Chapter 2
day two
my chest hurts. every now and then i cant breath properly and my throat feels tight. yena unnie said it might be a panic attack and taught me how to control my breathing. it was really scary.
i'm glad i didn't have to see you yet. i don't know how i'll react and i don't want to know how i'll react.
the unnies have been helping as much as they can but i still don't feel any better. this was my first proper breakup. how am i supposed to get over this quickly?
why is there no way to write the sound of a sigh? i'm doing a lot of that lately but i can't write it.
i should sleep early tonight and try not to think about you, even though i'll have to see you tomorrow. there's more important things. like basketball practice. i need to help the school team. yes that's right. don't think about her. think about anything but her.