Why can't things ever go my way
A month later.....
Tobins POV
This past month has flew by, Alex is getting back to herself, she is going to start back to work in a week, Alex got the retraining order put on Servando, She also filed for full custody of Logan, now we just have to wait for the court date. We leave for vacation tomorrow which I really can't wait for, they are going to have so much fun and forget about things. Yeah I am taking them to Disney World, I look over and see Alex and she is just sleeping peaceful, and watching her sleep just melts my heart, because I am falling more and more for her.
So I'm starting to get out of bed trying not to wake Alex up, I'm going to go check on Logan I open the door and Logan is just watching TV He looks up when he I open the door
"Toby"
"Hey buddy"
"Momma still sleeping?"
"Yeah buddy she is"
I sit down by him on the bed
"Toby can we make breakfast for Momma"
"Sure"
"Then can we bring it to her in bed?"
"Ok we can do that"
"Yay!!!"
I looked over to him "Logan do you want a piggy back ride?"
his eyes just lit up "Yup!"
"Jump on"
So he jumped on then we walked down to the stairs. Logan jumps down and sit on the stool
"So buddy what should we make?"
"French Toast"
"Alright sounds good"
So I getting everything out and I realize I am out of Eggs and Milk.
"Shoot"
"What Toby"
"We need to run to the store to pick up some stuff real quick"
So he runs to get his shoes and I put a note for Alex if she woke up before we get back,
Logan came down with his shoes on and a PDX snap back on,
"You ready?"
We get to the store and all of a sudden I heard, "Tobin..." "Tobin.."
I turn around and it was Ashlyn and Ali
"Hey guys"
"Hey Tobs"
Ashlyn walked over to Logan and bent down
"Hey lil dude you remember me?"
He smiled "Yeah"
She put her fist out and he stuck his little fist out and gave her a fist bump
"Lil dude I love you snapback"
"Thanks"
"I like your toos" as he pointed to her tattoos
"Thanks lil dude"
"So Tobin were having a little cookout tonight nothing too big just a couple people, you guys wanna come"
"I will ask Alex if she is up for it"
"A-rod is bring Ryan, Hope, KO, HAO, Cheney, me and Ali"
Then I looked over towards Logan and he said
"HAO, KO"
"Well I will Alex when we get back and I will text you"
"Alright"
"Hope you guys can come we all want to meet Alex well besides KO and HAO since they already know her lol"
I just start to laugh
"LIttle dude I'll be seeing you"
"Bye"
Then he stuck his little fist out then she bumped it We grab to milk and Eggs and we start walking to the car
"Toby"
"I hope we can go to the cookout"
"Yeah hopefully"
"You friends are cool"
"Yeah they are cool"
We walk in and I run upstairs to see if Alex is up, she is still sleeping so I just close the door and walk downstairs
"She is still sleeping buddy"
Logan was helping me with the French toast, we are finally finished and walking upstairs to bring breakfast to Alex
Alex POV
I wake up and I actually feel great, this past Month has been going great I got a restraining order against Servando and then I filed for full custody for Logan I have a good feeling about it, now we just have to wait for the court date, Of course Tobin has been great, she been by my side the whole time. She has became my bestfriend, and I really don't know what I would do without her in my life or without her right by myside through this whole thing. So Tomorrow we are leaving for Disney World... Yeah Tobin surprised Logan and I...
As I remember when she told us....
"Alex.... Logan come here real quick.."
"So Logan you remember how I told you that if you score two goals in your game I would have a surprise for you?"
"Yeah"
"Well I was trying to figure out the best thing for your surprise"
"What is it"
"Well how about in a month we all go to Disney World"
"Really" Logan said.
"Yup"
"Tobin we can't do that" I said
"Alex come on you should be back to being 100% if not close to it, Logan has been doing so well in soccer and school, I want you guys to forget about everything that is going on, you know it'll be fun."
"Logan can I talk to Tobin real quick" I say
"Tobin we can't except this from you"
"Alex yes you can you guys deserve this, get your mind off everything, it will be fun and you know Logan will have fun, and you will too"
"Alex you have been so brave lately and you deserve it too, it took a lot for you to get the restraining order and now you filed for custody."
"Plus it will be the last vacation before you go back to work"
"Look at me in my eyes and tell me you don't deserve this"
"Tobin you are such a wonderful person, and you are right we deserve this and Logan is going to have so much fun"
"Alex he will, but I know you will too"
"Tobin thank you for this and everything you have done for us"
"Logan"
"Yeah Momma"
"what do you say you wanna go to Disney world with Tobin?"
"Yay!!"
Then he ran to Tobin "Thank you Toby"
"You're welcome buddy"
I'm real excited to go to Disney World I know I really do need it, and so does Logan, and I really can't wait to go with Tobin..
Wonder where Tobin is????
I look over and I see this note..
Lex...
Good morning!!!
Logan and I ran to the store we'll be back...
Tobin
I'm starting to get out of bed when the door opens up and I am met with Logan and Tobin carrying a tray with food on it.
"Momma"
"Hey Baby"
"We made you breakfast"
"You did?"
"Yup"
Then they walk over and put the tray on my lap.
"Thanks Baby"
Then he climbed in bed with me and sat right next to me. I looked over towards Tobin,
"Thanks Tobin" She smiled and winked at me.
"Momma can we go to a cookout tonight?"
Now I am confused on what he is talking about Tobin sat on the bed.
"Yeah when we were at the store we ran into my friends Ash and Ali and they are having a cookout tonight and they asked if we could go"
"Really?"
She is fiddling with her shirt, it's so cute.
"Yeah... um.. yeah... if you want to go"
"Well you don't have to if you don't want to"
" I mean it should be fun"
"My friend is bringing her 5 yr old son"
"You could meet some of my friends"
"HAO and KO will be there"
"We don't have to stay all night because we have to wake up early"
She keeps giving all this statements its cute.
"Tobin"
she looks up "Yeah"
"That sounds nice and I can't wait to meet your friends"
she now has a huge smile on her face.
So I am finishing up with my breakfast and it was so good
"This was so good"
"Thanks baby"
"You like it momma?"
"Yes"
"Thank you"
I lended over and kissed Logan on the cheek.
"Hey Logan can you take this downstairs or you need help"
"I got it"
he got off the bed and grabbed the tray and went downstairs very slowly when he walked out the door I looked over at Tobin and she was licking her lips, then she sat down in the bed and lend in and kissed me,
AHHH!!!
WOW!!!
"Tobin thanks for breakfast" I whispered
"You're Welcome" she whispered
She ran her hand down my face and then she lend in and kissed me again it was so gently.
"Alex are you ready for tomorrow?"
"Yes we need to finish packing"
We heard Logan come back up the stairs so she got up Logan jumped on the bed again.
"Well I think I am going to jump in the shower" Tobin said
So while Tobin was in the shower I was just laying with Logan I need to talk to him about Tobin.
"Hey Baby"
"Yeah Momma"
"Can I talk to you about something?"
"Sure" He cuddled up to me
"You like Toby right?"
"Yeah she is my buddy"
"Well I like her too"
"Really"
"Yeah"
"How would you feel if maybe Toby and I went out sometime?"
"To eat?"
"Yeah, and maybe a movie"
"I want to get to know her better"
He got a big smile on his face, just looking at me.
Wonder what he is thinking??/
"I would like that"
He is so sweet
"Are you sure baby"
"Yeah Momma"
"Momma she makes you smile and I like your smile"
"She does make me smile"
"Momma when are you going to go?"
"Well I will need to talk to Tobin"
"Hopefully soon"
"Probably after we get back from Disney World"
"Momma does Toby make you happy?"
"Yeah she really does"
"Momma I think you make Toby happy too"
"I hope so"
So Logan wanted to pack all his stuff so I am letting him, but I will just re do it, so Tobin and I were packing our stuff.
"Tobin when we get back from Disney World I am getting my mom to come watch Logan so we can go to dinner and maybe a movie just you and I"
"Really"
Then she walked towards me and she was standing right in my face and she was breathing right on me
"Yes"
"I would really like that"
"And I will be paying for everything" I said with a smile
Then she kisses me, "Will there be kissing?"
"Oh yes tons of kissing"
Then she grabbed my hand and was rubbing her fingers on my hand "Will there be holding hands"
I grabbed her face "You bet there will be holding hands"
She pecked my lips then she lends over and whispered "Then I can't wait" She gave me goosebumps, then we heard
"Momma... Toby...."
We walk into the room "when are we going to the party?"
"Well are you packed?"
"Yup"
I walk over to see what all he has packed and he actually has everything folded neatly and he looks like everything he needs is there.
"Alright lets go"
So we finally pull up to Ash house, we're walking in I am holding Logan hand.
"Alex are you sure you are ok?"
She is so sweet
"Yeah Tobin I am"
Tobin knocks on the door, and we are met with this girl that's full of muscles.
"Tobin"
"Ash"
"Lil dude" then she fist pumped logan
"Ash this is Alex"
"Alex this is Ash"
So she came in for a hug.
"Nice to meet you"
"nice to meet you too"
Then we walk in and Tobin introduce me to Ali, Hope, Lauren, and Amy. then Logan ran off and was playing with Ryan Amy's son, So Tobin was off talking to Lauren and Amy.
Ash walked up to me.
"It is finally good to meet you"
"Yeah"
"Tobin talks about you and Logan all the time"
"Tobin is a great person" I say
"Alex, do you know that Tobin really cares for you and Logan, all she really talks about is you and him"
"We really care about her and she has been amazing through the whole time I was in the hospital, and I really don't know what I would have done without her, or she didn't find me there"
"But that is Tobin she is always willing to help others, sky is the limit, she is one of my bestfriends and I have to say ever since you guys came into her life she has been a different person, like she is a new person, we were all worried about her because she has been broken hearted too many time, and we thought she was never going to get out of her depression, but then some how you and Logan came into her life, then when she told me what had happen and what she was going to do, we knew that there was no way for us to tell her that she is crazy, because when Tobin starts something she does it 150%"
"I feel like I owe her my life and I don't know how I will ever pay her back"
She sat me down "Alex, Tobin doesn't want you to pay her back, she did it because she really cares about you and Logan, she has the heart of gold"
I really don't know what to say right now..
"Ash I really do care for her and I think I am falling for her"
Ash gave me a big hug and she had a huge smile on her face "I am so glad to hear that and you really need to tell her that"
"I will"
"Speaking of Tobin her birthday is coming up in two weeks, what are you going to do for her"
Hmm now I have to think, maybe I will plan a perfect date for her birthday, it could be our date we go on. We both start laughing
"I will help you girl"
"Thanks Ash"
So we walk outside and we walk up to Tobin, she was talking to Lauren, HAO, KO. I walked up behind her and I wrapped my arms around her and she turned around and put her arm around me and whispered "Hey beautiful"
"Hey"
We were all just talking, Logan was running around with Ryan because Ash was chasing them with her shark costume.
"Alright dinner"
Logan wanted to sit next to Ashlyn "So lil dude are you excited about Disney World"
"Yup"
"Well I know you are going to have so much fun" Ash said while patting his head.
After dinner we were getting ready to leave
"Thanks for inviting us over I had a great time"
"You are welcome any time and you don't have to bring Tobin"
Ash started laughing and I couldn't help to laugh also
"Alright we need to go" Tobin said
We hugged goodbye, then we got into the car and when we made it back to Tobin
"Alright baby go get ready for bed we have to wake up early"
"OK Momma"
After we put Logan to bed we walked into Tobin room, "
"I had fun tonight, your friends are pretty awesome."
"I'm glad you had fun and we able to go"
I walked over to her and gave her a hug and kissed her "I did thanks you"
So we got ready for bed and we climbed in to bed and I cuddled next to Tobin, I put my head on her chest and she wrapped her arm around my body
"Goodnight Lex"
"Goodnight Toby"
Tobins POV
BEEP....BEEP....BEEP....
Grr too early I kiss Alex on the forehead
"Lex time to get up"
I jump up and am running around and then I look at Alex and she has her head in her pillow
"Tobin it's too early"
I go and sit on the bed
"Yes but were going to Disney World"
"I'm going to check on Logan now get up"
I walk into Logan room, and walk over to his bed and patted his back.
"hey buddy its time to wake up"
he started to walk up but he wasn't getting up quick enough, so I patted him again, he looked up with a smile on him
"Buddy you need to get up so we can get going"
"Ok Toby"
So I start to walk out the door and I turn around and I see Logan pulling his covers off stretching his arms, so now I need to go check on Alex, I walk into our room and she was finally moving so I walked into the bathroom and she was getting ready, So I walked behind and wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck then whispered "Good morning"
she turned around and looked at me and whispered "Good morning"
Alright I need to pull away because I just can't keep my hands off her, and I don't want Logan to come in...
We finally get to the airport and we just checked our bags and we were walking towards the gate I looked over at Logan and Alex
"Are you guys hungry"
"Yup" Logan said with a huge smile
I picked him up "alright lets get something to eat what do you say"
"Yay!!"
I started to tickle him "what would you like"
"doughnut"
"Alright Doughnuts it is"
So we were eating and I looked over at Logan and Alex and they both had these huge smiles one their faces, now I have seen them smile before but its a different smile like nothing can tear them down, like they are on cloud nine.. like they are free from everything no worries in the world, and it just makes me smile and I couldn't be more happy.
So we are sitting on the plane Logan is sitting between us watching Toy story and Alex looked over towards me and smiled.
I love her smile..
So I smile back, then put my head and just relax..
When get off the plane and we turned our phones on and Alex phone went off about 15 times,
I looked over and that smile was not on Alexs face
"Babe is everything ok"
"My mom called about 10 times.."
Alex POV
I turned my phone on and my phone went off about 15 times so I looked down and there are all from my mom
Mom: Call me...
Mom: Alex you need to call me when you get this
Mom: Alex call me asap
Mom: Alex you need to call me
I look over towards Logan and Tobin and Logan is sitting on Tobin laugh looking at a magazine.
Tobin looks up and I'm just standing there not move.
"Babe is everything ok?"
"My mom called me about 5 times and she text me."
" I need to call her back"
" Mom"
"Hey sorry to bother you on your vacation but your father is in the hospital, he had a heart attack"
"OMG"
I fell to the ground an dropped my phone, next thing I know is tears are falling down my face.
Tobin walks over to me and picking me up "Alex everything ok?"
I can't talk... no words.... My..... d......
She picks my phone up and talks to my mom
All I hear is
"We'll be there"
"No... don't be silly"
"Next flight"
Tobin sits next to me, she wipes the tears away
"Alex we are going to get a flight to Cali to see your father"
I look up and she has a concern look on her face
"But this is your trip"
"Lex it's our trip, and Disney isn't going anywhere"
I feel like I am going to cry again because Tobin is so sweet, I can't live without her
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
"Tobin thank you"
She kissed my cheek and whispered "anything for you"
"Tobin we have to tell Logan"
"Well I am going to get a different flight"
So I sat next to Logan
"Hey baby"
"Yeah momma"
"Um we have to put the Disney trip on hold"
He got a sad look in his eyes "
Why"
"Baby we have to go see papa"
"Why"
"Well baby you remember when I got hurt I was in the hospital well Papa is in the hospital trying to get better"
He had a tear in his eyes
"I'm sorry baby"
He looked up and put his arm around me
"Momma I'm not crying because we don't get to go to Disney it's cause Papa"
"Baby he will be alright"
Tobin walked up "Ok next flight is in 1 hour"
Tobin walked to Logan "Buddy sorry we can't have this trip but I promise you we will come back"
"Ok Toby"
Then he gave her a big hug then he ran and gave me a big hug..
I love him so much, he is such a strong lil boy.
I keep texting my mom, and nothing has changed
Me: We are getting on the plane I will text you or call when we get off the plane
Mom: OK love you
On the flight Tobin grabbed my hand "Lex everything is going to be ok"
Then she started rubbing my hand with her fingers.
We get to the hospital, then get to the desk
"Can you tell me what room Mike Morgan is in?"
"1317"
"Thank you"
We walk into the room and my Father is awake but he looks a little weak, I walk up to my mom and gave her a hug then I walk over towards my dad, while Logan ran to my mom then he stood by me
"Hi PAPA"
"Hey Buddy"
Then he ran to sit on Tobin lap.
So I looked at my dad "How are you feeling Dad?"
"Well I'm ok I guess, I'm still alive"
I gave him a look, then he reached for my hand
"Baby I am fine I promise they ran some test and they are going to run more test, but they said everything will be ok"
"OK"
Tobin stood up and walked over to me
"Lex, Logan and I are going to grab something to eat and drink would you guys like something?"
"No Thanks" I said
"NO Thanks Tobin" my mom said
Then walk out the door and I start to talk to my mom
"Mom I know this is bad time but do you think you could watch Logan, It's Tobins Birthday and I want to spend the whole day with her and she where everything with us is going"
"Oh baby we would love to have him around plus he can help when your father is getting better"
"Lex i know I told you this before but she really cares about you"
"I know mom, plus Logan is ok with it, and he got a smile on his face when I asked him if he cares if Tobin and I went out to dinner"
"He loves her"
"She loves him"
"I know mom"
"Sorry you had to cut your vacation short"
"Mom it's ok, Disney isn't going anywhere"
"I know baby"
So the Doctor walked in and told us they are going to have to do surgery and put a stint in for his heart, so they will be doing the surgery tomorrow morning and if everything goes right then he will be able to get out in a couple days, if everything is going right with his heart. The next couple days went by fast, the surgery went well, and my father is doing better so he will be getting to go home today, Tobin has been by my side the whole time, So me, Tobin and Logan are going to my parents house to wait for them to get home.
"Logan"
"You are going to stay with Nana and Papa for a week or so"
"OK Mommy"
"You're going to help Nana with Papa?"
"Yup"
So Tobin and I are getting on the plane to go back to Portland."
"So Tobin I know tomorrow Is your birthday so I have the whole day planned for you not just for your birthday, but also for our first date"
She grabbed my face and said "I'm so excited what you have planned for birthday/date."