Somehow, everything starts falling
Supergirl : Battles Lost and Won Episode
"You know, you're really wonderful with Ruby. You're gonna make a natural mother." said Lena.
Alex should kwown that Kara must have told Lena about the reason for Alex's breaking up with Maggie. Kara must be telling her best friend about everything, except her true identity, Alex should know this, the this "mother" topic must have something to do with it.
That's where Alex stands. Awkward.
In front of Lena Luthor who’s not her friend but happen to be her friend lately. With Sam and Ruby lying a few feet away from them, sleeping.
Lately, Lena finding her self trying to find a conversation with Alex after their night in Lena's laboratory, for no certain reason. Sometimes she feels that Alex might have become her friend, like the first time she being friend with her younger sister.
"Yeah, and yet I haven't made any steps to, uh, make that a reality. It took me forever to find Maggie.."
There was a pause in her voice. in the middle of it Lena could feel Alex choked, and tears trapped in her brown eyes.
"So what am I supposed to do? Am I supposed to hope that I fall in love again with someone who wants to have kids? Or do I try and do this on my own? And if so, how? I mean, it's not like my job is conducive to being a single parent. But then again, if we don't stop Reign, I guess this all just a moot point."
"Well, that's true. But you've identified what you want, and that's half the battle. People like you and me, we do what it takes to get what we want. And when we defeat Reign, I have no doubt you'll figure it out."
And when she talked to Alex, she realizes that she doesn't have the same goals as Alex herself, she doesn't even have one, even though she's dating James Olsen right now, she never imagine about the future, or having family things, especially about having kids. And somehow imagining Alex might like Sam in a special way and that's why Alex stuck in this situation, makes Lena feel a little weird on her chest.. the feeling that she can’t explain and she refuse to figure it out or even think about it.
"And I'm lucky to have been given the opportunity to know you more, Lena.. even in this hard situation," Alex sight. Her hand grabbed Lena's hand slowly, Alex didn't hold it tightly, her hand touched Lena's doubtfully. It was as if she were a porcelain doll that would break if Alex held her too tightly.
"You are a good person. more than that.. you're special . No wonder why Kara likes you so much."
Alex smiled fondly at her. Again, that face is not the face of the strongest agent in Deo.
"Oh, have you had lunch? uhm, i know you don't. Let's go." Alex took her hand, as if they were used to it. Alex still held Lena's hand even when they were outside the DEO lab, and several agents look at their way, the last time Alex holding a girl's hand at DEO is when she's with Maggie, and still, even when they were in the elevator, towards Deo's canteen.
"Maybe this isn't a fancy place to eat. But enough to make us recharge." said Alex while pulling a chair to Lena to sit down.
"I saw you rub your nose, three times today. I think you have caught flu. I will treat you after this."
Alex ordered soup and juice for Lena. "We don't have kale here but i thought this is enough." Alex smiles again.
Lena feeling a little surprised, but didn't have time to say a word.
"The risk of being friend with Kara Danvers. She talks about everything." Alex grins.
There is two things in one time that make Lena's heart skip a bit.
1. Alex remember that she loves Kale, whenever Kara have told her, and..
2. Alex Danvers noticed the few times she rubbed her nose today, three times...