Lost And Insecure!

Lost And Insecure!

Due to her mom being at work and her Dad still in hospital Clarke came up with a dumb idea, a really dumb fucking idea. Why she invited everyone to come around her house beforehand was becoming the biggest mystery of her life as she was pushed out the way of her own mirror for what felt like the hundredth time. She shook her head in annoyance as she pulled at her crop top listening to Raven and Octavia shout along to the booming music wishing Anya would hurry up with their pre drinks.
"We are never ever ever getting back together" Octavia sang briefly pausing her mascara to face Raven in which Raven acted hurt.

"Drinks!" Anya announced with a cheeky grin as she placed them down on top of the cupboard. Almost instantly Octavia and Raven quickly dropped their make up and moved over to the drinks with eager and excited smiles to get started on their new experience in a bar. Clarke wasn't feeling as enthusiastic as the other girls so instead she took advantage of the free mirror to quickly fix her outfit. She pulled at her black crop top once more making sure her boobs were comfortable before running her hands down her shorts and focusing on her heels.

"Yeah! Yeah! You look hot get your sexy butt over here!" Anya laughed holding out a tequila shot to her baby cousin with a genuine smile.

"Poor baby is missing her other half" Raven teased pouting her bottom lip.

"I am not" Clarke defended grabbing her clutch bag of the side before joining the little circle they had made.

"She's only in the other room!" Anya smirked secretly loving how sickly her and Lexa were.

"I don't miss her" Clarke defended once more. "I just.." She said nervously "Can't wait to see what she's wearing" Clarke shrugged while the other girls laughed. "Laugh all you like, I don't care. I love her" She admitted taking her shot from Anya's waiting hand.

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"I don't know" Lexa said nervously looking at herself in the mirror. "Maybe I should just stay here" Lexa muttered turning in the mirror to look at herself from all angles.

"Shut up" Costia instantly said shutting her down. "You look absolutely gorgeous! Trust me!" She pleaded appearing from Jake and Abby's ensuite in a skin tight white dress looking stunning which only caused Lexa to become even more self-conscious. Despite already having had her legs out before around the group of friends she still felt nervous and it certainly didn't help the situation as she thought of how full the place Anya had promised it was going to be.

"I just feel.." Lexa stuttered pushing her hair over one shoulder as her body started to heat up with nerves while she traced over her almost healed wounds around her face.

"Lex Trust me. Clarke will love it" Lexa dropped her gaze to the floor before meeting Costia's eye once more with a nervous smile.

"Was it that obvious?" Lexa questioned twitching her lip nervously feeling silly.

"A little" Costia smirked. "You keep looking to the bedroom door as if you're waiting for her to walk in and make everything better" She admitting shrugging her shoulder like it was nothing.

"Sorry"

"Don't. I love that she makes you this way" Costia admits turning to check herself over once more in the mirror. "Ready? I'm sure the girls are waiting"

"Ready as ill ever be" Lexa said her confidence not showing in the slightest as she follows Costia out the bedroom and down the hall only to come to a abrupt stop when Costia stops infront of her putting her finger to her own lip in silence hearing the girls talking.

"I don't miss her. I Just.. Cant wait to see what she's wearing" They heard Clarke say making Costia teasingly waggle her eyes brows at Lexa while the other girls just laughed. "Laugh all you like, I don't care. I love her" Clarke added which instantly made Lexa light up in the darkened hall while Costia awed at her silently.

"It's kind of nice seeing you like this. It's different" Octavia said making Lexa lean closer towards the door knowing she shouldn't be listening but unable to stop herself from doing so.

"It feels different." Clarke said the room falling silent.

"She's so cute" Costia whispered smirking at Lexa until the brunette was blushing.

"I trust her" Clarke said filling the silence once more. "and I've never felt this way about anyone."

"Ok, ok enough mush!" Raven announced. "You love her, best sex you ever had, and you do nothing but constantly think about her! We get it" she teased. "Stop making me jealous" Raven ordered making all the girls laugh

"Cheers girls" Anya said clinking their glasses all together.

"Best sex" Costia whispered while nudging Lexa like she couldn't hear it herself "Always the silent ones" she laughs shaking her head teasingly causing Lexa to nudge her.

"Stop" she pleaded her gaze to the ground as she tries to compose herself

"Ok, ok" Costia smirked taking a few extra steps forward till she was pushing Clarke and Lexa's bedroom door open. "Girlies" Costia greeted with Lexa following her behind.

"There you are! Was getting ready to sent a search party" Raven joked.

Every single nerve fell of Lexa shoulders when she stepped inside the room nervously. She found Clarke immediately but it seemed Clarke found her first with blue eyes already trailing the length of her body taking in her outfit and not so innocently taking a little more time on her naked legs. That one look did much more than Clarke could ever know, that one look gave her the confidence Lexa was searching for, that one look had her heart fluttering faster the longer Clarke's eyes struggled to tear themselves away. Only when blue eyes connected with green did Lexa's shy smile return knowing her girlfriend had been eye fucking her without a care in the world who was present.

"Hi" Lexa said shyly stepping closer to her girlfriend.

"Hi yourself" Clarke husked reaching her hand out to entangle with Lexa's as she pulled her close. "You have a way with clothes" Clarke breaths dropping her eyes between their now close bodies eye fucking Lexa shamelessly once more before biting her bottom lip not even attempting to raise her gaze back up.

"You look beautiful" Lexa finally admits her eyes falling on Clarke's bare stomach.

"So do you" Clarke breaths blue eyes now trained on green as she pulls on Lexa's hand pulling her even closer so she could rest her hand on her hip. "How's your stitches?" Clarke questioned moving her hand gently over the material where her stitches would be.

"good" Lexa admits her eyes flickering between Clarke's lips and her blue eyes.

"Wow!" Octavia smirks. "They really are gross" She laughs causing the other girls to do the same. "Get a room" She smirks wiggling her brows.

"We have a room" Clarke says without turning to face her friends. "You happen to be in it" she says smugly unable to stop her eyes dropping to Lexa's delicate glossed lips.

"Come on Ladies!" Costia announced "The boys are downstairs, lets not keep them waiting" She grinned rolling her eyes as everyone seemed to move out the room accept Lexa and Clarke oblivious to everything as they whispered to one another. She decided to give the two a minute so quickly followed the others downstairs.

"Why are we going out again?" Clarke whispered her eyes unable to stop from wondering down Lexa's pink playsuit while her fingers gripped around Lexa's hips.

"You thought it would be a good idea" Lexa whispered back her smile already causing a ache to her jaw.

"Hmm. My idea sucks" Clarke hummed eyes fixed on Lexa's lips as she inches closer. "Do you have any idea how much I just want to take that off?" Clarke whispered inching closer until she could smell Lexa's cheery lip gloss and see her throat swallow harshly. "You're so sexy" she confesses leaning forward to capture Lexa's lips in a teasing peck instantly having Lexa's chasing her own wanting more. She smirked as Lexa's hooded eyes looking at her in disappointment with puckered lips hoping for a little more.

"We should get downstairs" Clarke said with a teasing smirk before biting her bottom lip. "If we stay here, I don't think we will leave" Clarke whispers pressing her forehead to Lexa's before tracing Lexa's bottom lip with her thumb.

"I love you" Lexa says placing a gentle kiss to Clarke's thumb.

"Hmm" Clarke hums in Lexa's warm words closing her eyes with a gentle smile. "I love you two" she breaths placing another gentle kiss to Lexa's lips teasingly. "Come on Legs" she smirks her hands already trailing down Lexa's bare thighs.

"Legs?" Lexa says amusingly with a funny look in her eyes never having Clarke call her that before.

"umm hmm" she nods "Have you seen them?" she smirks letting her hands spread across Lexa's thighs gripping the skin gently but playfully. "Their so long" she whispers "And sexy" she husks burying her face in Lexa's mane to whisper in her ear. "I happen to love long sexy legs" She confesses before slipping away from Lexa with a teasing smile and a wink. Lexa just stood their dumfounded as her girlfriend disappeared downstairs with a giggle.

--

Anya immediately raised her arms in the air as she swayed her body to the music pushing threw the crowds to get to the bar while everyone following closely behind. Lexa wasn't sure what she was expecting tonight to be like and in someway she pictured it more like the house parties she had been to but instead of school friends they would be all strangers. Yet as Lexa followed behind Clarke with their hands tightly gripping one another Lexa couldn't help but look around the new environment nervously. The music was louder than it ever had been at any party, everyone dressed up either classy or slutty while throwing shots and any other alcoholic drink down their neck as friends cheered them on while most men had wondering eyes like they were on the hunt for a good night.

"What are you drinking?" Clarke shouted leaning closer to Lexa's ear so she could hear.

"What ever you're having" Lexa shouted back squeezing Clarke's hand tighter as she looked around nervously once more seeing more than one set of eyes looking towards their small group of friends.

"Breathe" Clarke ordered with a grin placing her hand confidently on Lexa's hip as she pulled her close. "You're with all of us. Stop looking so worried" She says gently pushing brown locks over Lexa's shoulder.

"Sorry" Lexa said nervously shaking her head in hope to get in the zone while she fort of her anxiety.

"Here!" Anya shouted handing over their drinks "Malibu and Coke!" She smirked "A drink that you will deeply regret in the morning Ladies! Now drink up!" she grinned taking a taste of her own. "There is a empty booth over there I'll go secure it before it gets taken" Anya said quickly weaving in and out of people who were dancing.

"Lexa come toilet with me?" Costia pleads interrupting the two love birds in their tender embrace.

"Ok" She says looking to Clarke for permission who only rolled her eyes playfully before taking Lexa's drink.

"Behave" Clarke warns jokingly while placing multiple kisses to Lexa's lips. "I'll be in the booth" she adds before following the rest of her friends to the group.

Clarke's hand was replaced by Costia's as she pulled Lexa in to the toilets where she noticed many girls reapplying their make up while talking to strangers in the mirror beside them in their drunken state.

"I'm bursting!" Costia cries pulling Lexa in the cubicle with her before quickly pulling her underwear down and lifting her dress desperately letting her bladder go with relief.

"there are so many people here" Lexa says anxiously while Costia finished of her business and flushed the toilet.

"There is" Costia says understanding "but forget about them, just be here with us." she encourages trying to wash her fears away. "We're here to have a nice night, a good time and to get drunk so I want you focused on that not everyone around us got it?" Costia questioned unlocking the door.

"Got it"

"Good now lets get some sneaky drinks to warm up before we join the girls" she smirks pulling Lexa back to the opposite end of the bar before ordering four tequila shots.

"Ergh" Lexa cringes after throwing the first one back the bitter taste only getting worse on her tongue.

"Wimp" Costia teases pushing the second shot towards Lexa who couldn't hold back her cringe at the thought of taking another shot.

"I don't know how you drink" Lexa confesses sticking her tongue out to rid the taste of the first shot.

"How are we friends again?" Costia teases bringing the second shot to her lips before tipping it back making Lexa do the same.

"Ergh" Lexa gags slamming her shot glass back on the bar happily pushing it as far away as possible. "They are disgusting" She confesses.

"You will get use to it" Costia laughs shaking her head at her best friend before ordering two more shots.

"No" Lexa cringes "I'm not drinking any more of those. Besides we should drink responsibly" she points out shaking her head in disgust at taking one more.

"I'm drinking without spilling any aren't I?" Costia questioned with a smirk as she picks up her third shot while giving the other to Lexa. " That's responsible enough. Now drink" she orders throwing her tequila shot back causing Lexa to regrettably do the same.

"Ergh urh" she cringes her eye clamped shut as her body cringes up in disgust causing Costia to laugh more.

"You know, the more you do that the more I want you to have another one"

"Never again" Lexa said seriously looking at the empty shot glass like it was the devil itself. She looked around the dance floor seeing Anya and Raven already dancing with Roan and Bellamy beside them. "Oh yeah, Clarke said something about Raven thought you were hot" Lexa remembered shrugging her shoulders.

"Raven Reyres?" Costia questioned a confused smirk on her face as she looks over to the wild dancing girl. "Thought she had the hots for Anya?"

"Yeah" Lexa nods not sure who the hell really likes who. "It was just what Clarke said the other day"

"weird" Costia furrows her brows "Shall we dance?" Costia questioned. "Looks like the group are already enjoying the dance floor" Costia laughs seeing Roan dancing terribly as he jumps up and down like he was at a festival.

"Where's Clarke?" Lexa questioned her eyes unable to find her amongst her group of friends.

"I'm guessing in the booth like she said she would be" Costia shrugs as both girls eyes wonder over to their seating area.

As soon as green eyes fall on the blonde she couldn't stop her self from staring from afar, with her head tilted back in laughter while swirling the straw to Lexa's drink. The way her eyes kept looking out in to the mountain of people in search for something while trying to keep her focus on what Fin was saying. The way her leg crossed over the other while keeping her skirt pulled down respectfully. She lost herself, completely and blissfully admiring her girlfriend, unable to notice her best friend laughing beside her till she nudged her shoulder and pulled at her hand.

"Come on you dork" she laughs pulling Lexa closer to Clarke.

"Hi" Costia interrupts "This one was eye fucking you from across the room so I thought I would deliver her personally to exactly where she wanted to be" She rushes before catching a breath and grabbing a drink from the table.

"Finny boy!" Costia points "Dance. Now" She orders pulling him by the shirt which he had no objection too.

"Not dancing?" Lexa asked surprised knowing exactly how her girlfriend loves to dance and how well she moves her body.

"I was waiting for you" Clarke breaths leaning closer placing a hand on Lexa's cheek. "You look absolutely incredible by the way" Clarke hums her finger tips tracing over Lexa's healing wounds.

"You said that already"

"I know" Clarke says seriously her eyes dancing around Lexa's face in concentration. "I wanted to tell you again" Clarke confesses closing the distance between them to taste Lexa's lips only to smile when Lexa's responds eagerly. Clarke kept her gentle grip on Lexa's cheek not wanting her to more nor part the kiss as she deepened it forgetting the music, their friends and the alcohol they had yet to drink. Their lips parted for mere seconds while Clarke changed the angle and dove right back in giving Lexa no time at all to catch her breath, god she was so addictive.

"Love birds come on!" Anya interrupted a little breathless as she slides in the booth opposite the lovebirds. "Did you know the best way to shut a girl up is to kiss them? Lexa maybe she is trying to tell you something" Anya widened her eyes teasingly before taking a few desperate swigs of her drink.

"If that were true then I'd fricking kiss you myself" Clarke says quickly. "Yet it seems nothing can shut you up"

"Cheers to that" Anya grins proudly looking over to the group of friends all dancing near one another completely oblivious to the look Clarke and Lexa exchange as Lexa smiles knowingly of the routine these too have.

"Costia looks smoking hot tonight in that white dress" Clarke starts while placing her hand on Lexa's bare thigh before looking over her shoulder to the group of friends all dancing. 

"Yup" Anya says quickly not paying attention to anything anyone is wearing other than the Latina making Clarke smirk at how obvious she was starring. She decided to teach her cousin a lesson for not telling her.

"I think someone's caught her eye though" Clarke says shrugging her shoulders.

"Oh?" Anya questioned playing it cool as she takes another bit of her drink. "anyone we know?"

"I think she's in to Raven" Costia said looking back over to her friends. "I Mean there even dancing closer now look" She says turning back to face Anya who's brows were furrowed in concentration. She loved that she knew Anya better than anyone, its like she could see the clogs turning in her brain as she relives recent conversations they had all had up to now and the grip of her jaw confirms exactly what Lexa had told her.

"Um I did tell her that Raven thought she was hot" Lexa admits still completely oblivious to everything as she looks at her best friend dancing beside Raven thinking nothing of it. Clarke struggled not to laugh at her dorky girlfriend so instead squeezed her thigh secretly thanking her that she made this so much easier to tease Anya.

"Maybe we could double date" Clarke suggest looking in to green eyes before turning to face her cousin.

"Absolutely not" Anya snaps which almost broke Clarke in to laughter but only just kept it together.

"What? Why?" Clarke asks seriously "I don't see why not?"

"Nope. No. Not happening" Anya says more clearly standing straight  looking over to the dancing girls. "She's not interested"

"How do you know?" 

"Because I do" Anya says firmly placing her glass back on the table "Excuse me" She says more sternly making Clarke laugh as she barged past the crows directly infront of Raven telling Costia something with a glare before pulling Raven with her in the opposite direction.

"She's to easy" Clarke laughed turning back to Lexa who was sipping on her Malibu and coke like it was water with the most innocent look. "Is that nice?" Clarke questioned with a smirk across her face already leaning closer to her extremely cute girlfriend.

"It is actually. I Think I found my drink" Lexa confesses having not took a liking to any other so far even the beer at parties was terrible.

"Hmm Dance with me" Clarke ordered her smile never leaving its secure spot it possessed when Lexa was around.

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Lexa's anxiety was long forgotten as she danced with her girlfriend and all their friends. She couldn't remember a time she threw her head back in laughter so much as the group had formed a small circle dancing with one another freely, exaggerating on certain dance moves and singing loudly to one another like the sky was the limit. She smiled and she laughed and loved how when ever she wondered to far across the circle for to long Clarke would find her pull at her hip or wrist until they were flush against one another again while Lexa sang along to the words causing Clarke to snake her arms slowly around Lexa's neck with the most adorable smile crossing her lips. Lexa would live in that embrace if she could with her forehead pressed to Clarke's as they swayed in sync with one another, nothing about it was sexual yet somehow it was exactly that by just the way they held one another unable to tear their eyes away until a extremely rude friend would pull them apart with banter and teasing.

"Tequila shots" Costia announced carrying a small tray with a smirk towards Lexa.

"Cos!" Lexa whined watching everyone else take their shot from the tray eagerly while Clarke grabbed her own and Lexa's.

"No whining" Costia ordered her smirk looking like it was ready to burst in to a laugh.

"So you like Malibu but not tequila?" Clarke teased handing her shot over to Lexa who regrettably took it, her face already scrunched up at the thought of tasting it again.

"It's vile" She confessed scrunching her nose up.

"Bottoms up guys!" Costia announced raising her shot glass as everyone did the same. "Cheers" she said finally throwing her shot back followed by everyone else, only as Lexa went to place her glass to her lips Clarke pulled it to her own downing the thing quickly before taking her own. Before Lexa had time to say or do anything Clarke's hand was gripping the back of her neck pulling her in to a searing kiss tasting the after taste of tequila on Clarke's tongue as she pushed it against her own tongue. Tequila never taste so good. She wrapped her arms around Clarke's waist pulling her close as her tongue tasted every inch of Clarke's mouth. She couldn't have been more grateful for the loud music as she whimpered and trembled against Clarke's bottom lip as the blonde grinded her body against Lexa's.

"How does that taste?" Clarke whispered her lips barely apart from Lexa's while inhaling sharply.

"incredible" Lexa breathes pressing her lips back to Clarke's needing to taste her all over again, wanting to explore every inch of Clarke's mouth till she had no breath left in her. Her hands scratched gently along Clarke's naked skin between her shorts and crop top while Clarke's fingers got lost in her mane scratching at the scalp lovingly yet desperate for more.

"Hmm" Clarke hummed in delight pulling away from the kiss with hooded eyes. It took a moment before Clarke started dancing in rhythm with the music again unable to focus on her friends anymore after being kissed like that, instead she turned around pressing her back in to Lexa placing the brunette's hands on her hips as she rocked her hips seductively with a smirk. "You know" Clarke whispered leaning completely back against Lexa's chest tilting her head to the side so she could see the side of Lexa's face. "I'm not sure if we should dance together anymore" Clarke confessed grinding back in to Lexa harder as she dropped her mouth open seductively capturing Lexa's attention completely not that she hadn’t before.

"Ur" Lexa dumbly voiced quickly clearing her throat as she held on to Clarke tighter her eyes trailing the blondes body and the way her stomach moved to the rhythm so easily and natural. "Um why?" Lexa finally was able to say like she was star struck by her own girlfriend and god she was, she really was. She buried her face in the side of Clarke's hair wanting to be closer.

"Because I want you" Clarke confessed spinning back around quickly gripping Lexa's hips to move in the same rhythm of her own. "I want to taste you" Clarke whispered leaning closer to Lexa's ear so she could hear before nibbling on Lexa's jaw bone that had Clarke ready to crumble and drag her extremely sexy long legged girlfriend to the toilet to be fucked. She smirked as Lexa swallowed harshly her eyes unable to focus anywhere else but Clarke's blue eyes and godly body.

"Hmm" Clarke hummed her arms slowly dragging down Lexa's chest pushing gently on her chest reluctantly "You have to go" she whined her lip already pouting at the thought of not dancing with Lexa.

"Why?" Lexa laughed

"Because I cant dance with you right now" Clarke whined "You're turning me on" She pouted her eyes willingly trailing down Lexa's body. "Go!" she pleaded but resented making Lexa laugh even more as she backed away from her drunk girlfriend and back to the booth where some of her friends had retreated to.

"Oh here's the tequila queen" Anya announces with some cheers. "Apparently you have this face" Anya scrunches her face up in disgust before laughing mockingly. "I Have to see this" Anya smirks handing her a new shot.

"No" Lexa objects immediately planting her bum clumsily on the chair way past feeling the alcohol.

"Yo! Do you know what happens after 5 tequila shots?" Roan questioned his eyes bloody shot as he takes another taste of his pint.

"No what?" Lexa questioned her eyes almost popping out her head with worry. No one told her, no one told her anything could happen. What could happen?

"No one knows" Roan laughs.

"Tequila is a sneaky son of a bitch" Anya agrees nodding her head using Roan as a leaning post as she rest her elbow on his shoulder. "One minute you're dancing like a sexy mother fucker, next you're on the floor with no pants while making out with a shoe" She nods seriously all unaware of how drunk one another is so convincing themselves they are in a extremely serious conversation.

"Making out with my shoe" Lexa says slowly looking down at her shoes. "That's kind of gross" she laughs nodding eagerly with the others for some unknown reason, none of them really sure why they were nodding at all. "I don't have pants on though" she shrugs her worry vanishing at the thought of waking up with no pants on until she thinks of Clarke. "I might be naked though in the morning" she grins drunkenly still nodding.

"I'm thirsty" Lexa blurted out "Are you thirsty, because I'm thirsty" She says looking for her drink

"I'm so proud" Anya laughs placing her hand over her heart for effect. "Legs is all grown up drunk and slurring" She laughs nudging Roan

"I'm not slurring" Lexa slurred

"Right" Anya laughed. "Dam you seen my woman tonight!" Anya grins proudly as she nods over to Raven dancing with her friends. "That right bitches she's mine" She stumbles leaning on Roan a little more to stay up right.

"What!" Lexa questioned feeling like she was going cross eyed at such confusion. "I thought Costia and Raven?" She say slowly humming to herself as she thinks. "So Not Costia and Raven?" Lexa questions.

"Unless that photo shopped tramp wants to have no teeth in the morning then no, no Raven and Costia"

"She is hot though to be fair" Roan acknowledges turning his head to the bar to admire Lexa's best friend.

"Agreed" Lexa nods drunkenly.

"Shut up you two" Anya growls "Wow! Red Alert!"

"Red Alert!" Lexa says confused "What's red alert?" She questioned "I'm still thirsty" She pouts holding her head in her hands.

"Red Alert is someone is hitting on your girlfriend" Anya says her eyes widening and unable to move her gaze away from her baby cousin.

Lexa looked up like she didn't hear right with her brows creased and confused while following Anya's fixed gaze to her blonde girlfriend who had been approached by a young man all smiles and chit chat as he tries slowly dancing with Clarke.

"Dude’s hitting on your bird hard" Roan nods taking a swig of his drink as all three watch the encounter to see what would happen next. Lexa suddenly felt sober, despite knowing otherwise she felt her heart pound in her chest at the sight of another trying to talk to Clarke how she spoke with her, how he slowly edged closer every time he danced to the beat to get closer.

"What's he doing" Lexa muttered to herself her jaw set as Clarke spoke back to him with a smile making her heart pound harder. She didn't think about this happening, not that Clarke wouldn't attract people it's just it stupidly didn't cross her mind that she would come across this situation. How could she not, Clarke was more than beautiful and her heart pounded harder as she thought of how this could be. How Clarke could be with someone else after getting bored, how when they go off to University Clarke would get hit on even more.

"Wow" Anya says looking to the brunette beside her instantly knowing she doesn't need that push to rescue her girlfriend if her locked jaw and blazing eyes was anything to go by.

"What's he think he's doing" Lexa snapped squinting her eyes in focus as the man steps closer placing his hand on Clarke's hips with a grin. She stood up without thinking feeling her legs turn to jelly before regaining herself and taking steps forward. She wasn't sure what it was or why she was taking steps closer unable to take her eyes of Clarke's and the man who so eagerly touched her girlfriend but something snapped inside her. A feeling that was unfamiliar yet overpowering to be able to block everything else out. She didn't think twice as she gripped her girlfriend wrist spinning her around and pulling her against hers. She was met with blue surprised eyes until she realised it was Lexa and instantly relaxed against her however Lexa didn't her focus turned over Clarke's shoulder to the boy who didn't get the hint and still came closer and by the look of it thinking two girls is better than one. The new raw emotion that she felt had her gripping Clarke tighter as she turned them around placing Lexa between the boy and Clarke not wanting him to touch her even in the slightest.

"Do you mind" Lexa says her tone firmer than Clarke had ever heard before as she turned around to face the drunken boy.

"Not at all" he says cheekily "You can dance with us" he says completely oblivious

"Lex" Clarke says gently trying to take Lexa's hand in her own but the boys beady wondering eyes had Lexa raging inside.

"Well I mind" Lexa says through gritted teeth "Get the hint! She doesn't want to dance with you"

"Says who?" he questioned

"Her girlfriend" Lexa says firmly staring the boy down angrily her blood boiling as she thinks of his hands on Clarke's hips as she dances. The boy stares at her confused for a moment before looking to the blonde who was almost blocked by Lexa and their now entangled hands.

"Sorry" He says holding his hands up respectfully "I didn't know" he says already backing away in the crowd.  Lexa watches him go feeling her muscles go rigid from the anger she felt only turning around as Clarke pulls her to face her wrapping her arms around Lexa's neck lovingly.

"Jealous Lexa" Clarke says with a gentle smile on her lips. As green eyes meet blue the blood rushes to her cheeks at the realisation at what just happened and how quickly Clarke could make her come back to her normal self. Jealousy wasn't something she liked ever since her mother, but Lexa couldn't help how her blood pumped through her veins.

"I'm sorry" Lexa said embarrassed looking down between them while her arms rest on her girlfriends hips. "He was touching you" she says shyly looking at the position her hand was now in. "I just reac-" she was cut of by the blondes eager lips pressing desperately against hers while running her finger through Lexa's hair.

"Don't" Clarke muttered between the kiss only parting to change the angle before pushing her tongue fiercely against Lexa's once more ignoring everyone around them as Clarke ran her hand down Lexa's playsuit till she could feel Lexa's bare thighs setting fire to her fingertips drawing out a growl of want and need. "I want you" Clarke gritted desperately pushing her body against Lexa's to feel every inch, every curve and every breath while the ache between her legs throbbed with a intensity that she didn't know existed.

"You liked that?" Lexa questioned curiously after a moment, feeling Clarke's body rocking gently in to hers unable to tear her eyes away from Lexa's lips.

"Yes" Clarke breathed her eyes darker and heavier with a new husk to her voice. "Lexa" Clarke breathed pressing her forehead to Lexa's her eyes falling closed as her breathing became more rapid at just the feel of Lexa's body.

"Yeah?"

"I'm so wet" Clarke breathed like it pained her as her eyes closed eyes scrunched up in the slightest. Lexa's belly dropped all the way down to her core at the state Clarke had become infront of her, her body rocking in to Lexa for more, already breathless while unable to open her eyes. Lexa swallowed harshly again, the drink still having some effect on her.

"You're mine" Lexa says possessively making Clarke's eyes scrunch up tighter her mouth dropping open as she let's out a whine nodding rapidly in agreement.

"Yours" Clarke confirmed breathlessly before opening her eyes and Lexa swears Clarke's eyes had never been so dark. "Come on" Clarke says breathlessly pulling Lexa roughly towards the bathroom and in to a cubicle slamming the door closed and locking the door. The second Clarke turns around Lexa's eager lips are on her's attacking them with a new desperation, wanting her to feel every ounce of emotion she feels for her. She slams her roughly against the door attacking Clarke's neck with want and need as Clarke's moans embarrassingly ripple out to lost to  care who can hear.

"Fuck" Clarke moans tipping her head back against the door while sliding her finger's through Lexa’s hair. She could feel the wetness increase with every touch Lexa gave, already throbbing as Lexa's finger tips reach the bottom of Clarke's skirt while her lips reattach to Clarke's more gentler before pulling away.

"Are you sure?" Lexa questioned her eyes looking between both of Clarke's now darkened eyes.

"Yes" Clarke confirmed snaking her hand around the back of Lexa's neck to crash their lips together. "I need you" Clarke pleaded. Begging wasn't something they had done before whenever they started they would always finish teasing enough but not to much, so as the pleads left Clarke's mouth Lexa's fingertips tingled as the pushed under Clarke's skirt who quickly raised a leg against Lexa who held it in place with her other hand for support. As her fingers brushed over Clarke's silky thongs she moaned pausing over the wet patch seeking through.

"God" Lexa breathed unable to stop her lips crashing down desperately against Clarke's nibbling and sucking as she pushed her fingers under the blonde's underwear in to her wet folds. She thrived on being the reason Clarke had no control over her body as her tongue became lazy with her continuous moans clawing through her throat, her hand gripping Lexa's hair tighter every time she circuled Clarke's clit teasingly. She had never had sex in a toilet before never mind being begged and pleaded to fuck someone because they needed her. She felt indecisive on how to feel about fucking Clarke in a toilet so desperately with it not being the cleanest or classiest of places yet couldn't help but feel the thrill on have spontaneous it was and how Clarke was begging and looked so fucking glorious against the toilet door. She brought her head to rest against Clarke's, eyes flickering open what remained of her green eyes to look at her girlfriends who continues to whimper as Lexa played with her clit.

"I love you Clarke" Lexa confessed nibbling on Clarke's bottom lip before soothing it with her tongue.

"I.i.. love yoo" she moaned unable to finish the last word correctly as Lexa slipped her fingers inside Clarke. "Oh fuck" she moaned her other hand flying up to grip the top of the door in hope to stay up right with Lexa's grip tightening around her. Lexa retracted her fingers repeatedly before pushing them back in hard and fast wanting to give her girlfriend what she pleaded for. Clarke barely managed to keep a kiss going her breath catching in her throat as she threw her head back in pleasure making Lexa bit and suck harder in to her pale skin.

"Oh..fu.."

Clarke never got her last word out as her orgasm rippled through her body embarrassingly quick barely lasting minutes while her body jolted in pleasure her veins becoming more prominent in her neck while Lexa licked across her collar bone bringing her back down from her high.

"Fuck. Lexa" Clarke breathed breathlessly as Lexa released her raised leg while Lexa watching it flop like Jelly. "Wow" Clarke breathed breathlessly blinking like light was now new to her eyes.

"That was...quick" Lexa teased continuing to sooth kisses along the new marked neck.

"Hmm." Clarke hummed not caring placing her hands on either side of Lexa's face with a proud smile "Shush you" she whispered before falling in to another passionate kiss. "Please let's go home" Clarke says eagerly wanting to just strip Lexa of her clothes. 

"Everyone's staying the night remember" Lexa reminded knowing they couldn't leave without everyone.

"Urgh" Clarke groaned hitting her head against the door. "Who's stupid idea was that?"

"Yours" Lexa laughed pecking Clarke's lips once more.

"I have terrible ideas" Clarke confessed pecking Lexa's lips back.

"You do" Lexa confessed kissing her again.

"Maybe we should just go back out there so someone can hit on me again" Clarke smirked "I happen to love Jealous Lexa" She husked scratching gently at the back of Lexa's neck.

"Please don't" Lexa said returning back to her shy self as her cheeks turn a shade of pink which only made Clarke fall harder.

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Clarke was struggling to keep her hands to herself as soon as they got home. She didn't care that her friends was here, she didn't care that her friends could possibly hear whatever Lexa and her would get up to and quite frankly all she could think about was Jealous Lexa with her commanding firm tone as she protected what was hers. She was enchanted by it and everything just seemed a whole lot blurrier the more she thought about it, she wanted to see it again. So she did exactly what she had been thinking about all night, she buried herself between Lexa's legs and tasted her like it was the first time before worshipping every inch of Lexa's beautiful body.

"I had fun tonight" Clarke whispered running her fingers up and down Lexa's bare arm while placing small kisses to her back.

"Me too" Lexa confesses goose bumps appearing on her skin as she hums in delight. "Clarke" Lexa hesitates

"Yeah?"

"What if you get bored of me when you go college?" Lexa breathes. Finally confessing the fear she had felt for weeks Maybe it wasn't the right time to talk about it, but maybe it was. 

"What if you wake up and realise this is just.. I don't know" she whispers in to the silent room feeling Clarke's finger tips stop their trail.

"Lex?" Clarke says after a moment of silence pulling on Lexa's shoulder till she turned around. "I want to show you something tomorrow" Clarke says softly reaching her hand to cup the brunettes cheek soothingly. "I know exactly what I want, trust me" Clarke whispers capturing the brunettes lips before pulling her closer to snuggle in to.

They lay their starring at one another in the dark, neither one able to see blue or green but knowing it's there right infront of them staring back.