Soft Alex Danvers
So, there is it, no one is ready to end the night, yet..
As if there was never enough time for them to be together. Alex is the Director of the most important organization in United States, her job is to keep the earth safe. And Lena, she's a CEO of the largest company in United States, which may have a profound influence on the future of the earth. And here they are, finding time between, meet in the middle, like teenager who are drunk madly in love, unable to let each other go when they are together.
Lena is still leaning on her sofa, in her apartment tonight. She watched Alex from afar, Alex Danvers had taken a shower and changed clothes, in her bathroom, Lena wondered why Alex didn't ask her to shower together. Alex Danvers in Lena's old Standford shirt, a little too big but looking cute on Alex. Alex Danvers, who looks good in Lena's kitchen, and familiar.. is working on something, which Lena finds out is hot chocolate. Is this real? and in the dim light Lena could still see Alex's grinning face when she brought Lena a glass of hot chocolate.
"It's hot. careful,"
"Okay.." Lena sighed, as she found there weren't many words she could say to Alex. And Alex never forced her to reveal anything. Sometimes Alex just came to hug her, stroked her hair, until she fell asleep. That's how they go through the day lately..
"What?" Lena asked when she realized Alex staring at her face.
"Your make up."
"Don't ask me to do anything with it tonight. I just want to relax, and enjoy you.." Lena replied, stroking Alex's hand which was on top of her thigh.
"Okay princess, while you enjoy your drink, is it okay if i take it off?,"
Lena frowned. "Well, i have been wearing it since early morning." Lena admits. Then she watched Alex disappear into the bathroom and come back with a warm towel and make up remover
"May i?," Alex ask again, there was a softness in her voice, matched by her warm brown eyes. Browner tonight, or maybe it's just a feeling. All about Alex Danvers is very warm indeed..
"Yes," Lena says nervously.
Alex gently wipes away all the various expensive products on the CEO's face and Lena surprised to realize just how intimate the action is, Alex is really careful to not press too harshly, and when she has removed it all, she drops the wipes onto the floor and starts working on the pin that holding Lena's hair in place. Alex carefully removed the pin with satisfied smile and gently twist the beautiful dark hair so that is resting over Lena's shoulders.
"Beautiful," She says as she put a light kiss on Lena's cheek.
"You really spoiled me. Do you do this often with your exs ?," Lena chuckles as Alex stares at her adoringly.
"What? No.. since i just have one ex, and Maggie doesn't wear a lot of make up."
Alex twists her body and throws her back on the couch, in one move she pulls Lena into her arms, Lena give in, let herself be in the arms of Alex Danvers. For a moment she closes her eyes to enjoy the smell of Alex's body, Lena is still half-conscious as Alex whispers in her ear gently. "So about the Teddy Bear. You got it from your mother, right?,"
For a moment Lena didn't catch what Alex was talking about. Teddy bear? Then her mind went back to that conversation with Alex at the bay. Lena has a habit of burying dark things in her life so she was surprised at herself that she told Alex about her birth mother, she never mentioned it to anyone.
"Yes, why?." Lena lifts her head to look into the face of the woman who a few months ago was just a acquaintance, the sister of her best friend, a secret Government who is an endless enemy with her family, and maybe Lillian Luthor was the one who taken Alex's father from the Danvers family.
In this point, Lena doesn't realize that Alex Danvers is the one who has entered her life, suddenly and coincidentally, and fits in with everything, and the most important thing is Alex makes her happy, a feeling she shouldn't have felt for too long..
"Nothing. I just don't know that you're a Teddy Bear girl, i mean.. i thought you play with Rubik or something like that when you're a child."
"Alex... of course i'm playing Rubik, but it's my mother gave me, that's maybe Christmas gift, i can't remember it, all i know is i bring it everywhere with me." Lena sighed, Alex heard the bitterness in Lena's voice, wishing she could go back in time and change this woman's life. Lena and Kara have the similar past, but have different journeys, And when Alex drowned in her own mind, Lena's cold hands on her cheeks pulled her back to earth.
"What are you thinking, Director ?Don't tell me you feel sorry for me.. i'm okay." Said Lena, her eyes are still locked on Alex.
"No.. no.." Alex sighs, her eyes see out of nowhere, and Lena sees her eyebrows furrowed, meet in the middle. "I just think that, no one can change the past, okay?." Alex stops, waiting for Lena to react, but none comes. "All we can do is build a better future, it sounds Cliché, right? But-- it's true." Alex glanced at Lena for a second, then threw away her face again, again look to nowhere, and Lena still looks at her in wonder.
"----And... if all goes as I expect it to be, MaybeIcanbetheparentsofourchildrenandwe'llgiveourbestforthemsothey'llcanbethehappiestkidinthisworld, in this whole galaxy, maybe." Alex Said in superspeed, her face blushed, and Lena can clearly see it, and it definitely made her chuckle.
"Or.. Maybe i can be the coolest aunty, with whoever you are in the end, second possibility.. back up plan you know." Alex Added, realizing that her idea might be too funny and make Lena chuckles. She's never felt this silly in her life, it's more embarrassed than when Maggie refused their first kiss.
Lena grabbed Alex's face into her hand, looked at the woman, still smiling, unsure of what she was hearing, and a sense of warmth flowing in her blood, again.. that's a new feeling. She was shocked by some of the new things Alex brought to her life, and it's so terrified to imagine if it would disappear one day, like any other things in her life.
"I'm more interested in hearing the original plan, can you say it slowly?," Lena smiled. With her fingers she held Alex's face to stare at her.
"Don't teased me, Luthor.."
"I'm not.. i mean it. Besides, i don't have any super-hearing, okay?."
"I don't know, Lena. I forgot what I said."
"No, Director.. you're a genius. Please?" Lena asked, and her puppies eyes weaken Alex's knees.
"Don't you to dare laugh, okay?."
"Okay.." Lena lifts her two fingers into the air.
Alex pulls Lena Luthor in her arms, tighter, until there is no distance between them. "Listen, I don't know what we're going through. I've told you what I felt for you.. And I'm giving you time to confirm. There's no rush. Because I'm done with the uncertain things." Alex looks into those emerald green eyes, making sure she hears every word she says, even though her lips is shaking in every word she says. "You and me. Is the last thing I dare to imagine. You're out of my sight, laying here with you is like a walking dream, but know that I never want to wake up."
"Oh, Lena.. You know what made me broke up with Maggie, and I'm still pretty sure about that. What I'm learning right now is, I don't want to ask for it too soon. I need to prove myself first to the people I love, that I deserve what I dreamed of. Maybe if the people loved me a little bit more that it should be, she might want to share the same dream with me." Alex sighs. Lena sees a tear in her eye, Alex looks frustrated, really frustated , Maggie's refusal really hurt her in the past.
And Lena, will not give a sentence of comfort to this woman. This woman deserves something real in her life.
"Alex..."
"No, please keep it. I said i give you time." Alex moved her lips down to find Lena's lips, but she found her nose first and kissed her there.
"I said backup plan, why? because I'm done with spontaneity. I just want you to know, Lena Luthor, that you're going to find me down the road, and every time you get lost, you're going to find me there."
"I don't care how we end up. Either we're going to have kids together, little girls with green eyes like you and red hair like me. Or just green eyes and hair like any their other parent, i don't care. i just--"
"Alex--." And Alex stopped her one more time. this time Alex pressed her lips to Lena's, the pressure is soft, and sweet, and Lena is almost distracted by it.
"Please don't say anything. I'm done talking about feeling. Can we just get through it? You and me? ," said Alex between kisses.
"Okay," Lena breathless.
And it goes like this, Lena pressed down into the back of her couch, lips fused with Alex’s as Alex’s fingers fumble with the zip of her dress. Alex wants to crawl into Lena’s heart and live there, wants to spend the rest of her life sinking into her warmth, but for now she just wants to enjoy their magical togetherness.
Lena moans softly as Alex eases the zip down, inch by inch, letting her lips trail hotly over Lena’s exposed skin.
When she gets to Lena’s nips she pauses, dipping her tongue into it and dragging her lips over the erect nip, and Lena arches up against her mouth with a gasp. Alex takes the opportunity to took of Lena's lace underwear, tossing it into the floor before returning her hands to Lena’s wet slit.
"So, now you're getting more interesting on my bottom," Lena sighs as Alex's finger presses gently on her clit.
"Who doesn't?" Alex replied, her breath hitches.
"At first you didn't seem like you want to..."
"No, i'm waiting."
And with that Lena pushed Alex a little, forced Alex to stop working, and looked into that brown eye, which is darken.
"Waiting for what?," Lena ask, so serious, Alex can't bear it.
"At least after you know I love you.."
And that words, those three words.. those three words lifted Lena up to heaven. Her life has never been more make sense. It's like Alex came into her life to tell her that there's still a hope for her.
Alex's fingers slide downward, leaving trembling muscles in their wake. With a growl of frustration, Alex put her fingers into that wet slit, and Lena takes advantage of it to press their lips together again.
“Alex,” Lena gasps, arching towards her as Alex fingers move in and out. She leans forward to capture Alex’s lips in a sloppy, open-mouthed kiss, swallowing the moan when alex thumb start to rub her clit.
“I love you, Lee.. ” Alex says again, her lips and words dragging hotly over Lena’s skin. Then three words has no less impact than the first time she said it, and Lena nearly unbalances both of them when she presses forward, she's so desperate to have as much contact with Alex as physically possible.
“I love you, Lena Kieran Luthor,” Alex breathes against her lips, whispering the words over and over in time with her fingers and Lena’s rolling hips, and when Lena comes, it’s with Alex’s name on her lips, And Alex lips on her skin.