Your Favorite Girl
Mizi read over her letter from Sua again and again. It was all she had left, it and the memories.
"You know that I love you with all of my heart. You are my universe, and I can't imagine a world without you. Now, I won't have to find out what life without you in it would be like, though I regret that you were not granted that gift.
I know you won't forget about me, and asking that of you would be cruel. But please, my love, try your best to move on. I want someone else to learn your laugh by heart, just like I have. I want someone else to look forward to your smile, to your voice, to you. I want you to give them a chance, and continue giving others chances. Once you meet the right person, it won't take more than one chance.
I'm afraid we have grown, just possibly, too attached to each other. I didn't mean to make it this hard for either of us to let go, but nothing good comes without effort, and I promise you that this will be good for you. I will always want to be with you. I will always want to kiss you once more, hold your hand for one more minute, feel your touch for another moment, and I have been selfish to put off leaving.
I always knew I was meant to die first. Delicate flowers are not survivors. Shy people do not make friends. Small details do not earn attention. I was always going to end up in the ground before you.
You were always the biggest detail in my life, and you still will be. Only you are a star, born to shine, and it is not your time to fall back to earth.
I would die over and over again to save you, yet I wish to spare you the pain. And so we will meet again when we are both at peace, in a world we both belong in.
-Forever yours,
Sua"