Luz was sitting at her desk doing her schoolwork she's been staring at her math homework she only answered 2 questions before she lost all motivation she just wanted to lay on her bed all day but she couldn't or her mother would get on to her for not doing her homework or Gus would run in and ask her a million questions but he would do that either way so she just chose to stare at the work again there was a knock on the door Luz didn't say anything at first she only said come in after putting on her happiest smile Amity walked in she looked around the room for a moment before walking over to Luz ``do you want to watch a movie with us Luz?" Amity asked softly. Luz really wasn't in the mood for a movie or sitting still, but she couldn't let Amity worry "yeah sure what are we watching?" Amity smiled brightly." The Good Witch Azura: the Lost language even though I don't really like, but your mom said that it's your favorite.`` Luz chuckled at that her mom knew her so
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Now Luz was sitting on the couch trying to watch the movie, but she kept spacing out. Amity squeezed Luz's hand and started to lean into Luz, but before Amity could, Luz stood up and left the living room, giving her the excuse that she needed to use the bathroom. Luz looked at the mirror she hated who she was looking at "this is all your fault and you know it" she said while looking at her reflection she knew it was her fault it always was no matter what realm she seemed to ruin everything maybe she should get rid of herself so she doesn't burden everyone again… wait she should do that it would solve all of her problems but how would she do it? Should she bleed out? No, it would take a lot of cleaning to get the blood out, and it would probably traumatize whoever walks in on her dead body. Maybe she could drown, but she didn't want to suffer by drowning. She heard it was really painful wait . She should overdose. It's painful, but it's also not bloody. Luz walked out of the bathroom with a small smile on her face and sat next to Amity, and pulled her into a hug.
It was time to put her plan into action she reached into her bag pulled out a sheet of paper and wrote her wishes and farewell to all of her friends and her mother she made sure to thank her mother for taking care of her friends and said she was sorry for doing this to her. Luz walked into the kitchen with a bunch of different pills all she needed now was a glass of water but when she walked back into the kitchen she was surprised to see Amity sitting at the table looking at the pill bottles. Luz froze she thought Amity was sleeping "uh hi batata, what are you doing up at this time?" Amity looked up at Luz."I could ask you the same question, Luz." Luz sat down across from Amity."I have a headache, so I was looking at the medicine because I didn't know which one to take." Amity looked Luz dead in the eyes."Don't lie, Luz, I saw the note." Shit Luz's plan is falling apart. Amity's eyes started to water "why Luz? Was it something I did? Am I not good enough? I promise I can be enough for you please don't leave me you're all I got please!" Luz watched as Amity fell into a breakdown. Luz rushed over to Amity and held her "Amity you didn't do anything wrong. I was the only person who did something wrong." Amity clung to Luz as she sobbed out."Please don't leave me, Luz, I wouldn't be able to handle it!" Luz picked her up and carried her up the stairs towards her room she set Amity down on her bed but Amity didn't let her go "please Luz please don't kill yourself please don't promise me you won't." Luz looked at Amity sadly "I can't promise Amity I'm sorry" Amity held onto Luz tightly "I won't leave your side until you promise me Luz" Luz looked over towards the clock it was 4am it was too late to kill herself "Amity I can't promise but I can stay with you tonight if it will make you feel better. " Amity nodded against Luz's chest, but before Luz laid down, she had to clean everything up "Amity you need to let go, let me clean up the kitchen and throw away the kitchen." Amity stood up with Luz and followed her around until everything was cleaned up, then they both laid down.