Telling Sam
Gabriel lovingly stared at Sam, having woken up first he couldn't help but stare at the beautiful and relaxed face
He thought about how the boy sleeping before him was all his, but then he felt a pang of hurt in his chest at lying to Sam- he hated that he had been touched by someone else when he was Sam's, he knew his boyfriend would never ever blame him but it didn't stop the pain
Sam smiled soflty as he woke up, slowly opening his eyes to look at Gabriel "Morning"
"Hey" Gabriel whispered back, "You're crying" Sam pointed out but Gabriel just smiled "I'm just really happy you're here" He leaned forward and kissed Sam who grinned evily "Really?"
He turned Gabriel onto his back so he could snake down Gabriel's body "Mm...Sammy" Gabriel closed his eyes as he let Sam tug down his boxers and take him in his mouth, bobbing his head and swirling his tongue
Gabriel faintly registered his hips thrusting up when Sam's throat flexed around him "Oh...fuck" His hand went to Sam's hair helping him bob up and down and just two minutes later Gabe was giving Sam a quick warning that he was close and Sam happily swallowed him down
He tucked Gabriel back into his boxers and popped back up from under the sheets, smiling brightly as he kissed Gabriel's cheek "Wake me up in an hour" He snuggled up to Gabe
Gabriel chuckled "Are you serious?- why'd you wake up then?" Sam shrugged "So that I could give my boyfriend a blowjob- you're not complaining are you?" He teased and Gabriel shook his head as Sam's eyes fell closed "Never"
~
"Are you staring at me?" Dean muttered lazily as he felt eyes watching him, "I'm trying to count the freckles on your cheeks"
Dean opened an eye "So you're staring at me" He smiled turning onto his back as Cas crawled onto him with a peck to his lips "I could get used to this" Dean muttered as they traded kisses
"Mmm..ditto"
Suddenly Dean's phone buzzed repeatedly and his eyes shot open "Shit- shit-" Cas tumbled off of him and Dean reached for his phone rolling his eyes at the alarm that said in all caps 'Get up you idiot!'
He turned back to Cas "I am so sorry-I forgot that I was supposed to train today- I never forget it's just.."
"What?"
"I haven't had sex in a year either so I've actually been relaxed for once"
Cas chuckled at that "It's okay Dean- go, you can make it up to me later" Dean smiled thankfully and kissed him on the cheek before scurrying out of bed to get into the shower and Cas smiled happily as he watched Dean go
~
"Hey where's Dean?" Sam asked as they had breakfast, having finally woken up
"Oh he's-"
"He went out for a run" Gabriel said quickly cutting Cas off, "Because he does that now"
Sam shrugged "Huh" Was all he said and made his way to the living room
Cas turned his head sharply "Why did you do that?" He asked in a hushed whisper, "Dean doesn't want him to know yet" Gabriel explained also whispering, "Not until he's ready"
Cas rolled his eyes "I think that's stupid but fine I won't say anything"
"Hey Gabe?"
Gabriel gave Cas a look before heading to the couch to sit with Sam "Yeah?"
"Is there a library near?- I wanna get an early read on some law books"
Gabriel chuckled kissing Sam on the cheek "Of course you do"
~
A ring.
Dean was looking for the perfect ring, he hadn't been lying when he said that he had to go train but after he also needed to search for an engagement ring
He knew that he and Cas hasn't been together for that long but he was leaving for- well even he didn't know how long and he wanted to do something special for Cas
There was zero doubt in his mind that Castiel Novak was the person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with and after a while of searching he'd found the perfect ring, one that matched the color of Cas' eyes, he'd smiled internally
Leaving the store with the ring he headed back to the apartment in the Impala since Cas and Sam had driven it all the way to California, he made only two calls on the way
"Cas?" He knocked on his- their bedroom door "Are you decent?"
"Yes Dean" Cas replied sounding a little annoyed but it just made Dean smile as he entered the room
Cas was sitting cross legged on the bed with his headphones pulled down and his laptop opened up in front of him "Whatcha doing?"
Cas shrugged "Watching Netflix" Dean closed the door "Well y'know how I promised to make up leaving so abruptly this morning?" Cas nodded "Yeah why?"
"I was thinking dinner this weekend- like a date just the two of us?"
Cas smiled "That sounds nice, I'd love to"
~
Sam got home from the library late, it was dark in the apartment, he flipped on a light and set down his keys, shrugging off his jacket
"Gabriel?"
"In here!"
A yell came from the kitchen, Sam frowned he flipped on the kitchen light and Gabriel walked out the kitchen coming face to face with Sam
Sam looked his boyfriend over "Gabe are you drunk?"
Gabe shook his head "No," He grimaced "Wait did you say drunk?- yeah I am hammered" He snorted
"Gabe give me the bottle" Sam tried to get it from him but Gabriel held it back with a chuckle "No!- it's mine!"
"Gabriel why are you drinking?"
"Because..I can!" He exclaimed and chugged down more of his drink- the bottle was almost empty but Sam could tell he'd probably had more
Gabe spilled lightly when he pulled it from his lips "Oops" He wiped his mouth chuckling as he walked back into the kitchen "Don't be such a buzzkill Samich"
"Gabriel," Sam started softly trying a different approach "Are you okay?" Gabriel sighed hopping up onto the kitchen counter, and finally putting down the bottle, "No..No I'm not" He put his arms out "Carry me?"
Sam nodded picking up his boyfriend Gabe wrapped his arms around Sam's neck and his legs around Sam's lower back as he took him to their room, "You wanna tell me about it?" Sam asked as he pulled off Gabe's socks
Gabriel shook his head, "Nah, not right now" Sam shrugged "Okay," He quirked a brow "Pants?" He questioned and Gabe shook his head again so Sam pulled off his sweats and threw them into the hamper
He lifted Gabriel's shirt over his head, replacing the alcohol stained shirt with one of his that he knew Gabriel liked to wear to bed
Gabriel cupped Sam's face with a drunk smile, he nuzzled into Sam's neck "I like your touch Sammy- you don't touch me like he touched me"
Sam gently pulled him away "Who- who touched you Gabriel?" Gabriel sighed scooted further up the bed
Sam pulled the covers over him, Gabe gave a small yawn "James, he hits me and he just goes so-fast it hurts.." He sobbed slightly, a tear falling from his eye to the pillow his head rested on "I didn't want him like that but he forced me..I just froze I couldn't move" He looked at his boyfriend with pleading eyes "I swear I didn't want him Sammy- I'd never-"
Sam's eyes were widened at Gabriel's confession "I know you'd never- Gabe he raped you"
Gabriel was slightly taken back "You're not mad?"
"No-..of course not baby" Sam stroked his hair as he knelt by the Gabe's bed side "Go to sleep..we'll talk in the morning"
Gabriel nodded off quickly and Sam pressed a soft kiss to his forehead before he stood and taking a moment to register what had just happened and decided it was best to sleep on the couch, to give Gabe some space
~
The next morning when Gabriel was sobered up, he woke alone in bed- he cleaned himself up and changed into something comfortable and made his way to the living room
On his way downstairs he saw Sam was sleeping on the couch, he sighed and Sam heard his footsteps slowly waking up, "Morning"
"You slept on the couch?" Gabriel shook his head softly "You didn't have to do that''
"I didn't want to make you uncomfortable"
"Why?"
Sam frowned "You don't remember?" He asked "..Gabe you told me you were raped"
Gabe took a deep breath "So that wasn't a dream.."
"When did it happen?"
Gabe sat down "Freshman year- a few months after me and Dean got here" Gabe explained "I didn't want to tell you over the phone"
Sam winced remembering something that looked completely different to him now "..did I make you?- the other day- did you want to have sex with me?-" He tried to ask, he thought back to the way Gabriel was acting, all jittery and nervous he had no idea how much that night mean't to his boyfriend, not to mention the fact that he had been very demanding at the start
Gabriel shook his head "No-I wanted that, but I am still trying to get more comfortable.."
"I won't push I promise"
"I know you won't Sam," Sam paused for a moment "..I know there are somethings you can't tell me but do you need to talk to someone?"
Gabriel shook his head gently "I don't need a shrink- I have Dean.. yeah there are just somethings I'm just not ready to tell you and he's been really helpful, last night I was freaking out about telling you" His eyes lit up a bit "I'm doing really good, I don't even have nightmares anymore"
Sam smiled "That's great Gabe" Gabriel nodded a little with a small smile "Yeah it is.." He took Sam's hand "I'm gonna be okay- I promise, you don't have to worry"
"But babe you see him everyday" Sam argued, he couldn't bare the thought of that monster near Gabe "Not really, he's a senior- and I just avoid him besides Dean makes me go everywhere with him"
Sam thought about it for a few seconds- Gabriel was his boyfriend he trusted Gabe right?- and Dean would always keep him safe...he wrapped an arm around Gabe pulling him close "I love you Gabe"
Gabriel smiled "I love you too Samosa" Sam gave a bitchface and Gabe giggled "Get it?" He said and Sam just rolled his eyes though smiling
Yeah, everything was going to be okay