If I Never Meant to You

Supergirl (TV 2015)
F/F
G
If I Never Meant to You
Summary
Alex Danvers never thought about Lena Luthor, at all.. not like that..not in that way....The days they spent on the lab, saving Sam, and the day in Supergirl's absence, has change so many things about Alex and Lena. Instead of working ut out, they run away from each other. Both of them deeply in love yet don't believe in it.
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First love is first love..

“Ms. Luthor, Ms. Alex Danvers is here to see you.”

Lena smiled, “Send her in,” she speaking as the woman entered her office, with the food package in her hand, with Lena's favorite restaurant name in it.
She laughed like sunshine, the tactic gear she wore didn't match the expression on her face, the face was very lovable, but Lena couldn't find the best way yet, or a right words to say to this woman, even this was very new to her, she felt strange how Alex Danvers still made her flutter every time she saw this woman standing in front of her.

“Thank you, Jess.” Lena turned off the intercom, she heard what her secretary said and Jess knew that, too. “Well, hello, Ms. Danvers.”

“Ms. Luthor.” The red-haired smiled at her Maybe lover of four months, then lift her eyebrow

Lena tilt her head to the side a bit, seeing the goofy look on the woman. “What? There is dirt on my face?”

“Nothing, I’m just really love to see you.” Alex wrapped her arms around Lena, feeling the woman melt against her. They stayed that way for a few minutes, Alex slowly swing her lips, to meet Lena's, and put a little pressure there, wet and sweet. “Come on, let’s eat,” she said fondly.

They sat on the couch, quietly eating and talking about their day, Alex told her about the little things that happened at DEO today, about the new weapon Win designed for her, also about how she fell asleep at her desk this morning.

Lena eating her salad and making Alex eat some of her kale, again. Lena loves how Alex never turns down her kale. Even Kara doesn't want to eat kale.. And they still sat on the couch, Lena cuddling against her.

"Maybe one day i won't work at the DEO anymore." Alex leaned back, smirking at Lena. "Of course when you ready to give up on your multi billionaire company."

Lena put a hand against her chest, playfully looking appalled. "Ouch.. that's sounds like proposal, Director Danvers. So, what are you planning to do with us?"

"I don't know.." Alex tilted her head to look at the goddess in front of her, her right hand played with Lena's hair that fell on her shoulders today, Alex's favorite , and Lena almost shivered when Alex half whispered in her ear. "Maybe just living a simple life, in Midvale, or your hometown in Ireland, but i’m not sure if this Ms.CEO wants to go through it with me, sometimes i just--."

"Alex.. " Lena cuts with a kiss on the agent's lips.

"I can only hope that this is not a seduction technique you learned from DEO," Lena hisses, she almost using her tongue to lick Alex's lower lips when suddenly there was shouting outside and their attention got diverted. The doors opened, two people coming in and a familiar detective walking in first, who faltered in her steps seeing the two together.

"Sawyer.." Said Alex, in a small voice, hardly believing she could call her ex-fiancée's name, in person, in the same room as her new love.

And Lena can only freeze in her seat, one hand is still on Alex's thigh, but it's not as relaxed as before. Alex could see her face turn harden when she saw the person standing next to Maggie, and then Alex just find out why.

The woman standing next to Maggie looks familiar, Alex has met her for several times, with Kara, of course , work matters, but this is the first time Alex realizes this woman looks attractive,and of course look rich, with whatever she wear on her body. Her face was tense as she stared at Lena with a thousand nostalgia in her eyes.

"What's this all about?" Lena was the first to speak. Alex is still silent beside her, don't know how to react when There's here ex-fiancé here, in this room, with Lena's first love. Just like a stupid Romance-Comedy movie.

"Lena, i'm sorry." Kate started awkwardly, but her eyes were still on Lena's. "I tried to send texts, also e-mails, but you didn't answer, or you didn't get it? And when I asked for an appointment with your assistant, she told me that I could only see you around three months from now, i just--. Can i have a talk? With you? In private, maybe? "

"And what does all this have to do with Detective Sawyer?" Lena asked back, without answering Kate's question.

Maggie shrugged, as if not intending to answer, instead she glanced at Kate who was standing awkwardly next to her.

"Maggie is a good friend of mine, and when I told her about you and how I had a hard time to see you, she offered to help me get in here without an appointment. Once again, I'm sorry.."

“You better didn’t play with your badge Mags.." said Alex, after being silent for a while, she put her hands on Lena’s shoulders, gently moving her thumbs, trying to remove the sudden tense in her body.

Lena enjoy Alex's attitude to her, when she saw the change in the Detective's face, not that she hated Maggie Sawyer, but the last time this Detective entered her office by force, was to arrest her.

"So, can I ask for your time?" Kate asked again, Lena is quite surprised, but she is a Luthor after all, and hopefully in this room no one realizes that her heart is beating fast, maybe only Alex is aware of it. She looked at Alex, as if asking permission. Even though she knows she doesn't need Alex's permission if she wants to.
And Alex, who is very understanding and kind, even though this jealousy burns her heart, something new , she squeezes Lena's hand to relieve his anxiety.

"It's okay, i can leave. My lunch hour is also over." Alex smiled at Lena, the awkwardest simle she ever did in her life.

"I can leave too.." Maggie raised her hand in the air, and grin. "...Or we can stop by the coffee shop, Danvers. It is been a while since last time we catch up"

"Okay.." Alex replied, awkwardly. Her eyes were still following Lena and Kate when Alex realized Kate took a few steps forward and headed for Lena. Offered to shake hands, which was a little too late , and the woman held Lena’s hand a little longer.

Alex almost left without saying anything when suddenly Lena pulled her strong enough and gave a little kiss on her cheek. "I'll call you later?"

Alex just nodded and gave her a thin smile, before she disappeared behind the door with the detective.


And Lena didn't call.


Lena didn't texted.. yet she didn't pick up the call..

Now it's 8 pm, Alex checked her cellphone several times, and find nothing.

At first she just sat and drink cups of coffee with Maggie, telling her about Kara returning to Argo City, since Maggie know everything about Kara, about Supergirl.. It feels pretty good to be able to share stories with people who already know your secret. And Maggie is still like she used to be, never change, she‘s warm and funny, if they never got engaged before, maybe they could be a very good friends.

And then they ended up at their favorite Alien Bar, Alex needs a distraction, and she decides to turn off her phone when she starts to get annoyed with Lena and how many times she checked on her phone and found nothing.

After a couple of pool games, bottles of beer, finally they switched to a few glasses of scotch. Alex was already half drunk when Maggie started to flooding her with topics she'd been avoiding all day long.

“So, Lena Luthor, huh .”

That earned a twitch of her eyebrow.

“I’m glad you moved on. Though I’m not so sure I’m happy with whom you has done so.” Maggie added, when she found out Alex didn't intend to respond.

"Jealousy doesn't look good on you, Danvers" Maggie laughed, and there her killer dimples.. the thing that used to melt Alex's heart in the past. "I mean, you’ve met my ex before, and you look so good on it. You even offer her dinner, Are you really in love with the Luthor? That far? Did Kara knows?"

"No." Alex answers question about Kara.

"Awful. I always thought that your sister have a crush on the Luthor, and the Luthor always look like one,"

"I hope she's not. I hope they're not ."


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"I thought I would never see you again." said Kate, Lena looked at her, nothing changed this woman, her voice, the way she talk, only the tattoos on her body that made her different.

They sat on Lena’s couch, her first girl friend is totally grow up. Lena almost think that Kate Kane is only her imagination because they never meet again since high school, and they never try to find each other, Lena heard about Kate a few times and maybe Kate too, but the never do anything to have a contact.

June 18 2017..

"We don't have to do anything at all," Kate says, voice quiet, trying not to shatter the quiet in the room, they slept in the same room, for one semester at least. A few light kisses at first, and even heavier the moment the two couldn't avoid the attraction between them.

"I'm just nervous," Lena says, that quiet confidence slipping just slightly. "What if I'm terrible at this."

"You're not, babe. The things is i never did it with a virgin and i'm also not a virgin, it sounds unfair for you, you can--"

Lena pulls to a stop at the dim light, turning completely to face Kate, turning Kate's chin to face her. "I’ve told you i want to give my first to you, okay? "

There are no words to describe her feelings for Kate. it's just that she and Kate met at one point. She is a Luthor, whom everyone hated. And Kate has a problem with herself, her gay thing on a very young age. And they found each other at Hopeless place, Kate made her feel good, and comfortable.

Lena's eyes shine as she leans forward to catch Kate, their lips connecting. Lena sighed when she realized Kate was touching her breasts, then pause.

"That's fine," Lena answers, standing in the middle of their room, looking anywhere but at Kate, clearly nervous.

"If you aren't comfortable with anything, or if i hurt you, just tell me," Kate says, softly, she's not the gentle type, but she is very gentle with Lena, that's what Lena really likes from her. Kate's lips brushing over Lena's from their proximity.

Kate waits until Lena leans in, softly bringing their lips together over and over. They stand there, kissing softly, Lena waiting for Kate to be the one that takes the next step.

Kate's tongue swipes over Lena's bottom lip, Kate finally letting herself indulge in their tongues moving against each other. Kate pulls away a little, using her teeth to capture Lena's bottom lip, Lena's eyes are darken, cheeks automatically flushed. Kate nibbles lightly on her bottom lip before she pulls back to take off her jacket, then she sits on the bed, push the Lena slowly until she lying on the top that single bed.

Their eyes lock as Kate reaches under Lena's dress, Kate's touch is gentle, slow, taking the time to let her fingers gently dance over the skin of Lena's thigh.

Kate moves Lena's hair to the side, leaving her neck completely exposed. She kisses just above her zipper as she takes it in her hands. She trails the zipper down slowly, kissing every inch of that exposed skin. The zipper stops just above Lena's ass, and Lena had to lift herself up a little so Kate could get her dress off her body.

"God, you're so sexy," Kate says before she is pulled back into another kiss, a deeper kiss.

With now Kate is lying on top of her, Lena's legs wrap around her waist, pulling her closer, Kate pressing Lena into the bed, killing the distance, as she licks and sucks across Lena's skin, taking the time to graze her teeth across her collar bone, then kisses lower, to the top of Lena's breast, she kisses her lightly, then sucking around Lena's nip, moving lower with soft swipes of her tongue. Lena sighs when Kate finally put her tongue over her nipple, circles it, building to quick flicks as it hardens in her mouth. Lena's fingers squeezed the sheet as Kate wildly played with the nipple, and she felt a very wet sensation inside her underwear, Lena tightened her legs on Kate's body as she drifted deeper into lust. Kate had touched her nips before, but not this way, as if she'd been holding back all this while.

"Damn, that feels really good," Lena says, as Kate moves to the other breast, repeating the same thing.
Kate moves back up to kiss her lips, tongue dipping into Lena's mouth, as her hands squeeze Lena's breast, pinching her nipple between her fingers as they kiss, a little too hard, but Lena secretly like it, Lena moans, she knows she can't hold it anymore, it feels too good..

Kate moves lower, just like an expert, tongue dipping into Lena's belly button as she moves lower, moving down to her parted knees. Kate places a delicate kiss on the inside of Lena's knee, tongue trailing higher to Lena's thigh, Lena's breath hitches by the time Kate hooks her fingers in Lena's underwear. Lena lifts, letting Kate pull the lace green underwear down, and felt a little embarrassed when Kate stared into the open space, find out how wet it is.

"You sure? Kate asks.

"Yes..” Lena hisses.

Kate moves forward, lifting Lena's leg to drape it over her shoulder, broad swipe of her tongue, from Lena's entrance to just below her clit, exploring as she goes. She moves down, tongue running through Lena's folds, wetness coating her chin, while her hand squeezed Lena's open breast, feeling the hard nipples on her fingers.
"God, Kate, It feels so good," Lena says, her hand squeezed the bed sheet again, harder this time.

Kate moves up to run her tongue over Lena's clit quickly, Lena bucks into her with each movement of Kate's tongue over her, and Kate picks up the pace, settling on quick circles, getting the best reaction from Lena with that movement.

Kate sucks Lena’s clit into her mouth, Lena's hips bucking hard.

"Please don't stop," Lena says just as Kate feels Lena legs getting firmer around her head.

Kate runs her tongue again over Lena’s clit softly, Lena's chest is blushed, breasts moving up and down with her breaths, eyes totally closed, she finally opens her eyes to look at Kate and pulls Kate back to her to kiss her, tasting herself on Kate's lips.

Kate took the opportunity to fiddle with her fingers down there, flirting into the already very wet slit, not knowing when the right time to thrust in, Kate hesitated.

"Please, Babe, i need to feel you inside," Lena whispers.

Kate slides her fingers through liquid heat, coating them as she runs from Lena's entrance to her clit. Kate slides one finger to her entrance, forehead touching Lena's, Lena close her eyes a little to tight when Kate slides her finger inside.

Kate moves it slowly, in and out at a steady pace, making sure the woman below her is comfortable.

"Did i hurt you?"

Lena didn't answer, but shook her head quickly.

Kate curls her finger inside, seeing the reaction immediately as she does.

"Oh fuck, it feels damn good," Lena says, her fingers squeezed Kate's short hair.

The youngest Luthor is the prettiest woman Kate has ever seen, and she's never feel so damn lucky. There is sweat between their foreheads, Lena kiss Kate's lips roughly as her hips move with each thrust.

Then She comes, legs shaking, as Kate eases her through it, she move slowly to slides her fingers out of Lena, letting them rest on her thigh as they just stare at each other.

"Thank you, Lee, you know, i feel so lucky.."

Lena staring at her girlfriend, eyes focusing on Kate.

"You're welcome.." Lena says as she pulls Kate close and kiss her again.

The kisses get more heated, and the things repeated several times that night...

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