Chapter 14
Dear Diary,
Worst day for a long time. Parents day. I hate it. I love my dad but he never says anything and lets mum trample me down all the time. I was glad to come to boarding school to get away from them. I am starting to think I may never move back home but I’d be on my own, a lone wolf without a pack. That might be better than being forced into an arranged mating with one of the male pack werewolves who I probably won’t know too well. I’d rather be alone than with someone I don’t love. I just feel worthless. Willa was great to talk to after, I felt a bit relieved being able to vent at her. I wish her family was mine, they are so caring and supportive of their kids. I told Willa I don’t feel like anyone will love me as I’m such a disappointment to my family. She sat with me a while but didn’t say anything. I wish she’d say more sometimes as I have the feeling underneath all the snarky goth girl appearance she’s really caring and is able to say the right thing if she tries. At least she supports me, however weirdly. We sat together in silence for an hour, which was odd to start with but I was so relaxed after a while. She does that to me. I don’t know what I’d do without her. Xxxx