
what do I do?
"Bucky, sweetie. I missed you!" Winifred says and hugs Bucky. " Hey mom. It's ok, I missed you like crazy too." Bucky says. Bucky really missed home. " Is there something wrong? Is Steve's family visiting again? Cause I swear if I ever talk to them." Winifred says while shaking her head. " Mom, no they are not visiting. I just want to talk to you about something." Bucky says sitting on the couch beside his mother. Winifred puts her arm around Bucky. " What is it son?" Winnie asks. Bucky takes a shuddering breath. " Mom, did it take you a long time to have me?" Bucky asks. Winifred closes her eyes. She was waiting a long time for this conversation. " Bucky, honey, I know what you are thinking. I aas scared that you were going to have my gift and it made me avoid that conversation with your father for a long, long time. But when I had you and I looked into your eyes for the first time. I didn't regret it. I reliaze that my stupid little fear could have made you to never be here with me." Winifred says sternly. Bucky looks up at her with tears in his eyes. " Really?" Bucky says in a tiny voice. Winifred nods. " I was actually waiting for this because really your father was surprised that you were an omega. But I knew you were going to be one because when you were 8 years old, you wanted to have 3 kids when you grow up. " Winifred says. Bucky laughs sadly. " And anyway if your kid does have your gift, that's amazing. You wanted to learn everything about your gift and helped me put spirits into the lightwhen you're were 16 years old." Winifred says.
Bucky looks at her. " Your the best mom." Bucky says and hugs her. " And your the best son. I'm so proud of you." Winifred says and hugs her son back. " I hope I give you reasons to think about."Winifred says. Bucky nods. " Yeah mom you really did." Bucky replies. Both mother and son sat on the couch hugging each other.
Bucky was with Steve at the park. Just holding hands and walking around. " I love it here." Steve says. Bucky smiles. " Me too." Bucky replies. As they were walking around, Bucky was watching the kids and parents play together. Bucky smiled. His mother was right. This stupid little fear is going to make sure he never have kids. Bucky needs to push it to the side.
Pepper smiles when Bucky walks into the store. " Hey Pepper." Bucky says and hangs his coat up. " Hi, you feeling better? " Pepper asks. " Yeah, much better." Bucky replies. Pepper smiles. " Lucky for you. Today business is slow." Pepper says. Bucky grins. " Yeah well, I will be downstairs when you need me." Bucky says. Pepper nods and Bucky walks down the stairs. Bucky sits down on hos chair and signs. Good place for thinking. Ok, so he wants kids. Oh god does Bucky want kids but what if his child has his gift? What if the child doesn't accept it? Oh god, what was going to do? Bucky leans back and groan. " This is so stupid." Bucky mutters to himself. Why the hell was this so hard? Just then his computer beeped telling him that he got a email. Bucky clicks on it. It's from his sister.
~ Hey Bucky! Just wanted you to know that Summer got her first dress! Here's a picture at the bottom for you to see. She looks so cute! Have fun. Love you big brother! Xoxo~
Bucky giggles at the picture. Summer does look adorable in the dress. Bucky smiles and leans back. Then it clicks. He really doesn't care. He really doesn't care if his child has his gift. Bucky will just teach his child all about it. Bucky smiles. Bucky wants a child, and he is going to get his child whether his child has Bucky's gift or not. Bucky laughs breathlessly. Now all Bucky has to do is tell Steve. Bucky was going to tell Steve tonight.
Bucky smiles when he opens his front door. " Steve, I'm home." Bucky says. Bucky puts his coat on th stair railing and walks towards the living room. Bucky smile drops. Steve was on the couch. Just with his mother and father is with him. Bucky gulps. " Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know your parents were here Steve." Bucky says and looks at Steve. Sarah smiles. " Hello Bucky, I'm sorry I didn't call." Sarah says. "Oh no it's no problem at all. I will just be in the kitchen, that's all. Steve can I talk to you for a second? " Bucky asks and points towards the kitchen. Steve smiles. " Of course sweetheart." Steve says. Bucky and Steve walks into the kitchen. The minute the door was closed Bucky swats Steve on the back of his head. " Ow, what was that for?" Steve asks whils rubbing the back of his head. " Why didn't you text me?" Bucky hisses. Bucky's good mood was gone. " I'm sorry baby, but they literally just came I a few seconds ago." Steve says. Bucky shakes his head. " Ok, I believe you. I really wanted to tell you something, but not while they are here." Bucky says and goes towards the staircase. Steve signs.
After what feels like forever Steve knocks on the bedroom door. " Bucky? They're gone." Steve says and opens the door. Bucky was sitting on the bed, reading a book. Steve flinches. Oh he was in trouble. Steve always knew he was in rouble when Bucky would read and ignore him. Steve sat down onto the bed beside Bucky. Steve puts his hand onto Bucky's leg but Bucky shakes his leg away. Steve signs. " Baby come on. I'm sorry, just please talk to me." Steve begs. Bucky looks up at Steve with a blank look. " Hmmm, well I did want to tell you something but sure, I forgive you." Bucky says and kisses Steve. Steve grins. " Now. What did you want to tell me?" Steve asks. Bucky looks nervous. " Steveiawantakidletsdoit." Bucky says really quickly. " Bucky what? Can you say that again just slower." Steve says. Bucky takes a breath. " I had talked to my mom. I have thought about it but lets do it." Bucky says. Steve nods. " Lets do what." Steve says smiling. Bucky has tears in his eyes and laughs. " Let's have a baby!" Bucky says. Steve laughs and kisses Bucky then picks Bucky up and spin him around. " God I love you so much baby." Steve says. Bucky smiles. " I love you too." Bucky says.