Lost And Insecure!

The 100 (TV)
F/F
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Lost And Insecure!
Summary
Lexa fostered by Abby and Jake AU!A strong person is one who knows how to be quiet, shed a tear for a moment then picks up their gloves and is ready to fight back. The story where Lexa's past is sad teaching her to rely on herself as school never gets better and being stuck in the system is her normal day to day. What happens when the Griffins take her in? Can Lexa grow from the small shell she has shielded herself in with silence, shyness and fear or will it backfire? Includes Angst, jealousy, bullying, pent up frustrations, and a very timid lexa.
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Camping

Lost And Insecure!

 

"So smiling to yourself now?" Costia smirks. "Is that a new thing now or is that a blondes doing?" She questioned removing her gaze from the road to look at the brunette for a few seconds.

"What?" Lexa asked pointlessly, she knew full well what Costia had said and she also knew it was true. She had been staring in to absolutely nothing with a smile that seemed to keep appearing the more she became lost in thought, and every time she realised that the smile had reappeared again, she tried to suppress it with no luck. She hadn't spoken about Clarke with anyone other than the brief conversation she had to have with Costia after being caught making out. Truth is Lexa is confused, more so than before. At first their first kiss had been a whirl wind as Lexa melted in to it, she melted in to it like chocolate melting on your finger, quick and natural. Yet the more Clarke showed more interest as time continued Lexa was baffled. For many years Lexa had only ever been in a hole, a hole that seemed to dig deeper with loneliness, a hole that held no love, no family, no friends and no way of getting out. She was stuck alone and unwanted, yet now somehow at some point the hole seemed darker, like someone was standing at the entrance crowding around ready to help, ready to throw a rope down giving you the option to escape the world you have become so use to, and when she looks up all she see's is Clarke.

"You heard me" Costia laughs focusing on the car in front, the car that just so happens to have Clarke Griffin driving. "Why are you smiling like that?"

"like what?" Lexa questioned acting completely oblivious to something that was more than obvious. She wasn't sure exactly what to say about Clarke or how to say it, they had been on a date. Clarke had confessed her feelings on more than one occasion and when it came to sleeping at night, their cuddles were tighter, their kisses lingered and admittedly Lexa could never get her out her head. She wasn't even truly aware why she was smiling so much now, she wasn't sure if it was the way they woke with Clarke whispering how much she liked to wake to the brunette, or if it was their heated make out session they shared in their bedroom before they left, the kiss that still left a sweet taste on Lexa's tounge and the tingling of her fingers to increase. It could even be when Lexa volunteered to ride with Costia so their was more room in Clarke's car for Octavia to ride with them, the way Clarke's head snapped towards Lexa didn't go unmissed. She watched at Clarke stuttered excuses to everyone trying not to be to obvious so Lexa would ride with her. She watched as Clarke's eyes followed Lexa as she entered Costia's car with a sad smile on her lips. Even Lexa was beginning to wonder why she volunteered her seat away, the drive was three hours and she already hoped the journey would come to a end just to connect her green eyes with blue once more. She wasn't sure if she would like camping, admittedly it was a first time and she was all for outdoors but, only Costia and Anya knew about the two of them, and Clarke had made it clear at school that she wasn't ready for people to know yet, as they sat with a small distance between them, no kisses, no touches occasionally gentle grazes here and their but other than that everything seemed as it should. So spending the next three days in the comfort of Clarke's friends sounded very adventurous yet Lexa already missed the comfort of their bedroom where kisses and cuddles would always be waiting.

"Like someone just brought you a new puppy" Costia continued. "You're barely taken your eyes of Clarke's car. Spill!" Costia demanded with a teasing tone.

"what do you want to know?" Lexa questioned unsure of what really to say.

"How about what's going on between you? Is she a good kisser? Like.. I don't know have you hooked up?" Costia rambles only pausing as she follows Clarke's car carefully around a round about. "Are you together now?" Costia questioned finally taking a glance in Lexa's direction letting her know she had finished. Lexa's smile seemed to form automatically she couldn't help but find the whole situation bizarre yet amusing at the same time, she was actually being questioned on a love life, on how someone kissed, it was like a movie she had watched where their best friends would quiz you till they knew every last detail, a situation Lexa never thought she would ever be in, yet here she was.

"She is a good kisser" Lexa smiles looking to the small black Golf infront of them seeing Blonde hair from the drivers seat only made her smile grow.

"I love how out of all those questions, the only one you answer is about her kissing" Costia teases. "Is she better than me?" Costia questioned smirk on her lips and raised brow.

"definatly" Lexa laughs as Costia smacks her on her arm.

"Cheeky git" She laughs placing her hands back on the steering wheel.

"It not like we really kissed" Lexa smiles remembering how nervous she was when they shut the closet door on Costia and herself for seven minutes in heaven. Costia had understood her fears and nerves having never had proper physical contact before so as they opened the door Costia's gave Lexa a soft lingering kiss allowing the group to open the door and believe what ever they wanted with all their wolf whistles and howling, and Lexa had never been more grateful of Costia.

"I know" Costia grins "Their faces" Costia laughs "Like horny uncontrollable dogs."

"I Never said thank you" Lexa said after a while of silence.

"For what?"

"Everything" Lexa admitted. "Talking to me. Being patient. Never giving up" Lexa words showed her vulnerability as the smile reached her lips

"You're welcome" Costia mirrored Lexa's smile reaching over and squeezing the brunettes hand. "I'm glad I did. No regrets." She said honestly. "But don't think you can escape the topic that easily..so Clarke" Costia grinned devilishly as Lexa just turned back to the road watching the car infront glide along the road with such ease.

"Im going to regret riding with you aren't I?" Lexa questioned beginning to fiddle with her top with a smile plastered on her face, yet nervous at the questions that were about to fly her way.

"One hundred percent" Costia laughed. "Have you learnt her weak spots yet?" Costia laughed as Lexa groaned in her chair, cheeks going pink but unable to mistake the warm buzzing feeling swamping her stomach at being able to speak about Clarke. Is this what it's like to actually live?

----

"Someone's grouchy" Anya teases looking to the blonde.

"I am not grouchy" Clarke bites looking in her rear view mirror for the hundredth time, she could see Costia and Lexa talking in the car behind, that much was Clear, only what they were talking about was a mystery.

"Of course you're not" Anya laughed turning in her chair to face Octavia. "You should have seen her fly of Lexa this morning when I crashed in the room" 

"You were on top of Lexa?" Octavia questioned eagerly sitting forward. 

"I did not fly of her!" the blonde objects.

"Really? You hitting your fucking back on the ground with a thud was a smooth move?" Anya laughed mockingly. "She shit her pants!" Anya stated. 

"I did not shit my pants!" Clarke denied looking in the rear view mirror once more.

"You will in a minute if you keep looking in that fucking mirror!" Anya teases not even attempting to hide the fact she was being so obvious.

"Stop swearing!" Clarke moans "What are you talking about, I have to stay aware of the roads around me"

"I don't think looking behind you is going to help very much" Octavia adds with a giggle pushing her face between the two girls sitting at the front. "Lexa wouldn't happen to be in the car behind would she?" She questioned teasingly before turning around and looking at the white Range Rover following. "Oh and what do you know" Octavia laughs turning back around "Little old Lexa is sitting at the front"

"Shut up" Was all Clarke could say, having no defence left.

"Ohh... shut up" Anya mocks laughing. "Hear that Octavia.. 'Shut up'" She mocks once more laughing with the brunette in the back. "Big argument you had there I expected better from you"

"I hate you guys" She groaned trying her very best to focus on the road infront of her.

"Yeah, yeah, to the interesting stuff!" Anya waves off "Why are you pining over her, she is only in another car."

"I'm not pining"

"You are pining" Octavia grins.

"What is this gang up on Clarke? I can seriously drop you of on the corner!"

"Oh avoiding the question" Anya acknowledged turning to the brunette. "One strike for Clarke"

"Strike for Clarke" Octavia plays along waving her finger as if she had striked Clarke with one.

"You two are crazy"

"keep up with that talk, and you will earn yourself a second strike missy" Anya points out her face trying to remain as serious as possible.

"What the hell are bloody strikes"

"Language Clarke" Anya mocks, leaving Clarke to roll her eyes as she continues to drive. "Are you a couple now?" Anya questioned both girls eyes settling on the blonde driving.

"What?" Clarke stutters. "I'm not playing this game! Why am I the only one playing this game? Why aren't you getting any questions"

"That's a second strike" Anya says displeasingly.

"Second strike" Octavia announces laughing as she moved her hand in the air again.

"stop giving me strikes"

"Trust me you don't want three" Anya admits

"Why?" Clarke questions turning her gaze to her cousin for a minute "What happens when I get three?" she questions nervously. She loves her cousin she does, but she hates her stupid games.

"Get three and you will find out" She grins ignoring the blondes stare as she turned to Octavia with a glint in her eye. "Is she a good kisser?" Anya questions, smirks quickly appearing on girls lips.

"Is she a to much tounge kind of girl? Or not enough? Is she a slobbery kisser?" Octavia questions wanting more details.

"Oh my god" Clarke wines closing her eyes for just a second.

"Is that a third strike?" Anya questions.

"NO!" Clarke says a little too quickly before releasing a huff. She shouldn't play these silly games, she knew that, but Anya was a pain in her ass when she wanted to be, and spending the next three days with her, well lets just say she was more than happy to avoid those three strikes.  "Her kisses are perfect" Clarke says regrettably as both girls grin at her smugly knowing they have her exactly where they want her.

"When you say perfect?" Octavia pushes teasingly but serious

"I Mean best kisser hands down" Clarke admits unable to help herself from looking in the rear view mirror at Lexa in the car behind.

"Awhh.." Octavia coo's

"yuck" Anya pulls a sickening face not even caring it doesn't meet her eyes as she watches her cousin search for Lexa in her mirror, small smile creeping her lips.

"So I think we have her where we want her" Anya speaks after a moment "What do you think O?" Anya questioned.

"Seems about right. Hmm I think we should dig deeper" She grins

"I hate you!" Clarke points out turning to face Octavia. "You're dead to me"

"I'll get over it I'm sure" Octavia admits "Have you had wet dreams?"

"Octavia!"

"What? I'm curious? you sleep in the same bed every night"

"I am not answering that" Clarke's pink cheeks were enough to answer the question with out her needing to actually say anything, but of course where was the fun in that?

"Strike three?" Anya questions supressing her giggle.

"Fine. Yes" Clarke whines hating her life the more the seconds passed, this would be the longest few hours of her life.

"Who's on top?" Anya questions

"Me. Lexa don't like being on.." Clarke stops mid sentence realising the words leaving her mouth so easily.

"Ohhhhh!!!" Octavia squeals "Say what!? Lexa don't like to be on top?"

"Have you two already?" Anya questions curiously her face becoming serious for a moment.

"What no. No. we haven't" Clarke rushes panicked "We haven't done that yet. God."

"How do you know she's not a top then?" Anya questions confused.

"She just, urgh" The blonde huffs "This is private, you can't say anything" Clarke pleads. "She just gets all nervous when we’re making out and she ends up on top. Like she isn't comfortable, or she doesn't know what to do." Clarke admits nervously.

"Makes sense" Anya agrees "I mean she is shy, nervous and not exactly the most confident." Anya nods unconsciously as if thinking about Lexa.

"Yeah. I don't mind. It's kind of cute" Clarke admits thinking of the brunette above her. She would always hold that nervous smile on her lip's when they would kiss it would be more edgy as Lexa wasn't sure what to do with her body weight, or her hands. It was so cute. The thoughts itself had Clarke smiling and without even knowing it herself yet, her eyes had found Lexa in the mirror, just as she was laughing at something Costia had no doubt said. It made her heart warm and flutter at the same time.

"So fucking cute" Anya admits

"stop swearing"

"What? How do people not swear? Where would their anger go? How do they show their enthusiasm? What if they stub their toe? I don't think golly gosh will really cut it! I mean if Lexa started making out with Costia right now, you going to tell me that you would not be like fuck this fuck that, fucking bitch? Or you going to try say golly gosh that's awful?"

"Fair point" Clarke says after a moment.

"Thank you"

----


"Let's go camping they said" Clarke huffs "It will be fun they said. Pfft Fun my ass" She whines following Raven through the woods holding fire wood.

"You talking to yourself again?" Raven laughs exiting the forest and approaching their ten man tent.

"What's she moaning about now?" Bellamy asks with a knowing smile on his lips as both girls drop the wood on the ground.

"when ain't she moaning" Anya laughs placing herself on a log as Fin try's putting the fire together.

"I'm not moaning" Clarke defends "Why do we have to be near a lake? And a forest for that matter?" Clarke questions finding her seat next to Octavia, directly opposite from Lexa. "Have you guys not watched Friday the 13th? Or any horror film for that matter?" Clarke questioned pulling her coat tightly around her as her eyes scanned the forest right behind their tent. The group laughed at the blonde she was always like this, paranoid and just generally hated camping there was to many flies, spiders, and thing that had legs or just generally moved.

"I don't know why you're laughing. People in sleeping bags are like tacos to bears" The blonde pointed out allowing her eyes to fall to Lexa who was staring adoringly at her. God she hated camping, she really hated camping, but she could look at Lexa wrapped tightly up in her wellies jeans and over sized coat all day, to top it of her hair was braided either side to the middle keeping her thick hair neat. She looked in her element, maybe Clarke could grow to camping just to look at her like this.

"I Don't think bears are around here" Fin laughed at the blonde as he finally had the fire going, about time it's getting dark and its freezing.

"never know" Clarke muttered to herself pushing her chin further in her coat as everyone took a seat around the camp fire while Roan fetched the alcohol from the car.

"Oh no" Anya announces slapping her leg

"What?" Octavia questioned.

"I forgot my teddy bear!" She admits taking a beer from Roan "Look's like I'll have to sleep with you Raven" She says flirtatiously sending a wink in ravens direction, the whole group let out a small laugh knowing she was back to her old tricks.

"Keep dreaming" Raven laughs taking a sit of her beer.

"Oh I will" Anya admits eyeing the brunette. "I'd die happy seeing you naked" She admits biting on her lip, ignoring the laughs and eyes trailing from one girl to the other at their exchange.

"Oh really" Raven plays along, eyeing Anya right back. "Problem is, if I were to see you naked. I'd probably die laughing" She bites back taking a proud gulp of her drink.

"Care to test that theory?" Anya continued. Clarke could do nothing but roll her eyes with a smile on her lips. Typical Anya would never give up without a fight, and Raven loved control and that was certainly what Anya was giving her, she felt she should warn her cousin of Raven's ways, but she figured she would learn in time.

Her smile dropped from her lips as her focus was Lexa once more, and Roan who happened to take a seat right beside her, offering her a beer in hand as they exchanged smile's and chit chat. Clarke tried focusing on the bottle in her hand, the rim, the cold liquid inside, she tried focusing on anything really, anything other than the girl infront of her who had been continuously hit on by Roan at a number of events. She hated how Roan would laugh with more enthusiasm, she hated how Lexa was completely oblivious to his smooth moves. Most of all she hated how Jealous she got from such a small thing, where as she had never even had a incline of jealously before. Literally nothing. She looked over to Fin who was crouch down near the fire, he was lovely he really was. Yet with him it didn't quite feel how Lexa felt to her, he did what he wanted when he pleased and quite honestly Clarke didn't care, she wasn't worried or jealous enough to ever question what he was doing where he was, she just nodded and smiled, never really paying true attention in the first place. It sounds horrible doesn't it? to spend a few years with someone thinking you were happy, although you were never really truly in it, not 100% anyway. When her eyes drift back to the brunette still deep in conversation now with Costia and Roan, she trailed every detail of the brunette, her jaw line that became more clear when she smiled her eyes that sparkled more with the orange of the fire. She was beautiful, truly deeply crazy beautiful. Everything she did, every movement she made Clarke held on to every last one, it had only been a short while, but she already knew Lexa had left her mark on the blonde and if she was to leave it, the scar would be bigger and deeper than the one Fin could ever leave.

That scared her.

"So who's sleeping with who? Two to each room"

"I'm with Jasper" Monty shouts quickly.

"I'm with Bellamy" Fin adds.

"I'm with Raven" Anya grins

"Hell you are!" I'm with Octavia!" Raven quickly adds only making the challenge more appealing to Anya.

"Actually.. Octavia's with me" Anya smiles "Ain't that right O? we spoke about it on the way, I was just kidding"

"Yeah.. sorry Raven" Octavia hesitates looking to Raven with a apologetic look.

"I'm with..Le-"

"I'm with Lexa" Costia shouts out unable to hear what Clarke was saying.

"I'm with Clarke then" Raven said quickly. The conversation dropping from Clarke's ears as her head snaps towards Lexa.

Lexa's sharing a room with Costia. Costia. Really? What just happened? Is all Clarke can think as her eyes give her away and her lip is gripped between her teeth. She hadn't seen Lexa all day, except this morning but other than that all day she has done nothing but be able to look at the girls reflection in the mirror, or watch her from afar, unable to touch, unable to kiss all while Roan sits there with his stupid flirty smile, and stupid close proximity that he always seems to think is necessary when talking to Clarke's girlfriend. That's right Clarke's girlfriend. She had never had the urge to punch Roan in the face, but right now that's all she wanted to do, and Costia, god Costia caught them kissing, surely she must know right? Why would she claim herself with Lexa. Pulling her gaze from green eyes she focused back on her drink, taking a few larger gulps than before till the liquid was gone.

"I need another drink" She muttered standing to her feet and heading in the direction of the cooler oblivious to Octavia hitting Anya's arm and pointing to the distressed blonde.

--

The camp fire was slowly burning out while empty beer bottles scattered around the place as the group chat continued to flow smoothly. Roan didn't move from Lexa's side all night neither did Costia, which only made the blonde drink faster, downing bottle by bottle until she was unable to see Lexa clearly, until she stopped noticing Lexa's nose scrunch up in the cutest of ways when ever she took a swig of her beer, evidently hating the bitter taste in her mouth. She drank until her mouth no longer had a filter, yet had no energy to move her lips to speak. Fin and Anya had moved Closer to the blonde as her body became more heavy struggling to stay up straight. Fin was holding her weight up and ready to help when leaning to far back and Anya slowed her drinking pace as she gripped Clarke's hand.

"Maybe we should go for a walk?" Fin questioned worriedly. Clarke liked to drink, she enjoyed one every now and again but he had never seen her get this drunk before, she had always been able to support her own weight, to never need help guiding her from one place to another.

"Is that what you're calling it now? A walk?" Jasper questioned laughing over the tip of his drink to drunk himself to notice Anya's glare telling him to shut up. "walking is defiantly not what you were doing!" Jasper laughed throwing a stone in to the fire. Clarke's brow furrowed for a moment in her drunken state trying to fix her memories together to understand what Jasper seemed to be hinting at.

"What was she doing?" Lexa questioned curiously confused herself expecting another hilarious Clarke camping story.

"Our Clarkey here! Was getting down and dirty!" Jasper laughed "Ouch" he whined rubbing at his forearm where Octavia hit him. "What?" He questioned "She was!" he laughed still oblivious. "Fucking loud an all! Even after being caught by myself, they still had no shame" he laughed "They came back to the tent thinking they were being more discreet"

We are so not having this fucking conversation right now.

"Oh I remember that!" Monty chipped in "Clarke lost her bra!" He laughed With the group quickly following suit accept Anya Lexa and Clarke that is. She tried to fix her eyes on the brunette she really did, but she was to far away and way to blurry the more she tried the more her body was unable to stay up right.

"That walk" Fin quickly stated quickly gripping tighter to the blonde before she fell of the log, helping her stand while throwing his arm around her waist.

"Oi oi" Jasper encouraged with a wolf whistle, Earning another slap from Octavia. 

"Wait-" Clarke pushed out her lips her body swaying almost lifeless from one foot to the other while Fin's grip tightened as they faced the group. "I am not going- not having SEX" she stuttered pointing her finger at someone, who it was she wasn't sure as her eyes squinted to help see clearly. "No!" She muttered not making any sense. "Where's Where Lexa?" Clarke questioned the group unable to see the brunette.

"She's just there Clarke" Raven laughed pointing across the fire to a blur.

"Come here" She mumbled as the group laughed at her sloppy self. "Come" She whined after a few seconds of still no Lexa.

"I'm here" Lexa soft voice was heard making Clarke blink a few times to fixate her eyes on the figure that had came closer.

"No Sex Lexa" She said with more enthusiasm than she thought pointing at the brunette standing infront of her. She wasn't sure if she was telling Lexa not to have sex, or if she was telling Lexa she isn't going to have sex, her brain was pretty fucked right now so all she could do was try.

"Ok Clarke" Lexa smiled gripping the blonde also as she swayed. As if on instinct Clarke's other arm dropped from Fin's neck that was helping her up right and snaked around Lexa having her holding Clarke's weight instead, and as if natural to Lexa her arm's wrapped tightly around the blondes waist holding her up right against her own body.

"Where have you been?" Clarke ordered "I did not see you Lexa" She questioned confused her eyes wide and her mind going on a frenzy 

"I was right over there" Lexa smiled trying to supress her laugh, drunk Clarke was cute Clarke.

"Come on you" Fin interrupted trying to take Clarke's weight of Lexa. "Let's go for a walk"

"Lexa I'm not going for a- not walking with Fin. I'm not." Clarke tried keeping a grip around the brunettes neck. "I only walk- ok.?" She questioned her eyes all blood shot and her breath stinking of beer. "Lexa ok?" She questioned desperately after Lexa didn't reply immediately.

"Ok Clarke" Lexa smiles allowing Fin to take Clarke around him once more.

"Bye Lexa." Clarke waves sloppy, until She is pulled away towards the lake with Fin.

"What are we dead?" Anya questioned looking to Octavia "Or invisible?"

"I think that was Clarke's drunken arses way of telling Lexa she isn't doing that kind of walk with Fin." Octavia laughs. "That was a little awkward" She admits looking to Jasper engaged in a new conversation with Monty and Bellamy.

"You're telling me. Lexa's face dropped" Anya admitted still eyeing the brunette who had wondered back to her seat occasionally looking in the direction where Clarke vanished with Fin. "Clearly Clarke's mumble jumble made her feel better" She admitted nudging Octavia in Lexa's direction, where Lexa was smiling at literally nothing.

"What are you two dorks discussing?" Raven questioned placing herself on the same log.

"Oh we're just thinking of having a three sum" Anya lies casually scanning her eyes around the group of friends. "I'm not sure which one though how about you O?" Anya questioned taking a sip of her drink.

"Oh I don't know. Roan's kind of a hunk?" Octavia plays along. "Could be a girl? I mean Costia is stunning"

"She is" Anya admits turning to face Octavia. "Her arse is amazing you seen it?" Anya questions.

"It is. Then there's Lexa. Her Legs are amazing"

"True. But she's family to me now, that's a no go!"

"You two fucking with me right now?" Raven questioned looking to the two serious looking girls.

"Why would we be fucking with you Raven? I believe you didn't want me to Fuck with you" Anya says teasingly allowing her eyes to trail the length of the Latina's body. 

"So you two?" Raven questioned looking between the girls not sure on how to finish that sentence.

"I'm hot. She's hot. why not?" Octavia questioned. "Little bit of fun right?" She questioned trying not to laugh at Anya.

"oh right" Raven said a little disappointed "Well ill leave you two it then" she said standing up and walking over to the rest of the group. Octavia unable to hold her laughter back any longer giggled in to Anya's forearm not wanting to draw attention to herself.

"If I didn't know any better I would say my best friends a little jealous" Octavia laughed.

"She want's to play games, ill play them right back" Anya smirks admiring the Latina's fine arse from a distance.

---

When they all decided it was time for bed they all made it in to their separate rooms in the tent, bringing all their essentials in to the middle of the tent along with a few chairs a few of them had brought. Raven watched on as Octavia and Anya zipped up behind them a smirk on Anya's lips as she noticed Raven watching. Lexa nervously made her way in to her room with Costia biting on her inner lip as she snuggled down already lost in thought. Clarke had not returned with Fin, and it had been well over a hour. The rest of the group didn't seem phased saying they will be back when they were ready, yet Lexa tossed and turned beneath the sleeping bag now only seeing the light from the fire outside coming to a end. Her feelings had been a little of a whirl wind through out the night. She loved hearing previous camping stories, especially when it came to the blonde as it seemed she hated camping, how Bellamy and Fin had once put her on a float while she was asleep and let her drift out to the lake until she woke rolling in to the water. She could see why she hated camping. Then there was roan who seemed to keep placing his hand on the middle of Lexa's back, it wasn't threatening but she felt uncomfortable having the blonde only opposite her, she kept hoping Clarke would come sit with her, disturb them like she had every other time, only this time she didn't. She sat opposite barely making eye contact with the brunette as she drank and laughed with Raven, Anya and Fin. The brunette knew everyone had a past, especially Clarke with Fin, yet hearing the story of them being caught was a little sickening, it made her stomach turn in disgust at the thought and all she could do was look down. She knew they did it, of course she did Clarke had lost her virginity to the boy, but for some reason hearing Clarke having sexual encounters with someone else shook her a little. Shook her a lot. The thought was horrible and the vision was planted firmly in her brain, thanks to jasper. Then the blonde had to be all cute and drunk, and just I don't know reassure her I guess, that Clarke was infact going for a walk, but not that kind of walk before leaving Lexa smiling until she couldn't see the blonde no more. A hour though? Clarke should be in bed, she should be sleeping she was to drunk and barely able to walk with Fin. She certainly wasn't able to think properly.

"Stop thinking" Costia groaned turning to face the brunette. "She's fine"

"I know" Lexa smiled but it didn't meet her eyes. She wasn't sure what she was really worried about, the fact that Clarke might not be ok, or the fact she could be perfectly ok, better than ok while 'walking' with Fin, and this whole thing, what ever this thing was could be done finished and forgotten with. Maybe that's the reason Clarke didn't want to interrupt Roan, maybe she was having to much fun talking with Fin already.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Costia questioned placing her arm around Lexa "About Clarke?" she whispered.

"Nothing to talk about" Lexa whispered back pushing herself more in to the sleeping bag in hope to fall asleep.

--

"Lexa" Costia nudged shaking the brunette in hope her eyes would flicker open and come back to reality. "Wake up" She pleaded shaking the girl once more as tears trickled down the brunette's cheek her fist clenched tightly together while her body shifted erratically. "You're having a nightmare" She pointed out in hope Lexa could hear her voice as she shook her once more, concern growing bigger and bigger by the second.

"No.. no.." Lexa mumbled her tears increasing "Don't!" she snapped her head whipping from one side to the other.

"LEXA!" Costia snapped shaking her erratically till her eyes snapped open and she bolted up right. Green eyes scanned erratically at Costia and her surroundings, a thin layer of tears coating her eyes.

"Clarke" Was the first word to leave the brunettes lips it was soft and shaky all in one, the concern was evident and the panic quickly increased.

"No. Costia" Costia pointed out softly placing her hands either side of Lexa's forearm. "You had a nightmare" Costia whispered not wanting to let go of Lexa she had never seen something like that before, she had nightmares herself but never had she ever cried while pretty much fitting in the bed. "Are you ok?" she questioned just as scared as Lexa both their breathing rapidly increased, Costia’s from fear and Lexa from her nightmare.

"Where's Clarke?" Lexa questioned ignoring the original question.

"Asleep? I don't know. Do you want me to get her?" She questioned her eyes jumping across Lexa's face as she watched the brunette nod while dropping her gaze.  "Ok. Ill be right back. Stay here ok?" Costia questioned still not moving a inch even after Lexa nods. It took a few moments for Costia to be convinced Lexa would be ok for a moment on her own finally when she was satisfied she exited their part of the tent and walked over to the opposite end unzipping Clarke and Raven's room.
As she pulled the zipper down Raven sat up with squinted eyes looking to see who had disturbed her.

"Costia?" Raven questioned confused still struggling to see properly.

"Where's Clarke?" Costia questioned seeing no blonde in the small room. Raven looked to her side then back to Costia.

"She didn't come back. She's still with Fin"

"Fuck" Costia muttered. Looking in to Raven's part of the tent and back to the middle, she had two options. She could go back and tell Lexa, Clarke was not here, that Clarke was still with Fin, Or she could go in search for Clarke herself.

"What's up?" Raven questioned.

"Nothing" she lied plastering a smile on her lips "Go back to sleep" Before Raven could object Costia was already zipping the tent up returning back to the middle of the tent 'The living area' as people say. If she went back with out Clarke, Lexa would only worry more, and maybe even upset Lexa in the process as Clarke was with Fin and had been gone way over four hours. She could also go and look for the blonde, she has no idea where the two had gone, or what she might find for that matter, but she had never seen such fear in someone's eyes from waking from a nightmare.

"Fuck it" Costia muttered grabbing the closest pair of shoes she could find a pair that clearly weren't hers as they were to big. As she exited the tent the sky was still black with the night sky. She reached back in to the tent reaching for a torch before making her way down the path Clarke and Fin had walked down. She held herself tighter as she took slow nervous strides forward beginning to see the lake at the end, Why she thought doing this was a good idea she didn't know. Hell Clarke could be right she could be eaten by a bear! As silly as Costia knew that sounded every thought ran through her head as she did the long slow dark walk alone, with the sound of ruffling leaves and blown branches she was scared, of course she was, it was the middle of the night.  When she approached the Lake her eyes scanned the shore shining her flash light from one side to the other until she finally found a shadow laying against a tree. The closer she got, the more sure she became seeing Fin's back against the tree and Clarke laying sleeping across his lap.
Stupid drunks.
"Clarke" She mumbled shaking the blonde awake, thankfully it was a lot easier than waking Lexa, although Clarke was a lot more groggily as her eyes clamped shut tighter her hand immediately coming to her head with a groan..

"Urgh.." Clarke sat up rubbing at her temple, struggling but trying to open her eyes. "Can you get that light out my face" She moaned pushing Costia's hand away "Where am I?" She questioned her eyes focusing on Costia and then to Fin. "What am I doing here?" She questioned more confused as Fin slept quietly.

"You fell asleep" Costia said "I think" twitching her lip to the side hoping that's all the blonde did. "Clarke. It's Lexa"  At the mention of the brunette's name her eyes snapped open completely and her focus was fine.

"What about her? Where is she?" She questioned quickly looking down the lake.

"She's fine. I think. She had a nightmare. Clarke she's asking for you" Costia pointed out, that was all it took for Clarke to get to her feet with a slight stumble still with the alcohol still in her system.

"Fin. Get up" Clarke nudged the boy quickly till his eyes shot open "Come on. We’re going back to the tent" She pushed quickly eager to rush back. Fin quickly came back to the real world standing to his feet feeling sore and rough, Costia didn't want to ask why, she wasn't sure she really wanted to know as he rubbed at his muscles on the fast walking pace Clarke seemed to have started.

"What happened?" Clarke questioned furrowing her brows not clear on the night before.

"I don't know. You disappeared with Fin, you didn't come back."

"And Lexa?" Clarke questioned.

"She was crying, and shouting out" Costia pointed quickly as the tent came in view. "She asked for you immediately. I didn't know what else to do"  Costia admitted "Go. Ill walk with Fin" She smiled pushing the blonde forward to the tent.

"Thank you" She mumbled before jogging the rest of the way until she disappeared within the tent.

--

When Clarke entered the tent, she was hit with a sight she never expected. A sight that left damp puddles on the brunette's cheek, a sight that showed every single fear, every single vulnerability in green eyes.  A sight that made Clarke pause for a second as the brunette sniffled. Lexa has had nightmares before and sure she had woke up in tears, she had woke up shaking with fear until she realised it was a dream, but she had never seen Lexa quite like this.

"Hey" Clarke said softly quickly moving closer to the brunette as she pushed past the entrance, blue concerned eyes scanned Lexa's face entirely, pushing the damp hair away that stuck to her face. "Hi" Clarke whispered once more sitting directly infront of the brunette watching green eyes trace Clarke's features rapidly.

"Clark-" She whispered, a single tear falling down her cheek as her word breaks at the end. Lexa places her hands on both of the blonde's cheeks like she was feeling for her, making sure she was truly there and not just a shadow of her imagination "You're ok" she sighed with relief still unable to tear green eyes from scanning all of Clarke.

"I'm here. I'm ok" Clarke confirmed placing her hands over Lexa's that remain holding her cheeks. "See?" she questioned squeezing Lexa's hands gently. "I'm here with you" Clarke confirmed hoping to settle the worry in green eyes. It didn't stop Lexa's hands wondering from one place to the other in a panic feeling Clarke completely, even as Lexa brought her body closer to Clarke needing to feel her, needing to feel her close and safe.

"It felt so real" Lexa muttered her hands still holding Clarke close unable to remove her hands from the blonde in fear she really wasn't until her hand's drifted down to the blonde's top gripping at it in a death grip.

"Hey" Clarke finally say's pushing her self up on her knee's as she brings herself closer to Lexa placing the palm of her hand on Lexa's cheek and resting their foreheads against one another. "I'm not going anywhere. Ok?" She sooths rubbing her thumb back and forth.

Green eyes finally lock with blue stopping there rapid search for something within Clarke, her grip tightening on the blondes top keeping her close as her breathing begins to sooth once more. Before Clarke can begin to speak again Lexa pushes her lips to Clarke's. No matter how much their lips are touching Lexa feels it isn't enough as she pushes even harder against the blonde's lips, needing to feel every ounce of her, searching for something that's already there. She feels vulnerable and scared, and some part of her deep down still feels the emotions in her nightmare. It may have all been a nightmare that created itself in her head, but the fear was real, the desperation was real and now she was just hoping Clarke being here was real. The blonde didn't expect it, but she also didn't deny it, the feel of Lexa's lips against hers fighting for something she was craving to find. Lexa continued to push her lips harder and faster against Clarke's until her knee's lost her balance and fell backwards in to the sleeping bag pulling Lexa with her. Their lips only  parted for a second until Lexa quickly attached them again her hand pushed in blonde lock's gripping it gently as her tounge fort against Clarke's.

The quiet moans, hair gripping and biting lips was driving Clarke crazy. Her mind couldn't even process what was happening as Lexa's slick tounge travelled down the length of her neck stopping to nip on her pulse point while twirling her tounge. Her head pushed back giving Lexa better access as she dug her finger's in to Lexa's thick brown hair losing them instantly. "Fuck" Clarke muttered quietly gripping at Lexa's hip. She needed to stop this as much as she really, really didn't want to it wasn't right, Lexa wasn't in the right state of mind. "Lex" Clarke tried "hmm" She moaned feeling Lexa's kisses travel her neck. "Lexa" she tried again this time her voice finding itself, making Lexa look up in to blue.

"We shouldn't" Clarke panted unable to stop her eyes darting down to Lexa's damp perky lips before scanning her eyes with green. She studied Lexa's wondering eyes once more, it was fascinating really how they went from glazed over to back to their original insecure self.

"I'm sorry" Lexa rushed pushing herself of the blonde immediately embarrassed her eyes scanning anywhere but Clarke's as her confidence vanishes as she realises what she had done. "Clarke I.. I didn't mean t-"

"Hey" Clarke interrupted quickly following the brunette as she pulls her closer once more. "You have nothing to apologise for" She admitted. "I liked it. You have no idea. It's just we shouldn't" She spoke softly gliding her thumb back and forth across Lexa's cheek until she was relaxed once more, trying to convince her own body that this was the right thing to do as her eyes focus on Lexa's lips once more. "We should try sleeping" Clarke finally says catching Lexa's gaze again.

"will you lay with me?" Lexa questioned. Her fiddling fingers beginning to play with the sleeping bag beneath them as her nerves returned.

"Of course. Come on lay down" she guided pulling Lexa down beside her. As if they were at home tucked up safe and warm in their own bed, Lexa found her all to familiar position gripping Clarke's top in the palm of her hand while Clarke snaked her arm around the brunette, gripping her tightly while looking at the brunette in the darkened tent.

"What did you dream about?" Clarke whispered nuzzling her nose against the brunette with her own before kissing the tip.

"Titus" Lexa mumbled gripping Clarke's top even tighter than before.

The blonde remained quiet giving Lexa her time to speak, or not speak at all, that was always her choice Clarke would never push her to say something she didn't feel comfortable discussing about the man that abused her as a child. All Clarke could do was hold her tighter, sooth her anyway she could as she placed small kisses here and there. Sometimes Lexa would open up about her dreams, sometimes she would remain quiet as she nuzzled in to the blonde as much as she could but this dream had Clarke more curious the way Lexa's eyes were panicked, how her eyes had scanned Clarke in search of something she did not know, she wanted Lexa to speak.

"You were there" Lexa admitted flickering her eyes open to see the blondes eyes already watching her. "He tried to take me back. You tried to stop him, but he got angry" she whispered closing her eyes once more. Clarke watched her intensely before sliding her hand across Lexa's cheek in reassurance that she was infact ok, it must have worked because Lexa continued. "He hurt you so bad. You couldn't move, and then he turned to me." she muttered shaking her head of the thoughts. "I couldn't get to you. You just didn't move" she rushed her emotions coming through once more. "It felt so real, and then you wasn't here"

"He can't get me Lex" Clarke reassured "He can't get you either. I Would never ever let that happen" Clarke whispered pressing their foreheads together.

"It just felt so real"

The silence lingered between the girls for a moment with Clarke holding her tighter as their bodies melted in to one. She could see Lexa's eyes closed as her breathing began to even out, but she couldn't stop herself from gliding her finger tips along the outline of her hair shaping her face.

"Maybe you should speak to someone. Someone who can help you" Clarke suggested not even sure Lexa was even awake as it had been a while since they had spoken.

"Maybe" Lexa hummed pushing her head in Clarkes neck. "Clarke" Lexa whispered feeling the warm breath spread around her neck.

"Hmm?"

"Where were you?" Lexa questioned. As Clarke tried to pull back and look down at Lexa, the brunette only snuggled deeper in to her neck not allowing her to see her face, making Clarke think Lexa did that on purpose. "Costia took a while to get you. She left the tent" Lexa acknowledged her voice more shaky than before.

"I was at the lake" Clarke admits resting her chin on the top of Lexa's head. Lexa didn't respond for a moment she allowed the answer to sink in, feeling a tug to ask the next question but scared to ask at the same time. It's why she buried her face in Clarke, she buried it so deep Clarke wouldn't be able to see the fear and vulnerability in her eyes. Maybe Lexa had got everything wrong, I mean that is a huge possibility she had never had someone actually like her enough to know the difference. Maybe Clarke was just having casual make out sessions with her and she was a snuggly person? Yet part of her pulling the opposite way was saying the opposite, she hadn't seen Clarke look at anyone else the way she always finds Clarke staring at her, there was just something there.

"With fin?" Lexa questioned more quieter. This time Clarke did try to pull away to look at Lexa's face once more only Lexa’s grip tightened so it was impossible.

"Yes" Clarke said softly "Why won't you look at me?" Clarke questioned stretching her neck to try look down at the brunette.

"have yo- I..Um.. Are you back together?" Lexa questioned once more her voice more quieter than the time before, if it wasn't dead silent in the tent, Clarke would have missed it. But she didn't, she certainly didn't miss it. As she quickly rolled on top of the brunette making it impossible to bury her face any longer and all she could see was a nervous brunette beneath her.

She was ready to ask her why she would ask her that? Why was she thinking these things? but she didn't. She didn't need to she could see it, she could see Lexa's eyes refusing eye contact, her nerves were all over the place as she shifted uncomfortably beneath Clarke. The blonde had thought pointing out she wasn't interested in anybody else was extremely clear, but apparently not clear enough. She wondered what Lexa had fried up in her brain as a explanation to why Clarke couldn't keep her hands of her, to why Clarke would feel more jealous than she had ever experienced in her life. She wondered what Lexa thought Clarke truly thought of her, but she didn't ask. She couldn't ask.
"No" Clarke spoke softly observing the brunette.
Clarke had hoped their date, and the revelation of Clarke not wanting to do it with anyone else, along with Lexa saying the same was infact confirming they were only for one another. Maybe Clarke had read it wrong? Maybe Anya was right, she would have to officially ask Lexa the old fashioned way for her to understand the blondes full intentions. For now they should sleep, for now Clarke would say nothing, but she certainly planned on Lexa feeling exactly how Clarke felt.

"We should sleep" Clarke whispered looking in those gorgeous insecure green eyes. "It's been a long night" Clarke admitted while still hovering above the brunette. Lexa nodded beneath her dropping her gaze between them yet Clarke could do nothing but still observe everything Lexa did, how her eyes would drop with her lips, how her body would shift and tremble with nerves.  "I only have eyes for one" Clarke admitted slowly crawling of Lexa before pulling her tightly to her chest, feeling the warm breaths from Lexa's mouth once more.

"Night Clarke" Lexa whispered wrapping her fist around Clarke's top once more, a habit Clarke adored.

"Night Lexa" Clarke whispered back running her hand down Lexa's waist pushing underneath her top as she drew unplanned pattern's on Lexa's bare skin till they both fell asleep.

--

"Cock a doodle do!!" Jasper shouted repeatedly through the tent when morning came.

"Shut the hell up!" Anya shouted.

"Cock a doodle do!!" Jasper shouted once more beginning to laugh.

"Someone get him a gag!" Raven shouted

"Jasper!!" Monty shouted hearing a tumble and a fall with a 'ouch'  "Shut the hell up it's 9am!" Monty added.

Clarke was tuned out, she couldn't hear any of it her mind only focused on one thing, and one thing only. She had woken long ago to the brunette already awake, green shinny eyes watching her carefully as she had slept a soft tender smile on her lips and Clarke couldn't stop herself. She didn't stop herself. She pushed her fingers under Lexa's top gliding them back and forth feeling the hot sensation of Lexa's skin as she pushed tighter against Lexa. Without any 'morning's' or 'hi's They just watched one another for a while shyly yet nervously until Clarke couldn't resist any longer and perched herself up on her elbow before leaning down and capturing Lexa's lips. She captured her lips in a kiss that said everything she needed it to, like good morning, hi, you look so beautiful, I cant stop. It was a kiss Lexa and Clarke equally needed, a kiss that deepened quicker than Clarke had anticipated as her tounge pushed sensually against Lexa's. It was a kiss so slow that Clarke could taste Lexa's sweetness on her tounge, a kiss so slow Clarke's body temperature had risen dramatically as she climbed above Lexa, her body guiding itself at what it want's and what it needs. The vibration's of Lexa's soft innocent moans sending electric wave's through Clarke's body causing her to push harder against the body beneath her that brought a louder moan to Lexa's lips, a moan which was unexpected but drove Clarke even more, while quickly trailing her lips down Lexa's neck finding her weak spot quickly sucking and biting. Lexa's body moved to its own accord with every suck her body whimpered and pushed tighter against Clarke's, with every lick Lexa's breath hitched along with her body until Clarke pulled at Lexa's top pulling it away from her collar bone so she could place kisses along the length of it causing Lexa's hand to shoot in to blonde lock's with a whimper. The blonde smiled against Lexa's skin as she trailed Lexa's biggest weak spot longer.
"Clarke" Lexa whimpered quietly mouth open head tilted back giving Clarke all the access she needed but the top becoming quite the annoying obstacle.

"I want to see you" Clarke whispered trailing her kisses back up Lexa's jaw. "Can I take this off?" she questioned pulling at Lexa's top. Lexa paused for a moment, she paused to take in the sight above her, to take in their current situation before she found herself nodding to the panting blonde. Clarke sat up with Lexa following their eyes meeting as Clarke grip's the end of Lexa's top.

"Porky!!" Anya shouted whacking her hands against the tent door as it shakes. "Wake up!!" She shouts instantly causing Clarke to huff dropping her forehead against Lexa's. 

"I hate her" The blonde groans clamping her eyes closed trying to steady her heartbeat back to normal as Lexa giggles. "Don't laugh" She pouts "I just wanted to kiss you for a little while longer" She continues to sulk making Lexa smile and giggle a little more. "I hate camping" She groans once more placing a kiss on Lexa's lips.

"I noticed" She grins.

"Oh you did, did you?" She questioned with a smirk and raised eye brows. "What gave- Oh my god!" Clarke quickly jumps up shooting to the far end of the room causing Lexa to sit up confused. "There is something moving!" The blonde points in the corner of the tent already struggling to find the zipper as she daren't put her back to it. Lexa furrows her brows looking in the corner Clarke was talking about before shifting closer to it. "Don't touch it" Clarke ordered her eyes wide. "What is it!?" she screeches tucking her feet beneath her, just incase.

"it's a beetle" Lexa says turning around with it in her hand.

"Don't come near me!" Clarke orders gripping the sleeping bag against her as a shield as Lexa just watches on amused placing her hand infront of the other so it doesn't fall of. "Get it out" Clarke ordered pushing herself tighter to the edge. Lexa shuffles closer on her knees to Clarke and the blondes eyes widen with fear.

"go away. Don't come near me" She ordered gripping the sleeping back tighter incase Lexa would throw it.

"Clarke" Lexa said calmly with the amused smile on her face. "You're infront of the zipper" She informs with a giggle.

"Oh" Clarke said quickly bolting away from the entrance.

"I need you to open it" 

"Hell no" Clarke objects "I'm not coming near that ugly thing"

"It's just a beetle"

"What are you to shouting about?" Anya questions unzipping the entrance and poking her head through furrowing her brows at Clarke hiding before focusing on Lexa "What is she- Oh fuck!" she snaps jumping back with a stumble as she notices the crawling thing in Lexa's hand. Lexa was unable to resist her eye roll and laugh as she let the beetle go outside. "Don't know what you're eye rolling at" Anya defends  pushing her clothes back down neatly as she sorts herself out while Clarke drops the sleeping bag finally feeling safe enough to come out.

"It's a bug" Lexa says confused "It's tiny" She points out 

"As I've said before. So's a grenade but you would soon run those pretty legs off if you seen one of those" She points out matter of factly before walking away as if  nothing ever happened.

"You're so gross" Clarke points out once her cousin has gone.

--

"too infinite and beyond!" Bellamy shouted pointing forward as he led the small group up the hill where they all followed with enthusiasm, all but one that is.

"I hate camping" Clarke grumbled kicking the rocks beneath her feet.

"You look like you need a high five" Anya teases holding her hand up for the blonde to hit.

"I'll high five your face in a minute" Clarke whines pushing forward. Exercise is not fun, no fun at all. Not one bit. Nun urgh. People are crazy.

"N'awh and there's me thinking you would be on a high this morning after yours and Lexa's tent session.

"Don't be jealous just because you’re getting none and Raven's resisting" Clarke laughs nudging her cousins shoulder as they look upon the two girls that have caught the Griffin's eyes. "On the plus side, 99% of my socks are single, you don't see them crying about it" the blonde teases.

"That's because you’re a tramp" Anya stated with a small pant as she pushed harder at the steep hill pushing herself from the tree's behind her as a little boost. "I don't know what her deal is" 

"Raven's just raven" Clarke notes "She is stubborn. Love's control."

"That's the thing. We've been texting before this camping business she invited me." Anya admits "But every time I say something, make a comment she knocks it back. I don't get it"

"Stop flirting and make out you're not interested"

"Hell with that" Anya grins. "I Got a plan of my own" She grins wiggling her eye brows. 

"Oh god" 

The sound of a branch snapping and a quick groan causes both girls to snap their head up to see the reason. Seeing Lexa’s leg had slipped back on a branch from the ground causing her to drop to her knee's with arms out ready infront of her. A few laughed but before Clarke could even take a step forward to help Roan was helping her up as the group stood and waited. As he gripped Lexa's hand Clarke's eyes followed. When he dusted her down patting her body, her eyes furrowed.

"Speaking of flirting. When you going to shut that boy down?" Anya questioned turning her focus back to the blonde while Clarke's gaze remained on Lexa and Roan.  "Ok. Very soon I take it" Anya observed judging by daggers, arrows, spears even bullets Clarke was throwing his way. "You look like you want to kill him" Anya laughed panting for breath.

"He just don't give her a break" Clarke stated pushing forward with more fierce steps. "Cant he take the hint?" 

"What hint?" Anya questioned "That Lexa isn't exactly pushing him away?"

"Lexa isn't even aware. She just thinks he’s being friendly" Clarke admits feeling anger build for her close friend. 

"Jealous?" Anya questioned already knowing the answer

"Extremely" Clarke admitted watching Roan helping Lexa with her struggle at the hill.

"What are you waiting for?" Anya questioned quirking a brow to the blonde. Clarke looked to her cousin, then to the girl she was falling crazy for remembering Lexa's vulnerability last night when she asked about Fin. Before Clarke could say or do anything else, she sprinted the small distance between her and Lexa leaving Anya howling behind with confused looks from her friends.

"Hi" Clarke smiled slipping her hand in to Lexa's as her head snapped to the side.

"Hi" Lexa beamed biting the side of her lip at just the sight of the blonde beside her. They walked together hand in hand the whole way, they panted and struggled but when they finally reached the top Clarke couldn't resist holding Lexa back a little longer as the group headed back down, glad of Roan finally leaving their sides and Glad of the kiss Clarke helped herself to. Fingers tingling, hearts pounding and jaws aching was all they needed to distract them from the rain beginning to fall, from the cold weather slowly pushing through and for the jealousy to vanish in to nothing when Lexa's hand's clamped tightly around Clarke's coat as they kissed. God she was cute, so cute.

--

Clarke had decided she doesn't like Roan any more, not even a tiny bit. He is purposely hitting on Lexa, that's all his done, smile, laugh, touch, whisper. It was beginning to grate on Clarke, it really was. Fuck she just wanted to rip his head of and push him of the stupid log he was sat on. Dick. 
The alcohol wasn't helping, infact it had made it worse as the group continued to have easy flowing conversation, accept Roan that is, he just seems focused on Lexa.
Just Lexa. Clarke had caught his eyes trailing Lexa discreetly from across the camp fire a number of times and Clarke was struggling to grit her teeth through it, hell even Costia noticed Roan's wondering eyes and looked across to Clarke in wonder of what she was going to do. She just sat their. She tried not to watch, she really did but it was growing impossible no matter how much alcohol she was drinking, Lexa and Roan were keeping her sober.

"Lets play a game" Octavia announces placing a empty beer bottle to the ground. "truth or dare" as she spins the bottle quickly before anyone can object.

"Anya. Anya. Anya" Raven tutted as the bottle landed on her. "Truth or dare" She grins smugly ready to give her the wrath of her crazy mind.

"Dare darling" Anya says confidently never afraid to back out from a challenge.

"Ahh- I dare you two-

"Snog Octavia" Clarke interrupted flashing a wink to her cousin in hope she would get the idea.

"Dare accepted" Anya grinned standing to her feet.

"What?" Raven questioned furrowing her brows.

"Heck yes! Girl on Girl action!" Jasper cheered wiggling his eye brows as he sat up straight following Anya's movement.

"Come here gorgeous" Anya teases winking at Octavia as she hooks a finger under her jeans and pulls her forward. Octavia struggled to contain her laughter rolling her eyes at the typical dare that seemed to come around for the girls. Anya slowly leant forward connecting her lips with the dark haired girl smirking in to the kiss as Octavia's arm's gripped around Anya's neck truly putting on a show as they deepened it. Tongues exiting and entering one another's mouth while they pushed further in to it, parting with grin's on their lips.

"You are a hell of a kiss" Anya admits with a smirk. 

"I vote for that to happen again" Jasper stated quickly holding his hand up.

"No" Raven snaps. "Spin the dam bottle." Raven orders as Anya takes her seat beside her cousin once more. Costia spins the bottle with a laugh cursing herself as it lands on herself.

"Truth or Dare" 

"Suppose I better do a dare" Costia laughs placing her hand over her face.

"I want to see you belly dance!" Anya shouts taking a swig of her drink "Your figure is amazing" Anya admits.

"Are you just a pervert?" Raven bites a little annoyed.

"Pervert? Not exactly I just see beauty" Anya grins flashing her a wink not giving it second thought before she turns and faces Costia once more. "What do you say? Heard you're good?" She questioned.

"Urgh. Fine" She wines pushing her top up of her stomach till it rested on her breast. "Put some music on"

"Already on it" Anya smiles hitting play on her phone as Shakira hips don't lie plays through the speakers.

"Really?" Costia laughs. placing her hands on her head as she focuses on her belly.

"Hey don't hate it. We’re about to see if your hips Lie" She teases as Costia begins moving her stomach to the beat everyone's eyes on her. 

 

"Whitt woo" Fin whistles followed by a clap.

"Ok. You're good" anya admits after the girl takes a seat once more with pinker cheeks than she started.

"Thank you!" She thanks bowing her head to look at the burning fire "spin the bottle" she orders diverting the attention else where

"Ohh! Roan!" Bellamy grins sitting forward!

"Truth or dare?"

"Truth" he grins

"If you had to choose someone here to sleep with who would it be?" Bellamy asked mischievously, only causing Roan to roll his eyes with his charming smile.

"Easy. Lexa" he said softly turning his gaze to the brunette who shifts uncomfortably. A loud laughter erupted amongst the group causing some to furrow their brows while others just looked at Clarke laughing sarcastically.

"Oh god. No filter" Anya whispered to octavia as they both darted their eyes to a slightly drunken Clarke and a very confused Roan.

"You look like a right idiot" Clarke stated staring down the muscular boy. "Haven't you got the hint she isn't interested?" She laughs shifting her eyes to Lexa who looked like she was begging for the ground to swallow her whole.

 

 

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