Why?
Bucky walked in this morning from his run to find you and Tatum curled on the couch together. Your arms we were thrown lazily around her as her head was tucked into your chest. Both of you snored away peacefully as Bucky quickly changed out of his sweaty clothes before taking Tatum out of your arms and into a blanket. Carrying her through the house he checking on the babies seeing them sound asleep he decided to wake Tatum up so she would sleep through the night. Getting her ready and feeding her some fruit you had he smiled as she gently placed a kiss atop the babies heads before grabbing her bear and leaving the room.
“Daddy?” Tatum played with her hair as Bucky kneeled down to her.
“What's up, Doll?”
“When's auntie coming back?” Nobody had seen Felicity for a month after the whole Loki escapade and Sam worried the most. You and Sam went through her apartment and found nothing but a mess and a shattered picture of Sam holding Chester. Bucky had found a note that he kept hidden for some time before Bringing it to the attention of Sam. Do not look for her. She does not love nor belong to you and I will kill anyone who attempts to take her from me. The first time you saw the note you knew it was something Loki had done. Felicity of all people would never leave with a man like that willingly. This was the first time you had slept soundly in weeks and Bucky did not want to disturb you. Bucky and Tatum took Lady for a walk in the park to allow you some sleep. Unfortunately that did not last long after they left as your new children were starting to stir. Breaking your slumber you approached Klaus’s crib and picked him up, rocking him gingerly. You yawned slightly as your phone began to go off. Not recognizing the number flashing on her screen you cleared your throat.
“Hello?”
“{Y/N}?” Felicity’s voice rang through your ears and your breath hitched.
“Felicity where are you? Are you ok?”
“I’m fine, I’m with Loki.” She sounded normal. But she wouldn’t have left with Loki willingly.
“Why? Is he holding you against your will?”
“No, I left with him.” You put Klaus down sensing anger rising to your skin.
“After all the shit he’s done to me and you. Why?” Felicity took a long pause before answering you.
“Loki is the king of my soul and his darkness and chaos reaches out and plays with my own, he's my twin flame.”
“But you and Sam have a child. What about Chester?”
“Chester can....be adopted? Sam can keep him if he so chooses.” Felicity did not just say that about her own child she carried for nine months.
“Sam can’t raise the child that you two created out of pure love knowing you don’t love him anymore. Felicity it’s going to break him.”
“I know. but maybe he needs to be broken, adds depth” This isn’t Felicity you thought to yourself.
“What on earth has Loki done to you?” This doesn’t sound like my best friend Felicity.”
“If he doesn't want Chester, Loki and I can raise him and Loki has taken me. Seen me for who I truly am.”
“Felicity, this cant be you talking...Loki stop playing mind games with me.”
“For Christ sake, y/n the only person playing games here is you. You have to stop blaming Loki for everything.” There was anger breaching her voice and her defending him made your anger boil over.
“He said he loved me after leaving me with Tatum to raise by myself. Then he wants to come back and say she’s his after he’s done nothing for her. Add the fact he kidnapped me and not to mention raped and tortured me while I was in the beginning stages of my pregnancy. what about when he raped you. Felicity stop defending him! Come back home to Sam and Chester. Where you belong.” You felt tears brimming your eyes as you stepped outside of the babies room to keep from disturbing them.
“Loki wasn't raping anyone! He got rough with me and I was pregnant and emotional and I over reacted! Loki likes to play rough, we roleplay like that often, always have. As for what he did to you...I'm sorry. He regrets hurting you the way he did, but your relationship wasn't going anywhere and he was needed in Asgard. Duty calls when duty calls, that's reality. You're the one who didn't want to go with him any time he left."
“Because I don’t belong there. I told him that several fucking times. He always promised he would return. He never did. I didn’t want to be an outcast in Asgard like he is. According to Bucky, Loki is an outcast. He will NEVER be king which is why he chooses to harass me about having Tatum he needs something to hold onto that crown with and Tatum is the best way to do that.” You felt your hands shaking as you grabbed the baby monitor and stepped outside in the balcony you had and took a deep breath to keep calm as Felicity defend her new love for Loki.
“Oh? So you admit that you didn't want to be with him because he was an outcast? You'd have only dated the RIGHTFUL king of Asgard, is that it? Real classy, y/n. Have you ever thought maybe this is why he's so fucking insecure? Well I don't mind being an outcast. I'm already the black sheep here on earth as it is, why should Asgard be any different?”
“Well I hope you know that you are never stepping foot in my house or seeing Tatum again.” You stomped your foot on the ground and twiddled your fingers.
“After everything we have been through together, this is how it's gonna be?”
“I can’t put Tatum in that danger. As for the black sheep. You have a family a husband you loves you and a child.”
“He is no danger to her. You know that. Besides you won’t have to worry anymore. He has a new heir, or he will in nine months.” You sniffled a bit wiping the tears from your eyes.
“Loki refuses to accept that Bucky has become her father and after kidnapping her he has no right to be near her. The last time I saw him I was considering letting him have visitation but after you disappeared that was a lost cause. What are you talking about me heir?”
“We didn't disappear...I'm just not supposed to come home. And I'm okay with that. Why can't you just be happy for me? I’m pregnant.”
“Because it’s Loki, Felicity. You know how he treated me like I was his property. If you want to owned by some half ass god not allowed to do anything but be his crutch when he’s low and the royal baby maker then so be it. But I will not have him near my family. I cant trust him. You I trust but him...I can’t.” Tears were full on streaming from your eyes as you heard the front door open to see Bucky and Tatum rush in. You waved and Bucky soon distracted Tatum with something while you stayed on the phone.
“Half assed huh? Okay, yeah. Like Bucky isn't some half assed version of Steve? Loki loves me. He's always loved me.” You gasped at the thought of Bucky being Steve and growled low in your throat.
“We are not about to Have an argument about who we chose as our mates because I’m damn sure that I win. Hey you never know maybe Chester will have the same tortured soul if Sam chooses adoption and you will want him back!” You quickly hung up the phone and stormed inside. Going straight into Bucky's arms as you cried at the loss of your best friend. He pett your hair and felt you gripping the edge of his shirt. Kissing your forehead you wiped the tears off your face and walked to your bedroom. Bucky slowly followed you and you handed him his phone.
“Call Sam…He needs to know.” You walked away from Bucky and went into the babies room to feed them.
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Sam knocked on your door and Bucky greeted him with a smile. You were slightly rocking Melody around the room and Sam took a seat.
“Felicity called me Sam. She’s not coming back and she is with him willingly.” Sam's face broke. You could see his heart withering away. You headed Bucky Melody as you brought Sam into a tight hug. You heard a few whispers escape his mouth and could feel his tears hitting your shirt.
“I’m so sorry.” There was nothing more you could say. Felicity had broken the hero in more ways than anyone thought possible.
“Where is she? Is she at least safe?” Sans voice was trembling.
“I honestly didn’t get any of that information. Maybe you can trace the number she called me from but all she said was that she wasn’t allowed home. Which explains why your apartment was trashed. They got her stuff and left.” You chewed your lip as Sam sunk down in an armchair.
“What’s the number?” You took out your phone and texted him the number. Minutes later he was pacing around outside bringing his phone to his ear several times. He seemed to be calling the number repeatedly and leaving voicemails. You stepped outside and took his phone from him.
“Sam, you have to stop. Felicity will come back.” Sam quickly took his phone from you and left without saying a word which made you worry even more. You took Melody from Bucky’s arms and hummed lightly wanting to take your mind off of the situation at hand.
“Bucky?”
“Yes..”
“Felicity’s pregnant.” You simply stated before walking away into the babies room. You had to tell someone and Bucky was the person you knew wouldn’t tell anyone unless he got permission from you first.
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Later in the evening you had put Tatum down for bed and the babies were sleeping soundly. You heard the water running in the bathroom and rubbed your neck while approaching. The scent of fresh firewood burning hit your nose and you smiled softly. Hearing Bucky whistling you leaned in the doorway seeing him checking the water and flick his hand dry.
“What’s all this?” Bucky stood up and wrapped his arms around your waist tightly.
“Figured you could use some relaxing? You’ve been too stressed not good for anyone.” Melting his lips softly with your own he pressed you against him and you let out a small sigh of content.
“My favorite candle and is that a spearmint bath bomb? What have I done to deserve this?” You smiled as Bucky kissed your neck.
“You have given me two beautiful children and the best wife anyone could ask for.”
“We aren’t married yet my sweet.” You teased as Bucky played with your jeans. Letting him continue you were slowly undressed as Bucky places a kiss with every inch of skin he exposed. You pulled his shirt off and bit your lip before getting into the tub and sinking down into the hot water.
“You are joining me aren’t you?” Pecking his lips he followed suit and sun in right behind you. Grabbing a hair tie you put your hair in a lazy bun and leaned back again Bucky’s bare chest. His arm was wrapped around you while his other went over your skin with a cloth. Placing several kisses to your neck and collarbone. You sighed happily and felt him reaching towards your sex creeping along your skin with his metal arm. Chewing your lip he brought his lips behind your ear.
“Ești gata pentru mine, fetiță?” You melted into his words as you felt his fingers slowly rubbing over your already swollen clit. You opened your legs to allow Bucky an entrance and he ran his finger through your folds as he teased your entrance. You moaned out breathless as he shushed you to be quiet.
“Please Bucky…” you begged as he planted a few soft kisses down your neckline. Your head fell onto his shoulder while he continued to tease around your entrance. Slipping one finger in gently you gasped slightly at the feeling of him being barely inside of you.
“Need more.” Your voice was full of lust and who was Bucky to deny you the release you much wanted. Urging you to get up you felt his growing erection before you stood. Bucky quickly scooped you up in his arm and carried you to the bed. Laying you down he wasted no time in bringing his mouth to your Succulent clit. Gripping his hair his two silver fingers entered you with no hesitation at all. Leaning back against the pillow your breath started to hitch and he took slow flicks with his tongue to your clit while moving his metal fingers in and out of you at an unbearable pace. His other hand traveled up your stomach and held you close to his hot mouth. Taking his tongue to the top of your slit to your clit you smiled as his blue eyes gleamed at your from between your legs. You felt yourself climbing the brink to an orgasm as Bucky slipped another one of his hard fingers into you.
“Yes James…” You had never called him that before but it sent something through him and made him eat you even faster. His fingers kept working faster and faster till he felt you tighten and release his hair. Sensing your descending orgasam he quickly moved up to kiss down your chest focusing on your pert nipples.
“Want more?”
“Yes please.” Bucky soon obliged taking his hard cock in his hands. Pumping it a few times before lining it up to your entrance. Your eyes went wide and full of lust as you felt his tip slowly brush by you. You quickly switched the roles to where Bucky was laying under you. Which put you in control. Taking his cock in your hands you lined yourself up and wasted no time having his member enter you. Bucky’s ocean blue eyes watching as you rode his hard cock chasing after the orgasm you so desired. His hands held your hips for balance you felt his hands digging into your skin as your nails raked down his chest. Bucky moves his hand to your clit stimulating you more as you hit the second orgasm that ripped through your body before he pinned you to the bed and slipped himself into you again.
“Say my name baby.” Bucky’s voice was deep and low. Your legs wrapped around his hips while you took his cock deep inside of you.
“Make me cum, Bucky.” The super soldier picked up speed as your nails raked his skin. His mouth buried against your neck whispering obscenities into your ear between little bites. Your moans became more erratic as Bucky was picking up more speed.
“Oh fuck Bucky.” The words slipped out of your mouth as you felt him fill you with his cum making you pour over the last cliff. You kissed him feverishly while he bit into your skin hard sucking and leaving a mark to claim you as his. Bucky grabbed a wet cloth to clean you as you chewed your bottom lip. He tossed you one of his shirts while he slipped on a pair of boxers.
“I love you.” Your voice still trembling from the departing orgasm and he wrapped his arms around you.
“I love you.” You snuggled into his chest and sighed contently. You never wanted to leave this spot as long as you lived.