Chapter 3
day three
i saw you in the hallway this morning. you looked fine, happy almost and that just made me feel worse. you were talking to hitomi and hyewon unnie. and that new girl in your year. chaewon is it?
you looked in my direction mid conversation but i ran away before we made eye contact. i ran straight into my classroom. funny how that place now felt safer than the hallways. it's really great having no friends in my class, even in my year... why do the unnies have to be so much older than me. i wish i didn't have to wait until lunch to see them.
i had to leave basketball practice early today. chaeyeon unnie, yena unnie and i were practicing drills and i barely avoided getting hit in the back of the head with a basketball. it scared me so much that i burst in to tears and then wouldn't stop crying because i started thinking about you again.
unnie i miss you. can't my heart stop beating please? because right it's beating only for you but if i don't have you anymore then what's the point?