chapter 6
5 minutes ago~~
Your pov~
The phone you had just been holding cracked in your fist and fell to the floor, “you shouldn’t of come back to New York. Now you have nowhere to run (y/n).”
the male voice on the phone had laughed darkly before hanging up making you shiver, his words echoed in your brain, he knew your name… hydra had found you.
You paced around your room trying to stay calm but objects rattled every few seconds and you knew if you didn’t slow your heart rate you were going to pass out and destroy your apartment, you took deep slow breaths but nothing seemed to be working, your palms felt like they were buzzing with electricity and your forehead felt like it was on fire,
you went to open the door to your apartment but instead of opening it you accidently ripped it off its hinges sending you and the door flying back on to the floor with a crash and a yelp you looked up to see Bucky standing in the door way wide eyed and standing as if ready for a fight,
“what the fuck (y/n) are you okay?”
“yeah I’m fine just an accident that’s all” you lied, you couldn’t let Bucky know about hydra, he would want to protect you he would just be putting himself and the rest of the avengers in danger if he found out and you weren’t going to let that happen, not after everything they had done for you.
You got up and rubbed your temple, looking around the room mentally trying to separate the essentials from the non-essentials, where the fuck did I put my passport? You thought to yourself before grabbing a bag from the closet and putting it on the bed.
“What are you doing?” Bucky questioned worriedly
“I can’t stay here” you said throwing random items of clothing into your bag and grabbing the burgundy jacket Natasha had given you,
“(y/n) you can’t leave because of a minor accident, that’s the whole reason you’re here.” Bucky raised an eyebrow, his hard eyes followed you around the room questioning your sudden motive to leave, you ignored his presence and continued to pack your bag, it was too hard to look at his face knowing it would hurt you more to see his expression as you leave him.
You went to leave but Bucky’s flesh hand reached yours and held on to it tightly “please don’t leave” he said confusion covering his face,
You turned to face him, his defined features had lines etched into them from years of hardship, God only knows what those eyes had witnessed.
“Bucky I have to” you said squeezing his hand lovingly, he took your bag from you “at least let me take you to somewhere you can stay that’s safe” he pleaded,
“fine” you sighed rubbing your forehead knowing you wasn’t going to get anywhere by refusing, the fact he didn’t even question why you wanted to leave made your heart warm, he didn’t need to know. He would protect you no matter what.
Bucky drove you all the way to Brooklyn to a small apartment building the apartment was on the 5th floor and number 22,he pulled a key from his pocket and unlocked the door, “who’s place is this?” you asked putting your bag down,
“it was Steve’s before he moved in to the stark tower, he said I can use it whenever I want if I need some time to myself yknow” Bucky’s tone changed as it always did when he spoke about Steve, he had so much love and respect for the captain they would always be more than just soldiers or brothers.
Bucky stood against the door frame as if he was about to leave, “you can stay as long as you like, it’s safe here” he said smiling slightly,
“Thank you Bucky you don’t know how much this means to me” you pulled a fake smile touching his arm hoping he wouldn’t notice your deceit, you were grateful he would give up his safe house for you but you had every intent on leaving as soon as he was out of sight, you needed to stay on the run if you had any chance of escaping hydra,
“I should get back to the tower” Bucky said without moving, eying you carefully trying to figure out why you were lying to him, he wasn’t stupid, he knew you would do anything to keep others out of danger even if that meant putting yourself in the middle of it.
“yeah… I’ll see you tomorrow bright an early Buck” you lied with the best light hearted voice you could muster,
“Look (y/n) I know everything that’s going on in your life right now is confusing but things will get better” Bucky said with a small smile,
“Yeah right, I think my life is too fucked up to ever go back to normal Buck” you said a hint of sadness on your tongue,
“I mean it (y/n) before I met you I used to think the same thing but now… now it’s like every time I look at you I know everything will be okay” Bucky lowered his gaze embarrassed at his confession,
“You really think that?” you asked gazing up at him, he stepped closer to you now only inches from your face he looked down into your eyes,
“I don’t think you realise how amazing you are, you’re strong and beautiful and no man could ever deserve you, especially stark for that matter. I can’t stop thinking about you! (y/n) I’ve never been so jealous about who talks to you or touches you but the thought of you with him… I can’t stand it! I want you to be mine. No one else’s. I want to be the only one able to touch you and make you feel things you’ve never felt before…” he stared at you with intensity making you weak in the knees, you would be lying if you said you hadn’t of thought of Bucky between your legs before, he was the sexiest man you had ever met besides the fact being around him you felt free, you felt safe and you loved it. The way he was looking at you could only be described as lust, his words ringed in your ears and it was making you wet… but wait did he think you and stark had a thing?!
“Bucky! Are you seriously telling me you think me and Tony… well ME AND TONY!” you laughed and patted his arm slightly
“Bucky that’s gross I mean stark is old enough to be my father, a seriously inappropriate and drunk father but still, there is certainly nothing going on with me and stark.”
Bucky smiled widely practically beaming down at you, “I’m technically older than stark you know” he laughed
“Then I guess I’m gross for loving such an old man” you batted your eyelids playfully and pouted innocently,
“Love huh?” Bucky’s eyes sparkled and a seductive smile played on his lips
“shut up Barnes” you whispered before placing a light kiss on his lips slowly wrapping your arms around his neck, he pulled back and looked at you, a mixture of shock and lust cover his face,
“I mean it, feel the same way Buck, when I’m with you it just feels right. I want you.” you whispered,
his hands were resting on your hips making your breathing intensify, you were frozen to the spot, before you could move he smashed his lips to yours with ferocity, you’ve never felt such a passion and want for someone like this and the feeling surged you onwards,
his tongue brushed against you lower lip asking for entry, you complied, both your kisses fighting for dominance, he gripped your hips tightly pulling you as close to him as possible your back was now against the wall, your hands searching each other’s bodies, he lifted you up wrapping your legs around his waist an hooking your arms around his neck, your lips reached his neck occasionally sucking on his sweet spot earning lusty moans from him,
he started lightly grinding against you making you aware of the growing heat between your legs, you started unbuttoning his shirt, “where’s the bedroom?” you half spoke half moaned, Bucky lifted you up and walked to the bedroom throwing you onto the soft mattress unceremoniously, he tore his shirt off before crawling back on top of you kissing up your stomach as he did,
“your so fucking beautiful (y/n)” Bucky growled in your ear, you moaned and arched your back wanting to feel him touch you again, he rested one hand on above your hip and the other on your thigh and began kissing you again you guessed Bucky must of got to in to it because his metal and started gripping a little too tight on your thigh you ignored the fact you would probably bruise and continued to kiss Bucky but his metal hand got tighter with his arousal making you squirm in pain and clutch his shoulder a little tighter, he pulled away instantly,
“shit sorry did I hurt you?” buck stood up breaking the sexual tension between you, “no I’m fine get back here” you said holding on to his arm, he pulled away picking up his shirt on the floor “ no this was a mistake I’m sorry (y/n)” he left the room glancing at you apologetically before he left you sat up bewildered at the fact you had been left high and dry – and hardly dry for that matter.