The Nightmare

You woke up to find that while you were sleeping both you and Bucky's towels had moved from their original spots. Not suspicious at all. You kissed Bucky’s chest not knowing that he was already awake. You smiled when you heard a satisfying hum come from him.

“Well, good morning’ babe.” You said

He groaned and said “Morning already?” With the glass ceiling it was hard to miss the sunlight pouring into the roof room. He grabbed an extra pillow and put it over his head. “Can’t we just cuddle for like two more hours?”

“I’m alright with that.” The two of you tried to go back to sleep but the light was blinding with the glass. “Man I wish we could block that out somehow.”

Through the muffled pillow Bucky said “I saw some buttons over by the door. One was labeled in very crappy handwriting ‘Dimmer.’ Maybe we should check that out.”

Because he obviously did not want to move, you decided to check out the buttons and sure enough, the entire room faded to dim when you pressed the button. Afterwards you got back in bed and went to cuddle on Bucky’s chest when he suddenly jumped from under the pillow and covers. He grabbed your waist and started kissing you roughly on the lips. You were surprised by this but you showed no resistance. After a few minutes he stopped and said “Doll, you fell asleep last night. I was looking forward to, you know.” He was smiling now. You both were already wearing nothing and your towels were gone. You really were in the mood suddenly, so you nodded your head to him.

Bucky got up onto his knees and pushed you back into the bed fast. He positioned each knee at your side so he could easily hover over your upper body. Before you could breathe he was back to your lips. You felt his hand on your neck. He ran it softly down your side to your waist and thigh, the cold metal on his hand sent chills up your spine. He brought his mouth down to kiss you lightly on your chest. He started nosing up your neck, lips ghosting but never putting any real pressure on your skin. He took a nipple into his mouth, sucking gently and pinching the other lightly. Your breath came out in a gasp but slowly faded into a gentle moan. He then alternated, sucking on the opposite nipple and pinching the other. You felt a sharp shiver course your body.

Before you two went any further, you remembered how you and Bucky even met and you decided to ask him a quick question. “Bucky before you, um-” He listened carefully while kissing, nipping, and sucking at your chest. “Do you think that Steve let me stay with you for a reason?”

Bucky stopped for a bit and his smile lowered a little. “Well honestly before you showed up I was actually a little jealous of Steve and Peggy. Steve and I had been together for so long and I always was the one to take care of him it seemed. And we did literally everything together. Then he met Peggy. They started doing everything together and I said I was fine with them doing things without me but I honestly hated her for a while. I think Steve noticed eventually. When he told me about you without even seeing you I knew you were important. And I mean you sounded like an amazing person. Steve went on and on about you and I fell in love before I even saw you. I think he knew I was jealous of him and Peggy and wanted us to be. I knew you were the one I wanted. And this was way before I realised you were the one in my mission.” He started getting nervous. “But I swear that mission is gone. I abandoned it and Hydra and-” he stopped mid sentence and continued with another “That night in the kitchen when I went back to my room I wouldn't stop worrying about if you liked me the way I liked you. I know we had only just met but I remembered everything Steve had said about you and you seemed even more amazing when I finally met you for real. I never really had feelings this strong about someone. Feelings that made me think of instantly proposing. A couple nights after our first date I went out to go look for an engagement ring. You had to be the one for me. But I swear I had no idea you were the one Hydra wanted me to get. I swear as soon as I found out I started avoiding it as best I could. I promise you Y/N I am no longer with them and I will never-” you cut him off by meeting his lips with yours. It was messy, teeth and all, but he relaxed and instantly forgot about the mission. His tongue slipped into your mouth easily. You didn’t notice that your hands were tracing up and down his spine causing him to shiver in pleasure. He slowly pulled away and said calmly but also hungrily, “You have no damn idea how badly I’ve wanted you since that night in the kitchen and now, you’re all mine.” He went back to work on your chest, causing you to moan from the sweet and gentle pleasure. He chuckled slightly at this but didn’t stop. You kept your hands running on his spine and all over his back, making him shiver even more. While sucking on one nipple he gently bit down around it, sending a tingling sensation all over you and making you jump slightly. He clearly enjoyed your reaction so he moved and did the same to the other, making you jump again. Your breathing started to become very ragged and it was now a challenge to get a decent breath. Your hands moved to his hair and grabbed tight and he moved his mouth up to your neck. He started with just kisses, but he then started gently biting, and this excited you greatly. His large and strong hands began to caress you from your thighs up to your shoulders and back down again, only arousing you much more. You wrapped your arms around his back and held on tightly, still panting for air. With his metal hand he applied pressure to your pelvis, pushing you down into the bed and sending an extreme pulse of electricity through your body. He held his hand there while the other continued to feel you. You arms felt suddenly heavy so you let your hands rest in his hair. He kept increasing the pressure of his hand down there and this made you realise how aroused you actually were: You could feel your climax approaching and he hasn’t even entered you yet.

In between moans and gasps you managed to shout, “Bucky, I need you!”

He chuckled and growled in your ear “You got me.”

His growling sent you closer to your climax. Between fits for air you managed to say “That's not what I meant, Bucky! I- I’m about to come!”

He growled even deeper, “I’m not finished yet.” he continued to map your neck and chest with his mouth and the rest of your body with his hands. You couldn’t take it anymore. You slid your hands down to his waist and tried to pull him inside you. He got the hint but fought you back and continued. The strength in your arms left you and they collapsed at your sides against Bucky’s knees.

“Bucky please I’m so close!” you pleaded.

“Not until I’ve finished mapping every inch of you doll,” he growled even deeper and closer to your ear, which pushed you even further. He increased the pressure of his hand into your pelvis and grabbed the center of your throat with his mouth and just sucked. You absolutely could not take the torture anymore. Still sucking on your throat, he gave one final push hard into your pelvis and you felt yourself break. The pleasure shot through you hard and fast and left you collapsed and nearly paralyzed in the sheets, moaning, panting, shaking, and pleading.

Bucky stopped and sat back looking at you in your current state. He smiled and watched you ride your orgasm for nearly 3 minutes. When you started to finally regain yourself, he leaned over you so he could growl in your ear again. “Y/N, do you have any idea how long I have wanted to do this? To have you writhing beneath me as I torture you to your sweet climax? To have you moan and gasp in pleasure below me as I taste and feel all of you? And to finally have you all to myself completely alone? I have wanted this for so very long. And now that I have you-” He moved his lips closer to your ear and gently stroked your neck with his fingers, making you shudder violently. “I plan to torture and pleasure you over, and over, and over again.”

Hearing this made you shudder harder. You moaned from imagining this. Bucky pinning you down on the bed torturing you over and over again whenever he wanted to. Your moaning made him finally cave and slowly he entered you and thrusted. A loud moan escaped the back of your throat, which brought him instant pleasure. You were still weak from him finishing you only minutes earlier but he obviously didn’t care and thrusted harder. He lowered his head to kiss you roughly and deeply on your lips, and with each quick gasp for air he thrusted deeper and harder. Only a few minutes had passed since he was fully inside of you and moaning in your ear causing you to moan louder. You were both dangerously close to your climaxes. One look into each other's eyes sent you both over the edge moaning and panting. Bucky collapsed on top of you pinning you down.

After what felt like the entire day, you both fully regained your consciousness. He kissed you gently but fully with his tongue in your mouth. As his tongue explored your mouth he gently pulled himself out of you and you softly moaned into his mouth. He was still kissing you as he slowly laid down on his side next to you. He wrapped his one arm around your waist and pulled you tightly into his body. His let his other hand play with your hair, adding more shivers. You wrapped an arm around his back and let your other play with his hair, pulling a tiny moan from him. Your lips finally parted and you both laid there for a while just staring at each other. You had no idea what time it was but you didn’t care.

“Y/N, thank you so much for marrying me.” Bucky said suddenly.

This made you worry slightly. “You’re very welcome Bucky, but is something wrong hun?”

“Nothing could possibly be wrong since you said yes.” He looked deep into your eyes and started stroking your face. “I wouldn’t be here feeling so alive with you had we ended it. Thank you so much for giving me another chance. I swear I will do anything to show my love for you.”

“Well you surely did when you rescued me and even got Banner to help you. Right now it seems my only competition for your love are plums. Bucky ever since my life of Hell in Russia I have never been happy again. You changed that immediately since the night in the kitchen. I’m so glad where we are now.”

“I know you hated your life in Russia, but I hope I can give you a better one. Now do remember me and the plum go back quite a long way. But you are and always will be my top priority because you are everything in my life now. We just need to always have plums handy.” He gave you a quick kiss. “Plums can stay right?”

“Yes, plums can stay.”

“Sweet.”

You sat up and looked around then looked at the pool. “hey babe I’m going to go swim for a little and go make some food.” You got up and headed over to the pool and dives in. When you were underwater Bucky grabbed some sweatpants and snuck off to the kitchen to cook for you. You figured he went into the bathroom.

About half an hour later you got out and dried off and had one of his shirts on laying down waiting for Bucky to return. You smelled food somewhere now and realised Bucky had wandered off to make food. You snuck down to the kitchen and behind him. You grabbed his behind which made him jump and drop the plum he was eating. “Aww. That was my plum Y/N.”

“I’m sorry cutie I’ll go get you another plum.” you walked over to the fridge and got one for Bucky after taking a bite out of it. “What are you cooking?”

Bucky finished the new plum and picked up the other one of the floor and finished that one too. “I am cooking some brunch for us. I've got some pancakes here, there's gravy cooking over there in that pot with biscuits in the oven, and we can have toast I found.” You let out happy groan. “It sounds and smells lovely dear.”

You assisted him in preparing the rest of the meal, although he insisted you relax. “I got this hun let me serve you for once.”
Everything was prepared and you got two plates out. You reached for the scoop to get the gravy out of the pot when you felt strong arms wrap around your waist and pick you up. Bucky brought you over the the dining room and sat you on the chair. You protested to help him but he only said “I already told you I will be serving you today. Just relax today.”

You waited for him to come out of the kitchen with your large plate of food. Even from afar it looked perfectly made. He held the plate with one hand and went behind your chair. “Your breakfast is served, Madam.” He set the plate in front of you and grabbed a cloth napkin to set on your lap. “Can I get you anything else, Madam?”

“May I get my incredibly hot waiter on a silver platter?” You said jokingly.

“Sorry that is a dessert item. Please finish your main course first!” He grinned.

“But I like my dessert first.” You pleaded.

“Breakfast first. Dessert after. Patience.” He bowed on the last word and left to go get his food. He returned and sat down in the chair across from you. You both tried to eat but you couldn't stop sneaking looks at each other and when one of you was caught, you both lost control of your laughter. It took you guys almost two hours to each finish because you mainly fooled around with each other.
When you two were finally done Bucky sat up and grabbed his plate. He didn’t cut the act yet though. “Are you finished here Madam?”

“Yes, Sir, I am.” He took your plate and went into the kitchen for a few minutes. You got up and laid down on the couch in the living room. He came back in and saw you lying suggestively on the couch. You teasingly said, “Alright I was patient. Where’s my desert?”

He showed that hungry smile again. “Still have room for dessert huh?”
He laid down on the other side of the large couch. “One hot waiter on a silver platter for Y/N.” he called playfully. This time, you sat yourself on his waist. You put your knees at his sides so you could hover over his upper body. You were almost perfectly mimicking him from earlier. You decided that it was now your turn to map his chest and neck. It would be a bit challenging since he was much bigger and more built, but all you knew was that you were going to torture him just as he had you.

“Y/N I have a feeling that this will take a while so I'm going to go wash the dishes real quick.” You got off him so he could get up.

“Hurry back.” As bucky was washing dishes you were laying on the couch reading. Before you knew it you were drifting off to sleep again. When Bucky was finished washing the dishes he walked out and smiled when he saw you hugging the pillow closest to you and curled up a little. He got to the couch and laid down to curl up against your back. He assumed the position of one arm around your waist and the other hand resting in your hair. He gave you a small kiss on the cheek before nestling his head in your hair and falling asleep with you

You awoke and noticed the living room was a bit dimmer. It must be getting late. You were going to move to look out a window, but you realised Bucky had his arm wrapped around your waist and his hand and head were pinning your hair down. He was out cold so you decided to relax a bit longer. You realised you were still pretty tired and was drifting off again. You have never been able to say you've had a good night sleep since your time in Russia and although you slept somewhat better with Bucky, you still lacked it. Since you were tired and knew you were in Bucky’s arms, you let sleep take you again. You shifted to get comfortable again and felt Bucky tighten the grip of his arm around you. He stayed fast asleep. Once you were comfortable again you fell asleep easily to the sound of his slow breathing.

The next time you woke up you woke up in the bed in the glass room with Bucky nowhere around. You sat up and saw Bucky was in the pool. He was just casually swimming laps from one end of the large pool to the other. Since you were asleep he seemed more focused on actually exercising and not showing off. You decided to be quiet and just watch him work out. He got to one side of the pool and grabbed the edge. He then used it to propel himself to the other end of the pool. You saw your bikini next to the bed and changed into that. You got up to join him in the pool. He was wearing a silver speedo that matched his metal arm perfectly.

You slowly walked down the pools stairs and joined him. He was underwater at the opposite end of the pool so he didn't know you were even awake. When he surfaced he was surprised to see you awake and in the pool with him. “Babe you do know that you could just skinny dip or wear a pair of your underwear instead of a speedo right?”

“I wore it for you of course.” he pressed as you made your way over to him. Once you reached him you wrapped your arms around his neck as he wrapped his around your waist.

“Is that right? I was asleep not too long ago. How did you know you would still be swimming by the time I woke up?”

“Ok well maybe didn't wear them just for you.”

“That's what I thought sexy.” You kissed his chest and hopped on his back while he swam around in the shallow water. You had your arms wrapped tightly around Bucky’s stomach and he treaded lightly around in circles. After an hour or so you got off his back and started to walk out when Bucky grabbed your arm pulled you into his embrace and picked you up. “You know Y/N you never finished your dessert. I may just skip my dinner and go straight to my dessert.” He kissed your neck as he slowly got out of the pool still holding you. As he walked over to the unnecessarily large bed you undid the top of your bikini. You let it slide down your arms and fall to the ground right before Bucky set you down on the bed. He stood up for a bit to remove his speedo and remove your bikini bottoms. After taking yours off he looked at your body as you blushed.

“You know doll, I haven’t gotten a decent look at you like this.” He stood there and just smiled and licked his lips as he examined you up and down. You looked at him back. You took a quick glance up to the roof and saw it was night time already, the perfect setting. He finally climbed onto the bed and slowly lowered himself just inches above you. He ghosted your neck again barely putting pressure but finally kissing you fully. “For my sake doll, I’m not going to tease you again” he got lower and growled in your ear

“I can’t control myself when you moan, gasp, and beg me to enter you.” His metal hand running up and down the side of your body and him growling in your ear made you shiver and bite your lip. A soft moan escaped you and Bucky immediately tensed at the sound.

“But Bucky, I love that.” You countered. His head was over yours now seeking your lips again, but you dodged and went to attack his neck. He immediately groaned and his head fell onto your shoulder. Your arms went to hang on to his hair as you kissed up and down his neck.

“Babe, please, I need-”

“Are you begging?”

He too was surprised, but he was in fact begging for you to hurry. You decided not to. You pushed him off of you and pushed him onto his back into the bed as you sat on his lap. “Well, this is new.” He was surprised by you taking over but did not resist. Not yet at least. You attacked his lips immediately. Your hands pressed down on his hard abs so you could reach up to his lips and he groaned at this. You made sure your waist did not leave his lap. You were clearly in charge now, but he still attacked the inside of your mouth and made his tongue do all the work. That part you did not mind. He started to slightly release his mouth and you pulled away quickly. “Darlin’-” He was quickly cut off when your mouth attacked his right nipple. You sucked gently and pinched the other slightly. He was now moaning and his large strong hands were caressing your back, down your spine and around your waist and thighs. You went to suck his other nipple and heard a managed to pull a gasp from him when you pinched the other. Finally you bit down softly but quickly and he suddenly gasped again and jolted. “Babe!”

You did the same to the other and he jumped again. He was having difficulty breathing now. You brought your lips over the center of his chest where his heart rested and kissed there for a bit. You then moved your lips down to his abs, leaving a trail of gentle kisses and a few bites along the way. He softly moaned at each peck. You could tell he was still trying to be mainly and not show signs of weakness. You kissed and lightly nipped at each ab, still hearing sounds of his “accidental” moans. You hands moved up and down the sides of his stomach and stroked his chest while you finished with his abs. When each had been marked thoroughly, you slowly moved your kisses back up to his chest and to his neck. He grabbed onto your hair and held on now. You attacked his neck again and he finally let out a strong moan that he did not try to hold back. You giggled against his ear and kept littering his neck with your lips. “Baby, please-”

You went back and met his lips with yours once more, his tongue making its way back into your mouth. After a full minute of this deep kiss, you pulled away both out of breath.

“Have you had fun with this torture session, doll? Are you satisfied?” He was barely getting enough breath for each word.

“Not satisfied yet.” You hissed at him. “Am I teasing you a bit much hun?”

“Dammit Y/N I want you right now!” And with that he practically picked you up and pushed you back into the bed. With lightning speed he straddled your lap and pinned your entire body down with his as he went straight for your lips. He kissed you even deeper and rough as his hands traced your waist and up to your breasts. Your moans and gasps poured from your mouth as he went for your neck while still kissing you roughly. He lifted himself slightly so that he could part your legs for him to make entry, which you let him do. He forcefully thrusted deep inside and made you cry out “Bucky!” You barely caught a glimpse of his evil grin as he was making his way back to your neck. Your legs wear now wrapped tightly around his waist and your arms locked around his back. Your torture must have really irritated him because he was already moving faster and harder. Each thrust was deep and the next came pretty quickly, giving you barely any time to breath. The end for both of you was coming up fast and he could tell because he started thrusting even harder. You were gasping and moaning and pleading for mercy, but Bucky was showing you no mercy. He released a few deep moans as well, making you grip him harder. He made one more deep thrust and you could no longer hold on as your climax hit you hard and forced you back into the bed. You collapsed in a moaning and gasping mess. Bucky followed and collapsed on top of you, also a moaning and panting mess. After a few minutes Bucky started to get up, but you were still paralyzed with pleasure. A wicked grin spread across his face, knowing you were still paralyzed and trapped in pleasure. He began to thrust again just to watch you writhe and wiggle beneath him. He kept this up at a slow and gentle pace fir his sake, but still trapped in pleasure from just moments before, you held onto his back and started to scratch it which caused him to let out deep moans. You hit your climax again first but Bucky’s followed shortly after. The two of you clinged to each other after. Bucky slowly pulled him self off of you and slowly pulled out. You moaned harshly as he exited you, which of course made him grin. As you were finally coming back from reality, he laid down next to you and snuggled alongside you. You finally snapped back to it and felt his metal arm around you tightly and his head on top of yours. “Doll you were out quite a while I was starting to worry.” He kissed the top of your head.

“I feel quite wonderful.” You replied, still partially dazed.

“I think we are both satisfied for the night. Why don't we try to rest now?” He cuddled you tighter and closer to him and you moved your head to his chest. He was still slightly getting comfortable but it took him a few minutes to realise you were out instantly. Before he too passed out, he kissed you on the top of your head again and whispered “Goodnight my beautiful wife.”