Also, I don’t think your hair was wet when you left.”

Clarke’s cheeks burn red and Raven laughs hysterically, cracking herself up. Yep, Clarke is definitely going to be teased for quite awhile.

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