Lost And Insecure!

Lost And Insecure!

Clarke had never considered herself a impatient person but waiting on the bell ringing was becoming to be the longest wait of her life. As the days passed and weeks flew the blonde had become more attached to Lexa than ever before, not being able to ever remember a time where her jaw ached this much from smiling. The brunette had came in to Clarke's life like a wrecking ball destroying everything she thought she knew, only to improve it in everyway never realising what she was truly missing till she was face to face with the green eyed brunette, and now she had had a small piece of Lexa, she already knew she wouldn't be able to let her go. Her eyes flickered to the clock on the wall once more reading 2:30pm. Thirty more minutes, that's all she had to wait. Thirty minutes.

The more the seconds past the slower time seemed to go, quickly slouching back in her seat with a huff, book in hand unable to bring herself to read a single line in front of her. She knew she should be focused with exam's coming up next year, but she couldn't. Green eyes, brown hair and strong jaw line seemed to be distracting her more than ever today. Maybe it was because last night she had fell asleep foolishly at Raven's and the stupid Latina didn't wake her till the Alarm buzzed this morning, meaning she didn't get her dose of Lexa that she had become so use to needing everyday. Maybe it was because Lexa had relaxed a lot more in the month since Clarke had confessed needing her making it difficult to think of anything else. Or maybe it was the morning kiss Lexa would place on Clarke's cheek when she woke, the kiss Clarke never received this morning which made her all the more excited to see Lexa. To make matters worse Clarke was late to first period, no thanks to Raven earning her a detention threw out her lunch, making it impossible to see Lexa and for the first time Clarke wished she had at least one lesson together.
She looked to the clock for the millionth time reading 2:39pm. It was official the world hated her.

She flicked her phone open and scrolled through her contact's a smile lifting her lips as the phone lit up over Lexa's name. Texting was new between the two of them, but the excitement only built between them. Lexa would never send a message first which was extremely cute to Clarke, no matter how much Lexa had relaxed threw out the month the blonde still loved how she clung on to her shy, timid edge, it was adorable and Clarke hoped it would never vanish despite most nights Lexa's and Clarke's lips would be battling against one another's breathlessly.

The first text message Clarke had sent Lexa was two weeks after her confession to the brunette. Octavia had another house party, a party Lexa didn't attend as she was helping Abby out with some decorating that she had volunteered herself for as she didn't particularly like drinking anyway, that itself had already put Clarke on a downer knowing that the best part of her day wasn't even going to there. Clarke had started on the hard stuff almost instantly, Vodka.
Clarke scrolled up her text messages to the top of the list allowing another smile to light up her lips as she read effortlessly threw them trying not to giggle.

Clarke: This vodka taste like I'll be texting you later ;)
Lexa: You already are texting me. Are you drunk?
Clarke: You should know this is your fault.
Lexa: My fault your drunk?
Clarke: When my brain cant even function properly, i still text you. You should be honoured.
Lexa: I'm sorry.
Clarke: I'm not.
Clarke: You have no idea how beautiful you are!
Clarke: Am i annoying you?
Clarke: Fuck you can dance.
Clarke: Where have you gone?
Clarke: I'm hungry!
Lexa: Sorry i was getting cleaned up. I can dance? Get some food. Where's raven?
Clarke: With me, i wish you were with me instead legs.

That night was a complete blur for Clarke but her friends were more than willing to fill in the blanks with loud roars of laugher as Clarke could only bow her head in shame, it turns out they did in fact go out to grab some food that night having Fin drive them to McDonalds drive thru as he was the only one who was sober and apparently the short drive without having a drink had proven to long for Clarke as she pushed her head threw the car window shouting the man behind the till for a Vodka. The young boy had quickly told her she was in fact at McDonalds hoping something would click in her brain, unfortunately for the blonde it didn't, as she continued with 'Ok ill have a Mcvodka. No ice and extra large' She grinned still keeping her head poked out the window until Fin laughed shoving her back calling her a drunken idiot. That was only the beginning of her embarrassment of course as she scrolled threw her messages the next morning reading threw her ridiculous texts she had send to the brunette while she had quickly typed out one more.
Clarke: I am so sorry! That was not me texting you last night, that was vodka!
That was how their texting had begun as embarrassing as Clarke was for not being able to remember any of it, she knew she was bored with Lexa's absence, secretly hoping she would never miss anything they all did together again.

Her eyes flickering to the clock once more now reading 2:45pm. She felt to rip her hair from her head and scream, it had felt like hours that had passed but bare minutes in reality. She could text Lexa, of course she could but Lexa was a goodie two shoes so she doubts she would get a respond until the bell would ring anyway. Then there was her genius plan where she could ask to be excused to the toilet, while secretly going to get Lexa from her classroom and claiming the head teacher needed her in her office. That would be naughty though right? I mean she only had to wait 15minutes. Fifteen slow, excruciating minutes. Fifteen world ending minutes. This is what Lexa had done to Clarke, she had made her the most impatient person in the world, while thinking up plans to escape just a few minutes from school so she could be with the brunette sooner. If you would have told Clarke three months ago she would be falling for a girl, she would have laughed and thought you were going mad, yet sitting here right now in front of a clock counting the seconds to see the most beautiful woman she had ever lied eyes on, it couldn't be further than the truth.

As the blonde grabbed her pencil tapping it against her book gently yet impatiently, she couldn't stop the smile forming her lips remembering the conversation she had with Raven and Octavia last night. The blonde had never felt so sappy and cringe in her whole life as the words had left her mouth so easily, yet nothing could be more further from the truth. With Fin she never really cared about what he was doing, where he was, what he was wearing. With Lexa it was something different, something that kept her stomach bubbling with excitement making her want to know all the answers to all those questions, with a dozen more piled on top. Her friends had laughed and mocked the shit out of her after her revelation but she still didn't care as she lobed the book at Raven.


**

"Urgh! I give up" Clarke whines slamming her book close while dropping her pencil. "Lets party instead!" Clarke pleads.

"We need to study!" Raven laughs turning on her chair

"Urgh..why though? we're only going to sit a exam and look at the paper like what the hell is this anyway so might ass well enjoy the night"

"One. I'm not failing anything. Two. Neither are you, your a nerd" Raven points out before her phone lights up with a text.

"Who you texting?" Clarke questioned while swinging her bent legs as she lay on the bed.

"No one"  Raven quickly say's texting back almost instantly.

"Girl or boy?"

"its nobody"

"Do i know them"

"It's your dad"

"You wish" Clarke laughs.

"I do" Raven winks "He's fit"

"Gross!"

"Octavia's ringing" Raven quickly hits answer on her phone pressing it on speaker before placing her phone on the side.

"You two losers still studying?" Octavia questions immediately.

"Save me!" Clarke shouts quickly, having Raven throw her pencil at her from across the room.

"Ignore her. Where are you?" Raven questions.

"Home" Octavia huffs the sound of ruffling coming threw the speakers.

"Octavia do you know anything about the person Ray's texting? She cant get of her phone" Clarke smirk's already feeling the daggers coming from the Latina. "She being tight lipped about it"

"Shut up" Raven barks throwing her book at the blonde.

"Want to talk tight lipped. What about you and Lexa huh?" Raven tries with a smirk as if she just got one up on the blonde.

"Ask me anything" Clarke challenges "I got nothing to hide"

"Ohh! I'm glad i called now!" Octavia grinned clearly sitting up straight threw the phone. "What's going on between you two?" Octavia quickly fires the first question with no shame.

"i guess you could say we're going slow" Clarke clarifies with a shrug of the shoulders as if that was nothing new, yet nothing had ever been confirmed to her best friends on there real situation only from what they had seen.

"Have you had sex yet?" Raven fires next clearly holding this question in for sometime.

"Clearly you don't understand the concept of taking it slow" Clarke laughed. "You always were a slut" Clarke teases. "Hope you knew lover knows that!" She laughs

"There is no new lover" Raven defends once more. "So who asked who out?"

"What are we ten?" the blonde questioned with raised eye brows "it just kinda happened" Clarke adds quickly.

"I think its cute" Octavia coo's down the phone.

"i could be sick" Raven adds.

"shut up" Clarke smiles dropping her gaze to the floor she really was a sap. "I'm hers and i hope she's mine." Clarke admitted feeling the vulnerability shone threw "i don't want anyone else getting the same butterflies i get when she smiles or says my name, i don't want her fingers to tingle for anyone else."

The room fell silent even from the phone that was rested on the side, but as the blonde looked up Raven busted with Laugher alone with Octavia threw the phone, making Clarke roll her eyes quickly throwing the book back at raven pleased that it hit her in the head, unfortunately it didn't stop her laugher.

"Oh god" Raven barked wiping a tear. "Awh! You’re like a little Romeo!" Raven teased. "Did my heart love till now? Forswear it sight, for i ne'er saw true beauty, till this night" Raven teased repeating a line from the book.

"You guys suck!" Clarke pouted.

"You walked in to that one blondie" Octavia giggled.

 ***

2:59pm.

Come on, Come on. The blonde pleads as she already grips her back getting ready to make her escape from the classroom before the halls fill up quickly making it impossible to push past everyone to get to the exit.

"I will stick this sheet on the white board, names that are on the list were the first ones to hand there forms in, there for will be going to Thailand" The teacher speaks loud and clear finally catching Clarke's attention. "Unfortunately there was only so many spaces so not everyone could make it on the list"
Not only was Clarke now aching to leave the classroom, but she now had to see the list before she made her exit, which pissed her off that little bit more.

As the bell rang out threw the school the sound of chairs quickly screeching backwards and the sound of footsteps quickly moving forward had Clarke jumping to her feet to the front of the class trying to see past the other students to the list scanning in hope to see her name. Her eyes finally able to see the paper in front of her quickly trailed down the small amount of names placed on the sheet.
"Fuck" She muttered before quickly heading out the door. With every effort she pushed and shoved trying to get out the school as quickly as possible as her blue eyes scanned the crowed in hope to see Lexa with no luck.
The second the air hit her face she moved her feet as quickly as possible to the parking lot with eye's still scanning for Lexa, yet when she seen Costia's car pulling out the parking lot she knew she knew she had already missed her.

"Cut me a god dam break" She huffed to the heavens above as she cursed endlessly till she made it to her car. Today was certainly not her day.

"I Got it" Raven announced as she some how appeared beside the blonde "I'm going Thailand" She grinned

"I didn't get in" The blonde spoke sadly. She really did want to go, but it was her own fault she had left the paper at home on the first day back at school and had to have her mum drop it of to her when she finished her shift. Unfortunately that was to late.

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The front door was slammed shut, making the house echo. Today really wasn't Clarke day, not in anyway. Not only had she fell asleep at Ravens last night she had been late for school taking away her entire lunch break, then time seemed to tick real slow, like real fucking slow. Like moment of truth slow, only boring annoying and extremely frustrating all she wanted to do was see Lexa, that's all she flipping wanted. Then the stupid teacher had to put a sheet of paper on the stupid white board, she couldn't have just read it out threw those excruciatingly slow minutes? Then to top it off she didn't even make it to the list, missed Lexa by mere seconds and then got stuck in traffic for thirty minutes. The world hated her.

"Hi" Lexa smiled appearing at the end of the hall way in loose grey joggers and tight white vest.

That is literally all it took for Clarke to breath out a heavy breath, the breath that released every single frustration she just had, every single ounce of anger as her lip's curled in to a smile with her back still leaning against the front door. That voice.

"Please tell me no one's here" Clarke pleaded already pushing herself of the door and towards Lexa.

"No one’s here" Lexa clarified furrowing her brow's at the blonde.

“Perfect" She muttered before sliding her hand to the back of Lexa's neck and pulling her in for a kiss giving Lexa no time at all to stop it. Lexa smiled in to the kiss. It made Clarke feel that extra bit lighter. Seconds ago her body was ready to explode with rage, it made her feel dizzy at how quickly she felt like she was flying. "You have no idea, how much I've been waiting to do that"

"Are you ok?" Lexa questioned after a moment of studying the blonde. 

"I am now" Clarke admitted snaking her arms around the girls waist. "You look nice" Clarke admits with a adoring smile.

"I'm in jogging bottoms" Lexa smirks. This had become Clarke's new routine, she would come home find Lexa and everyday she would claim she would look nice, Lexa just thought she had just got in a habit of saying it to compliment her, only Clarke had  meant it every time, no matter what she wore she always looked good.

"I can see that" Clarke grins beginning to search for Lexa's hand till she entangles it with her own. "Can we just lay together" Clarke pleads her smile dropping a little.

"Ok"

Lexa allows herself to be guided up the stairs squeezing Clarke's hand in reassurance, she wasn't sure what she was reassuring her for but she felt like she should. She could tell the blonde wasn't her usual self, so naturally she was worried.
Clarke laid on the bed first pushing her back to the wall as Lexa followed both facing one another until their hands found one another once more. Blue caught green and instantly a small relaxed smile rested on the blondes lips.

"I missed you" Clarke admitted instantly feeling vulnerable.

"I missed you too" Lexa whispered still looking deep in to blue trying to solve the puzzle Clarke was showing.

"No. I mean, I missed you" Clarke breathed once more moving closer to Lexa needing to be closer to those beautiful green eyes and peachy lips. "I even thought up a master plan to see you before the end of school" Clarke admitted a little embarrassed.

"A master plan?" Lexa smirked evidently trying not to giggle a little. "What was it?"

"To pretend i needed the loo, then look through every door till i found you. Disturb your class and tell your teacher the principle wanted you" Clarke laughed. "You're turning me in to a rebel" It was Lexa's turn to giggle, as she placed her nervous hand on Clarke's hip holding her closer. The blondes smile only grew as she could see the nerves still peaking through at the small gesture, she loved it.

"so where would we have gone instead?" Lexa questioned

"Bathroom." Clarke stated simply as if it was obvious. "To make out of course" Clarke teased despite it only being half true.

"is that all you think about?" Lexa questioned "Kissing me?" Lexa teased back with a tint of seriousness as her eyes scanned the blonde.

"I would be lying if i said no" Clarke smirked "But! I do think of other things to."

"Like?"

"Like how much I'm going to miss you when you go Thailand" Clarke admitted her tone saddened as her eyes trail down.

"You didn't get through?” Lexa questioned, confused as Clarke shook her head.

"No." Clarke admitted.

Throughout her long drive home, and her long wait in traffic the situation had sunk in more. Clarke had struggled to go twenty four hours with out Lexa, even going as far as conjuring up a plan to get to her before, and now she would have to be apart for two weeks after Christmas.

They were just beginning to get somewhere with one another, just beginning to relax in their new romance as they kissed and cuddled from day to day. Everything about this was slow and new, everything about this was exciting and Clarke was sure she was falling for Lexa without needing to go all the way. Seeing, kissing and being with Lexa from day to day was more than enough, despite every body urge itching for more. Clarke was scared, this was so new that it could quickly fade in to nothing before it even started. Yet Clarke felt anything but nothing for Lexa. Maybe Raven was right, maybe they did need to put a label on things. Costia had made it on that list and that didn't settle well when her eyes scanned over her name, and as she waited longer in traffic she hated the idea of Costia and Lexa being in Thailand together more and more. It had barely been a hour since she found out yet Clarke's mind was wondering wild of the two in Thailand, it would be hot, meaning not to many clothes and to much skin on display, enough skin of Lexa's for Costia to admire. The pairing was in two's and with Costia being Lexa's best friend Clarke knew they would choose to pair with one another, in a hut or room what ever they slept in.

I know how much you wanted to go" Clarke smiled trying to push her negative thoughts to the back of her head.

"So did you" Lexa added remembering Clarke explain how she wanted to be a doctor to help people, is why she wanted to go to Thailand in the first place, to help all the family and children start again, even if it was just handing out fresh water if fresh clothes, anything would be better than nothing. "You can take my place" Lexa immediately said, she didn't think twice. Clarke’s parents were paying for this, Clarke should go.

"I would never take your place" Clarke objected sitting up slightly half over the brunette "You deserve to go" Clarke added "It's my own fault I forgot the form at home, i knew deep down I wouldn't get in. I just hoped I would"

"Is that why you're sad?" Lexa questioned squeezing the blondes hip making Clarke smile once more as she leans half over the brunette.

"You're getting good at noticing emotions change" Clarke beamed placing a small peck on Lexa's lips. For someone that is almost oblivious to anything Clarke couldn't help but feel proud at how Lexa had begun studying her like Clarke studied Lexa, and although Lexa still wasn't the best at noticing emotions or why people did certain things, she started noticing Clarkes in the last week.  "I'm just a little gutted" Clarke admitted. Clarke positioned herself above Lexa as Green eyes followed her movement.

"You really do look beautiful" Clarke admitted scanning her eyes down Lexa's relaxed look once more. "Can you sing to me?" Clarke questioned biting her lip. "I love hearing you sing" She admitted smiling at the many times she had now came home to a singing Lexa, once she had came home opened the bedroom door and Lexa looked like she had been practicing her two left feet to dance, who was extremely embarrassed when she realised Clarke had seen all of it.

"Clark-"

"Please" The blonde interrupted knowing Lexa denies the request every time with out a little bit of guilt added to it "I had a really bad day, and it will make me feel so much better" She pleads in to green eyes knowing Lexa really doesn't want to in the slightest she's to shy.

"Fine" Lexa finally breaths. "Look away, or close your eyes" Lexa demands in a soft nervous voice, making Clarke smile as her eyes fall shut. This had been the usual way Lexa would sing, Clarke would have to turn around and look away or act like Lexa wasn't there at all. Clarke waited patiently as all she could see was darkness and silence lingered threw out the room.

Her soft beautiful voice filled the room as she stare up at the blonde with closed eyelids, a smile creeping on her lips as more words left Lexa's mouth. The song choice came natural to Lexa one that had been stung in her head, one that had been played on repeat in the past few week's as she thought of the blonde, she may be rubbish with speaking or using words in a proper manner but songs replayed that fault for her. Where words failed a song spoke volumes and every word was sang with passion to Clarke. As Lexa had closed her eye's Clarke's eyes opened watching the brunette beneath her taking in every lyric she sang.

'it's like I've been awakened, every rule i had you breaking
its the risk that I'm taking
i ain't never going to shut you out.

When Lexa's eyes reopened Clarke was already starring down at her with soft eyes and parted lips, yet as Lexa went to sing the following words Clarke's lips were already attached to hers, hand cupping her cheek as she sent shivers down Lexa's spine with a graze of her tongue to Lexa's. The fears of Costia and lexa quickly silenced, as her  sadness vanished just by a simple touch from Lexa. She consumed her entire being completly. The feel of Lexa's hand gripping Clarke's hip harder had brought their bodies pushed together, it was enough to make Clarke moan more loudly than she would have liked from just the feel of the brunettes body pressed tightly against hers, the body she was so desperately excited to get to know, Not without Lexa's go ahead of course. Clarke's lips began to trail down the brunette's neck, as Lexa opened it more. Clarke had quickly discovered Lexa's weak spot was her neck as she sucked and nipped with the occasional bite for her own personal reasons that settled the undying urge to take Lexa. The moans that Left Lexa's mouth whenever Clarke found her neck were mesmerising only making Clarke suck, kiss and bite harder, while pushing her body harder in to Lexa's. Her hand trailed the length of Lexa's body resting at the hip before pushing up under her top allowing her fingers to brush past her ribs stopping as she approached the Bra line. Lexa's breathing was all over the place, much like Clarke's as they both struggled to control themselves. Clarke parted her lips from Lexa's neck hovering them above the brunettes.

"I'm falling for you Lex" Clarke whispered. "I cant stop" she mumbled pressing her nose to Lexa's "I can't stop" She whispered while pleading. Pleading for what she wasn't sure but it's how she felt. Desperation, scared, yet warmth flowing through her veins as Lexa lay beneath her with Darkened green eyes. Clarke's closed her eyes as the emotions overwhelmed her she never expected Lexa to say anything back, she would never expect anything from her, she knew she was different and she liked that more than anything. She sunk in to the hand Lexa pushed to her cheek playing with a few strands of hair with the tips of her fingers.

"I can't stop" Lexa whispered back. Yet still Clarke's eyes didn't open, she wasn't sure if she was hearing things, wasn't sure if she wanted it that much she could possibly make herself hear everything she wanted to hear. Her nose brushed past Lexa's once more making sure this was real, she was their beneath her, confirming that Clarke had in fact just admitted falling for Lexa unable to stop herself as she lay beneath her.

"Say that again" Clarke hummed eyes still clamped closed feeling the tip of Lexa's cold nose brush past hers once more.

"I can't stop" Lexa whispered once more, more confident than the first time. A smile could barely form on Clarke's lips before she pressed them to Lexa's once more.

"Can i take you on a date?" Clarke questioned nervously biting her lip as she hovered above Lexa once more.

"A date?" Lexa questioned nervously. "I've not been on a date before" Lexa admitted which came as no surprise to Clarke.

"Well then i suppose i better make it perfect" Clarke beamed pecking Lexa's lips once finding it impossible to stop kissing for longer than a few minutes.

"What do i have to do?" Lexa questioned nervously.

"Nothing" Clarke reassured "I will do all the planning and I'll pick you up"

"We live together" Lexa smirks Like a nervous teenager and Clarke loves it even more.

"I will get ready elsewhere" Clarke admits "I want it to be what a first date should. I want you to experience it how you're suppose to"

**

Throughout dinner with the Griffins Clarke was unable to tear her eyes away from Lexa who sat opposite her for longer than a few minutes, the longer she sat there watching her the more excited she became for their first date. Clarke had no idea where to take her or what they were going to do, but she wanted it different and perfect all at once. As she swirled the spaghetti on her plate with her folk she tried to remember everything Lexa had ever said to her, anything that would make her love their date like Clarke already hoped she would. She was falling for Lexa and Lexa and confirmed she was falling for Clarke, that was enough confirmation right? That was more than enough. Clarke's body was still buzzing from the three words Lexa had repeated back to her twice. Lexa was the nervous shy timid scared one, well it seems Lexa had rubbed of on the blonde as she never got nervous, she was always a confident bubbly peoples person, who could do anything she set her mind to, yet petrified wasn't exactly the words Clarke could use as the perfect emotion she was feeling at the thought of their date. So when dinner had came to a end, Clarke had quickly made a exit disappearing in to her parents room.

"Porky!" Anya beamed down the phone line.

"Anya" Clarke's voice sounding more serious

"What's up?" She questioned quickly "You ok?"

"Everything's fine" Clarke confirmed quickly. "I think everything's fine. I don't know. I'm freaking out" Clarke blurted out pacing up and down the room realisation hitting her hard as she comes to terms with asking Lexa out on a date.

"wow, wow, wow. Slow down" Anya demanded "What's going on?"

"Don't freak out!" Clarke tried

"I'm about to freak out if you don't tell me what's wrong!" Anya snapped.

"Nothings wrong"

"Clarke!"

"I think I'm gay" Clarke started with knowing her cousin didn't know yet. "Don't freak" Clarke begged. "I mean you're gay. It's not like you can freak right?" the blonde continued to pace the room while spluttering out anything that came to her mouth.

"You think?" Anya asked slowly? "Seriously?"

"What?" Clarke questioned confused.

"If you don't know you’re gay yet, you need to remain in school" Anya laughed "Like seriously. You think?" Anya questioned "Who thinks they’re gay anyway? You either are gay or straight. And you my little baby porky cousin are gay!"

"Wh- Ho- i don't-" Clarke froze to her spot stuttering words from her mouth.

"You’re not very discreet. Plus i heard you and Legs like moaning while kissing"

"Anya!" Clarke snapped "They were private moments!"

"Should get a room next time!" Anya laughs

"I was in my room!"

"Fair point, well next time leave it then"

"You didn't think to tell me?" Clarke questioned thinking the whole sneaking back in to bed with Anya was completely pointless.

"Nope. Not even once" Anya laughed "I'm kinda surprised it took you over a month to tell me. So is that what you’re stressed about because seriously, changes nothing to me"

"No." Clarke finally breaths "I asked Lexa on a date"

"What!" Anya snapped down the phone "It took you a fricking month to ask her on a date, where the hell is the Griffin gone"

"Apparently down the toilet" Clarke huffed slouching on her parents bed "I have no game with her" Clarke whined.

"Clearly"

"Not helping"

"Wasn't meant to"

"Bye Anya!" Clarke huffed

"Wait..wait..wait..Ok.. Serious. What's the problem?"

"I have no idea where to take her!"

"What does she like?"

"She likes music. She likes the sky. i don't know. She hadn't experienced much. She loved Halloween"

"Got it!"

"What?" Clarke questioned sitting up hopefully.

"Dress as a space man, play some music and get in a rocket and shoot up to the sky" Anya laughed.

"I hate you"  Clarke whined slouching back on the bed once more. Before a lightbulb went of in her head. "I got it"

"You do?" Anya questioned.

"The beach, she said she's never been"

"There you go" Anya grinned "Glad i could have been of help"

"You were no help at all" Clarke rolled her eyes

"You’re welcome!"