This love.
Some people make fun of when people fall in love with someone, the way they sometimes change for that person, the way they talk about them, the way they look at them, the way they talk when they are together, etc. Some people really don't believe in love, even if they want to, they don't, but why? They tell people love does not exist, they say is not true and there's no such thing as '...they lived happily ever after' . That only exist on fairy movies. How can someone fall in love with someone in one day if they never met before? How can someone say they are in love if you say you met him/her on a dream? How can you say you're in love with someone if you met him/her for one night? How can you give something you love or something you are for a person that you just saw once? See? That only happens on fairy tails.
There was once a girl called Amanda. She was beautiful, intelligent, shy but very cheerful. And, she was voluptuous. The only problem was, she was head over heels in love with a guy called Xolani, who was also known as "X". He went to the same school as Amanda. Xolani was the most popular guy at school for his looks, his love of sport and for his love of the girls. Amanda never told anyone how she felt about Xolani and she never cared about what other students had to say about him. They would say things like, "You know Xolani – he's got the looks and all that but, hey, he's a troublemaker and a heartbreaker."She would just giggle at this and shake the words from her head. In fact, it just made her love for Xolani grow stronger and stronger. Xolani never noticed Amanda, no matter how hard she tried to express herself to him, until one day...
As they were busy rotating between classes, they bumped into one another. Amanda dropped her books and Xolani helped to pick them up. As they were both picking up the books – only one was left on the floor and they both stooped to pick it up simultaneously. Neither let go of the book. They gazed into each other's eye and there was a chemistry between them that neither could explain. Eventually Xolani let go of the book and they parted ways.Amanda never stopped thinking about what had happened. She was determined to tell Xolani how she felt. Once again, the problem was that she didn't know where to start because she had never spoken to him before. She was also scared – it was rare for a girl to declare her love for a boy. On the other hand, Xolani never stopped talking to all his friends about this girl he had met. He then decided to tell the girl – little and lovely Amanda – how he felt. She accepted Xolani as her boyfriend. After a while, Xolani started nagging Amanda to have sex with him. But she wasn't comfortable with this. But, as she was scared of losing him – she was so besotted with this guy – she finally agreed. But, after they had sex, Xolani told Amanda get dressed and go away. Once she'd left, she realised that he hadn't said "I love you"...It turns out that Xolani was never interested in Amanda. He only wanted to sleep with her and then to be rid of her. Amanda was devastated and she gave up on her life. All in all, real love does not exist.
That's at least a myth, we also know the story about Romeo and Juliet, how they died for each other. For so many people, love is bullshit and love is hard, love is not like the movies, love is something that doesn't exist. But for Erin and Holtzmann...that was different. They both never believed in love. Erin didn't because no one ever liked her since she was the ghost girl, she was just someone that no one loved or wanted to love, she never had a real relationship, yeah, she gave her first kiss but she never had a relationship with that person, with no one to be honest and the only times she finally thought someone really liked her, he made fun of her in front of the whole school, the other, was a girl, they kissed and Erin tried to ask her out but of course, the girl denied such thing and made fun of her calling her "dyke ghost girl" . And for Holtzmann, people just looked for her because she was attractive and when they needed Holtz to do their homeworks or works, Jillian has always been attracted to girls so they all made fun of her behind her back and some girls just used her, in the last year of school, they all made fun of her saying things she said or did with them, it was awful. So no, neither of them believed in love...why would they?
But...after they met, that completly change...Holtzmann and Erin met each other for Abby, Holtzmann at the time was working with Abby and Erin went to where they were working looking for Abby to camplain about something she did, she waited for Abby to stop complainin about her soup when she heard a soft and sexy voice behind her saying 'Come here often?'. When Erin turned around to see who it was, she saw this beautiful blonde, resting her feet on the work bench with this crazy hair, big googles and a big smirk on her face. Erin didn't know how to feel when she saw her in there. She started sweating but hide it. When they shook their hands an electricity ran through their bodies, staring at each toher but hiding it from each other. That's what they did for a while, hide what they really felt until one day, some of those nights when all you want is to get drunk and forget about all the things you have in your life at the moment. For Erin it wasn't good to get drunk since she always said all she felt, bad thing was that Holtzmann was the one she got drunk with and Holtzmann was not drunk so she heard all Erin had to say about her. Holtzmann waited until Erin was sober enough to talk about it. Words and a sweet and passionate kiss were the one who helped them to get together. After all, they think love really exist.
Erin yawned and stretched while yawning again. She finally sigh and looked at her right, smiling because her sleepy engineer had all her hair over her face, little snores coming out of her mouth. Erin giggled when she saw Holtzmann like that and took her phone. It was weird when Erin woke before Holtzmann so everytime she did, she took a picture of her girlfriend. Erin giggled and left her phone back on the nighstand. Erin leaned down to kiss Holtzmann's arm, leaving a trail of kisses up to her arm until she kissed her naked shoulder. Erin kissed her naked back and giggled when she heard Holtz groaning.
"Morning babe." Erin smiled. She put a lock of hair behind Holtz's ear and kissed her cheek. "Time to wake up sleepy head."
"No." Holtzmann groaned and grabbed a pillow to cover her face.
"Come on, Holtz. We have to go to the firehouse with Patty and Abby."
"We are always early, it won't hurt if we get there a little late."
Erin sigh. "Well...I thought about having a shower together before we leave but...since you still want to sleep, I think I'll have to get to work alone." Erin was about to stand up when she felt a hand pulling her by the arm making her lay down in bed and face Holtzmann.
Erin giggled and Holtzmann smiled. "Hey there."
"Hey." Erin smiled.
Holtzmann moved so her back was now lying on the bed, she sigh and she felt Erin straddling her lap and grabbed Erin by the waist. She looked at Erin and Erin was smiling, she leaned down and kissed Holtzmann's lips lightly. Holtzmann loved when Erin kissed her that way, so soft and sweet, Holtzmann moaned into the kiss and depended the kiss by pulling Erin closer to her body, skin to skin, Holtzmann loved Erin's skin, so soft and smooth. Holtzmann roamed her hands on Erin's back and this time, Erin was the one who moaned. Erin pulled away and smiled against Holtzmann's lips.
"I love you so much." Holtzmann said softly against Erin's lips and smiled.
Erin smiled even more. "I love you more." Erin pecked Holtzmann's lips. Erin kissed Holtzmann's neck and left a trail of kisses down her neck until she was near her breasts. Erin looked up at Holtzmann. Erin smirked and licked on up on between Holtzmann's breasts.
Holtzmann closed her eyes and bit her lip. "Erin..."
"Yes?" Erin looked up and smirked.
"D-Don't tease." Holtzmann bit her lip.
"What do you mean? I'm not doing anything." Erin smirked and licked Holtzmann's nipple. Holtzmann moaned and Erin bit it.
Holtzmann rolled them so now she could be on top. "You're such a tease."
Erin giggled. "Can't help it."
Holtzmann shook her head and kissed Erin's neck, sucking on Erin's weak spot. Erin closed her eyes and moaned. "I love that sound." Holtzmann smirked. Holtzmann left a trail of kisses down her stomach until she was on her thighs. Holtzmann was about to kiss them but Erin stopped her. Holtzmann looked up. "Yes, my dairling?"
"We should really get ready." Erin kissed Holtzmann's forehead and then stood up, letting the sheet fall from her body, letting Holtzmann stare at her whole naked body. Holtzmann stood on her elbows and bit her lip. "Like what you see?"
Holtzmann chuckled and nodded. "A lot if I must say."
Erin giggled and walked to the bathroom. "Come over here and you'll get to kiss and touch everything you want." Erin bit her lip and closed left the bathroom door open so Holtzmann could go with her.
Holtzmann smiled and stood up running to the bathroom, she wrapped her arms around Erin's waist and kissed her neck. "I'm right here."
Erin turned around and wrapped her arms around Holtzmann's neck. "Thought you would decide to come."
"How could I not?" Holtzmann winked at Erin and she blushed. "Now, let's shower, shall we?" Holtzmann grabbed Erin's thighs making Erin wrap her legs around her waist and Holtzmann walked them to the bath making Erin laugh.
Erin kissed Holtzmann's lips lightly and bit her lip. "We shall."
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"Why you guys so late?" Patty asked smirking.
"No reason." Holtzmann said looking at Erin and winking at her.
Erin blushed. "The thing is that we are here now." Erin nodded and smiled.
"Mmm...someone got a goooood morning shower." Abby whispered to Patty and they laughed.
Erin looked at them. "I heard that."
Abby looked at her. "Am I wrong?" Abby smiled and pointed to her own neck.
Erin looked in the mirror and saw a big hickey. "Holtz..." Erin whispered and looked at Abby. She blushed. "I-I um...oh screw you." Erin walked to Holtzmann's lab.
Abby and Patty laughed. "One day, we are going to catch them doing that thing." Abby laughed.
Erin looked for Holtzmann. "Babe? You here?"
"Right here, baby!" Holtzmann jumped and smirked. "Hey hot stuff."
Erin smiled. "What are you working on?"
"I'm adding some new guns to your pack so you can have even more power." Holtzmann smiled.
"You know, Abby and Patty would think you only give me new things because I'm your girlfriend."
"I'm working on new things for them too, don't worry about it." Holtzmann grabbed Erin's waist and pulled her closer until their lips were inches apart. Holtzmann looked into Erin's lips and then her eyes. "You're really beautiful, you know that?"
Erin blushed and smiled. "You are even more."
Holtzmann shook her head. "Not true, baby." Holtzmann kissed Erin's lips lightly. Erin kissed back and wrapped her arms around Holtzmann's neck. Holtzman roamed Erin's back and then grabbed her ass squeezing it.
Erin jumped a little and then pulled away. "Babe! Not here." Erin chuckled.
"And why not?" Holtzmann bit her lip and kissed Erin's neck.
Erin closed her eyes and moaned quietly. "T-They can catch us."
"Wouldn't that be funny?" Holtzmann said brushing Erin's neck.
Erin shook her head and pulled away. She giggled and pecked Holtzmann's lips. "No, it wouldn't. You'll have to wait." Erin said walking down the stairs again.
"No fun!" Holtzmann yelled and Erin laughed a little.
"Hey girl, why so red?" Patty smirked.
"Stop that, ok? You'll just make it worse."
Abby laughed. "I never saw Erin this way, it's crazy and totally new." Patty laughed and went up the stairs to Holtzmann's lab.
Erin looked at Abby who was already staring at her. "What?"
Abby smiled. "You've never been like this and it's funny but very cute."
Erin smiled and sigh. "I know."
"I remember you telling me that you would never fall in love with someone and never believe in love again." Abby laughed. "Funny that now you're the one in love and going crazy for someone."
Erin laughed a little and nodded. "I know but...I can't help it." Erin rested her head on one of ehr hands. "Jillian is so..." Erin smiled. "I don't have words to describe it."
"With the huge smile you have in your face, you are already decribing it."
Erin looked at Abby again and smiled. "You know...it's been two years since we've been dating."
"I'm aware of that." Abby nodded.
"I was thinking that maybe I could..." Erin looked at her hands. "I don't know...that I could-"
"Tell me is not what I'm thinking." Abby said with wide eyes.
Erin looked at her. "It depends on what you are thinking."
"Asking her to marry you?" Abby whispered so no one could hear.
"I mean, not asking her but...kind of start talking about it to see what she thinks about."
Abby covered her mouth. "Oh my god! You really want to-"
Erin covered her mouth with her hands. "Shhh! They can hear us Abby!" Erin whispered/yelled to Abby.
"You really do love her, oh my god. This is so cute." Abby smiled and hugged Erin.
Erin laughed a little. "I mean, I do, I love Holtz more than anything in my life and I would like to spend my entire life with her." Erin smiled. "Ugh, that sounded so cheesy, my god. I'm becoming one of those clumsy couples."
"Oh, sweetie, you two became one of those clumsy couples since you two started dating." Abby chuckled.
Erin rolled her eyes and laughed. "You are probably right."
"I know I'm damn right." Abby smirked.
Erin laughed. "So...what do you think about that?"
Abby sigh and grabbed Erin's hands. "All I want is for my friends to be happy, I know you guys are already and I bet this will make you guys even happier. I think Holtzy is going to love the idea and she's going to say yes."
Erin smiled. "Well, tonight I'm going to start talking about it and see what her reaction is."
"Wish you luck." Abby smiled. Erin smiled and sigh.
"Jillian Holtzmann I'm gonna beat your ass!" Patty yelled. Erin and Abby looked at the stairs and saw Holtzmann running.
"If Patty asks, I left." Holtzmann said running to the basement and hiding in the Ecto-1.
Patty looked at Erin and Abby. "Where is she?"
"What happend?"
"She scared the hell out of me and no one does that to me."
Erin laughed. "She left, she's not here."
Patty sigh. "I'll find her." Patty shook her head.
"Let her be, you know how Holtz is." Erin said laughing a little.
"Oh you're just protecting her because she's your girlfriend." Patty sat and shook her head. Abby and Erin laughed.
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Holtzmann kissed Erin's thighs and left a trail of kisses up her stomach. She kissed her neck licking all the hickeys she made jsut a few moments ago. Holtzmann's leg pressed into Erin's crotch and pressed making Erin moan.
"J-Jillian...I-I...I c-can't take another orgasm."
Holtzmann smirked and kissed Erin's lips lightly. "Bet you can."
Erin giggled and shook her head. "Maybe later." Erin was out of breath.
"Have I told you that you look so gorgeous when you are totally naked? Plus with no make-up." Holtzmann said nipping on Erin's earlobe.
Erin smiled and blushed. "You have."
"Well, I'll never get tired of repeating that." Holtzmann smiled and giving Erin's forehead a light kiss before laying down beside her, pulling Erin into her arms and getting comfortable.
Erin wrapped her arms around Holtzmann and rested her head on Holtz's chest. "Babe?"
"Yes, my love?" Holtzmann had her eyes closed and was rubbing Erin's arms with her fingertips.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure you can, what's up?"
"What do you think about um...marriage?"
Holtzmann froze and opened her eyes. "Marriage?"
"Yeah." Erin bit her lip waiting for an answer.
"Well...a few years ago I didn't believe in marriage or even love but...I do believe in that now so...I'm ok with it. I think that people get married because they love each other more than anything."
Erin nodded. "Good."
"Do you believe in marriage?"
Erin nodded. "I do actually."
Holtzmann nodded. "Good."
They stayed in silence for a while before Erin started talking again. "I-I didn't make things awkward, did I?"
Holtzmann chuckled and kissed Erin's forehead. "Of course not, babe. Don't worry about it."
"I just...I thought that maybe-"
"Hey...look at me." Erin looked up and looked at Holtzmann, her eyes glowing as always. "Why would you make things awkward? Just because you believe in marriage? I'll tell you something and you'll probaly freak out by this but I feel like I need to say it. Never in my life, I believed that I was going to end up with someone, I thought that after all the jokes and things I got through, I was going to end up alone, I didn't believe in love but...when I met...that changed and I believed in love. After a year and a half of us dating, I started thinking how would it be if I asked you to marry me and if we got married and all and...it made me smile, really. So yes, I do believe in marriage and I do want to marry you, don't know when but I do." Holtzmann smiled.
Erin had tears in her eyes and smiled. "I want to marry you too." Erin sniffed. "Of course not now, I mean, we don't have to rush things but...yeah, I'll say yes the day you ask me or I'll love to ask you. I don't know." Erin laughed and so did Holtzmann. Erin caressed Holtzmann's cheek. "I love you."
"I love you even more." Holtzmann smiled and kissed Erin's lips lightly.