If I Never Meant to You

Supergirl (TV 2015)
F/F
G
If I Never Meant to You
Summary
Alex Danvers never thought about Lena Luthor, at all.. not like that..not in that way....The days they spent on the lab, saving Sam, and the day in Supergirl's absence, has change so many things about Alex and Lena. Instead of working ut out, they run away from each other. Both of them deeply in love yet don't believe in it.
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Drunk Alex

So, it's friday night, Alex should be with Lena tonight, watch their favorite movie on Netflix, have a simple dinner, and maybe ice cream as a dessert.

But this afternoon when Lena still in her office to do some finnancial report, she received a message from Alex.


Alex Danvers : Deo is having a farewell party today, Agent Lawson is retiring..

Alex Danvers : Care to join us? Maybe you want to meet Winn.. He had mentioned your name lately.

Lena Luthor : So what do you answer to Winn?

Alex Danvers : What do you want me to answer? LOL..

Lena Luthor : Okay, forget it..

Alex Danvers : I told him you're in good hands... :)

Lena Luthor : Well, not a really good answer

Alex Luthor : So, you're in? then you can show Winn your self how happy you are with me.


Lena blushed, none of this seemed real, but it is..

Showing her relationship with Alex to everyone sounds a little sweet to Lena. But honestly, she never imagined it before. Instead of not wanting to, but when she's with Alex, they're like having their own world and no one in it.


Lena Luthor : Maybe next time, have a nice time. Try not to get too drunk :)

Alex Danvers : So, you rejected me?

Lena Luthor : Alex, darling, not all agents are like Winn, not everyone is comfortable in the same room with a Luthor, I don't wanna be a burden.

Alex Danvers : First, you're not a burden. Two, you're don't need everyone, you only need me, and Kara. i know we Danvers sister mean meant the world to you :)


And that feeling comes again, strange.. so foreign, Lena had never felt that before and therefore it was really new and therefore it doesn't really is, it's just... too comfortable.
Her brain didn't sure how to put this feeling, or how to respond it. And yes, Kara.. Kara Danvers, she miss this person a lot, until it hurts.. and painful.. And she's start wondering how Kara would responds to her relationship with Alex.
Or did Alex tell Kara already? Lena wasn't sure, because Alex herself never talked about it.


Lena Luthor : Alright, charmer.. so, i'll see you tomorrow morning?

Alex Danvers : Looks like you can't get away from me

Lena Luthor : Okay, have a good evening Director Danvers.



Then, here it is.. Lena couldn't hide her disappointment, she hated spending the night alone. And this is not her style . She's Lena Luthor after all.. When she was with James, she kept building a wall no matter how much she likes James. Not that she didn't like spending time with James. But a Luthor used to build walls, and that was who she was, and now she isn't.

So this is where she spends the night, in her lab. Work with a little experiment. She needed to take her mind off of Alex.
But it made her miss Alex even more. Being here, in her Lab, her mind flies.. fly to the moment when she started being close to Alex. The moment when Sam was still here, and Kara..

Yeah Kara...
Lately, the name always comes to her mind. The closer she gets to Alex, the shadow of Kara is always there even if Lena doesn't want to remember that name.. she's hurt, Kara is her best friend, and going months without a message isn't a good thing for a friendship.
And if Kara was really sad about Mon-el's things, of course she always ready to comfort and cheer her up. The point is , she could not accept that Kara didn't even give her a chance, but also she missed her with all the fiber in her body..



So, it's 02.00 AM in the middle of the night, Lena still on her Lab, she had a pair of headphones on, listening to some classical music and didn't hear when someone entered, it's her private lab anyway, no one can enter without her permission, but she just forget that she gave the password to Alex recently.

Lena pulled away from the microscope, sneezing for several times, and as she did so, the strong arms slowly came around her waist and she was captured in a moment being loved and warmth feeling.

"There you are Miss Luthor.." Alex Danvers whispered into her ear, as she leaned her head next to Lena's. She then proceeded to plant soft kisses down Lena's neck.
Lena immediately smiled, placing her cold hands on top of Alex's, as she tilted her head, letting Alex to continue the soft touches of her lips into her skin, followed by the warm breaths, long kisses, and slight sucking, led to the perfect shivers along her skin, that tingled her nerves as she feels the woman's lips on hers.

"I went to your apartment, then to your office, empty .. I should have known you were here. Nerd.. ." Alex sighed along her skin, her breath smells of alcohol, tequila , wondering how much she drank tonight.

"You going to three different places, drunk, just to find me tonight?" Lena said, breathing heavily as she lost herself in this moment. A few moans of pleasure escaped her lips, before she pulled away and looked to the red-hair's face.

Alex looked into her eyes. Alex is so loving and and her eyes are full of adoration. She paused for a moment, then stole a glance at the goddess, the genius, her Lena Luthor, then wrap her hands tighter around Lena's.

"I'll go through the 63 earths just to find you," she said as a smile formed on her face, a flirtatious smile..

For a moment Lena is considering taking the talk seriously, but how can that be? Maybe Alex is just smooth talker.

"I know you think I'm telling you a lie, but i speak the truth." Alex eyes darken, eyes that Lena has never seen so far, is Alex really drunk?

"You drunk.. "

"Of you..." Alex said before she lean a kiss again to her Lena, kissing her senseless and exploring the warm depths of her mouth, Alex's hands tangled in Lena's hair, kissing her, teasing her, tasting her, then Alex runs her hand down to Lena's back, and then to the back of her thighs, inside her skirt. Lena's smile is carefree, happy, amazing, as Alex lifting her easily on her desk, hand still inside her skirt, moving it up and down.. Alex has never played in that area, didn't count that Valentine night and Lena wondered where this would go.

Alex is really careful as Lena sit down, reaching to the claps of Lena's dress, unzipping it slowly, as continue kissing Lena while she lower the zipper.

"Alex..." Lena gasped.

Alex stepped back, and lift Lena's ass to push the dress apart to slide it down Lena's body.

"It's not fair Alex.. you're fully clothes," Lena gasped again.

They stare at each other for a moment before Alex stops the silent an begins to unbutton her own shirt, she throws it on the floor, eyes looked with Lena's.

"See something you like?," Alex teases as she reaches to unbutton her pants.

"Definitely.." is the breathless response she can gives to Alex.

Alex moves forward, soft and slow, taking her time in savoring it, Alex moves lower across her collarbone and diving in it, savoring, and tasting the skin whenever she can reach, and her hand searched for a way to unhook Lena's bra.
Yeah, Alex is drunk, either by alcohol, or by this woman..
When the bra is removed, she find her self staring at Lena, lost in the dark emerald eyes. Alex maintains eye contact while she leans in, placing a soft kiss to the area above Lena's nipple, before she flicks her tongue over the skin there, lower until she can reach the hard nipple and sucks it into her mouth.

"God, Alex.. don't you dare to stop.." Lena gasped.
Alex didn't need further instruction. She kneels before Lena, kissing the inside of Lena's thigh, in an intoxicating up and down motion. Lena can't hide the desire that burns her chest, she's so wet.. she's been wanting this for a long time but is too embarrassed to ask. Her ego was afraid that Alex was doing this because she was drunk, but her lust overpowered her ego this time, she didn't want to stop.

Lena grabbed Alex's hair and started riding Alex's face the best she could, Lena doesn't realize when Alex shifts her panties to the side and start working on it.
Her mouth was looking for Lena's clit in the dim light and it didn't take long to find it, and it stayed there for a while, she gives a hard lick and sucking it. Then sliding her tongue down to the slit and put more deep licks to the inside, this continued until the younger woman, almost breathless, said, "I need you inside, please."

And Alex did just as she was told, her fingers slipped inside, her mouth back to Lena's clit, simultaneously working on that, Lena immediately started to feel the sensations of orgasm built up, and feel a little embarrassed why she came so fast.

"Alex, darling... , please..."

Alex didn't stop, she was fingering and sucking fast enough to make Lena's body tremble so hard and shook with orgasm. Alex felt Lena's pussy clench tight around her fingers.

Then Alex stood up slowly until her eyes met Lena's. No matter how much Lena wants to enjoy seeing Alex's delicious naked body, enjoying the firm muscles that are there, the magnets in those brown eyes pull her deeper, to look at them.
Alex's gaze changes, her eyes darken, and deep, like an unpredictable depth of the ocean. She doesn't know what the stares means yet, but she's going to find out. When she realizes Alex is standing stiffly in front of her, Lena's hand gently pulls Alex's hip, to get close to her.

"Director Danvers, What brought you here all of the sudden and f--?"

Alex puts her index finger over Lena's lips before she finishes her sentence.. "Don't use F word on me.."

"Let me guess, you think i'm drunk.."

"You are.."

"Lena, i love you. I really in love with you, like a lot.." The last words sounds like a whisper..

Alex puts her cold right hand on Lena's face, her body advances closer to the naked body, her thumb caresses that cheek and if she doesn't see it wrong, there are tears pooling in the woman's eyeballs.

“Alex.. i—“

"I decided to tell you that I'm in love with you, so deep and so much , in our short time together yet i don't know if you feel the same, so i'm giving you time before telling me any answers because when you do, you can’t take it back."

And Alex close the distance, they were hip to hip, shoulder to shoulder. Though there's certainly some kind of spike in the heart race which both of them didn't dare to admit to even them self.

Alex didn't let her go for a second that night. She wants to tell Lena more about her feelings but she doesn't want to scare her. But what she realized tonight was that she had fallen too deep to this woman.

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