Characters
Tags
Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
Bucky Barnes Has PTSD
Bucky Barnes Recovering
Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
Bucky Barnes Remembers
Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier
Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers Friendship
Bucky Barnes's Notebooks
Captain America: Civil War (Movie) Compliant
Pre-Captain America: Civil War (Movie)
Captain America: The Winter Soldier Compliant
Summary
Following his inability to complete his mission in Washington DC, because of the man on the bridge, The Winter Soldier - Bucky Barnes - begins a new mission in discovering who he is while filling little notebooks documenting it.
Longing
April 30, 2025 at 12:04 AM
18.
Sometimes I wonder if I should let him find me.
But I’m not that Bucky he is looking for.
It’s still hazy, but I remember him.
Or a version of him.
He was smaller – skinner.
And he was getting beat up in an alley.
But he is – was - my friend.
Sometimes, I just don’t want to be alone, but it’s safer this way.
I think it’s longing for a piece of me…maybe.