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GAME HOES
FjordTough there is a lot that I miss about Texas
MT no there isn’t
FjordTough … nt here isn’t
FjordTough I do miss not brushing the snow off my car
FjordTough every FUCKIONG morning
MT you don’t even have to drive you could work
MT walk*
FjordTough and freeze my balls off?
FjordTough no thanks
NottListening I’m with fjord on this
NottListening But I at least admit that I’m a total bitch when it comes to the cold
SleevesRBS ha!
MissJester Oh! I love the cold! It is the only time layering is super practical and cute! Otherwise it is just warm for the sake of cute~
DragonQueen Oh gosh yes. Nothing like a nice, long coat that’s tailored
MissJester A hat and scarf that match…
DragonQueen leg warmers and boots
SleevesRBS anyone feel like aslob listening to this
SassyWitch I don’t but I need you to know half the time Caleb and Wulf don’t even wear jackets. Just a sweatshirt over a sweatshirt.
MissJester NO
SleevesRBS I mean same tho
DarkAngel half the time you don’t even do that then bitch about it being cold. Even when I say “babe, grab a jacket, we’re not just in and out of the cold.”
MissJester You are all heathens!
NottListening I’m a mom. I live in puffy jackets and hoping my child hasn’t lost a glove or boot.
DarkAngel Honestly, that sounds like dating Beau.
MT get wreckt
SleevesRBS et tu brutus
DarkAngel ;)
MissJester Spring break are you all coming down again?
WhatsurPoison Yes.
DragonQueen Gte off your phone on the floor
MT gte
SleevesRBS gte
SassyWitch gte
WhatsurPoison Pots and kettles Calibear
SassyWitch YES. This time, I swear Jessy!
MissJester Okay. But like. Hear me out.
MissJester Girl. Date.
WhatsurPoison Yes!
DragonQueen omigosh
SassyWitch Hail the queeeeeen
SleevesRBS As long as I don’t have to wear makeup again…
MT So long as it doesn’t interrupt st paddy’s
FjordTough yeah we don’t miss the fenway show
MT also @MrPalomares2 we got your ticket hoe price is a damn good bj
FjordTough molly.
MT oi you could just say thank you for getting you one
FjordTough I don’t need a sex life personal assistant
MissJester That’s a weird name for your hand.
SleevesRBS omfg jester
MT lmfao
SassyWitch laaaawl
SleevesRBS lmao
MT fjord, clearing off your car should help with the burn
MrPalomares2 Molly, the only BJ you will get from me is a pint of Ben & Jerry’s.
MT Phish Food?
MrPalomares2 Indeed. Also, ladies does this have anything to do with your style TikToks you have shared recently?
DragonQueen You have watched those? Major embarrassment omg noooooooo
MrPalomares2 Nonsense, you and Jester both look lovely in the ones I have seen you two post.
MissJester Caleb ~~<3
MissJester You’re so sweet X3
NottListening Wait, Caleb did you really get TikTok?
MrPalomares2 I do not use it, but ja I have it on my phone. Some of the videos make insomnia tolerable.
MT aint that a goddamn mood
NottListening Is it getting bad again?
MrPalomares2 Not entirely. Just stressed as I have started interviewing for potential graduate programs.
NottListening WHAT
SleevesRBS Sorry?
MissJester CALEB!
SassyWitch Oh, right. Hey, guys Caleb was not around for a few days because he’s a nerd but then ended up being around ANYWAY because he has screen addiction now
NottListening I could have told you that. But excuse you mister. You best call me after classes to explain why I am finding out in GROUP CHAT
MrPalomares2 I love you Nott, I’m sorry. I just didn’t want to make a big deal of it until there was something to make a big deal out of?
NottListening Forgiven. For now.
MrPalmores2 Mystic Aquarium my next day off as part of it?
SleevesRBS OH SHIT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO NERD DATES
SleevesRBS dude we fucking suck
MissJester We need to do a VC soon just to see each other but not tonight
SleevesRBS no tonight we throw imposter bitches out the air lock with vengeance
FjordTough seriously no one @d me when Caleb made his announcement
ItsYaBoi Bitch, like you did not already know.
FjordTough fair
Dm: NottListening and Widogast
NottListening But for real I am very proud of you
NottListening Have you made a list
Widogast My advisor wanted ten potential schools because there is a high chance that my first few application groups will get turned down.
NottListening I now see the anxiety
Widogast I logically know that being in this field means there are now a lot of people who want to get a higher education in it than just bachelor’s as let’s face it.
Widogast Every field is now saturated with people holding degrees and not enough jobs to accommodate. To do anything, one must have a Master’s at least with experience.
NottListening Now you see why I don’t see the point to getting my degree after all these years
Widogast I never questioned it, Veth. I always respected your choice and knew your logic was true to how you felt.
NottListening I know. Ignore me.
Widogast I can’t do that. Are you okay?
NottListening I am. I had a fight with my father again about going back to school. He wouldn’t listen to the fact that at this point, a bachelors or an associates was nothing without experience that I don’t have and won’t get until I’m 30+ and really? There is no point
NottListening Not like there is something I would want to do anyway like that
Widogast You are aware that none of us think any less of you for knowing that, ja?
NottListening Yes.
NottListening Shit, this was supposed to be about you and not my sob story
Widogast You are part of what happens to me, Veth. I don’t want you to feel like our friendship is a one-way street and that I do not want to hear about your issues. I love you very much.
NottListening I love you too Cay
NottListening Thank-you
Widogast It is no problem. It is never a problem.
GAME HOES
MissJester Stream alert. Headcount?
MT in
FjordTough In and streaming.
Dynamic In.
MrPalomares2 In and streaming.
HeySailor in sluts
FjordTough DARROW!!!
DarkAngel In.
BigBadWolf can’t but will be in Essek’s chat
SassyWitch work =[
WhatsurPoison In? If you don’t mind?
MissJester Reani!!!!
DragonQueen me too?
MissJester Yes, babe! That’s 10 <3! I’ll start the lobby
Jester checked her angles in the webcam and did a mock rundown of her different alerts. Her ring light was adjusted again, and her concealer blended better. He loved streaming and her online community that had formed around it. She had started at 17 and thought little of it as she was simply a Ukrainian trying to get more friends in a world that felt so isolated from her. It grew into a whole different beast when she had moved to the United States. It was amazing what a location stamp and the simple change to English could do for a following. She had always been cavalier in how she ran the channel. But it was through her conversations with Cali and with Bryce after her announcement of another relationship that made her reflect on that.
For their brief time together, she had inadvertently brought a lot of hardship and dislike on her romantic partner. Bryce had forgiven her, of course, but that and the general difference in their personalities just highlighted how unfit for dating they were. It was a logical, if not a bit bitter, breakup. At the time, she did not grasp it. She was broken hearted and it had been her first real relationship—not a secondary school thing. She understood in time and they had begun to heal.
Bryce had reached out with concern over how this could affect both Cali and their time together as Jester would not want to keep it all under wraps. And that she lived very much in the limelight of mild internet popularity. It was something she needed to address with people more than herself on the matter.
One last test run through with the sounds and effects, then her stream went live with her camera as the full screen to cover the lobby until everyone else joined. She waited for the viewing numbers to reach triple digits before the mindless conversation turned to a more serious tone.
“Now. Before we get started, there is something I need to address with everyone. I have refrained from making this announcement on this until I streamed again.” She paused and looked directly into the camera with a frown. “I have started dating someone and I need to be clear with everyone. I disrespected my previous partner greatly by letting you all harass them without keeping you in check. And it was wrong of me to downplay how much pay they went through for dating me. And I have continuously failed my friends who have trusted me with their names and identities all for the sake of staying cool and popular. I was wrong and I was not being a good friend to them or a good partner to Bryce.
“So, from here on out, the moment I find out anyone… any person in any way have tried to hurt or harass someone I love and care about. If anyone harasses my girlfriend or is derogatory to any of my friends for their ethnicity, their sexuality or identity, or their religion. You will be blocked, banned, and reported for hate speech. I can’t change that I have hurt them in the past. All I can do now is do better.”
She watched the chat blow up and the mods already start to mute people as warnings. She swallowed and minimized the chat.
“I won’t have chat up for most of tonight, as it is Among Us, so I can’t watch chat. But my mods will be active and there to keep an eye on everything. I’ll try to look over when I am dead or if I am the imposter.”
She never felt more scared to look at her chat or the mentions on Twitter. Worse was the sensation of knowing someone had clipped her speech for the community. A part of her felt that what she said still felt empty. That her trying now, after two years of not properly handling how people treated her friends, was far too late to make up for the wrongs she had done by simply standing by and watching. It was hard to stand up to people when she had grown up alone without many friends or people to like her. She had hoped that if she had not fed the trolls, they would go away. But they never did. They lived and grew in her chatroom and Discord because she had never made it clear her stance on things.
She was scared of the fallout but knew it would be worth it. Not just or Cali (though some was definitely for the hope that maybe it would last more than a few months this time) but for herself.
DM: DarkAngel and Miss Jester
DarkAngel I’m proud of you.
MissJester People said some pretty horrible things already…
DarkAngel And they will for a long time, unfortunately. But in time, things should get easier.
DarkAngel Just give it time. And yourself time.
MissJester I know. I will.
GAME HOES
SassyWitch Jessy can I apply to be a new mod?
MissJester Oh gosh, please!
NottListening What happened?
MissJester U G H
MissJester I got rid of two mods last night because they wouldn’t stop some of the bad comments and one actually was ADDING to it. Like. Wtf
MissJester Was I a joke to them all? Just a pretty face they used as proof that they could mod or something?
SleevesRBS oh fuck I am sorry jessy
SassyWitch Yeah no I went in fucking hard on bitches on my break
NottListening As I won’t be streaming as much, I can help out too
MissJester Really> You won’t mind?
NottListening 100%
MissJester OMG you guys. I love you.
SassyWitch back at you boo
SleevesRBS no im beau
SassyWitch I hate everything you chose to be.
Fjord<3 (8:44pm): take your sleeping meds
Caleb <3 (8:50pm): I will. I promise I am trying to sleep…
Fjord<3 (8:52pm): If you can’t just call me and we’ll load up Stardew or Minecraft
Caleb <3 (8:55pm): If I am up still by 11 I will message. When is your next game?
Fjord<3 (9:00pm): I have 3 away games next week then the next Tues is a home game.
Caleb <3 (9:02pm): I think I can get that off if you want me to go.
Fjord<3 (9:05pm): I always want you around.
Caleb <3 (9:06pm): You make it easy to wish I was there all the time.
Fjord<3 (9:09pm): Is Astrid officially a mod now?
Caleb <3 (9:11pm): Ja. It would seem that way. I am proud of her.
Caleb <3 (912pm): Jester, I mean. Not Astrid. I am always proud of her, but not in this case.
Fjord<3 (9:14pm): Me too. It takes a lot to be unpopular actively.
Fjord<3 (9:21pm): She’s young.
Caleb <3 (9:15pm): That is because you are old. Which is just fine, because I like older men.
Fjord<3 (9:16pm): Tease.