No, not yet. I'm too afraid.
Bucky walked into the house and leaned against the door. " Steve you there." Bucky called and dropped his coat heavily onto the railing of the staircase. Steve walks down the stairs and smiles. " Hey sweetheart." Steve says and kisses Bucky. Bucky smiles and hugs Steve. " You ok babe?" Steve asks. " Yeah, just been a long day." Bucky says. Steve smiles and picks up Bucky bridal style. "Now why doesn't this seem familiar. " Steve says. Bucky giggles. Steve walks up the stairs and drops Bucky onto the bed. Steve lays down beside Bucky. Bucky cuddles up to Steve and put his head onto Steve's chest. Steve signs and runs his fingers through Bucky's hair. "Have you ever thought about kids?" Steve asks. Bucky sits up. " What?" Bucky asks. Steve sits up. Bucky gets out of bed and went into the bathroom. "Come on Buck, we have the money. What's holding you back?" Steve says. Following Bucky. Bucky goes down the stairs and walks into the kitchen to grab a water bottle. " It's just that we both have busy schedules and maybe I'm not ready." Bucky says while taking a sip of water. " Are you kidding me! That such a stupid excuse!" Yells Steve. Bucky looks at him wide eyed. Is Steve really yelling at him for this? Bucky hurt turns to anger quickly. "You coward! How are you to decide what I want! It's my body not yours! " Yells Bucky. Steve scoffs. " What are you afraid of?!" Steve yells. " Nothing! I'm just not 100% ready for kids yet! And anyway who the hell are you to decide what I want!" Bucky scoffs. Steve had enough of Bucky's excuses. " Fine! If you don't then I WILL FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO DO IT FOR ME!!" Yells Steve. Bucky stares at Steve in horror and Bucky felt his heart break. " oh my god Bucky. I-I di-din't mean th-that. " Steve says. Steve tries to take a step towards his husband but Bucky scrambles back with tears rolling down his cheeks. " Stay away from me." Bucky whimpers out. All Steve could do was look at Bucky with a heart broken expression. " You promise me you wouldn't let your family hurt me. But your just like them." Bucky puts his hand over his mouth and squeezes his eyes shut. Bucky lets out a sob and run to his bedroom and slam the door shut. Steve kicks himself. How could he says that to Bucky. Steve shakes his head and lays down onto there couch. Steve stares at the ceiling. Hopefully Bucky will forgive him. Hopefully.
Bucky stumbles into the antique store. " Whoa Bucky, take it easy. Are you alright dear? " Pepper asks. Bucky just shakes his head and went downstairs. He slumps into his office chair and put his head into his hands. Pepper comes down. "Sweetheart, please tell me what's going on? " Pepper says. Bucky just stands up ad hugs Pepper. " How darling, it's alright." Pepper says as Bucky starts to cry. Pepper furrows her eyebrows. What the hell happen last night that made Bucky so upset? Without Bucky noticing, Pepper pulls her phone out and texts her husband a text.
Tony pulls his phone out. He got a text from his wife. Pepper: What the hell happen with Steve and Bucky? Bucky is miserable! ; Tony frowns. What the hell? They never fight. Well it's lunch time, might as well find out. " Hey Steve what's up? " Tony says once he reaches Steve's group of friends. Which involves Doctor Wilson, himself, and Nurse Natasha Romanoff. " Not much." Steve says quietly. Tony gives Steve a look. " Hmmm really? Cause I got a text from Pepper saying that Bucky is miserable." Tony says. Natasha looks at Steve. " What happened?" Natasha asks. Steve signs. " We just got into a little argument, that's all." Steve says. Natasha raises her eyebrow. " What about?" She asks. Shit, Steve couldn't get out of this one. Steve took a deep breath. Steve looks at everyone guiltily. " Umm well, I ask Bucky what he thought about kids and he said he wasn't ready but I thought he was making excuses and I got so angry at him. So I told him that if he couldn't do it for me, I will find someone who would. But I didn't mean it." Steve says frantically. Sam hits him on the side of the head. " Ow!" Steve yelps. " What the hell man! That's not cool! You better fix this." Sam threatens. Steve just nods. What the hell is he going to do?
Bucky takes a deep breath. Bucky was waiting around for Alan. Bucky was humming and sweeping up the floors when he heard the bell ring. Signaling that someone has came in. Bucky looks up and grins. " Hey Bucky." Scott says. Bucky puts his broom away. " Hey, how you doing? " Bucky says. " Not much." Scott says grinning. Bucky heard a voice. " Ok let's do this." Bucky looks to his left seeing Alan. Bucky nods at Alan. " Scott. I have something to tell you. I have a gift. I can see and talk to ghosts. Your father Alan is right beside me on my left side." Bucky says to Scott. Scott raises his eyebrows. " Really. You seen my father!" Bucky nods. Scott looks to Bucky's left. "Dad, can you ever forgive me?" Scott says. Alan signs. " Of course, it's just why? Why have you left me." Alan pleaded. Bucky looks at Scott. " Alan wants to know why you left him to die?" Bucky says. Scott shakes his head a single tear rolling down his cheek. " Dad I haven't left you to die. I went to get some help but by the time we came back, you were already dead." Scott sobs. Alan looked surprised. " oh son I'm so sorry. I can't believe that I blamed my own son." Alan says starting to cry. Bucky smiles. " Alan is so sorry. He feels so guilty for blaming you. He wants to know if you can ever forgive him." Bucky whispers. Scott nods. " Of course I forgive you dad. I love you. Alan nods. Tell him I forgive him too. " Bucky nods. " Your father forgives you. Its part of life." Bucky says. Alan gasps. Bucky looks over. " You see the light?" Bucky asks. Alan nods. " It's so beautiful. " Alan whispers. " Go ahead. " Bucky whispers. Alan starts to aalk toward the light. He stops and looks at Bucky. " You know. You should forgive your husband. He really didn't mean it." Alan says. Bucky looks at him. Alan smiles and touches Scott's cheek. But then he turns and walks into the light. Scott touches his cheek and smiles. Scott looks at Bucky. " Thank you." Scott whispers. Bucky nods at Scott and Scott leaves the store. Bucky smiles brighter. But then frowns at what Alan has said. What I am going to do. Was the first thought that pops into Bucky's head. And for the first time, Bucky had to battle himself.