Chapter 6
Bucky was in the bathroom looking at his long hair. Bucky looks at the long strands. He needs a haircut. But Bucky didn't even know if they trusted him with scissors. Bucky stares at his pale skin. Bucky knew that once he had golden tan skin, Bucky remembers the last time he had pale skin and that was because of the sickness that spread throughout the wolf pack.
There was a meeting and Steve went while Bucky stayed home. There was this sickness that was spreading around that was very dangerous to omegas, but so far only three omegas have gotten it and were on the brink of health. Steve was very glad about. Bucky was at home due to not feeling the greatest. Morning sickness, Bucky was a month pregnant with Hunter. Natasha was in the meeting, but Steve asked her to go check on the omegas and Bucky. Natasha checked on every single omega and went to Bucky last. However when she got there Bucky was a mess. Bucky's skin was pale and had a thin layer of sweat stuck onto his skin, Bucky was whining and shivering like he was freezing, but really his body was hot. He was writhing and his muscles were spasming. Natasha went to Bruce very fast. "Bruce! Come quick." Natasha says once she enters the room. Steve and the others look at her. "Another omega got the sickness?" Bruce asks. Natasha looks at Steve. "Bucky has it." Natasha says and runs out of the room again. "Shit" Bruce mutters and grabs his health kit and gets out of the room fast.
Bruce wasn't even sure if Bucky or the baby would have survived but here Hunter was, healthy as he can ever be. Bucky survived too, also healthy. Bucky shivers and walks back into the bedroom to see Pepper already there. Bucky sighs. "I need to cut my hair." Bucky rubs his hand along his jaw and winches. "And a shave, ew." Bucky says and Pepper laughs. "Good because I did bring a razor and scissors for you." Pepper says and hands them over to Bucky. Bucky grabs them and walks into the bathroom. "I'm taking a shower too!" Bucky yells. Pepper nods. "If your up to it, you might want to shift and get that blood off of your fur." Pepper suggests.
Bucky nods. "I will see." Bucky says. Bucky spends around three to four hours in the bathroom. Bucky took the longest to try to wash the blood of but it was hard. Hunter knocks on the door. "Mom? Do you need help washing the blood off?" Hunter asks. Bucky couldn't speak, since he was in his wolf form, so he scratches on the door. Hunter got the cue and walks in. Hunter laughs. "Okay, you got just the blood off you face." Hunter says. Bucky pulls his ear back against his head and huffs. Hunter grabs a brush and starts to scrub at his fur.
Little by little all the blood was scrubbed off and Hunter stands back and looks at Bucky. "Wow mom, you are beautiful. I love that white stripe. " Hunter says and Bucky looks at the mirror that was put against the wall so he could see himself. Bucky could still see that he needs weight put on him, but he did look healthy for a three legged wolf. Hunter smiles. "Dad is waiting outside of the bathroom, please talk to him. He is miserable." Hunter says and leaves the bathroom. Bucky shifts and puts his clothes on. Bucky sighs and opens the door. Steve stands up and stares at him. Bucky becomes self-consious and curls into himself. "What are you looking at?" Bucky nearly snaps hating that he won't stop. Steve steps forward.
"You just look so, so beautiful. You look actually like you did before you left." Steve says. Bucky looks down. "Except the hacked off left arm and like no weight. " Bucky mumbles. Steve takes a step forward. "Can you please tell me why you are so angry with me? What did I do?" Steve asks and Bucky snaps. "What did you do? Huh you got to be kidding me! You never came for me! I suffered in the worst ways because you never came!" Bucky sobs out half way through. At this point they got outside and everyone could hear them. Bucky continues on. "Did you know what they did to me! They hurt me! They whipped me they made me starve, gave me no water and fucking hacked my left arm off with a old rusty Axe! And you just left me there! You never came for me and I had hope that you will come for me and everyday that has passed that hoped died!" Bucky sobs.
Bucky didn't want to add the whole sexual abuse that they did to him. Steve looks at him and asked the question. "Did they, did they touch you?" Steve asks quietly. Bruce and Pepper and so much more people stares at them. "What did you think! Yes! Yes they fucking did! They raped me, but thank god my body was too injured that I didn't get pregnant. So you can blame yourself for never fucking coming for me!" Bucky sobs and runs back into the hut and locks the door. Bucky slides down onto the floor and wails and cries and was shaking out of anger.