Quantumtale After Life

"I don't get why we're all here..." Frisk said crossing her arms. She was sitting next to Luka and Louis. There was one of the girls that was her roommate and one of the boys that fought her back that day: Ellie and Chad. I know right? Chad? Oof. 

"Yeah. We're all perfectly fine!" Luka said smiling. 

"Are you now??" Said the therapist, misses Jane. Gaster was in the back watching alongside Sans, Papyrus and heck, the whole crew. There was also Sammy's family (who adopted Luka) and Louis adoptive family. Ellie's and Chad's family was there too. They were now brothers. The last two were human families.

"So you are telling me there are no signs of trauma what so ever...?" All the kids looked away. Luka's mom sobbed. Luka sunk down even lower in their chair. 

"Louis. Let's start with you. How was life?" Frisk stiffened. Louis froze looking empty in a spot. 

"Is it true you have been almost all your life in that orphanage after your parents have been killed by an armed robber breaking in your house?" Louis looked away. 

"Yes.." The woman nodded. 

"Is it true that you spent your life in that orphanage until your parents adopted you?" Louis nodded. The woman hummed. 

"How was it? The orphanage, i mean." All the kids were clearly uncomfortable. 

"...i don't know..." Louis said, his voice cracking. 

"If all of you were to describe the place in one word. How would you describe it?" The kids looked at each other and frowned. 

"Tyranny" They all said looking emptily at the therapist. Misses Jane sighed and her look softened. 

"Luka. Let's continue with you...Why were you in that place??" Luka sighed. 

"My parents abandoned me...for the fifth time...I never found a good adoptive family...i-i've been there for my whole life..." Luka's mom sobbed again. 

"How was the orphanage??" Luka frowned. 

"I...I don't like remembering...It would turn friends against each other...It almost killed Louis...I...I can't remember the last time i left detention conscious..." Luka was fidgeting. 

"I..I never got into fights really...i never dared to step out of line unlike others...I was too scared..." Frisk frowned. 

"But you never needed to!" Frisk said leaning forward. 

"Luka, the fact you didn't step out of line is perfectly understandable. You experience detention so you had every rightful reason not to..." Frisk said. 

"BUT I LEFT YOU ALONE!!" Frisk froze. 

"FRISK DON'T LIE TO US! YOU WENT THERE DAILY AND THEY SOMETIMES WOULDN'T EVEN LET YOU EAT OR SLEEP!! FUCK- FRISK YOU GOT INTO FIGHTS DAILY!....I could have helped." Frisk shook her head. 

"Luka...no....don't....don't feel responsible for my actions...I..It was my fault and that's that--"

"BUT YOU WERE DOING IT FOR A CAUSE! I....I would see you walk the damn hallways all bloodied up and...AND I DID NOTHING LIKE A COWARD! LOOK AT YOUR FUCKING SCARS AND TELL ME IN MY FACE YOU'RE OK!!" Misses Jane put her hand up. 

"Luka, that's enough...She's right...You did it for survival. Her recklessness is not your fault. Ellie...How was the orphanage."

"It changed me...I..I almost pushed Frisk off a roof I....god i used to be her FRIEND!!" Ellie said in tears. 

"I wanted to survive and i did but it changed me...they would keep us up at night to teach us manners and would barely give us anything to eat and all those detentions are stuck in my head...THEY'RE PLAYING ON LOOP!!" The girl said putting her hands in her hair.  

"Chad...?" The boy looked away. 

"It's the same for me...They fucked up with our minds! I...I never wanted to hurt anyone....FUCK WE JUST ALL GOT DROPPED IN THAT PLACE EITHER ABANDONED OR FAMILY MEMBERS DIDN'T CARE ENOUGH FOR OUR ASSES TO TAKE US IN OR WORSE! WE HAD NO ONE! AND THEN WE ARE FACE TO FACE WITH THIS HUMAN MONARCH...HECK I DON'T KNOW!! I...I just wanted to see the next day without bruises or scars on my body...No one was spared. You're either cold blooded or you're not...Not as in you don't exist. That's the way things work." The woman nodded. 

"What i want you all to understand is that you are now safe...loved...and everything in your past does not define you...Now, Frisk." Frisk looked at the woman. 

"Let's look on your fi-....le..." The woman stopped dead in her tracks. 

"C-Child....would you mind explaining to me your life story....?" Frisk looked at the woman with a raised eye-brow. 

"Well...I don't know...? My parents were dicks and my school life was also awful...you know, bullies and stuff...umm..my grandparents died and soon enough my parents did to...i got sent to the orphanage and i saw my best friend getting put in a coma...then...i just...clacked under pressure...Then i was leaving my best life only to find out it was taken away from me for 6 months...I don't remember that much from them really..." Frisk said as she scratched her head. 

"Frisk...With you we are stepping into a more dangerous territory and this might come out as insensitive...." Frisk frowned. 

"45..." She said. The woman stopped. 

"I know....what you want to ask....45. That's how many..." Frisk said, looking away. 

"How many...what...??" Luka asked confused. Louis frowned. 

"Miss....How many what?" Louis asked a bit irritated. Frisk was silently looking out the window. 

"How many what??" Ellie asked as well, worriedly eye-ing Frisk. 

"Come on, we're all here together and we already shared our whole life stories...How many what?" The woman clicked her pen as she finished taking notes of something. 

"That's Frisk's number of....Suicide attempts." They all froze. 

"S-She's only a child!!" Ellie's and Chad's mother said. 

"Oh my god..." Louis father stared in disbelief. 

"Jesus..." Gaster said as he sat down and put both hand on his skull. 

"W-what...Frisk...Come on, that's not true right...?" Louis said looking at her. Frisk looked away. 

"FRISK!" She was still silent. Luka frowned. 

"Frisk, come on." Louis was now mad. He got up. 

"FRISK! BEFORE THE ACCIDENT THERE WERE ONLY 25! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T TRY AGAIN!!" He said grabbing her by the color of her shirt. Louis parents looked at their child. 

"You knew?!" Louis frowned. 

"Of course i knew...She's my best friend....hell, i walked in on her hanging from the ceiling once." Frisk pushed him away. 

"WHAT ABOUT YOU HUH?! YOU PROMISED YOU'D STOP CUTTING BUT LOOK AT YOU!! YOU STILL CARRY THAT FUCKING BLADE AROUND!!"

"YOU WHAT?!" Luka said getting up. 

"OH DON'T ACT SO INNOCENT YOU STILL TAKE PILLS!!" Louis said frowning at Luka. They started arguing and the woman before them stared in disbelief. Everyone was staring at them, fighting each other for the ways they would harm themselves. 

"AT LEAST WE BOTH STOPPED BUT YOU DIDN'T!!" Louis and Luka said. 

"IT'S NOT MY FAULT I FELL THIS WAY!" Frisk yelled and everybody stopped. 

"Ah-...Fuck it! I can't control my thoughts! OK?! I....I can't...." Frisk said grabbing her arms. Louis and Luka looked at each other and both hugged Frisk. They all started crying. The woman's gaze softened. 

"It's clear they deeply care for each other...I..I never seen anything like this happen in a group therapy session before." Ellie chuckled. 

"That's because they were each other's family." Ellie said. Chad chuckled as well. 

"You're right...They would always stick together...They were like glue...Even if Luka not as much..." Sans smiled in the back as he watched the three hugging each other and apologizing. That's when they did something no one through they would. Frisk opened her inventory and pulled out a note-book. Louis pulled out a small blade and Luka pulled out a small bottle of pills. They all handed them to the therapist. The woman smiled. 

"You're all doing great....I promise..." They sat back down and the woman analyzed each item. When she got to the notebook her eyes widened. 

"This is....My God what were they doing to you in that place..." It was everything you could have dreaded. Abuse, fights, gruesome punishments all listed in that notebook along Frisk's dreading feelings. The woman went over and hugged all the kids. 

"You're safe now....let it all out..." They all started crying again. 

"Look...there's your new families..." They all looked behind them. All their looks brightened a bit as they rushed to their families. Frisk practically threw herself in Sans arms and he had no problem catching her. He put a hand behind her head as she was crying on his shoulder. 

"i'm right here baby-bones....shhhh..." They were swaying from side to side and he chuckled a bit awkwardly. Louis was now being held by both his parents who were almost strangling him. Sammy was now crying in her new brother's arms and he was crying as well. Elli and Chad were both crying in a group hug with their family. The woman sighed and took the note-book and a lighter. 

"Frisk...?" She looked at the notebook and sighed. 

"No...Guys....?" All her friends look at her. 

"Destroy it...and don't leave anything from it...." The monsters all summoned their powers. Undyne smiled. 

"Hell yeah! Imma skewer any bad thoughts! NGAHHHH!!" The spear went right through. Knives, fire, electricity, acid tears, bones, everything went right through and broke the notebook apart. Then Sans looked at her and smiled. 

"no worries...with me? yeah, you won't get any sad chapters." He summoned one small blaster and the things disintegrated under it's ray. Frisk chuckled and gave him a quick kiss. 

"Well then i shall allow it this time...HOWEVER. HANDS OFF SANS!!" Sans took his hands off of Frisk and put them up in defense like he knew he had to when his father said that. Gaster hugged Frisk and picked her up. 

"Welp...Guess we're getting McDonald's and watching a Disney movie tonight, eh?" Frisk chuckled as everyone started leaving. This will be one big party. And it was. They all set up either on the floor or on the couch, in Sans and Frisk's case, nobody wanted to sit on the couch apart from them so they were able to stay together. Gaster tried to break them apart a few times but he must have realized she needed him. Sans was playing with her hair while they were watching ratatouille and Louis and Luka were trying to sing the song. Frisk gave him another kiss. No one was paying attention to them anyway.

"what's that for??" Frisk shrugged. 

"Just because you're you..." He snickered and kissed her forehead. 

"well that's because you're you as well. love ya you dummy." She laughed. 

"Love you two you pile of bones."