I just wanna make you feel good, didn’t i?
"Lena.." Alex starts, and she moves her head to meet Lena's eyes, that perfect emerald eyes, they are green, blue, and gray at the same place, but mostly it’s green.. Alex had to refrain her self from drowning in it.
She hold her gaze until she sigh. "I know it's James, am i right?"
Lena didn't answer, she couldn't answer, in fact she didn't have any answer about the reason why her tears drop.
Maybe first, it was because of James's words, and due to the fact that her relationship with James is not like she expected it before.
Lena wants a place for her to come home, and James can never be her home.
Even now she wasn't really sure they ever loved each other.
And there is Alex Danvers, the woman who made her logic totaly lost.
Lena always considers everything. Including her relationship with James, she expect something good but she prepared for the worst.
She is ready to accept that a Luthor would never have a happy ending.
But with Alex Danvers, however she realizes that Alex would never be her forever. But her selfishness wanted to try, she wasn't afraid of hurting herself, what always stop her from reaching Alex was she afraid of hurting Alex, or Lex, or Lilian, or whoever and whatever who wanted to hurt Lena, could hurt Alex too in the process.
At the dim light of her living room, she shaw Alex smiles at her fondly, "Okay you don't have to tell me. But just so you know, you only have two choices." Alex says, as she resting her chin on top of Lena's head.
“You can broke up with him right now or i’ll beat him up. I don’t care about that Guardian things,” Alex says firmly.
Lena could feel Alex hold her tighter and Lena swore to God that it was the warmest hug she's ever had, almost as comfortable as her mother's.
She's known Alex for two years, meeting her in dozens of gamenights, dinner, and parties. But not once did she could imagine it would be this comfortable being in her arms.
Alex stood up to get a tissue box for her, but Alex didn't have time to move, Lena using the rest of her energy to pull Alex back, pushing her back onto the couch, moving her lips into Alex’s. If in this world, she's not allowed to love Alex Danvers, then she should be allowed to have one kiss, on Valentine day, the day of love..
Even if it's just one time..
Lena's lips press Alex's. Her arms were wrapped around Alex's hips, holding her there to stay.
She drawing it into a slow kiss, a deliberate kiss, she doesn't want to scare Alex, and Alex knows she's being distracted.
She's been wanting to kiss this woman for so long, the nights they worked together in the lab to save Sam.
But she never did, she never cross the line, she'd already had a one-night stand with one of Kara's best friends, and she didn't want to repeat it again even if it's just one kiss, let alone that Lena was in a relationship with James.
Alex pushes Lena, gently, but still keeps Lena's face close to her. "Lena, what this is about? i'm not doing it to you, and you just.."
"I broke up with James," Lena's hisses, her eyes were wet again because of tears, and perhaps also because of the fear of rejection. She's so tired of rejection, so tired, that she doesn't want to care anymore.
"Lena, you know i want it too, i want you, but-- Oh fuck,"
Lena moves back to kiss her, just as Alex pushes at Lena's chest to flip them.
Alex caress her face with both of hands now, she first kisses her chin, gently, put her hands around her neck. Then she kisses the left cheek and then the right.
It's so soft and make Lena sigh, holding her breath, Alex kisses her forehead repeatedly before move to the tip of her nose, and finally press her lips to Lena's.
Alex wouldn't be rushed, she'd done that already with her lone one night stand and want to really give in in whatever this would become with Lena Luthor.
And Lena get the sign, picked on it, slowed, totally giving in to this hot Government agent.
The kissed were softness and curiosity, full of lust and heat, but slow until it become not so slow anymore.
Lena wouldn't be ashamed that she was the first one to moan softly, the heat in her blood making her feel high.
Lena turned so that her back was facing Alex's face and pulled her hair to the front of her body, expose her back, the top of her zipper.
Alex look hesitant, but finally she rushed forward as her hand began to fumble the zipper, a little shaking, she had to take a breath to steady them, before she begin to slide the zipper down Lena's back.
She place a soft kiss on this woman's shoulder as the zipper came unzipped, and stop it just right above Lena's black lace panties.
Her sturdy fingertip rubbed Lena's back gently, caressing her with affection, as if Lena were the most vulnerable thing in the world, Alex sticking her nose on the back of Lena's neck, rubbing her lips gently there, up and down.
Alex continued to squeeze each hand over Lena's shoulder, and down her arms as she pulled the dress down and when it free, Alex's hand move to Lena's hips to push the dress over Lena's ass.
Alex let her hands run over that black laces and play on Lena’s perfect ass as the dress pooled to the floor.
Let herself admire that perfect back for a moment, or she just need more time before she have to staring at Lena in the eyes.
Alex confesses to herself, that Lena is not the type of person she dares to fuck with, or making love with, Lena is probably one of the most influential women in the world, Lena Luthor is totally out of her league.
When the first time she realized she have a crush on Lena. Alex plans to keep that inside, only for herself. Make it her own secret. She didn't even tell Kara.
Lena turned to face Alex, and Alex inevitably had to look her Face.
Alex's face blushes, like a teenager who just doing it for the first time, and it makes Lena's heart pounding so hard.
Alex enjoys her self staring at the front of Lena's body. That beautiful and perfect chest, that soft stomach, Alex wants to immerse her face right there but she's quite behave right now.
She took a moment to look in the green eyes once again, make sure that Lena didn’t change her mind.
When she didn't see the slightest doubt in Lena's eyes, she put a light kiss on Lena's forehead before her lips working on Lena mouth, Pressing Lena's both lips to open and slid her tongue into Lena's mouth.
Alex tangled her hand in Lena's hair and lowered her hands down to Lena's cheek, holding her face as their lips overlapped one another, enjoy each other lips, freeing the desires that swell in their chests all this while.
Lena whines a little as Alex bites her lower lip, which spurred Alex on.
Their hands started groping each other's bodies, moving right here and right there.
Alex kissed her way down to Lena's chest, working on Lena's bra.
It only took one second to remove Lena's bra, and she was amazed by the work of the agent's hand.
Alex moans before touching Lena nipples with her lips. Kiss it very gently before licking it with repetitive movements.
Lena loved how Alex arched into every touch with a barely contained moan.
"Alex.." Lena breathed out, gasping as Alex slid a knee between her tight.
And Alex is very happy with the way Lena calls her name, very intimate, so sexy, so familiar, as if they've done it over and over again.
The skin to skin contact and the noises that coming from both of them made Lena uncomfortably wet, and from the way Alex moves uncontrollably, she knows she wasn't the one who starting to drip.
It was so intense how much Alex place a kisses to kisses on her and made Lena crave for Alex to enter deep inside her body, and that agent read Lena so well, she knows what Lena needed the most, right there and right now.
Lena gives it all when Alex gets rid of her panties, tucks her finger in there, and circling her clit before put a digit inside of her very wet entrance.
"Damn. Lena..," Alex moaned, "You're so wet." Alex says before she’s working on it, in and out, while her thumb working on Lena’s clit, and her mouth on Lena’s cheest, sucking the erect nipples.
Lena rode out her first orgasm on Alex's fingers, rocking her hips into Alex until she came with a gasp and moaning Alex 's name all over again on her lips.
Alex smiled and placed sloppy kissed all up Lena's chest before she reached Lena's lips and kiss it softly.
"Thank you," Lena Whispered, her voice sultry , and deep.
Alex settle next to Lena, pulled Lena closer carefully, and placed Lena's head over her chest, keep it there before she kiss the top of Lena’s head.
Moments later when Lena realize she almost fell asleep while Alex move herself slowly and went to the bathroom less than five minutes and come back with two warm towel and make up remover, first she clean up every make up on Lena’s face, wiping up that eyeliner marks that have been damaged by the tears, and then she wipes Lena's skin between her legs. It feels so warm till Lena feels like crying on her half sleep.
And Alex carry her bridal style, naked, to the only master bedroom on the penthouse, put her gently to the bed and cover her with the warm white blanket before she crawling her self in it. Just like Lena said before that she doesn’t want Alex to leave tonight.
Lena really cherish the moment.
And Lena Luthor swear that she never felt so loved before...