Forgotten
The Chinity line went back to Korea again. Xiao is so excited when she entered the dorm then shouted Eunseo's name but she felt disappointed when Luda informed her that Eunseo went out to meet a friend.
Xiao just wait patiently for Eunseo while spending some time with the maknaes but Xuanyi noticed how Bona keeps on stealing glances at Xiao. She talked with Bona for a while then called Xiao telling Bona wants to talk with her.
Bona widen her eyes in surprise then glared at Xuanyi who just winked at her. She just told Xuanyi that she's awkward with Xiao after their last video chat. Bona looked back at Xiao who is walking closer to her now.
"Let's talk to the balcony, Seongso." Bona said avoiding Xiao's stare.
Xiao just nodded her head then silently followed Bona into the balcony. Awkward silence is obvious between them and they keep on avoiding looking into each others eyes. Bona took a long deep sigh as she looked into the night sky. She doesn't know how to start her conversation with Xiao but she really wants to apologize to her and explain her side.
"I'm sorry, Bona unnie." Xiao suddenly said making Bona surprised then looked back at her. Xiao smiled shyly. "I'm sorry for being mad at you last time. I'm just...I can't help it."
Bona smiled then shook her head. "You don't have to apologize, Seongso. It's my fault too for being annoying that day. But...I want you to know that I just want to protect Eunseo as her unnie especially right now that she has a disorder."
"I know. I just felt really jealous that day. I just thought that...something's not right." Xiao walked closer to the railing, looked up on the sky then tighten her hold on the railing. "That should be me talking with Eunseo that day. That should be me playing and laughing with her that day. That should be me and not you, Bona unnie."
Bona smiled bitterly then nodded her head. "You're right. That should be really you cause you are her girlfriend, right?"
Xiao widen her eyes then nervously turn around facing Bona. She somehow calmed down when she saw the smile on Bona's face, very different from the disgusted and judging look that she expected.
"I think you should tell everyone that Eunseo is yours so that she can no longer flirt with anyone especially in our group. I'm sure our members will support and protect the Eunxiao couple." Bona said with a teasing smile but Xiao chuckled bitterly.
"I hope that will be easy. But the more number of people know about us, the more risky it will be." Xiao felt tears rolling down from her eyes as she looked straight in Bona's eyes. "I want the world to know about Eunseo and I but...do you think our relationship will be acceptable to everyone? I'm afraid. I'm so afraid, Bona unnie."
Bona walked closer to Xiao then hold her hands tightly. "I know it's not easy but... love is worth fighting for, right?"
"Love is worth fighting for but... I can't be the only one fighting, Bona unnie." Xiao said making Bona frown. "Eunseo can't even remember me now. Her own mind choose to forget me. Should I fight alone, Bona unnie?"
"You have to. You must do everything to win her back. It doesn't matter if her stupid mind can no longer remember you as long as her heart still belongs to you, Seongso." Bona said sincerely. But she can't explain the pain she felt inside her heart after saying it.
Xiao smiled then thanked Bona. They hugged each others tight. Xiao is smiling happily now unlike Bona who looks confused and silently crying.
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Eunseo went in a high class restaurant with Gfriend Sinb where in they reserve for a special room for just the two of them. Sinb is Eunseo's high school classmates and they are good friends that's why Eunseo has a big trust on her. Eunseo even told Sinb before how much she cares for Chengxiao and how pretty the latter in her eyes but luckily, Sinb just let it slide saying that it's normal for Son Juyeon to flirt with pretty girls.
"Why you look so serious? Is there something troubling you, Juyeon?" Sinb finally asked after the waiter served their foods and closed the door.
"I just want to talk with you alone, Eunbi. I know that I can trust you and...you won't judge me cause you are not straight too."
Sinb rolled her eyes. "Are you going to talk about the Chinese goddess named Cheng Xiao Xiao again?"
Eunseo shook her head then took a long deep sigh before saying. "I think I'm falling in love with Bona unnie, Eunbi."
Sinb is so glad that she hasn't started drinking the juice on the glass she's currently holding or else, she might be dead from choking at the moment.
"What?! Bona unnie? You mean... the other visual in your group? The pretty, sexy and small but deadly Kim Jiyeon?" Sinb asked surprised. She felt more surprised when she saw Eunseo nodding at her. "Heol. Are you fxcking kidding me? Did you finally get over Seongso-ssi?"
Eunseo felt her heart aches as she remembers Xiao. "I don't know. I'm not really sure about what I feel for Seongso but...I believe that my heart is dangerously aching for Bona unnie now." Eunseo gripped her hair in frustration then groaned. "Why I feel like this feeling for Bona unnie isn't right? Am I really in love with Seongso?"
"I think it's not really right to fall with someone else until you finally remembered who really is Seongso-ssi in your life." Sinb said looking slightly confused. Until now, she can't still understand why Eunseo forgot everything about Xiao, the goddess Cheng Xiao. "Don't be silly. What if you confessed to Bona-ssi then all of a sudden, your lost memories about Seongso-ssi finally came back? Do you think you won't regret choosing Bona-ssi over your 'yeobo'?"
Eunseo groaned then leaned her back on the wall. "I know. That's one of the reasons why I'm afraid about this growing feelings of mine for Bona unnie. But honestly, I think it will be better for me to choose Bona unnie over Seongso." Eunseo looked back at Sinb who is looking at her with a funny judging look on her pretty face. Eunseo didn't feel the need to laugh at that sight though. "My mind chose to forget Seongso that's why I think, loving her is not really healthy for me."
Sinb glared at Eunseo then crossed her arms. "And you think that falling for Bona-ssi is the cure for your stupid brain? Stop fooling me with your bullshits, Son Juyeon."
"Then what should I do? I'm so confuse, Sinb. I really want to remember all of my past memories with Seongso. I really want to know if we are more than bestfriends. I really want to know why my mind can't remember her after the accident. Why only her?"
Eunseo felt her head started aching, so much that she shouted in pain. Flashbacks of her with Xiao suddenly started running in her visions that made her burst into tears. Sinb doesn't know what to do cause Eunseo looks like having a panic attack or something so she called someone on the phone for help.
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Exy already informed their members that Sinb phone called their manager that Eunseo will stay the night with her. All of the WJSN members currently on the dorm are enjoying their beauty sleep except Xiao who went to the bathroom with phone in her hand. She keeps on contemplating to call Eunseo, to tell her that she's currently on the dorm hoping that her secret lover will run back to their dorm and cuddle with her tonight but who is she fooling?
Eunseo can't still remember their past moments. Eunseo is no longer the Eunseo who loves Chengxiao the most.
Chengxiao locked the bathroom door, sat on the toilet seat then started crying. She was so hurt but she needs to stay strong. She needs to fight for Eunseo's forgotten lovestory of them even this battle hurts her so much.
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A/N: Eunxiao is tragic even in real life, why? Anyways, thank you for being a patient reader of mine. You are the real jjang for still believing in me. Thank you so much for being patient with my slow updates. Have a good day . ;)