Kara Danvers
And it goes like this, everyday Alex find it easier, with Lena, and Lena find it so easy to falling for the older Danvers, still, they not official yet, but they respect each other.
And for now, it's just enough..
Alex no longer goes to the bar, seeking for pleasure. Replaced it with they spending the night together, weekend, day off, sometimes in Alex's place, sometimes at Lena's. Alex gives Lena the spare keys, Lena took it sheepishly, the key felt warm in Lena's hand when Alex put it down.
And It took Lena a little while before she told Alex the password for her apartment code. Lena never gave it to anyone, not James, neither Kara.
And Alex really appreciate it, it's getting better day by day, no one in a rush.
It's just that the needs to see each other is getting bigger from time after time.
They sharing food, sharing bed sometimes, but no sex, no one is totally naked, valentine's night is the first and last night they did it.
No one dares cross the line. Besides, they promised not to rush. Alex is so impatient when with Maggie, too soon, that spontaneous proposal, doesn't end well in the end, and she can't imagine losing this woman, she's used to feels Lena's scent, sweet, like honey.. she used to feel the warmth of Lena's body in her arms.
And selfishly, she wants to make this forever, but never have courage to ask this woman. Alex is just trying to enjoy it, cherish the moment.
On the other hand, she felt like she needs to tell Lena how good she is, how her last name didn't reflect her true self.
Alex swears to God she going to tell her every day, until she gets bored, until she realizes how good she is. She wants Lena feel loved, and Lena can see it, clearly, that Alex is working on something for her.
She didn't dare enough, and maybe never will, imagine, or claim this happiness was hers.
This is almost unreal..
That baddas Alex Danvers, her sweet smile, her soft gesture, which is usually only seen by Lena from a distance, from across the room.
Make Lena question herself, how long has she admired the older Danvers?
Today, in DEO, Alex received a message from Kara, apparently Kara tried several times to send her messages, but the DEO satellite didn't get it. And the message that arrived today is also in Krypton code, Winn needs several hours to working on it.
Alex, this is my thirteenth message, bad numbers
I'm almost desperate to tell you that I miss you so much, so so much, i miss Eliza
I miss National City.
Yeah I'm very happy to come home, powerless, not necessarily in a hurry to flying around the city, eat my favorite childhood cake, but there are no Potstickers here, I miss Potstickers,
Moreover I miss sharing Potstikers with you.
I wish I could get back there soon. I miss hugging you and hurting your bones in the process :)
But before I get back, take care of yourself for me, don't get into trouble, please take care of yourself, stay alive.
I'm not going back to an earth that you're not in it.
And then one follow-up message comes in the server, which Alex doesn't know how many times Kara has sent it.
Alex can feel the depressed in this message, there is sadness in here, Alex can feel it, she knows Kara very well.
Alex, i want you to tell Lena that i miss her, but I'm afraid she's going to ask you questions
And I know we can't tell her where I am right now, so don't..
I miss her, really.. Almost as much as I miss you, she's really a good person
she's been through it all with us..
I'm really sad, Alex, you know.. she's been hurt, all her life
She's been through a lot of pain because of her family,
And I've lied to her for two years, i think about it everyday..
my heart hurts every time I imagine her right there, alone?
Oh Alex, please, if you have time, can you stop by?
Bring her salmon steak, add kale on it, she likes it, so much.. please please..
I know you're not close to her, but please.
I love her, she's my best friend and she's alone,
And i'm considering telling her about Supergirl when I get back..
11
Alex's eyes are foggy, after reading Kara's last message, which mentions Lena in it. It's not just Kara who feels guilty. So is she.
She lied to Lena, too. And it's hurting her now. Kara will tell Lena after she's comes back, and she will let Kara say it herself, she won't step over Kara.
So, here is Alex, standing in front of Lena's office door, Jess just let her in because Lena put her on the special list, she can come in anytime she wants.
"Hey Lee. i bring you lunch." the sultry voice infused with desire, just make Lena want to stand up and kiss her right now.
Alex Danvers in her jeans and leather jacket, feels unreal but she's real.
Alex smiled broadly at her, almost tearing her face off. Lena's heart was warm, knowing Alex stopped by her office, brought her lunch. Very special, because it's Alex Danvers. Danvers girl is always something.
"Hey, see something you like?," Alex smirk, then lift one of her hand to stroke Lena's cheek with the back of her knuckles, Lena look at her fondly, completely failed to hide her feelings for this woman. And the feeling of guilty burning in Alex's chest.
Alex lean forward to stick her lips on Lena's, stay there for two seconds, before she pulled back.
"What was that for? The kiss i mean, not that it is not welcome."
"Do you need a reason for that?"
"I mean just look at you," Alex stares at Lena's tight suit, making Alex can't bear not to unbutton her blouse. "I like it when you're on your CEO mode." she whispered breathily on Lena's ear.
Lena shuddered.
"So. Maybe i should wearing this in the bedroom, because my best lingerie didn't even work on you." Lena raised an eyebrow, encircling her arms around Alex's neck, playing on her hair at the back of her nape, while Alex now placed her hand behind Lena's lower back to support her.
“Lena, today i talk to Kara.." Alex says, she felt Lena step back after hearing Kara's name, her expression changed, all these while Alex never mentioned Kara, like no one darw enough tk bring the topic, and Alex felt like she had to continue.
"Not real talk, she send me--- e-mail."
"She told me she miss you, like a lot . And she would comeback, soon.. she also told me to bring you salmon with Kale."
Lena retreats again until her back hits the desk. "Kara.. She.. she never called me, not even a text." Lena stuttered, a sign of tears in her eyes, Alex knows Lena is hurt.
Alex goes forward to grab Lena again, she feels the need to keep this woman close to her. To calm her for whatever she feels right now.
Alex pulled her into her chest, and surrounded Lena’s body with her arms. A Hug, then buried her face in the curves of Lena's neck, Lena can feel Alex's hands caressed the back of her body.
"It's not your fault after all, you don’t have to hug me. I know she's hurt, about Mon-El.. But I'd appreciate it if she'd give me a call." Lena answers, still in Alex's arms, not really willing to get away.
"Do you Danvers sisters like to leave?." Lena pulls herself up to look into Alex's eyes. She looks so fragile. Alex looked back at her, if only she could choose the right sentence to convey her feelings to Lena. Because the "L" word would sound ridiculous right now. And Alex also needs to convince herself about her feelings to the younger woman.
She’s not expert with feeling afrer all.
"Lena. i won't.." Alex answers simply. “i always be right here, as long as you want me too. I promise. And i hug you because i want to.”
There’s no hesitation when she says it, no indecision, no doubt, and more than anything else in the world, it’s convinces Alex that they’re going to be okay, between her and Lena, And it would be a good start.
Alex reaches forward, hooking her hand around Lena’s hip to pull her forward until their body pressed together. Alex finds that lips in the hopeless moment, pulling her into a gentle kiss that doesn’t stay gentle as they shift against each other.