The Nightmare

It had been months since you found out that the baby you were supposed to have had died. You were taking a shower while Bucky cooked dinner for the two of you. Normally you slept in Bucky’s room with him but lately you and Bucky have been sleeping in different rooms but still spent the entire day together. When you got out of the shower and went to your room Bucky was waiting with dinner. He had your favorite movie on the television. You smiled and joined him on your bed to eat dinner. After he got up to wash the dishes and came back. You had changed into a tank top and a pair of shorts. He had taken his shirt and sweatpants off and was left in his underwear.

When the movie ended you were fast asleep with your face buried in the crook of his neck and he was out cold holding onto you tightly with one arm around your waist and the other resting on your back.

Today you and Nat were going to go shopping. When she went in your room and opened the windows, she didn’t see Bucky because he was fully submerged underneath your blankets. Both of you were still sleeping. “Y/N come on wake up already. Get up and get dressed we’re going shopping today remember?”

Bucky had heard her and sat up “What the hell Nat?”

Nat’s eyes widened. “Why are you in here don’t you guys sleep in different beds?”

Bucky saw this golden opportunity to mess with Nat “Well you see Nat married people do this thing called sex and try to have a baby. I know your small brain doesn’t understand this kind of stuff yet but it will. Now get out so I can get dressed and wake her up.”

Still processing what came out of Bucky’s mouth she left and closed the door as he chuckled to himself. He gently shook you until you woke up. “Nat came in and i think i messed her up but anyways she wants you to go shopping with her today.”

You just groaned and put your pillow over your head. “I don’t want to I just want my husband.” Your sentences were muffled by the pillow but Bucky still had figured out what you had said.

“We can be together tonight at the party or we can stay in one of the rooms and just cuddle again.”

“You’re the best babe.”

He took the pillow off of your head and laid down to where he could see your face. “I know I am you tell me everyday.” He kissed you and got up to get dressed. You sat up and watched him get dressed. After he got dressed he pulled you out of bed stripped
you down and helped you get dressed. Once you had your shoes on you walked out to confront Nat.

“Listen whatever Bucky said about the reason why we were both sleeping in the same room is a lie. We just fell asleep before our movie ended. He said we had sex didn’t he?”

“Pretty much.” She got up from the chair she was sitting on and got ready to leave.

“Alright let’s go shopping.” you couldn’t help but be sarcastic. The last time you went shopping it was for the baby.

Hours after Nat dragged you out to go shopping she drove the two of you back to the Stark Tower. Bucky was training with Sam when you got there. The two of them had become friends. Sam was winning but only because Bucky was letting him win. Both Sam and Bucky were drenched in sweat, “Come here babe give me a nice big hug.” When Bucky said this he stretched his arms out and went to hug you.

“Not until you take a shower babe.” When you turned around and started to walk away with Nat you felt Bucky’s strong arms reach around your waist and pick you up. “Babe!! Now we both need showers.”

“Then let’s go shower Doll.” He carried you to his room. He carefully set you down on your feet in front of the door and opened it for you. Once Bucky closed the door he gently put his hands on your cheeks and kissed you fully. Bucky guided the two of you to the bed. He carefully laid you down and pulled away. “Not like the bed on the island but it will do.” Bucky started to kiss your neck as his giant hands fumbled to get your clothes off. While he did this you attempted to peel away his training tshirt and shorts that were drenched in sweat from hours of training. His hair was soaked as well as the rest of his body but you didn’t care anymore. After Bucky got your clothing and undergarments off he helped get his off. He ended up ripping his shirt trying to get it off so fast. You threw his ripped shirt on the ground without a care and worked to get his shorts off. He pushed you back onto the bed and got his shorts and boxers off himself while kissing you on the lips. The coldness of his metal hand sent shivers up your spine as he ran it up and down the side of your body. He used his other hand to slowly part your legs. As he carefully entered you he pulled away from your lips and began kissing your neck. Your hands went to grab his drenched hair as he began gently thrusting. At first his thrusts were slow but then they gradually got rougher and rougher but still gentle in a way. As they got rougher you moved your hands to his back but your arms slid down his sweaty back and it was a challenge to hang on. Bucky seemed to notice you were becoming a bit helpless unable to hang on fully. He grabbed your flailing arms with his metal arm and pinned them above your head. You struggled at first but realised his strength made it hopeless so you let the torture continue. Moan after moan escaped from your mouth with each thrust. Before you knew it you reached your climax and so did Bucky. He gently pulled out and laid next to you breathing heavily. You laid on your side and stared at him and kissed his nose.

“I had no idea how much I needed that babe.”

“My pleasure Doll.” He got up and grabbed a towel and went to go shower.

You followed him with a towel wrapped around you. As the two of you walked down the hall to the bathroom to shower, he held your hand. Once in the bathroom he started the water and jumped up on the counter to watch your ever so precise shower routine. You got in the shower first and Bucky followed closely after you and began to wash your hair for you. When he was done he decided to surprise you with a back and shoulder rub.

“I guess I really needed that too.” You relaxed as he used his strong hands to rub your back and shoulders under the running water.

After a few minutes of your massage you and Bucky finished the shower and wrapped towels around yourselves to get back to the room to change. Tony being the impatient little shit he is, he knocked on Bucky’s door expecting it to be just him and Bucky. When Tony opened the door you just got your pants on and have yet to put your shirt on, thankfully your back was to the door so you quickly put your shirt on and slapped the back of Tony’s head when you walked out.
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You were sitting at a restaurant table with Steve and Nat eating lunch. Before you left Stark Tower, Fury took Bucky aside to talk to him. He said he would be needing Bucky for a bit so you went ahead with just Steve and Nat. Something in their faces said they had plans for you without Bucky around. The three of you sat down at the booth and ordered your drinks. As soon as the waitress left with your food orders Nat and Steve looked at you with smirks.

“Okay guys what’s going on?” you asked them.

“Your honeymoon must have been pretty eventful, you and Bucky. All alone on an unknown island.” Nat said.

“We wanna know what all happened.” Steve finished.

“A typical honeymoon happened guys, nothing special.” you smiled

“That’s totally believable.” Nat said sarcastically

“Ok fine, we swam, we ate, we watched movies, and we danced. Happy? That’s all we did during our honeymoon.”

“There’s other details you’re not telling us here.” Steve said.

You decided to try Bucky’s trick. “Well, we are a married couple now. So there’s this one thing married couples do when they love each other very much…”

“Okay, I get that.” Steve cut you off.

“Steve is probably still confused. Steve, she means they fondued.” Nat said.

“You said you wouldn’t mention that ever.” Steve said with a pathetic sad face while clearly trying not to laugh.

The food was brought to the table and the three of you ate with little chat after the fondue comment. After lunch when Steve, you, and Nat were walking back to the Stark Tower Steve saw a small pet shop and got you and Nat to go in. Steve recognized a figure towards the back and went to talk to him. “Why are you here?”

“To buy a pet for my wife duh now shut it Steve.”

“How sweet little Bucky buying Y/N a pet.” Bucky just glared at the blonde.

Steve winked and walked back over to you and led you away from where your husband was searching.

Nat decided to wander off towards the bird section and saw the familiar face looking at the row of different birds. She was going to ask him what he was doing but he made the slit throat gesture and rain to the other aisle because you were following Nat. She
understood faster than Steve and led you to a different section.

After a few minutes you decided you wanted to see the birds. You looked down the rows of different birds chirping and making faces at all of them. You stopped in front of a cage that contained one small cockatiel. He was obviously a young bird by his size. He cocked his head towards you when you bent down to see him. You spent maybe 10 minutes fooling around with this bird. Steve came up behind you and said “Do you like this guy Y/N?” in a loud voice.

“Aw I would love to bring him home.” You said.

“Hey bird watchers, Fury wants us back at the tower soon.” Nat said suddenly.

You said goodbye to your bird friend and left with the other two back to the tower.

Bucky waited until you were way down the street before coming out of hiding in the back closet. He found the bird you wanted and immediately asked for the nearest sales person about the price. Soon he had the bird and food and a cage and made his way back to Stark Tower.

You, Steve, and Nat made it to the front door of Stark Tower. Before you entered Stark Tower, you covered Nat’s eyes long enough for Steve to pull out a blindfold and tie it around her head. Steve picked her up and carried Nat inside while you held open the door. Steve sat Nat down next to Clint as everyone yelled, “Happy Anniversary!!!” Her cheeks flared with redness as Clint planted a firm kiss on her lips. While you were being distracted by Steve, Bucky snuck up to your room and put your new pal on your dresser then came down. You had your back to him and didn’t know he was behind you so he snuck up and surprised you when he kissed your cheek and wrapped his arms around the front of your body. “What did Fury need babe?”

“Normal stuff like training.” Bucky went to get drinks for the two of you. Your head started to hurt so you congratulated Clint and Nat and told Steve you were going to go to bed. You were gone by the time Bucky had come back, he asked Steve where you went and he told Bucky that you went to his room to go to bed. You had changed and were almost asleep when Bucky made it up to his room. “You alright babe?” he asked concerned.

“My head just hurts.”

“Oh ok, how about we sleep in your room again tonight.” he looked down at you.

“But I’m already comfy.” you countered, you didn’t want to move.

“Then I’ll carry you.” He picked you up and carried you into your room where you saw that small bird.

“That’s the bird I liked at the pet store Nat, Steve, and I went to before we got back from lunch. How did he get in here??

Bucky was smiling and set you down, “I bought him for you.”

You hugged Bucky tightly, “Thank you so much babe.” You kissed him fully on the lips and wrapped your arms around his neck. The kiss deepened and was continued laying down with Bucky underneath you. It was interrupted by a knock on the door. You got up and answered it as Bucky undressed for bed. “Oh hi Steve if you waited any longer we wouldn’t have answered.”

“Why is that?” He was too interested in the answer.

“We were about to fondue, what do you want?”

Clearly upset with the statement he said, “Tony signed the gang up to sing at a retirement home around the corner tomorrow morning.”

“Why in the morning?”

“Does it look like I know why?” he walked away and you closed the door.

“So we have to go sing to old people in the morning Buck.”

“Is that a bad thing? You have a beautiful voice.” Bucky smiled and layed down.

“Haha very funny.” you laid down and grabbed the book you were reading. Bucky laid his head on your chest and was listening to your heart beat. He fell asleep on your chest. You decided it was time to go to sleep to after reading for awhile. You turned the
lamp on your nightstand off and went to bed.