Chapter 12
[A/N]: terribly terribly written uh.. kissing scene? Make out session? Forgive me and my inexperienced ass. Also, forgive [Name] they'll be a bit(who am I kidding, 'a bit' my foot) violent(?) Like this one's really bad. I'm crying (not really). Also, if this was happening to you(people not valuing you, and toying with your feelings), please that child of a manwhore/bitch. Thanks.
One think Chishiya didn't anticipate was that you were violent when you were angry. And for the first time, he regretted doing something that he planned to do. Not that he planned the scene with Himari, and meeting her, but you get the point.
When you harshly grabbed him by his collar, make him rise from his bed, then push him again, to make him sit. He was lucky that his bed had lots of pillows to protect his back from his headboard. You locked him in place as you gripped the head board, his legs were in between you, kneeling.
“So this was what you were trying to do, you bitch. Was it fun? Playing with my emotions?” you harshly replaced your hold on his collar and grabbed him by his jaw. “Making someone stoic, act up? You're fucking entertained by this? Me, falling onto your trap, as you show me fucking affection?”
“I'm so...rry.” he said, feeling discomfort with how you just manhandled him.
“Who are you trying to fool here? You aren't fucking sorry, you know that you really ain't.” you laughed dryly. You straighten up you position, still kneeling, you looked down at his appearance. You let go of his jaw, along with the headboard.
Chishiya's mind's stopped running, and the only thing that came up to his mind was stop you from leaving him. He was sorry, genuinely fucking sorry. He knows that what he'll say will just sound like an excuse.
“Are you leaving? Please don't leave.” to think that one of the most prideful person just begged you, it felt like it was going to be the end of the world. You tsked, and removed yourself from technically being on top of him.
He quickly fixed his uncomfortable position and grabbed you by your hand, and in the moment where the Gods of all Cliche pull off their job, you fell towards him, almost hurting him, but you managed to support yourself resulting to you not hitting his face with yours, but your lips connected with his.
It was feather-light at first, then something just snapped in you. Your kisses were anything but gentle. It was rough and raw. You bit his lips, making him open his mouth, giving your tongue an access to his mouth. You skillfully proceeded devouring his whole being, while he can't keep up completely. His whole body was like jelly.
You suddenly pulled away to regain your breath, sighing disappointedly. He made a sound of protest, but you eyed him with the mocking stare he gives other people.
You were belittling him, and instead of reacting negatively, he was quite enjoying it.
“Why not kiss your fiance? Hmm?” your usual tone of voice returned. “What? You're gonna deny it? But you were enjoying it, just some fucking moments ago? You felt amazing making a fool of that girl, as you drive my mind so goddamned crazy? You like me being insecure? So I'll have no one but you?”
You grasped his hair. “You want to see me begging? On my knees, tell you ‘please stop, oh no no no’, hm? Shuntaro, answer me fucking honestly. What are we?”
You called him by his name.
You just called him by his given name.
He was so happy he wanted to smile, but his thoughts got cut off when you pulled him towards you, by his hair. He winced.
“I said, what are we?” your voice was terrifyingly low.
Chishiya doesn't know the answer to that question.
“Unless you answer my question, and pick who you want between me and that woman, I'm not going to fucking talk to you, don't expect me to kiss the ground you walk on. Fucker.”
You walked out of his room, as you quickly grabbed your things.
One part of you wanted to apologize for hurting him, while the other tells you that he deserved that. Agreeing to the latter, your guilt vanished.
You and your mood swings.
[A/N]: short chap. Shorter than my patience for this man. Love his canon version tho.