REALITY
After months being with Lena by her side, Alex just realized that this is the first time Alex and Lena out of the safe zone. Meeting old friends, they never consider it at all. The only thing in Alex's mind is waiting Kara to comeback, Alex know Kara will make it.. Kara is the only person they had a bond with, the only person Alex needed to make things clear between her and Lena.
Alex needs Kara to tell Lena that she is Supergil, and she also needs to tell kara that she has madly fallen in love with her best friend. it all didn't feel right to go any further without considering Kara in it.
But again, considering what happened today, things turned around so fast. Maggie walks her half drunk, to her empty apartment. Alex forgot the last time she have to slept alone. And felt so munch pain when she realize that she was so used to Lena's presence, at the same time she start knowing it might be too soon to feel this kind of emotion to Lena, when maybe she was just a substitute for her sister who was absent in the youngest Luthor's life.
This whole situation would likely never have started if Kara hadn’t left.
Lena Luthor wouldn't see Alex Danvers that way if there was Kara here.
Maggie hugged her ex-fiancé before Alex closed the apartment door. Honestly she was really happy Alex could move on from their past because she really waiting for the time to comes when they can be friend again, she was very worried at first because she knew Alex was so fragile when it came to feelings.
But she is a little concerned about what Alex is currently experiencing with Lena Luthor, never imagined in her mind Alex would being with Lena Luthor.
Sam Arias, yes..
The scenario Alex being with Sam quite played several times in Maggie's mind.
For Maggie, she thinks Sam Arias was a perfect match to Alex. Lena Luthor was the last person she ever considered.
"I want to chat again when you're normal. Okay?,” Asked Maggie, tilting her head to watch the red head, capture the look in the perfect side of Alex's face. Maggie loves how Alex is so soft but strong in the same place. Alex Danvers is very unique. She meets no one like Alex..
And for Alex, Maggie's smile is cute and familiar, kicking out some memories, reminds Alex of the real world, reminds Alex of where she should be. That maybe she should stop building dreams with Lena before it hurst her more.
She checked her phone one more time before going to wash her face in the bathroom. Still, she found no sign of Lena there. She checks the signal on her cellphone, hoping the network is down or her cellphone is damaged so that no messages coming from Lena. But the phone is fine. Maybe it's just Lena who wake up from a dream because of the presence of her very rich and very hot ex-lover.
And it was three in the morning, when Alex felt her cell phone vibrate under her pillow. Incoming call from Lena. Alex jumped out of her sleep, sat upright in her bed. Staring at the name on her phone. Counting how many hours this woman didn't appears. Realized that she was really childish, felt ashamed of herself, felling hurt how much she loved this woman. Lena always send her text from time to time, even during important meetings. And she would let Alex know when she was too busy on something.
And she just realized that she couldn't hear Lena's voice right now.
Lena Luthor : Just found my phone.
Really? A billionaire CEO doesn't hold her phone for hours.
Imagine how many million dollars would be at stake. Lena even always checks her email when in the bathroom.
Lena Luthor : Where are you? Sleep?
Lena Luthor : Alex..
Lena Luthor : Okay, i'm going to sleep right now. See you, tomorrow?
Alex almost replied her text before another text arrived.
Lena Luthor : Lunch tomorrow? Kate wants to meet you. Maybe you can ask Detective Sawyer to join.
And Alex throws her phone on the floor. Not strong enough to break it, but enough to avoid Lena tonight.