
Why are you here???
Alex POV
What the hell is he doing here???
How did he find me???
"Logan come and give your father a hug?"
Logan just sat on Tobins lap just staring at him..
"NO!" he said
"Servando what are you doing here?"
"Now Alex that is no way to talk to me?"
He starts laughing.. "You actually thought you could get away from me."
I hate his laugh...
He starts to walk towards Logan.
"Logan come on and give me a hug buddy, come say hi to your father"
"No"
"I don't wanna"
He then tried to grab him
"He said he doesn't want to give you a hug" Tobin said
"So back up, and get away from me."
Now he is walking towards me, Tobin stood up
"You need to get away from her also"
Then she pointed over to the wall
"Stand over there"
Thank you Tobin.... Thank you...
He starts laughing again
"Who are you?"
"Don't worry about who I am"
She is still standing in front of Logan, now Logan is hiding behind her
" I told you to get away from Alex and Logan, so that means get away from me"
I can tell she is getting mad, because she is actually yelling that is the first time I have heard her raise her voice well beside when he ex showed up...
I guess he is actually going to walk over towards the wall..
"Plus Alex you probably should check to see who your real friends are"
"What are you talking about?"
"Well your friend Allie you know your bestfriend told me where you were at, she told me that you moved to Portland"
"Well she apparently she was worried about you so she contacted your mom because she has been calling you for awhile, And your mother told her you were here in the hospital, so she tricked your mom to tell her well not really tricked her because your mom thought she actually wanted to know but in fact it was for me.."
Damn it... Allie...
Damn it Mom....
"Yeah at first she wasn't going to tell me but then she got drunk and I talked to Batos to get her to tell him, then well he told me, seeing how he is my bestfriend and I told him I just wanted to see my son"
Asshole..
God I really hate him...
No wonder Allie hasn't tried to contact me any more....
I look towards Logan and Tobin again and he is curled up real close to her, just holding on to her he looks so scared, she is rubbing his back and patting his head
I need to get him out of here..
"Alex if Allie was your bestfriend why didn't you tell her where you were going?"
"Shut up Servando.."
"Servando you need to leave I really don't want you here."
" I have nothing to say to you"
"Logan doesn't want to see you and I really don't want you to see him"
I see Tobin texting on her phone...
Next thing I know is Perry comes walking in..
"Miss Morgan I am going to have to talk to you about some test."
She looks over toward Servando "Who are you?"
"What does it matter who I am?"
She looks over towards me
"Alex do you want him here?"
"NO!!!" I yell
"Ok Sir you have to leave"
"You can't tell me what to do.."
"Um Yes I can, This is my hospital and she is my patient and if she doesn't want you in the room you have to leave."
he is getting pissed and I can tell I am so glad she came in here...
" I just want to see my son.."
"Well he doesn't want to see you" I yell at him
"Sir you want me to call the cops? Cause I asked you to leave."
"No I am leaving."
"Alex this isn't over I will get to spend time with my son soon"
I Really hate him....
"NO you won't."
He finally is starting to walk out the door..
Perry follows him out to make sure he leaves..
When the door closes..
Tobin stood up and walked over to me, and Logan jumped on my bed to give me a hug
"Baby it will be ok"
"Ok Momma"
"Alex are you ok?" Tobin asked
She is so sweet...
"Now I am"
"I take it that was Logan father?"
"Yeah"
"Thanks for texting your sister and holding on to Logan, and keeping him calm."
"If you weren't here he would have probably tried to take him out the hospital or god knows what he would have done."
She started to rub my arm...
"I told you that I would be here for you and I knew Logan was scared"
"Do you think your Mom told Allie where your Apartment is?"
"I don't know I should call her and tell her what is going on"
"Well just in case you are definitely not going back to your apartment."
"Yeah I'm not going there."
"Well good thing you don't have to and he doesn't know where I live."
"Alex he will not get close to Logan I promise that ok."
She kissed my forehead...
"Tobin"
I motion for her to come closer to me
I whispered "Tobin remind a little later to tell you about Logan father I don't want to talk about him around Logan"
"OK"
Perry came walking in
"Ms. Morgan."
"Ok so he is gone, one of the nurses got the license plates of the car, Does he have a black ford truck?"
"Yeah"
"Well maybe you should call the cops or something just in case."
"Yeah you are probably right."
"But the reason why I came back was that I really do have your results now"
we all started laughing.
"So your swelling went down, so you had a allergic reaction to some of your meds, and there was a interaction between some of your meds. so we are going to put you on
different meds, one of the reasons you got dizzy, and passed out, it also has to do with the heat. So you didn't do anything wrong, your body was just fighting it off."
"Well that's great news"
"So when do you I get to leave?"
"We are going to get you out of here as soon as we get the paper work finished and then we'll give you your new medicine."
"Thank you Perry"
"Momma I am hungry."
"Baby were going to get out of here then well go eat ok?"
"OK"
Then Tobin said "Hey buddy lets go get a snack to hold you over"
"Ok Toby"
She looked over at me
"Is that ok?"
"Yeah"
Tobin POV
So Logan grabbed my hand then we walked out the door to the vending machine
"Toby"
"I don't want to see my dad again."
"Well your mom and I will make sure you don't have to see him again"
"Thanks for not letting him get close to me."
"You're welcome buddy."
"Why did he come to find us?"
"Well buddy I don't know I think he wanted to cause trouble and see you."
"But he scares me."
"Oh buddy don't be afraid I will protect you."
"Ok"
"Why did Allie tell him where we were?"
"Buddy I wish I knew"
"But Toby she is suppose to be my momma friend"
He is breaking my heart with all these questions I wish I knew the answer to them.
"Buddy I don't think she knew he was going to come find you, I think it was not on purpose"
"Toby I don't want him to hurt me or my momma again."
WHAT HE HURT BOTH OF THEM!!!!
I look down and he has a tear falling down
I stopped and bent down
I wiped his little tears away.
"Buddy I promise you that he will not hurt you again, also he will not hurt your mom again. I will not let him get close to you I will protect you if its the last thing I do.."
"Ok Toby"
Then he gave me a big hug and gave me a kiss on my cheek..
"Hey Buddy"
"Yeah Toby"
"I love your new number in soccer"
There that smile is
"Thanks Toby"
"Toby just so you know you mean a lot to me"
"Aww Buddy you mean a lot "
"Both you and your mom mean a lot to me."
We got a snack then started to head back to the room
"So Buddy what do you want to eat tonight?"
"Pizza..."
"Really!! sounds good to me"
"Yay!!!"
So we make it back to the room and Alex is just sitting there talking to Perry
"Alex you ready to leave?" I ask
"Yeah"
"So Alex Logan wants pizza I hope that is ok"
"Yeah I am starving"
So we start to walk to my Jeep
"Alex you said that he drives a Black truck right?"
"Yeah"
"Well I am going to look to see if there is a black truck out there?"
I told them to stay back.
I walk out there and I look around and there is not black truck in the parking lot.
"Alright it's clear"
"He probably thinks you will be in the hospital for awhile"
We finally make it to the jeep and we're ready to go to eat.
Alex POV
"Tobin do you care if I call my mom?"
"Go a head."
She turned the radio down.
"Momma tell Nana and Papa I wove them and miss them"
"Ok Baby"
"Mom"
"Yes sweetie"
"Um guess who showed up at the hospital?"
"Who"
"Servando"
"What?? How??"
"He said that Allie told him"
"Oh my baby I am so sorry"
"Mom its ok"
" I thought she just wanted to know she was asking about you she said she was trying to get a hold of you, so I told her that you were in the hospital, I'm really sorry, I didn't
think she would tell him"
"Mom you didn't know, she was my bestfriend"
"So where is he now?"
"I don't know I made him leave."
"Mom what am I going to do?"
"I don't want him near me or Logan"
"I know sweetie, I know"
"You didn't tell Allie where my apartment is?"
"No she didn't ask, all I said was that you moved to portland and then I told her what hospital you were in."
"OK mom, well I am not going to my apartment I am going to stay with Tobin for awhile"
"Oh Tobin is still around that is so sweet, keep her around"
"Don't worry mom I am, she has been the best to me and Logan"
"Also that is smart to stay with her, you better go to the cops"
"I know I am going to go"
"You know what he is capable of doing"
"I know mom that is why I am worried"
"Sweetie it will be ok, and I know Tobin will not let anything happen to you and Logan"
"I know she will"
"Well mom I will call you later we are about to eat"
"Logan said he loves you and he miss you"
"Aww we love him and we miss both of you guys"
"Baby I am so sorry again"
"Mom it's ok I love you"
"Baby girl I love you too"
"Bye Mom"
"Bye Alex"
Well I need to go to the police station and get a retraining order and file for full custody
"Everything ok Alex?"
"Yeah I will tell you about it later"
"Ok"
We get to the pizza place and we are starting to walk in and Logan ran up to me and grabbed my hand
As we are waiting for our food I looked over at Logan and he is coloring
"Logan"
"Yeah Momma"
"I wanted to tell you that you did great today in your game"
"Thank momma"
"I am so proud of you"
He got out of his seat and walked up to me and gave me a big kiss and hug
I love him so much..
"Also I love your number"
"Thanks momma"
After dinner we went back to Tobin and Logan was getting tired so I told him to go get ready for bed and I will be up in a couple minutes to say goodnight
He walked over to Tobin, and gave her a hug
"Goodnight Toby"
Then he kissed her on the cheek.
That is so sweet.... I am so glad she is in my life....
He ran upstairs
I walked over to Tobin and stood by her.
"He really does care about you and thank you for everything you are doing for me and Logan I know I have said it before and I probably say it everyday because I really do mean it
and I want you to know that I really do appreciate everything you are doing, and I am so happy that you are in our lives."
She has a million dollar smile on her face again.
" I really care about both of you guys and I really don't mind helping you guys out, and I am also glad you guys our in my life"
I walked over to her and gave her a hug and whisper in her ear
"Thank you for today with his father also"
"No problem Alex I will protect you and Logan if it's the last thing I do"
She makes my heart beat faster and faster...
After about our three minute hug I pulled away.
" I will be back I am going to say goodnight to Logan"
"Would you like something to drink?"
"sure"
I walk upstairs to say goodnight to Logan
He is already in his bed"
"Momma why is he back?"
"He wanted to see you I guess,"
"But I really don't want to see him."
"I know baby I know well don't worry I will not let him see you."
I was rubbing his back and I bent down and kissed his cheek
"I love you baby I love you so much."
"I love you too momma."
"Momma Toby said that she was going to protect us."
"Yeah she is."
"Momma I really care about Toby"
"Sweetie I do too."
"Alright baby get some sleep and I will see you in the morning"
"Night Momma"
"Night Baby"
I walked downstair and Tobin was sitting on the couch so I sat next to her, and she handed me a glass of wine. I grabbed it
"Thank you Tobin"
"So Tobin would you like to hear about Logans father?"
She grabbed my hand and looked in my eyes
"Alex if you are ready to talk about it I am here to listen, I will always be here to listen to you"
Yeah I have to tell her..... I trust her... I want to open up to her...
"I want to tell you Tobin"
She wiped the tear that was falling down my face
"When ever you are ready take your time and if it gets too tough you can stop"
"Ok So I met Logans father seven years ago"
I remember it like it was yesterday
Allie was my bestfriend we grew up down the street from each other, we went to high school and then college together.
"Allie I don't know if I want to go to this party"
"Come on Al It'll be fun, and we need to have some drinks"
"Fine"
So we walk into this party and there were so many people there we finally make it where the beer was.
"Allie what time is Batos coming?"
"He just text me saying he was picking up his best friend Servando up then they will be here"
"AL you are going to get along great with Servando he is a great guy"
"Allie are you trying to fix me up on a date? because I really don't need to date."
"Oh come on Al just meet the guy"
"I will meet him I just don't need people trying to fix me up all the time"
"Al you haven't been on a date for months it's time"
"Fine what ever"
So we were having a good time then I look over at the door and see Batos and Allie runs over towards him, I look over to the guy that is with him he is a little taller than him, with dark hair a real tan I must admit he was very cute.
They walk over towards me
"Hey ALEX"
"Hey Batos"
"Alex this is Servando"
"Servando this is Alex"
He stuck his hand out and shook my hand
"Nice to meet you"
"You too"
So Allie and Batos went off to do whatever so they left us there and we just started talking, we actually had a lot of thing in common, and we ended up talking the whole
night,
He said "I think we should hang out maybe catch a movie or dinner"
"Ok"
So we exchanged numbers and he said that he would call me the next morning
I really didn't think he would call me but he did, so the next couple months we went on some dates we talked every night then finally two weeks later he asked me out. Of course I say yeah because I was falling for him, and I loved hanging out with him
I loved him, my family loved him
His family loved me and I thought he loved me
But the first year that we were dating everything was going great.
Till it all turned to the worst
One night we were at a party and we were drinking and I think he was drinking too much and he was really drunk, we were dancing and I was trying to get him to lighten up, but he didn't want to listen, so while we were dancing he whispered in my ear "I want to fuck you" Well first of all I hate when he say that it makes me feel dirty. Well I really wasn't feeling any of that, I wasn't in the mood. well he grabbed my wrist and had a tight grip on it. I told him to stop he was hurting me. He looked at me and said "If I said I want to fuck you, you better want to fuck me too" then he slapped me in my face. Well I got pissed and I pulled my wrist from him and I took off in tears, I just couldn't believe he would hurt me or slap me. I wasn't going to be treated like that.
The whole night I was crying, I just couldn't believe he would do that to me, he said he loved me you don't hurt the ones you love.
The next morning I had a bruise on my face where he slapped me and my wrist also had a bruise on them. He called me and texted me saying sorry and he sent flowers, but
I forgave him. He was getting better he wasn't drinking that much anymore, he would send me love notes all the time, send flowers and chocolates, he finally was acting
like the guy I fell in love with.
Until one night he got really drunk and he did the same thing as he did the last time, well I told him I was done and I broke up with him.
Two weeks later I was at Allies house and he showed up saying he was sorry he loved me, he messed up, he misses me, he never meant to hurt me, he will stop drinking, can I please give him another chance.
Well stupid me forgave him for some reason..
Well one night we went out to dinner and then went back to his place and it started to get heated between us and every time we had sex we used protection so this night I
say
"Servando do you have anything"
"Yeah"
Well that was a lie because a month later I was getting sick, so I went to the doctor and turns out that I was pregnant, I was really scared to tell him that I was pregnant I didn't know if he wanted any kids, I really didn't know if I was ready to have a kid. When I told him he was really excited to have a baby with me. Through the whole pregnancy he was there for me he didn't drink, didn't argue with me, he was so sweet to me, didn't hurt me in any way, I was loving it.
So when Logan was born everything was perfect for the first two years, we were a perfect family we were living together, till one night he got off work and he wanted to go out with some of his friends well he got wasted he got home around 2 in the morning falling all over the place.
"Babe you have to be quiet Logan is sleeping"
"Shh I don't have to do anything"
"Please" I begged him
"Fuck you Alex"
"Servando what is your problem I thought you were done drinking?"
"what do you care you're not my mom or my wife"
"Servando"
"what? you care more about Logan than you do about me"
Well I got mad and walked upstairs I checked on Logan and then went to our room, 20 minutes later he came into bed, he crawled into bed and tried to kiss me but I pulled away.
"Servando go to sleep"
Then he slapped me and grabbed my face and he said "You better kiss me"
"No"
"Don't tell me what to do"
Then I tried to get up but he got on top of me and had me pinned down
"Servando you are hurting me"
"I don't care"
"You are nothing but a bitch and bitches don't matter"
Finally I was able to get up I was going to make sure Logan was sleeping and he started to follow me and he pushed me and I fell and busted my head on the chest, So I had to go to the hospital and of course I didn't tell them what happen, and then I forgave him again and the only reason why was because I wanted Logan to know who he father was I wanted him to be in his life. Well something happen to Servando, he was getting better, he was being a great father and was treating me great.
Well when Logan was going to turn four, Servando wanted to go out with his buddies before the party, So it was getting close to the party and he still wasn't there,
I called him nothing... I text him nothing.
So Servando wasn't there that was the fifth time Servando broke a promise to Logan and it was breaking his heart, and it was breaking my heart too, I had to pick up the pieces of what his father was doing.
"Momma where is Daddy?"
"I don't know baby"
"Momma he promise me he would be here"
"I know baby, there is still time"
"I'm sorry he isn't here"
"It's ok Momma"
Well that night Logan was in bed and Servando finally made it home I was so pissed at him
"Servando go tell your son Happy Birthday
"He was broken that you didn't show or call"
"I'm going to bed Servando"
He grabbed me and he was in my face don't you ever walk away from me you bitch, then he smacked me and then he was punching me, I tried to get away from him I was pushing him and hitting him, well he pushed me to the ground and he was kicking me in my side, he was yelling at me calling me a slut, a bitch, everything under the sun, he said he hated me he never really cared for me, I couldn't get up I was in so much pain. well Logan came running down the hall to our room cause I guess he heard us.
arguing.
He ran over to where we were then he pushed his father off me
"Daddy get off Momma"
Well he pushed Logan and he hit his head, well that was the last straw I called my parents and told them what had happen, everything that had happen, I told them I was on my way to their house I grabbed some things for Logan and I and left.
"Were done Servando"
"Were leaving"
He was too drunk to even care
Then next day he called and this time I didn't answer I was done, he didn't love me, he didn't love Logan, I didn't love him any more, I was tired of living in fear, I was tired of crying over him every night, I wanted to be happy again, I was done being a punching bag to him.
I was going to protect Logan he was my world I didn't want anything bad to happen to Logan, So I was going to stay with my parents for a bit, so the next day my parents were helping me get my stuff Servando wasn't there when we got there so we were trying to get in and get out.
He showed up when we were loading the last load
He looked at Logan "Come here buddy"
Well Logan just looked at him and didn't go towards him he was afraid
"He doesn't want to go to you, you scared him"
"Whatever Alex"
"You probably told him to stay away from me"
"No daddy you are mean.. you make Momma purple and you make me purple"
"Take your bitch Ass home and get that little bitch out of her too"
"He probably isn't even my son, you such a slut you probably don't even know who the father is"
No I am even more heated because he is saying this in front of his son
"Don't talk about my son like that"
"Whatever "
"Good luck trying to find someone that wants your ulgy ass with a kid"
"No body is going to want you"
I really didn't want to cry but I did, then Logan looked at me
"Momma we don't need him, I wove you"
"Momma don't listen to him you are pretty"
He melts my heart
I grabbled Logan and picked him up "I love you too baby so much"
That's when I knew it was me and Logan against the world I needed to get away from his father
So we got apartment for a year then I wanted a change so I applied for a great Job in Portland and Logan got into Mitts Academy and I never want to look back, and I am never going back there.
As I finish telling the story I can feel my tears falling down my face, and Tobin wipes it away
"Alex I am so sorry that you had to go through that and I am so happy you got away from his father you should never have to deal with that, actually no one should."
Then she kissed my forehead, and started rubbing my arm.
I really want to kiss her again, but that would not be going slow...
"Alex that took a lot of courage to leave him, and I'm so happy you did, I am proud of you for that"
"Thank you Tobin"
"So you think you could go with me to the police station tomorrow, while Logan has practice, so I can get a retraining order on Servando?"
"Yes anything you want"
I start to mess with my shirt and look over towards Tobin
"Alex are you ok?"
"Yeah...uh...um... Tobin is that too much for you? my past?"
"Alex don't be silly, it's your past and you didn't do anything wrong"
"I stayed with a monster, I put myself and Logan in danger."
"I was weak.."
"Alex you thought you were in love, we do crazy things when were in love, and you were doing it for Logan, I don't blame you, but the most important thing is you got out while you could, some people can't do that, and you were not weak, if you were weak you would have stayed with him, but you knew in your heart you had to get away, so you were protecting yourself and Logan."
"Alex everyone needs someone to protect them, and that is what you are doing you are protecting you and Logan, and you know what that's what I am going to do I am going to protect you and Logan"
"Tobin I'm scared he is going to hurt us again."
She lifted my face
"I promise you he will not get anywhere near you guys,"
All I could do is smile at her now.
"Tobin is it too much for you because I have a child?"
I couldn't look at her I needed to know for sure
"Alex, Servando was wrong when he said no one is going to want you because you have a kid"
"What do you mean?"
"You are probably the most beautiful girl that I have every met, you are so kind and you love your son so much, and I do have to say I love being around you and Logan you guy make me happy, you are one of the strongest people that I have ever met you got mugged and was in a coma for months and you pulled through it most people probably would not of made it through but you are a fighter and you made it through, you are also strong for walking away from Servando. You are a hero to many people including me and in Logan eyes you are a role model"
I looked up at her again and started to cry.
"I know you say people walked out on you and Logan before but I'm different I will never walk out on you guys, I will walk in front of you guys so you can follow me, beside you guys to enjoy the view, I will walk behind you so I can catch you if you fall backwards"
"These past months spending time with mostly Logan have been the best times of my life I was bonding with him, I would not change it for anything, I don't regret anything that I did for you or am doing for you, I never would have image me bonded with a 5 year old but I did and then I met his mother and I fell for her even though I really didn't know her but I didn't care because I could tell there was something special about her, and something special with Logan"
"I was so broken that I didn't think I would ever find love but I was wrong and I know the way we met was kind of crazy but it doesn't matter to me something was pulling us together and I was the one that was suppose to find you and save you, then be in your life. That GOD knew I was the right person to help you, and I was the right person to prove to you that there actually is great people in the world."
"So Alex don't ever think that you are not good enough, you are perfect to me"
I know I want to go slow but I have to show her that she means something to me
I lend over and grabbed her face and I pressed my lips on hers.
It felt so amazing just like last time.
"Tobin you are perfect to me"
"You mean so much to me, and to Logan and I don't want to live in this world with you not in it"
"I'm so glad that you came into our lives, I'm glad Logan remembered your store, I'm glad you were at the store, I'm glad you didn't turn your back on me and saved me, you bonded with Logan, you watched over Logan, you took care of him when I couldn't, Logan really cares about you, and I am so glad you proved to me that there are great people in the world, I'm glad you are going to protect me. Tobin you have shown so much love for us in just a couple months more that Servando has in the seven years I have known him"
Then she lend over and kissed me it was a sweet kiss that was so gentle
"I know you said you want to go slow and I just hope by us kissing you don't think were going to fast?"
I whispered "kissing is fine.... not going fast... plus I love kissing you"
"Great I love kissing you too" she said with a smile
Then she winked at me, she stood up and reached for my hand lets go to bed I have a suprise for you and Logan in the morning
"What surprise?"
"You will just have to wait and find out"
We head upstairs and get ready for bed I curl up next to Tobin
"Goodnight Tobin"
"Goodnight Lex"
Then she kissed me on my cheek.