
Characters
Summary
Every relationship has its ups and downs. It just so happens that, contrary to SHIELD’s records, Bruce and Tony have nearly three decades of history between them. (Or, the one where Tony and Bruce meet as teenagers.)
Note
Warnings: Underage sex (Bruce is 18, and Tony is 17), mentions of child abuse and self-harm consistent with the MCU and 616. Some homophobic thoughts consistent with the time period. Barebacking, again, consistent with the time period.Other Notes: As far as I know, the science camp where Bruce and Tony meet does not exist, nor has it ever existed. If it does (or did) any resemblance is pure coincidence. For the purposes of this fic, Tony was born in 1970, per his file in the MCU, and Bruce was born in 1969.Title from a Star Trek quote: “Damn it, Bones, you’re a doctor. You know that pain and guilt can’t be taken away with a wave of a magic wand. They’re the things we carry with us, the things that make us who we are. If we lose them, we lose ourselves. I don’t want my pain taken away. I need my pain.” ~James T. Kirk, Star Trek V: The Final Frontier
Chapters
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Boston, Massachusetts, Summer 1984
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Los Angeles, California, Winter 1984/1985
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Cambridge, Massachusetts/Willowdale, Virginia, Late Spring 1987
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Camden, Massachusetts/Manhattan, New York, December 1991
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Correspondence, 1991-2006
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The Desert Years, 2006-2012
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Kolkata, India/Manhattan, New York/Somewhere Over the Atlantic Ocean, May 2012
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New York City/Malibu, California, Summer 2012
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New York City, December 2012/January 2013
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Coming Out 2013-2014
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Epilogue
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